“Stop Bothering Me”

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Do not tempt a beast
Or
A beast is what you get
Thank you
For you attention
At the end of this
This needs to be over
Before a massacre eludes
Making it hard
To being cordial at best
I do not need you
Lane changing
Coming into my rearview
Or
Veering in front of me
Let us make
This clear
This is
My lane
That is
Your lane
Let us get
To where we are going
Without confusion
Without roadblocks
Without incident
Failure to communicate
Is not my problem
With anyone
I say what
I mean
I do as I say
My middle ground
Is staying in my lane
Keeping my opinions
To myself
If I am not asked
It is not mine to give
The end of story
Curtain closes on this act
So here is my dilemma
I thought it was impossible
To have too many people
Not knowing me
Lying on me
But I was proven wrong
Every time
I let my guard down
To invite them in
Into the secret realm
Of where my peace
Is kept
Peace of mind
Peace of heart
Yeah yeah
That mumbo jumbo crap
You think is not for me
To keep
Then your thought process
Is on the fritz
You need to fix it quick
Before I correct you on it
See I am not about
Playing games with my
Mental
Physical
Emotional health
With anyone
Fix your life
Or
I will fix it for you
Just know
If I fix it
My tools are
Impractical
Inappropriate
Unbecoming of a lady
That now stands before you
That beast inside of me
Even I do not want
To meet
No one is ready to see
Not you
Not me
She is uncontrollable
She only knows predator instincts
Not forgiveness
Not mercy
No feelings
Of how you will end up
After the massacre is unleashed
So before I leave
Do you have
Any more questions
Question and answer
Session is now
Open for you
This is your chance

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Cautious Distrust”

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I do not live
In a fairytale
I am not
That little
Innocent girl
That gobbled up
The lies you once told
And
Continue to tell
I am a little wiser
Stronger
Experienced of the world
I know truth
Is actions
Not empty words
Thrown at me
So I am inclined
To doubt
Your intentions
Your motivations
I question
Everything
Anything
That involves you
I believe
In my heart
You are inspired
Purely by self-interest
Trying to gain
Some type of advantage
Over me
Your pursuit
To seek me out
Without regard for
The people involved
It is selfish
Reprehensible
Inexcusable
Repugnant of you
Because you are
Still mendacious
Fraudulent
Full of treachery
You live so dishonestly
Why can’t you
Act honorably
Your selfish reasons
Whatever
They maybe
Only push people away
Just
Tell the truth
Why are you
Really here
Do you want forgiveness
Do you want a relationship
Are you being pressured
What is it
That you want
Because the hair on my neck
Is standing at attention
Signaling I should be
Vigilantly watchful of you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Your Weakness My Strength”

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Heed my warning
Do not tease
Do not agitate
Do not feed
Because that will tempt it
To come close
To see something
Very seductive
Freedom beyond the gates
Some people
See this
As weakness
Asking for help
But for me
It is strength
In this situation
Because I want
To hold back
My devilish intent
My rage
My unemotionality
To give mercy
To people I know
That do not deserve it
Yes it is my dilemma
But if released
It is everyone’s fate
So
If you want to avoid
The massacre
Then please help
Keep this beast restrained
It can not reach
The chained
Charcoal rusted gates
It will be devastating
For us all
We must
Contain it from the world
Away from everyone
Leaving it
Trapped below
The surface
It is best
My pleaing
Is not just for you
It is for me too
My soul can be lost
Come with me
To the last stand
Protecting the gates
This is the last obstacle
To maintaining peace
It has a hunger
To escape
Capture me
Takeover
Live inside of me
Only to
Control
And
Force me
Out of consciousness
Unaware my surroundings
Into a blind rampage
Destroying everything
Only because
No one believed me
When I said
You play with the beast
The beast will eat

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Dehydrated Damaged Systems”

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These days
They are
Not using
Conventional
Weapons
Guns
Knives
Bombs
To cause harm
They are
Doing it
By sucking
The life
Out of
A room
Wherever
They go
These
Unpredictable
Killers
Individuals
Who are pitting
People
Against
Each other
Using their
Weapon of choice
Hateful words
To fuel
Their destructive power
And
Their egocentric
Tendency
To think of
Themselves
As invulnerable
The self centered
Narcissistic
Attitude
They present is
A slow acting
Painful
Deadly
Poison
Dispersed in
The air
For everyone to
Inhaled
Only to sip
Into weak systems
Getting into
Their bloodstream
And
Shutting down
Vital systems
Governments
Communities
Nuclear families
Destroyed
By one
Uttered sentence
Of hate
Forming
A creation of
Infected
Damaged
Destructive
Minions
Who are
Causing
An uprising
Provoking
Mass devastation
Disconnecting
Our humanity
Our compassion
Our tolerance
Towards
One another
Dividing us
Enough
So we can not
Help
Each other

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Vicious Intent”

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Evil
Has been
Taking control
Of people’s minds
Since the beginning
Of existence
It tapers off
When people
Fight it
Then
It builds up
With strength
When people
Become compliacent
Growing into
A widespread
Rampant epidemic
Like a
Deadly virus
That kills
So fast
Pushing us
So close to
Worldwide
Annihilation
Where
Nothing
Or
No one
Will be
Standing
Bodies everywhere
No one living
Total destruction
Of all human existence
Because of
Sadistic humans
Thinking up
Remorseless ways
Of killing
Everybody
That does not
Fit into
Their agenda
Can anyone
Else
See this
Where things
Are going
Hate has
Created
Unlimited villians
People killing
Over stupid
$hit
Because of
Weakness
No conscious
Heartless intentions
Of madness
I wish
These twisted
People
Would
Live
Let live
And
Mind their
Own damn
Business
And
Not put in
Their two cents
About Someone
Else’s life
Unless it is
Needed
Building up
Not
Destroying
I wish
All could agree
To this
A world of
Peace

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Wondering Aimlessly”

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Besides
The obvious
To be
A better person
Than yesterday
And
To listen to
Your heart
Love yourself
Love thy neighbor
Help others
Who need help
What is the purpose
Of this life
Where are the directions
What is the payout
How do we know
We are doing
It right
Which way
Are we suppose
To go
Because
Everything
Is up
In the air
It has to be
Something more
To life
Than this
Craziness
We are moving
Around
Like roaches
Waiting for
The lights
To come on
To scatter
Rising to go
To work
Beat the traffic
Only to
Chase
The dollar bill
Because
That is what
Runs us
Food
Shelter
Fun
Responsibility
And
Oh yeah
Make sure
To pay our masters
What quality of life
Is this
What is beneath
This chaos
I see
People
Like me
Standing
At a crossroad
Confused
And
Debating
What is next
Wondering
If it is better
To take
The road
That is
Already paved
Or
Set off into
Uncharted territory
Finding something
Yet
To be
Discovered
Like
Christopher Columbus
We are
Small specks
Of grains
In this universe
Moving around
Like dust
Funneling
Through the years
We are
Coming and going
Born
Moving fast
Only to
Get older
And
Wither away
Then
Be replaced
By another
Creation
Over and over
Repeating
A vicious cycle
To wonder aimlessly
Hoping
To get it
Right
And
Find out
What is
The end game
To this madness

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Human Doormat”

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How
Can you
Continue through
Life
Being
Disrespected
Unappreciated
Taken advantaged of
Everyday of
Your life
Question
When did you
Sorry
Do not answer
That question
Because
I have realized
Maybe
You have not
Noticed
That you are
A human doormat
So
I need you to
Come with me
Let me
Show you
Look in
This mirror
Do you see
Your dignity
Do you see
You are
Floating around
In denial
And
To be clear
Not the river
It is
Your form of mind
Your perspectives
Are off
When you choose
To please
Everyone
In this world
Not seeing
Your worth
By
Allowing
Dirt to
Be wiped
On you
Allowing
People
To walk all
Over you
Do you understand
Nobody
Will care
About your
Feelings
Being hurt
Or
See that
It is
Physically
Emotionally
Mentally
Wearing you out
Your kindness
Is beautiful
But
It is
Your weakness
To them
That they are
Willing to
Kill slowly
It is
Every time
They use you
Please
Stop ignoring
This
You can be
Kind
But
Be smart
About it
You are
A person
With feelings
If you do not
Speak up
No one
Will respect
Them

-Yellowbonewonda

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“First Impressions”

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I forgot
Was it
Love at
First sight
When you
First saw me
What was
The exact
Words
That came
Into your mind
When you
Declared
To yourself
You had
To make
Me
Your woman
What day
Was it
I took
Your breath away
Made
Your heart
Stop beating
For just
A moment
And
Caused it
To restart
Again
As if a jolt
Of lightening
Shot right
Through it
Changing
Our life
For the better
Was it
After you
Noticed
That small breeze
Lifting my hair
Ever so
Gently
Into the air
Laying it
Across my face
Tinkling
My nose
Making me
Burst out
Into laughter
Causing
A milo second
Scene
That made
A lifetime
Of magic
For us
It had
To be hilarious
Watching me
Trying to regain
My composure
I know
You knew
Something
Because
You chased
Me down
To get my number
So I am
Curious
Now
I want
To know
How long
Did it
Take you
To know
In your
Heart
That you
Loved me
And
You wanted
To spend
The rest of
Your life
With me
I want
To remember it
From your
Perspective
What was
The lasting
Impression
That put
A permanent mark
On your soul
Making us
Be a made
Forever
Linked together item

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Faces Inside Shadows”

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When you are
Sprinting
From the shadows
Trying
To escape
Your nightmares
Who are you
Running from
What is
Haunting
Stalking
Causing that
Fear inside
Of you
I see
The panic
On you face
So
What faces are
Surrounding you
What skeletons are
In your closet
That are
Peeking out
Scaring you
Into hysterics
Making you
A raving maniac
That is
Incoherent
And
Gasping
For air
Is it
Your enemies
Is it
Your victims
Is it
Your conscious
Because
I know
It is
Not me
Tell me
What can
I do
To help
How can I
Protect you
From the demons
Chasing you
How can I be
The
Heroin
In your story
I want to
Comfort you
Love you
Give you
Peace
And
Security
Please
Talk to me
I can
Be your
Haven
Your freedom

-Yellowbonewonda

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“You Fighting Dirty For What”

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Some people
Get alot of
Gibberish
In their head
Inputted data
That causes
Alot of
Stupidity
Multiple errors
In decision-making
Situations
Too much
Unprocessed
Information
Hearing only
What they want
To hear
And
Trying to
Dictate
What
Another person
Deserves
Really
I ask you
What gives
Anyone
The right
To say
What anyone
Deserves
It is tragic
When people
Start a fight
That they are
Not meant
To be in
Doing too much
Being down right
Pitiful
And
Extra dirty
When another person
Is succeeding
To getting close
To their
Finish line
Why do
You need
To do anything
Deceive them
Knock them
Off course
Even
For a little bit
So you can
Get ahead
Do you
Not realize
No body is
In the same
Race
As you
Anyway

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Scent Of A Liar”

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Be happy
When I choose
Not to be
Around that
Stupidity
Rejoice
Know I am
Counting
My blessings
I am content
I take it
As a vacation
From a bad
Performance
That is
Continuously
Performed
Every time
I am there
In its presence
I find
Peace
In the separation
My piece of
Heaven
On Earth
The one
Rare occasion
For me
To relax
And
Not be
Entangled
Into
Madness
Or
Whatever
Madness
That is
Brought out
Of me
I take
My peace
Seriously
I do not
Let anyone
Change
The frequency
To what
They
Think it
Should be
I voice it
Nicely
Then
Aggressively
Asking
Please
Do not
Attempt
To sabotage me
Telling them
It will be
Dangerous
Awakening
The predator
Within me
Because
It is
Waiting
For me
To see red
So it can erase
All voice
Recognition
Inside my memory
Making sure
No one
Will be able
To talk
Sense into me
Please understand
I hate when
My hairs
Stand on end
Tingling
When my senses
Adjust
Into an
Observant
Suspicious
Hot headed
Powerful
Weaponized
Person
In ready mode
To attack
Anyone with
The scent
Of a liar
On them

-Yellowbonewonda

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“All Kernels Are Not The Same”

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Usually
When I speak
Whatever words
That just happen
To be
At the tip
Of my tongue
Are the one’s
To be said
But when
I write
It is more
Difficult
I have
To create
Something
So awesome
That will be
A wonderful
Haunting
That is
Easily
Remembered
That
Triggers
Forgotten
Memories
Buried
Deep inside
Someone’s head
So I take
Several pauses
Sitting in silence
So I can hear
What is screaming
Inside of me
Wanting
To get
Out of me
Words
That are
Eagerly
Popping
To the surface
Trying to
Get
Written
On paper
Then scrambled
And
Mixed
A million
Times over
Until it feels
Just right
To publish
To the public
Leaving
A piece of
Me
With it
A sliver of
My soul
To be seen
On the internet

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Be Senior Captain Of Your Plane”

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Having
A little voice
In your head
Screaming
Yelling
Do something
Is frustrating
When you are
Barely holding
On to reality
As your anxiety
Increases
To a point
Of paralyzing
Your body
Stopping
Your mind
From getting
What it wants
For you
To grab
The controls
Pull
Push
Whatever
That can
Get the plane
To climb
To a higher
Altitude
So you can
Clear the mountains
In front
Of you
It is understandable
It is not
Easy
Flying
In a plane
With no pilot
You are scared
You are hesitant
You feel
Your body is
Not moving
And
Your eyes
Are not focused
Fixated
On the now
And
Not the later
Losing the hope
That things will
Get better
But when
Your options
Are only
Doom and gloom
You are either
Going to crash
Into
Those mountains
Or
Do a swan dive
Into
To the ground
Below
Because you
Ran out of fuel
Waiting too long
To make
A decision
So stop
Thinking about it
Just do
Live or die
Climb or fall
Get up
Or
Stay still
It is crunch time
At this moment
It is real
Be the pilot
Be in control
Of you
Pull up
Clear
Those obstacle
In front of you
And
Move on to
The next
Until you have
Solved
All of them
Becoming victorious
Over your
Fear
Of failure

-Yellowbonewonda

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“First Task Get Up”

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I just
Need to take
One step
Then another
Then another
Until
I am able
To run again
Towards the
Destination
I need to
Get to
In my head
If only
I put
These legs
Over the edge
Of the bed
Stand up
Stretch
Walk to
The bathroom
Brush my teeth
Take a shower
Go to the closet
Get dressed
Begin the day
With breakfast
Go outside
Let the sun
Shine
On my face
Instead
I keep
Dreaming
I am not up
I am not
Out of bed
Because
It is
Too often
Now
I lay
In bed
Drifting along
This path
Limboing
In this life
Not living
Slowly dying
But
Not dead
Just
Hindering fate
Being my
Number one
Enemy
Trapped in
My own head
And it
Is sad
I keep
Hearing myself
Saying
That
I am
Playing with fire
Yet I can not
Get off
This emotional rollercoaster
Is not fun
Getting high
Only
To crash
And burn
Below
Finding yet
Another weakness
Instead
It comes
And goes
As it pleases
Leaving
Without a trace
Becoming another
Disappointment
Another
Day
I let
Get away
Waiting to
Begin
Another tomorrow
To try
To get motivated
And
Make more excuses
Why yesterday
Was not the day
Why today
Is not the day
To get up
Playing the same
Old record
Trapped in
My head
With no mojo
Because
It ran away
Again

-Yellowbonewonda

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“I Wear My Hats Proudly”

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I am told
My facial expressions
Are priceless
I wish
I could see
What
The person
In front
Of me
Is seeing
But maybe not
Because
People
Have told me
I come off
Mean
When I am
Not trying
To be
But
Anyway
That will not
Change me
Love me
Or
Hate me
It makes no
Difference
Because
I am
Who
I am
I can be
Harmless
I can be
Ruthless
When I open
My mouth
Sometimes
My roar
Comes out
Silent
Until
The volume
Is turned up
When my opinion
Is asked
I say
Friend
Or
Foe
Be cautious
When you step
Beyond
Those boundaries
My truth
Is not
For all
And a lie
You will not
Hear from me
I do not
Do fake
I do not hold
My tongue
For anyone
You ask
I answer
And
Be prepared
Expect my truth
If you want
A lie
Ask another
Because
I do not
Kiss
No one’s @ss
And
Hold their hand
When the
Truth is
What they need
To hear

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Your Beef Has No Seasoning”

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Gossiping
Whispering
Rumours
Start battles
That end up
Growing into
Century old wars
And
No one is
Giving answers
To Questions
Saying
We can not
Handle the truth
But what
We see is
Alot of
Collateral damage
Left in its place
They are
Killing off
People
Who were
Never enemies
In the first
Place
Because
Unchecked facts
Needed to
Spread
Like wildfire to
Feed
Hate
Insecurities
And
Doubt
So it could
Trigger
Fight
Or
Flight
Response
Inside of us
Do you not
See that
Think for
Yourself
Make decisions
Based on
What is in
Your chest
Use your
Common sense
It will
Always push you
To be
A better version
Of yourself
That will
Stop you
From getting
Hung up
On stupid
Childish beefs
Between someone
You never met
Check your facts
That is all
I ask
Do not season
A beef
That will
Never be
Yours to eat

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Thin Line Of Trust”

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Do not make
A choice to
Omit caution
In your steps
Or
You will be
Reassessing
You life
After
Accidentally
Allowing
A Wolf
Dressed in
Sheep’s clothing
In your mix
Trusting blindly
On faith
Will get you
Stabbed
In the back
So
Stop taking
Shortcuts
Do not throw
Caution into
The wind
When it comes
To your trust
Your trust
Must be
Priceless
Not bought
Not sold
To sad cases
Or
Given freely
To those
Of the
Same bloodline
Because of
Obligation
If you want
To give
Your trust
To someone
Be careful
Choose wisely
Do not trust
Everyone
Because everyone
Is not worthy of
Your trust
And
If you still
Do hear this
Advice
Then I
Suggest you
Get your
Affairs in order
Because this
Will be
A quick
Yet
Gruesome death
Bones crushed
Blood splattered
All over
The place
Concrete covered
Like a painting
With no face
Because you
Did not understand
To protect
Yourself
And
Weed out
The ones
That do not
Have your
Best interests
In their heart
Be picky
Be cautious
Choose wisely
Because people
Are people
Some evil
Some not

-Yellowbonewonda

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“My Defenses Were Defeated”

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It was
A living
Hell
To be
In a
Freezing
Jail cell
All alone
With no heat
I was
Losing my sanity
I was
So far gone
Paranoia
And
Delusions
Came over me
As I began
Asking icesickles
To be friends
With me
So I would
Have someone
Or
Something to
Watch over me
And
Those silly
Thoughts of
Being rescued
Or
Being released
Became
The plot
To a nightmare
So to speak
Will I
Won’t I
I felt hopeless
I was filled
With negativity
There was
No escape
I had
To adjust
To this fate
Day in
Day out
Talking
Through the darkness
As if someone
Could hear me
Feeling
Discouraged
Because I had
No reponse
It was just ice
I was not stupid
But to my surprise
My cries were heard
My prince
Came for me
Crashed
Through the walls
Of my defenses
And
Took me
Into his arms
Pulling me
Into a warmth
I had ever felt
Before him
It wrapped
Around me
Like a blanket
Melting
Everything
Inside of me
Setting me
Free
As I listened
To him heartbeat
That was
So strong
And
Beating
For me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Empty Space”

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I do not know
What is beyond
The stars
In the distant skies
I just know
There is something
Out there bigger
Than me
And since
That is my truth
Believe that
Know that
My thoughts
Are also
The same
For any dude
That want
To hustle me
I want all
To understand
If you stand
In front of me
Running your game
It will be your
Downfall
I do not
Accept
Anyone
Into my bed
Without
Knowing
Observing
Seeing
The truth
In his actions
Because
Just words
Will never
Melt me
Into a
One nightstand
Sorry
Dick does not
Have that kind
Of power over me
And
For every dick
That walk by me
Know you are safe
I do not pounce
I am looking for
Substance
Intergrity
A man of his word
Not a dude
Eager to tell
Me what
I want to hear
And
What speaks
Volumes to me
Is your words
Being backed
By action
Otherwise
Words spoken
Alone
Will only fall
On deaf ears
Becoming
White noise
That will be directed
For deletion
Never to reach
My brain to
Be downloaded
Into memory
Forgotten words
A thing
That never happened
Something that will
Never have
An influence
On me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Untitled Society”

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Cloaked in
An invisible field
No one notices
Are
Homeless people
And
Too many people
Are trapped
In the
Me
Myself
And
I
Headspace
Believing nothing
Could ever happen
Thinking life
Will spare
Them from
Seeing they have
False security
In materialistic things
And
Everything built
Friendships
Partnership
Reputations
Can be lost
And
You can be
Left on the streets
Nothing is guaranteed
Today
Or
Tomorrow
And life
Has an expiration date
So I do not
Understand
How this could happen
When they are
Dressed
In neon clothes
With flashing lights
Around their waist
Cupping their hands
Asking for help
You become
Heartless
Not feeling
Anything
But yourself
Do you not see
Our humanity meter
Is way into
The red
Because
Society
Does not
Give two &ucks
People should not
Become
Faceless
Because they
Live on the streets
Or passed by
Without
A second glance
Ignored
Turning
Your Head
To the sky
Or
To the ground
So you can
Avoid
Eye contact
Does not work
They are still
There
See the truth
If could be
You
Or
Someone close
To you
Fate

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Lost And Then Found”

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It is
A tiresome
Repetitive story
To be told
About my life
I keep adding
Wrong turns
As I continue
To walk
Into obstacles
That force me
To reexamine
And retrace
My steps
Sending me
Back to
The drawing board
To use the
New information
To map out
All the wrong
I have done
So I can
Change them
Into directions
To help me
From getting
Lost
What was right
Is left
What was left
Is right
What was up
Is down
And that cliff
I was so scared
To jump off
Is the only
Way out
All I need
Is to know
In my heart
And
Believe
In my faith
That when
I leap off
I will be
Caught

-Yellowbonewonda

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“I Pass Player”

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Player
Player
Here is
My disclaimer
I refuse
To get played
By you
I do not want
In my future
To be
A scorned woman
Plotting vengeance
To get back
At you
I refuse to be
That kind of woman
Miserable because
Of you
I checked
My list
On things
To accomplish
In my life
My thoughts
My dreams
My bed
And it
Did not
Include you
So get it
Through both of
Your heads
I am not
Interested
Your charm
Your looks
Your existence
Does not
Peak my curiosity
I do not need
To get
To know you
To understand
The true you
So take
The games
You want
To play
The lies
You want
To tell
The thoughts
Of you squirming
Your way
Into my bed
And
Go somewhere else
With that
I refuse to
Give you
Any of
My time
My energy
My loving
So you can
Mistreat me
Like others
Before me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Give And Take”

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I can count
Only one time
You had the right
Not to trust me
That was
Before you
Met me
When you did not
Know me
So tell me
Now
What is
Your problem
With me
I have never
Deceived
Harmed
Or
Mistreated you
Ever
All of these years
I have known you
I stood by you
Listened to you
Encouraged you
To live your dreams
I even
Came as backup
Fighting beside you
Helping you
Kill your demons
When they were
Chasing you
Relentlessly
Through your
Nightmares
Into your reality
I thought then
You was no longer
My friend
You was
Family
My love
Was unconditional
My loyalty
Was unbreakable
So I ask again
Why do you not
Trust me
I am always
The only one left
Standing beside you
After everyone else
Has left you
So stop punishing me
For what they did
I do not
Deserve it
I deserve
Nothing less
Than what
I have
Given to you
Respect
Love
Trust
And
A place
In my family

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Choose Wisely”

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Just know
No one has
All the answers
How to get there
But trying will
Help you get closer
Choosing
To be a fighter
The one that
Takes Life’s games
And build
Something
Not pretty
Not perfect
But stable
Will win you
The game
Everytime
The rules
To the game
Is simple
Three different
Types of players
The cleaner
The builder
The sleeper
Must try to
Complete
Their plan
Being someone
They once dreamt
Of being
When they
Were little
Life’s
Only advice is
To pick your
Building blocks
Carefully
And
Choose your
Representation
Wisely
Not all players
In this game
Will get the job done
Effectively
The Cleaner
Sweeps
And
Packs up
Everything
They have learned
Through the years
Putting it
Away in storage
Coming short
Of his/her dream
Because of convenience
The builder
Seeks challenges
Ready to
Build
Nothing
Into something
Creating something
Wonderful
Being what
They dreamt
Of being
Making it reality
The sleeper
Is the laziest
Of the three
Blames everyone
For their
Short comings
Just laying down
Getting buried
Never attempting
To accomplish
Anything
Unless it is easy
Avoiding all hard work
Because they
Lack effort
Which one of these
Players you want
To represent you
And
What do you
Want to accomplish

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Monsters Don’t Look Like Monsters”

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They did
Something
Daring
That we
Did not
Or
Could not
Imagine
They came
Out of hiding
Venturing
From under beds
Walking out
Of closets
Leaving
Dark alleyways
To come
Into the sunlight
To induce
Nightmares
During the daytime
They were
Tired of
Feeding off
Of just
Innocence
When they had
A full buffet
In front
Of them
To take
Away everything
Good in life
From people of
All ages
Men
Women
And
Children
No one can
Protect us
From monsters
That do not
Look like
Monsters
They have
Changed the game
Evolved
While we were
Complacent
Believing they
Would stay
In their place
We lowered our
Defenses
Now we are
Paying a price
By being haunting
Night
And
Day
Without
A safe
Haven
To go to
To hide
From all the monsters

-Yellowbonewonda

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“No Names Just Victims”

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Two cousins
Mischievous demons
Living
Waiting
For their
Moment
To fester
Inside of you
Trapping you
In a place
With no bars
Just a prison
Within yourself
Sadness
And
Madness
They are
Eager to
Break you down
To a whimpering mess
Giving you
No leniency
Once you are
In their grasp
They do not
Want you to
Catch your breath
Gain clarity
Think about
Consquences
Before you
Do something
You can not
Take back
They want
And
Need you
To blindly
Jump off
The cliff
So you
Must fight
Even when
You have
No fight left
If your hands are
Binded together
And you fear
You can not escape
You have to
Fight within
Your nightmare
If you want
To get back
To your dreams
Surround yourself
With people
That are
Able and willing to
To fight
Uphold
Protect
And
Defend
What is left of
Your mental state
So can
At least
Have a chance
To meet
The good cousins
Happiness
And
Hope
They will come
To rescue
If you let them
Releasing you
From
What was
A dreary
Soul-destroying
Bleak place
And
Give you
A new meaning
To your life

-Yellowbonewonda

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“No Means No”

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No is
Defined in the
Dictionary
The definition is
Not at all
To no extent
Therefore
No means no
Not maybe
Not yes
So why
Do people
Find a way
Around it
Trying to
Wiggle through
Little cracks
In my armour
To take advantage
Of the
Little
Patience
I have left
For those people
That are
Playing deaf
Dumb
And
Are
Irritating me
On a daily
Saying
I did not
Mean
What I said
When I said
No
To them
I am
In no mood
Of repeating
Myself
So move on
Be done
With this
Mess
Because
You will
Never win
This argument 
With me
No is
A word that
Is self explanatory
Just listen
Closely
And stop
Trying
To change
The answer
I’m giving
Understand
Now
You are
Trying
To move
A wild elephant
And I’m going
To move
When
I am
Good
Damn
And ready
To
So stop
Pushing
Before
My foot
Crushes you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“I Stand By Truth”

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Do not tell
Me lies
Or
Lie about me
Saying I did
Anything
That I
Did not do
Keep me
Out of the
Black and white
Print
When I read
The morning
Paper
I only want
The facts
I am not
That person
Willing to
Bend over
And
Take it
Ingesting what
You are
Feeding me
Without
Putting up
A fight
Nor am I that
Type of person
To start
Crying
And
Saying
My feelings
Were hurt
I will defend
Myself
At any
And all cost
So do not
Include me
In any mess
Your gossiping
And
Half truths
I do not want
To hear it
Or be part
Of it
Just leave me
Out of
That nastiness
It is not
My business
So do not
Make it mine
Or you will
Be preparing
For a fight

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Do The Hard-work Or Settle”

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No one
Is giving
Out manuals
On how
To accomplish
Your dreams
And
Many childhood
Dreams
Are getting broken
And crushed
So let us recap
When you was
A child
The sky
Could not
Limit you
You wanted
The galaxy
Filled with
All the stars
And
Every planet
To be
Something
That was
Colossal
Close to
Monumental
To be someone
Bigger than life
Living out
Your dreams
Being who
You wanted
To be
Your creativity
Was on point
It was filled with
Truth
Purpose
And innocence
Your imagination
Had no limits
You could be
Anything
Everything was
At your fingertips
But something
Changed
Through trial
And tribulations
While becoming
An adult
Reality started
To diminish
Your plans
Turning them
Into a nightmare
You got scared
Of the dark
You began
To settle
Being consumed
Into your life
You turned into
Someone
Who did
Something
Out of necessity
Moving further away
From the light
You did not
Anticipate
You had to
Do hard labor
To get
Where you
Wanted to be
In life
Everyone has to
Pay their dues
One way
Or another
And
Some may have
To pay more
Than others
That is just
Your price
To your success
Do the work
Or settle
It will
Always be
Your choice
Life has
No manual
So stop
Looking for it
To find guidance

-Yellowbonewonda

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