“Cautious Distrust”

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I do not live
In a fairytale
I am not
That little
Innocent girl
That gobbled up
The lies you once told
And
Continue to tell
I am a little wiser
Stronger
Experienced of the world
I know truth
Is actions
Not empty words
Thrown at me
So I am inclined
To doubt
Your intentions
Your motivations
I question
Everything
Anything
That involves you
I believe
In my heart
You are inspired
Purely by self-interest
Trying to gain
Some type of advantage
Over me
Your pursuit
To seek me out
Without regard for
The people involved
It is selfish
Reprehensible
Inexcusable
Repugnant of you
Because you are
Still mendacious
Fraudulent
Full of treachery
You live so dishonestly
Why can’t you
Act honorably
Your selfish reasons
Whatever
They maybe
Only push people away
Just
Tell the truth
Why are you
Really here
Do you want forgiveness
Do you want a relationship
Are you being pressured
What is it
That you want
Because the hair on my neck
Is standing at attention
Signaling I should be
Vigilantly watchful of you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Let The Beast Sleep”

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I have been
A mere
House cat
Domesticated
For a minute
But
That predator
That animal
That beast
That part of
My DNA
That makes
Me
A lioness
That was
Sleeping
Peacefully
Is almost
Out of
Hibernation
And
That energy
Once depleted
Is almost
Recharged
100%
I am almost
Ready
To be
Unplugged
Voraciously
Insatiable
Enthusiastic
To hunt
I am tired
Of people
Testing
Pushing me
In a direction
I have been
Avoiding
At all cost
To go there
Makes
A predator
Rise up
From the ashes
Creating
Something
That no one
Is ready
To meet
So
Stop pushing
Me
To the brink
Because
If my back
Is against
The wall
I will not think
I will attack
Before
You blink
And
It will be
Your fault
Because
I warned you
Nonetheless

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Predator Paradise”

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No matter
What you
Think
What settings
You have set
Take more
Precautions
On what
You are posting
At least
Turn off your GPS
Because
It is not
Always
Friends
And
Family
Looking
At your
Postings on
Social media
Just know
Some parts of
Your life
Should remain
Private
You may not
Comprehend
This
But there
Are
Prying eyes
Out there
Looking
Over everything
You post
They want
To catch
You slipping
Hackers
Stalkers
Criminal minded
People
They are
Trying
To find
Their next victim
Stop making
It so easy
Do you not
See the world
We are
Living in
We have
Too many predators
Electronically savvy
That use
Social media
As a
Tracking system
Stalking your life
And
The people
In it
Getting
So close
They could
Reach out
And
Touch you
You can not be
So unguarded
So unfocused
So addicted
To social media
You post
Details
That should not
Be posted
The world
Does not need
To know
Everything about
You
Where you are going
Where you’ve been
Who you are meeting
What you are doing
Every moment
Of the day
Especially
Where your child
Is
Going to school
The activities
They are in
The friends
They play with
Evaluate
Your life
See what
Must be
Kept sacred
And
Off social media
Just stop
Socially
Relaxed
Being compliacent
In a world
That crazy
Unpredictable
People
Exist
With ill intentions
Searching
For a victim

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Silenced Screams”

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I am
Tired of
Screaming
At the top
Of my lungs
Going hoarse
Yelling
Stop
Pushing
Pulling
Beating
On me
Blaming me
For what
I have not
Done
Shaming me
For who
I am
I am not
An object
No one’s property
I am human
Hear me
See me
Respect
My space
I am
Here
To stay
Even if
I am
Frightened
Of what
You have
Planned for me
Understand
I was not
Born
To be
Your victim
To be terrorized
To be treated
Like nothing
I am not guilty
Of anything
Besides
Existing
Give me
A fair hearing
An opportunity
To use my freedom
Of speech
To fight
For my honor
So I can
Protect myself
My name
My spirit
My body
From being shackled
To your hate
Let me
Be heard
Not judged
By whatever
Image that
You assume
That is me
Because of
My gender
My color
My religion
Get to know
Me
Hear my story
Before assuming
I am a danger
I am not
A collective
I am
A individual
See me
As that

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Vicious Intent”

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Evil
Has been
Taking control
Of people’s minds
Since the beginning
Of existence
It tapers off
When people
Fight it
Then
It builds up
With strength
When people
Become compliacent
Growing into
A widespread
Rampant epidemic
Like a
Deadly virus
That kills
So fast
Pushing us
So close to
Worldwide
Annihilation
Where
Nothing
Or
No one
Will be
Standing
Bodies everywhere
No one living
Total destruction
Of all human existence
Because of
Sadistic humans
Thinking up
Remorseless ways
Of killing
Everybody
That does not
Fit into
Their agenda
Can anyone
Else
See this
Where things
Are going
Hate has
Created
Unlimited villians
People killing
Over stupid
$hit
Because of
Weakness
No conscious
Heartless intentions
Of madness
I wish
These twisted
People
Would
Live
Let live
And
Mind their
Own damn
Business
And
Not put in
Their two cents
About Someone
Else’s life
Unless it is
Needed
Building up
Not
Destroying
I wish
All could agree
To this
A world of
Peace

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Wondering Aimlessly”

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Besides
The obvious
To be
A better person
Than yesterday
And
To listen to
Your heart
Love yourself
Love thy neighbor
Help others
Who need help
What is the purpose
Of this life
Where are the directions
What is the payout
How do we know
We are doing
It right
Which way
Are we suppose
To go
Because
Everything
Is up
In the air
It has to be
Something more
To life
Than this
Craziness
We are moving
Around
Like roaches
Waiting for
The lights
To come on
To scatter
Rising to go
To work
Beat the traffic
Only to
Chase
The dollar bill
Because
That is what
Runs us
Food
Shelter
Fun
Responsibility
And
Oh yeah
Make sure
To pay our masters
What quality of life
Is this
What is beneath
This chaos
I see
People
Like me
Standing
At a crossroad
Confused
And
Debating
What is next
Wondering
If it is better
To take
The road
That is
Already paved
Or
Set off into
Uncharted territory
Finding something
Yet
To be
Discovered
Like
Christopher Columbus
We are
Small specks
Of grains
In this universe
Moving around
Like dust
Funneling
Through the years
We are
Coming and going
Born
Moving fast
Only to
Get older
And
Wither away
Then
Be replaced
By another
Creation
Over and over
Repeating
A vicious cycle
To wonder aimlessly
Hoping
To get it
Right
And
Find out
What is
The end game
To this madness

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Permanent Death Scene”

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This lifetime
And
The next
Could have
Went by
I still
Would not
Have phantom
Any of
These thoughts
Into existance
Until
I stepped back
To replay
Everything
About our life
You took
My hand
Kissed my face
Took my love
Deceived me
Stabbed me
In the back
Then had
The nerve
To ask
Why I hated you
It was because
You was
Someone
I loved
Someone
I trusted
Someone
I thought
Would not
Could not
Ever
Betray me
Yet truth
Did not
Stay covered
Like you
Thought
It would
It caused me
To stumble
Right over it
Onto your plot
Exposing you
For what
You are
A liar
And
Now
You are saying
Baby baby baby
Please hear me
But I am
Not about
That life
All that
Is left
To be said
Is your services
As leading man
Is up
For grabs
You are
No longer
Needed
Or
Wanted
Here
And
Your character
Will be
Permanently
Killed off
With no ghost
Scenes
To resurrect you
You are now
An out of
Work actor
Time to
Start your
Auditions
Elsewhere

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Lost World”

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The time
I wish
We all
Could
Go back to
Was when
Children
Could be
Children
They stayed
Out of
Grown folks
Conversations
They played
Outside
Walked to
The corner store
For essentials
For the family
And
Rode their
Bikes
All over
The neighborhood
Without the
Fear of being
Kidnapped
Or
Murdered
A village
Is what
Looked out
For them
Big Mama
Was
Every old lady
That sat
On the window sill
Watching as
The children
Played
Stepping in
When things
Got hairy
First
Saying
Imma tell yo mama
Second
Spanking
Them
Then
Directing them
To go home
Where their mother
Was waiting
To spank
Them again
For embarrassing
Her
With their conduct
These are
The good old days
Missing from
Our communities
The forgotten
Powerful system
That was setup
Allowing neighbors
To be extended
Family
That cared for
One another
Giving parents
Relief
And
Support
To know
Their children
Were safe
On the streets
While they
Were playing
Tell me
Where did
This piece of
Mind
Go to
How did
This get shattered
Breaking up
A great system
Parents
And
Community
Working together

-Yellowbonewonda

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“You Fighting Dirty For What”

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Some people
Get alot of
Gibberish
In their head
Inputted data
That causes
Alot of
Stupidity
Multiple errors
In decision-making
Situations
Too much
Unprocessed
Information
Hearing only
What they want
To hear
And
Trying to
Dictate
What
Another person
Deserves
Really
I ask you
What gives
Anyone
The right
To say
What anyone
Deserves
It is tragic
When people
Start a fight
That they are
Not meant
To be in
Doing too much
Being down right
Pitiful
And
Extra dirty
When another person
Is succeeding
To getting close
To their
Finish line
Why do
You need
To do anything
Deceive them
Knock them
Off course
Even
For a little bit
So you can
Get ahead
Do you
Not realize
No body is
In the same
Race
As you
Anyway

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Scent Of A Liar”

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Be happy
When I choose
Not to be
Around that
Stupidity
Rejoice
Know I am
Counting
My blessings
I am content
I take it
As a vacation
From a bad
Performance
That is
Continuously
Performed
Every time
I am there
In its presence
I find
Peace
In the separation
My piece of
Heaven
On Earth
The one
Rare occasion
For me
To relax
And
Not be
Entangled
Into
Madness
Or
Whatever
Madness
That is
Brought out
Of me
I take
My peace
Seriously
I do not
Let anyone
Change
The frequency
To what
They
Think it
Should be
I voice it
Nicely
Then
Aggressively
Asking
Please
Do not
Attempt
To sabotage me
Telling them
It will be
Dangerous
Awakening
The predator
Within me
Because
It is
Waiting
For me
To see red
So it can erase
All voice
Recognition
Inside my memory
Making sure
No one
Will be able
To talk
Sense into me
Please understand
I hate when
My hairs
Stand on end
Tingling
When my senses
Adjust
Into an
Observant
Suspicious
Hot headed
Powerful
Weaponized
Person
In ready mode
To attack
Anyone with
The scent
Of a liar
On them

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Be Senior Captain Of Your Plane”

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Having
A little voice
In your head
Screaming
Yelling
Do something
Is frustrating
When you are
Barely holding
On to reality
As your anxiety
Increases
To a point
Of paralyzing
Your body
Stopping
Your mind
From getting
What it wants
For you
To grab
The controls
Pull
Push
Whatever
That can
Get the plane
To climb
To a higher
Altitude
So you can
Clear the mountains
In front
Of you
It is understandable
It is not
Easy
Flying
In a plane
With no pilot
You are scared
You are hesitant
You feel
Your body is
Not moving
And
Your eyes
Are not focused
Fixated
On the now
And
Not the later
Losing the hope
That things will
Get better
But when
Your options
Are only
Doom and gloom
You are either
Going to crash
Into
Those mountains
Or
Do a swan dive
Into
To the ground
Below
Because you
Ran out of fuel
Waiting too long
To make
A decision
So stop
Thinking about it
Just do
Live or die
Climb or fall
Get up
Or
Stay still
It is crunch time
At this moment
It is real
Be the pilot
Be in control
Of you
Pull up
Clear
Those obstacle
In front of you
And
Move on to
The next
Until you have
Solved
All of them
Becoming victorious
Over your
Fear
Of failure

-Yellowbonewonda

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“First Task Get Up”

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I just
Need to take
One step
Then another
Then another
Until
I am able
To run again
Towards the
Destination
I need to
Get to
In my head
If only
I put
These legs
Over the edge
Of the bed
Stand up
Stretch
Walk to
The bathroom
Brush my teeth
Take a shower
Go to the closet
Get dressed
Begin the day
With breakfast
Go outside
Let the sun
Shine
On my face
Instead
I keep
Dreaming
I am not up
I am not
Out of bed
Because
It is
Too often
Now
I lay
In bed
Drifting along
This path
Limboing
In this life
Not living
Slowly dying
But
Not dead
Just
Hindering fate
Being my
Number one
Enemy
Trapped in
My own head
And it
Is sad
I keep
Hearing myself
Saying
That
I am
Playing with fire
Yet I can not
Get off
This emotional rollercoaster
Is not fun
Getting high
Only
To crash
And burn
Below
Finding yet
Another weakness
Instead
It comes
And goes
As it pleases
Leaving
Without a trace
Becoming another
Disappointment
Another
Day
I let
Get away
Waiting to
Begin
Another tomorrow
To try
To get motivated
And
Make more excuses
Why yesterday
Was not the day
Why today
Is not the day
To get up
Playing the same
Old record
Trapped in
My head
With no mojo
Because
It ran away
Again

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Based On Individuality”

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If you put
A label
On me
Without
Trying
To get to
Know me
It will be
Your lost
Not mine
Because
I am
More than
What you see
I am a
Acquired taste
Only a sensitive
Palate
Will understand me
My personality
My morals
My values
My attitude
I have
My reasons
Why
I have them
Come and sit down
Have a conversation
With me
And
Witness
First hand
So you
Can comprehend
The truth
I bring
I am not
An object
With a price tag
I am
A colorful person
Inside
My skin
And
I only wish
You look
Beyond it
See it
As a casing
That is just
Holding me
Together
THE END
Stopping your
Misjudgment of me
And/or
Hindering
Our Process
To progress
Into being
Something
More than
Strangers
Working
To be
Good friends

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Body Speak You Listen”

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My body was
Overheating
I felt
Very helpless
It was like
A sahara desert
Had surrounded me
Heat was consuming
Ever part of me
My core temperature
Was boiling
Beyond capacity
I felt like
I was trapped
In an airtight
Container
Closed so tight
No steam
Could escape me
I could not
Calm down
My rage
It was taking over
Every part of me
I tried
To walk
It off
But each step
I took
Felt like
I was fighting
Against
An invisible hand
Constantly
Weighing me down
Making it hard
For me
To stand
Under the pressure
It was
Forcing
My head down
As if I was not
Worthy to rise
My legs were
Buckling
Thoughts kept
Repeating to me
It is better sit
Before becoming
One with the pavement
But my stubbornness
Was on Ten
Telling me
To keep walking
Get somewhere safe
To Rest
You can not
Stay here
Miserable
Sleepy
Nauseous
Drinking water
To settle
My stomach
And
Blasting
The A/C
On the
Lowest setting
In my face
Was freezing me
But I dare not
Turn it down
It was helping
Just a little
I kept whispering
To myself
You can
Do this
So
I bowed my head
Slightly
Squinted
My eyes
Keeping them
Wide enough
To see
My way through
The back streets
To get me
Home
So I can
Sleep off
This siege
Taking my body
Through changes
Sleep will be
My reset
On my
Perspective
Equilibrium
And
Energy
So I can
Start over
Full strength
And stronger

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Nameless And Dangerous”

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It has no name
That it
Goes by
But
We are
Summoning it
To emerge
From the depths
Of hell
And
It is
Something
To be reckon with
It is not playing
Any games
It is coming
Ferociously
For us
Through
A Toxic
Planted
Fertilized
Weed
Called
Greed
Fear
Hate
And
Ignorance
And
If it
Is not stopped
Or removed
Right now
It will
Creep in
Surround
Destroy
Everything
That once
Was beauty
Changing
Us completely
We must
Find a way
To stop
Destroy
Or control it
Because
Its’ airborn poison
Is rising
Into the air
We are
Breathing
And
It is seeping in
Our skin
And organs
Consuming us
Killing
Any or all means
To attempt
To change
For the better
Therefore
Handicapping
Future generations
From knowing
The true
Definition to
What is really humanity
I do not
Know when
I do not
Know how
But it is
Going to take
Over all of us
If we
Just stand by
Waiting for help
Instead of helping
Ourselves
To become better
Change
Cynical bastards
That are
Willing to
Kill humanity
And
Eradicate
Their poison from
The planet
And
Change
Our present
To a future
Where
The world
Sees humans
And
Not seperation of colors

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Masquerade Ball”

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You are
The only person
Responsible
For your life
If you keep
Being a victim
You will always
Be a victim
Stop
Sitting around
Giving names
To monsters
That haunt you in
Your nightmares
Because
You are
Only
Giving them
More power
To control you
In the daylight
Your
Mother
Your
Father
Your
Ex friend
Your
Ex lover
It is not
Them
That controls you
It is you
Take that control
Walk away
Save
Your life
Your sanity
Protect you
Use those keys
To unshackled
Those chains
Around your neck
And
Release yourself
From what holds
You back
By revealing
Your true self
And never
Wear that
Mask
Or
Those chains
Again
Enjoy looking
Seeing
And
Being
Your beautiful self
On your terms
Living your life

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Desperately Seeking Sleep”

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Sleep is
Neither
A friend
Nor
Foe
To me
These days
But
I want it
To know
From me
I do not
Curse it
I do not
Hate it
I want it
And
I wish
It would
Tell me
Where
Do I stand
With it
I am so
Exhausted
I need it
And
I do not
Remember
When was
The last time
I had it
A solid
Well-resting
Hibernation
That would give
Me true life
A recharge
Of energy
That would get
Me on my way
To being productive
Instead
I feel like
I am
In quicksand
And every step
I make
I sink
Leaving me
Two choices
Sink quickly
Fighting
Or
Sink slowly
Waiting
I hate this
Inconsistently
It is causing
A crack
In my sanity
Letting
My reality
Slip through
My figures
Falling
Out my reach

-Yellowbonewonda

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“A Door To Dreams”

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Evil
Speaks in
Deafening whispers
All around you
Calling you
A failure
To discourage you
Banking on
Your weakness
To defeat you
Tempting you
To give up
Lay down
And become
A captive
Of your circumstances
Ignore them
Look
For that door
That was
Built for you
It has
A glowing light
Behind it
Open it
Escape
The prison
Taste the freedom
And the power
Be that master
And commander
That has
Always been inside
Of you
Fight
Never
Give up
Before trying
Be better
Than what
You were today
See your
Dreams as directions
And begin living
For you
Being what
You was born
To be

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Time Counting Down”

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When you
Go into
The afterlife
To present
Your case
Will you be
Granted access
To heaven or
To hell
Based on the decisions
You made
In your life
All things
Add up
For him
To pass judgement
So look at
Yourself
Make sure
You are right
Nothing
Is guaranteed
In this life
Your job
Your money
Your friends
Your family
Your next breath
When Death
Wants you
You will have
No choice
We are just
Parking meters
With no window
To inform us
Or a slot
To put more
Money into
To add time
To what is left
To stop
The expiration sign
From popping up
It will
Just be
A day when
Time will
Cease to exist
And
We will be gone
A memory
In this life
And
That
Will be
That
The end
To your life
You came
You saw
You became
A memory
In the hearts
You once touched
But is that
Enough

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Me Against Me”

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I am
All alone
Wading
Waiting
In the middle
Of an ocean
Full of feelings
I can not trust
Trying
To figure out
A mystery
Before I drown
And it is
Too late
I need to know
Who is
The traitor
Or traitors
Inside of me
My mind
My heart
Or
Both
My mind said
Do not believe
My heart
My heart said
Do not believe
My mind
They are
Both pointing
The finger
At each other
Who is lying
Who is telling
The truth
I do not know
Which to trust
I feel
They are both
Against me
Somehow
I am
At that point
Of taking
Extreme measures
And
Stop trusting
Either of them
Because neither are
Providing information
I have zero help
To help
Myself
Something needs
To give
I need
To get out
Of this mess
This bewilderment
And heartbreak
I feel
It is
Distorting everything
That was once
Felt like
Common sense
And
I am about
To be lost
My cracks are
Showing
I am slowly
Breaking apart

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Doomsday Scenario”

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It will be
A sneak attack
No one will be
Prepared
For the storm
That is brewing
It will be disguised
As a lovely sunny day
Calm breeze blowing
Full of happiness
Laughter
Jubilation
Underlined
With pure destruction
Boiling
Beneath the surface
It will be
A complete
Annihilation
Of the human race
In one day
And
It will be
Useless
To hide
Run
Or
Beg
For your life
To do
Things over
What was created
Will be erased
And
Mother Nature
Will erase
All of her worries
Making her slow death
Cease
While her defenses
Carry out
Armageddon
A date
Long ago
Set on her calendar
To seal our fate
To meet our maker
After we stopped
Thinking as if
She was a mother
That took care
Of us
Nurturing
Sheltering
And
Feeding us
All of our life
So
How could we be
So ungreatful
To our Mother

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Imagination Running Wild”

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When you are
Watching
Imagining
And
Looking through
Windows of
Friends
Family
Or
Celebrities
Houses
Out of envy
Do you see
The big picture
Do you notice
The stones
Thrown in the yard
The windows
Cracked
Almost broken
Did you see
What everyone else
Has tried
Before you
Grabbing
Small snippets
Of a life
That does not
Belong to them
They have
Jumped to
The same conclusion
Why them
Not me
Thinking
How pretty
How glamorous
How happy
They would be
If they could walk
In their shoes
Live their dream
But
Not realizing
What all of
You are
Doing
Is dreaming
No one can
Live
Or
Judge
Someone else’s
Life
Open your eyes
To see
That real people
Stand before you
With faults
Hiding secrets
Living
Their true story
To best
Of their ability
The money
The glamour
Is only part
Their story
One side
Of the truth
Not the complete
Reality
Of what
They experience
On a daily
Life
And
Death happens
To everyone
We will all
Share the same
Fate

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Casting Deadly Spells”

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You have casted
A hate spell
To kill
By the trillions
And
Take
What is the good part
Of humanity
So no one
Can rebuild from
All your damage
There are
Too many
Stories
You tell
Where you play
The victim
In a fabled tale
Where the truth
Is avoided
You are
An evil
Narcissistic
Nefarious
Numskull
You are so
Full of yourself
You fill the air
With a toxic smell
Mutating most
Into mindless zombies
Ready to
Follow you
Into hell
And the rest
You kill
By the contact smell
It is a bleek
Damning future
If you continue
To act upon
Your creation
Of a living nightmare
By bringing
To the surface
All the hate
You want spreading
So we can live
In your hell
You are living

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Inside The Situation”

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It is
Good
Versus
Evil
And
I am caught
In the middle
My instincts
Tell me
He has nothing
To lose
He believes
And knows
A body bag
Is waiting for him
And
NO
Hostage negotiator
Will manipulate him
Talking
Is done
And
He is ready
To take as many
Lives
With him
I saw it
When our eyes
Met
And I did not
See any good
Within him
I only saw
His cold
Dead eyes
With no soul
Starring
Through me
When he pulled
That gun on me
I am a hostage
Without a way out
I am either
Doomed
Or
Destined
To be killed
By my captive
Or maybe by
The people
Sent to rescue me
Adrenaline pumping
Their finger
On the trigger
Eager to end
The situation
I see
Death whispering
In their ear
Saying
Pull the trigger
Start the
Spray of bullets
They do not
Have names
On them
So he can
Step in
And
Grab the innocent
He is not picky

-Yellowbonewonda

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“My Brain A Deadly Weapon”

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The two
Deadliest people
The Assassin
That kills
For no reason
Other than money
The Bodyguard
That protects
Killing only
When provoked
When someone
Tries to
Assassinate
Their boss
While guarding them
Are inside
Of each person
Making them
The perfect weapon
To defend
Maim
Or
Kill
Anything
In its path
That cause harm
To its master
All feelings are
Locked away
In order
To think
With precision
So the hard
Decisions
Can be made
Without hesitation
After the brain
Has sensed danger
The only mission
Is to
Restore balance
At any cost
To guarantee
The heart
A fighting chance
To beat again
And
Love
Unconditionally
Without limits
I just say
As a warning
Do not
Wake up
The machine
Called the brain
I do not
Know what
It is capable of
But I know
Its agenda
Is to preserve
Love
So evil
Will not
Take over
And cause
Permanent blindness
Preventing
You to see
The good
In anybody

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Trapped By Pain’s Games”

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More intimate
Than any
Of my relationships
It has been
Part of me
It knows me
Inside
And
Out
Pain
A sneaky
Cunning
Scheming
Devious
Deceitful
Unscrupulous
Son of a *itch
Has either
Been
My tormentor
Torturing me
Trying to break me
Into nothingness
Or
My lover
Loving on me
Caressing me
Sending me
Into ecstasy
Then causing
Me to cry
Afterwards
Because it
Walked out
Leaving me
For just
A moment
So I could
Panic
And
Think it
Is not coming back
It has been
Doing this
Continuously
Around the clock
Nonstop
My whole life
I can not
Escape from it
I have tried
Advoidance
Acceptance
Denial
Nothing has worked
I have
Noticed
It waits
When I feel
I am happy
It is gone
Then
It comes back
With a vengeance
Changing
Its face
And
Its strategy
To reenter
Into my life
Pain’s
Message to me
Is
It is not
Going anywhere
This burden
Will be
My baggage
That is not
Fully unpacked
Pouring out
Like
A bottomless pit
The contents
Are scattering
All around me
Boxing me in
So I can not
Move
It just
Wants me
To know
I can not
Run from it
It has me
And
Will not
Let go
NEVER

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Monsters Don’t Look Like Monsters”

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They did
Something
Daring
That we
Did not
Or
Could not
Imagine
They came
Out of hiding
Venturing
From under beds
Walking out
Of closets
Leaving
Dark alleyways
To come
Into the sunlight
To induce
Nightmares
During the daytime
They were
Tired of
Feeding off
Of just
Innocence
When they had
A full buffet
In front
Of them
To take
Away everything
Good in life
From people of
All ages
Men
Women
And
Children
No one can
Protect us
From monsters
That do not
Look like
Monsters
They have
Changed the game
Evolved
While we were
Complacent
Believing they
Would stay
In their place
We lowered our
Defenses
Now we are
Paying a price
By being haunting
Night
And
Day
Without
A safe
Haven
To go to
To hide
From all the monsters

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Daytime/Nighttime Misery”

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It is usually
When sunlight
Peaks through
Everyone’s windows
Waking up
Those doing
The nine to five
Work creep
When they
May come
To me
I am
On their schedule
They do not care
If I sleep
Those sleep sheep
Assigned to me
Are some
Temperamental
Little bastards
They did
This to me
They come
When they come
Unbeknownst to me
So every night
I am fighting
And losing
Night time
To sleep
So I had
To adjust
To dozing
In the daytime
But like clockwork
Eyes close
Phone rings
I answer
Deliriously
My mind is
Jumbling up
Words
I can not
Speak
Nor
Think
I do not
Understand
The language
Anyone is
Speaking to me
It is like
Hearing
White noise
From a TV station
That has gone
To sleep
I have no
Comprehension
Of what is
Being asked
Of me
I am so tired
Of being tired
I beg you
Could you
Just let me
Sleep
I do not remember
Ever having
Eight hours
Of unirrupted sleep
I am not
A dayriser
I am
A night crawler
Now
So your timetable
Does not pertain
To me
Please do adjust
Your communication
With me
Do not call
Pop up
Or
Include me
In any
Daytime activities
I will be
Sleep

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Love Yourself First”

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Please
Do not make
Hasty decisions
To end
Your life
Listening to
Half wit
Ignorant
Low self esteem
People
Trying to
Intentionally
Hurt you
And
Drive you crazy
As long as
The air
You breath
Pass through
Your lungs
And
The blood
Inside of you
Is flowing
Keep that
Beautiful heart
Of yours
Fighting
For the
Truest of loves
That should be
The most important
Make it mandatory
To nurture
That love
It is the best love
Self love
And
No matter what
You are going through
You will
Know you are worthy
Of being here
Amoung the living
Let no negativity
From
Haters
Friends
Family
And
Enemies
Break you
Or persuade
You to take
That precious
Gift
Of life
From you
Your voice
Needs to be
The clearest beacon
Continually pushing
You to believe
In yourself
Encouraging you to
Stride for victory
Each day
To live out
Your dreams
To being
Happy
Healthy
And
The best
YOU
You can be

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Missing The Warning Signs”

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They believe
Life can not
Get better
And
No one
Will understand them
Yet
They are not talking
When they need to
So they can get through
The struggles
That they are facing
Our teens
Are crying
Day and night
And
Our streets
Are the ones
Hugging
Consoling
And
Using them up
We need to stop this
And bring
Back the village
To help raise
And support
These children
So they
Can complete
Their journey
In becoming
Our future leaders
This society needs
Them 
It is a devastating
Dilemma
If we can
Not solve
This problem
Of why
Our future
Is dying
Preteens
And
Teens
Are hiding
Deadly secrets
Deep inside
Of them
Their minds
Are clouded
With confusion
They need
Someone to
Help them
To let go
Emotions
Trapped
Deep
Within
Them
So we
Have to
Be vigilant
Start paying
Attention
Get them
Talking
And be there
To hear them
Being a
Safe haven
To run to
The signs
Are there
In front
Of you
So stop
Chalking it
Up to hormones
And adolescence
These excuses
Are killing them
And its
By their own
Hands
They are taking
The precious life
Inside of them
When they
Can not deal
With life
And
All its complexity 

-Yellowbonewonda

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