“Cautious Distrust”

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I do not live
In a fairytale
I am not
That little
Innocent girl
That gobbled up
The lies you once told
And
Continue to tell
I am a little wiser
Stronger
Experienced of the world
I know truth
Is actions
Not empty words
Thrown at me
So I am inclined
To doubt
Your intentions
Your motivations
I question
Everything
Anything
That involves you
I believe
In my heart
You are inspired
Purely by self-interest
Trying to gain
Some type of advantage
Over me
Your pursuit
To seek me out
Without regard for
The people involved
It is selfish
Reprehensible
Inexcusable
Repugnant of you
Because you are
Still mendacious
Fraudulent
Full of treachery
You live so dishonestly
Why can’t you
Act honorably
Your selfish reasons
Whatever
They maybe
Only push people away
Just
Tell the truth
Why are you
Really here
Do you want forgiveness
Do you want a relationship
Are you being pressured
What is it
That you want
Because the hair on my neck
Is standing at attention
Signaling I should be
Vigilantly watchful of you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Permanent Death Scene”

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This lifetime
And
The next
Could have
Went by
I still
Would not
Have phantom
Any of
These thoughts
Into existance
Until
I stepped back
To replay
Everything
About our life
You took
My hand
Kissed my face
Took my love
Deceived me
Stabbed me
In the back
Then had
The nerve
To ask
Why I hated you
It was because
You was
Someone
I loved
Someone
I trusted
Someone
I thought
Would not
Could not
Ever
Betray me
Yet truth
Did not
Stay covered
Like you
Thought
It would
It caused me
To stumble
Right over it
Onto your plot
Exposing you
For what
You are
A liar
And
Now
You are saying
Baby baby baby
Please hear me
But I am
Not about
That life
All that
Is left
To be said
Is your services
As leading man
Is up
For grabs
You are
No longer
Needed
Or
Wanted
Here
And
Your character
Will be
Permanently
Killed off
With no ghost
Scenes
To resurrect you
You are now
An out of
Work actor
Time to
Start your
Auditions
Elsewhere

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Thin Line Of Trust”

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Do not make
A choice to
Omit caution
In your steps
Or
You will be
Reassessing
You life
After
Accidentally
Allowing
A Wolf
Dressed in
Sheep’s clothing
In your mix
Trusting blindly
On faith
Will get you
Stabbed
In the back
So
Stop taking
Shortcuts
Do not throw
Caution into
The wind
When it comes
To your trust
Your trust
Must be
Priceless
Not bought
Not sold
To sad cases
Or
Given freely
To those
Of the
Same bloodline
Because of
Obligation
If you want
To give
Your trust
To someone
Be careful
Choose wisely
Do not trust
Everyone
Because everyone
Is not worthy of
Your trust
And
If you still
Do hear this
Advice
Then I
Suggest you
Get your
Affairs in order
Because this
Will be
A quick
Yet
Gruesome death
Bones crushed
Blood splattered
All over
The place
Concrete covered
Like a painting
With no face
Because you
Did not understand
To protect
Yourself
And
Weed out
The ones
That do not
Have your
Best interests
In their heart
Be picky
Be cautious
Choose wisely
Because people
Are people
Some evil
Some not

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Have My Back”

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I have had
Enough lessons
This lifetime
So
Let us
Get straight
To the point
So we can get on
With our life
I want
To avoid
Confusion
So Listen carefully
I do not want
To confuse you
By the answers
I give
To the questions
You asked
You want
To know
What I will
Fight for
Well it
Depends if
I am a
Temporary
Or
Permanent
Fixture
In your life
Whether you are
Trustworthy
Honest
Dependable
I need to know
How you will
React
When the tide
Is high
The water
Is rising
That
You will not
Let me drown
In a watery grave
Alone
All by myself
I do not need
A coward
Saving
Their own skin
So tell me
The type
Of person
You are
I need
I want
To know
Right now
Where do I
Fit in your
Life
Will you be
By my side
Fighting
The good fight
Or will
I have
To fend
For myself
Because
The only
Person
I am looking
For is a
Lifetime
Not seasonal
I do not
Have time
To waste
Anyone
Not worthy
To be
Living inside
My heart
Step aside
I see potential
Behind you
That wants a chance
To be you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Lost And Then Found”

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It is
A tiresome
Repetitive story
To be told
About my life
I keep adding
Wrong turns
As I continue
To walk
Into obstacles
That force me
To reexamine
And retrace
My steps
Sending me
Back to
The drawing board
To use the
New information
To map out
All the wrong
I have done
So I can
Change them
Into directions
To help me
From getting
Lost
What was right
Is left
What was left
Is right
What was up
Is down
And that cliff
I was so scared
To jump off
Is the only
Way out
All I need
Is to know
In my heart
And
Believe
In my faith
That when
I leap off
I will be
Caught

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Give And Take”

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I can count
Only one time
You had the right
Not to trust me
That was
Before you
Met me
When you did not
Know me
So tell me
Now
What is
Your problem
With me
I have never
Deceived
Harmed
Or
Mistreated you
Ever
All of these years
I have known you
I stood by you
Listened to you
Encouraged you
To live your dreams
I even
Came as backup
Fighting beside you
Helping you
Kill your demons
When they were
Chasing you
Relentlessly
Through your
Nightmares
Into your reality
I thought then
You was no longer
My friend
You was
Family
My love
Was unconditional
My loyalty
Was unbreakable
So I ask again
Why do you not
Trust me
I am always
The only one left
Standing beside you
After everyone else
Has left you
So stop punishing me
For what they did
I do not
Deserve it
I deserve
Nothing less
Than what
I have
Given to you
Respect
Love
Trust
And
A place
In my family

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Me Against Me”

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I am
All alone
Wading
Waiting
In the middle
Of an ocean
Full of feelings
I can not trust
Trying
To figure out
A mystery
Before I drown
And it is
Too late
I need to know
Who is
The traitor
Or traitors
Inside of me
My mind
My heart
Or
Both
My mind said
Do not believe
My heart
My heart said
Do not believe
My mind
They are
Both pointing
The finger
At each other
Who is lying
Who is telling
The truth
I do not know
Which to trust
I feel
They are both
Against me
Somehow
I am
At that point
Of taking
Extreme measures
And
Stop trusting
Either of them
Because neither are
Providing information
I have zero help
To help
Myself
Something needs
To give
I need
To get out
Of this mess
This bewilderment
And heartbreak
I feel
It is
Distorting everything
That was once
Felt like
Common sense
And
I am about
To be lost
My cracks are
Showing
I am slowly
Breaking apart

-Yellowbonewonda

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“He Will Bleed You” Version 2

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He was
The only one
That brought truth
In existence
He walked
This land
Was risen
From the dead
And is living
In the heavens
Above us
He left
This land
Not to one man
But to all
Of us
To provide
Food
In abundance
To feed us
But sadly
We are sitting
Idly by
Being selfish
Not protecting it
From mortal kings
Going to
War without
Purpose
I ask
Why are you
So willing to
Bow down
And fight
Blindly
Giving loyalty
Without question
Dying for a man
To keep
His kingdom
His riches
And increase
His power
To reign
Over us
Your obiendance
To a man
That is not God
Does not deserve
A pledge
Of allegiance
When he is
So willing
To kill
The innocent
The ones
Asking the hard
Questions
Of Why
Are we doing this
And when can
We have
Our peace
And freedom
These false kings
Have you noticed
Are piling up
Rottening
In a dark crypt
And
The throne
Keeps opening up
For more
To come behind them
Searching
To gain its power
So they can
Continue bringing
Their tyranny
To keep us
Binded
To a lie
Told for centuries
By many kings
Before them
So many times
It became a
Collective delusion
As they tried
And
Did not succeed
To defame
The true king’s
Legacy

-Yellowbonewonda

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“You Slither You Die”

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The good
That may be
In you
I do not see it
Or pretend to
I am not deaf
Blind
And/or dense
To let you
Gain entrance
Once again
Into the garden
I created
For myself
So stop thinking
I am weak
From your
Attacks
I still
Have plenty
Fight in me
I am ready
To fight
To the death
Coral snakes
Copperheads
Cottonmouths
And
Rattlesnakes
Beware
I see you
Surrounding me
Getting ready
To attack
And
Kill me
With your
Venomous bite
Do not think
I do not
See you
Trying to
Slither up
The side
Of my gate
You have no
Good intentions
It is against
Your nature
To do anything
That is right
You do not
Own
Or
Be in possession of
A conscious bone
In your body
To give you
A backbone
To stand on
Your own
Two feet
So your
Audacity
Impertinence
And the gall
You have
To knock
At my gate
Will go unanswered
I will
Let the hunters
Chasing you
Take you to
The hell
You are willing
To take me
If I trust
You again
After you
Caused so much
Heartache
And
Death
I refuse
And
Will not
Give you
Another chance

-Yellowbonewonda

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“You Catch Me Then Keep Me Safe”

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I want
My soulmate
That’s only
For me
That will
Love
Cherish
And
Keep
My heart safe
Being that
Man
That will be
The man
That wants
To stay
Through better
And/or worst
I do believe
The way
You pursued me
Is the same
Way you
Should keep me
And if you
Are pretending
I will know
Soon enough
I do not need
My time wasted
By pretenders
Wanting
To be someone
Otherthan theirself
Trying to get
Into my pants
Then break my heart
By walking out
I just want one
Man
To be the man
Who is ready
To be loved
By me
And
Willing to love
Me back
That’s a man
I will do
Anything for
Rushing home
To be in his arms
Giving my
All to
As a queen
Should do
For her king
Every chance
I get
Just
Do not pretend
To be a gentleman
When you are not
Be that man
Before you
Knock on my door
And
Let that one
Show up
Throughout
Do not become
Comfortable
Complacent
And
Taking me
For granted
I refuse
To accept
Treat me
With respect
Tell me
You love me
And
Show me
Everyday
And
Definitely
Do not
Change up
From having me
Be your queen
To
Treating like
Something
You found
On the bottom
Of your shoe
That will be
My cue
To exit
Left
Out the door
Never to
Come back

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Transparency Is Best”

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Do not
Let your lies
Become too
Comfortable
It attaches to
Your breathing
Something
That is an automatic
Response
From birth
Telling the
Truth
Is better
Than lying
If you do not
Want to see
Disappointment
In the eyes
Of loved ones
That believed
In you
And gave you
Space in their heart
Do not hold back
On your truth
When you are
Searching for
A lifetime
With someone
Who will complete
And love
You
Until
Death do you part
Place your
Cards on the table
And represent
Yourself
Be
Truthful
Transparent
And give
One hundred percent
To someone
That needs that
To open up
Their padlocked gate
Do not make
Promises you
Can not keep
No one
In this world
Wants to be
Lied to
To their face
It’s hurtful
And
Disrespectful
To say in the least
To build your
Foundation
On lies and deceit
Do not be in
A relationship
If you’re not
Going to be
Yourself
The truth is
What everyone
Signs up for
In any relationship
The good
The bad
And the ugly
Is part of
This universe
But to face it
With someone
That loves
And knows
Your truth
Is a new freedom
Making it easier
To exist here
In this
Chaotic place

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Whirring Out Of Control”

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This is
Where
We live
Where
We will die
In a world
Full of greed
It is
A money making
Conglomerate
Making money
At any cost
Set rules
Made by
The corrupt
Filling their
Pockets
Full of cash
Willing to
Risk
Everyone’s lives
By putting things
In food
That
No one
Can pronounce
And
Shelving
Pharmacies with
Legalized drugs
With side effects
Stating on
The warning label
It can kill
Harm
Or
Make you insane
And your body
Will never be
The same
Hooked on addictive
Properties in it
Just trust
It anyway
To save you
While you
Playing
A silent game
Of Russian roulette
How do you get
Balanced
When you’re
Unbalanced
Stumbling around
Falling
With nothing
To help
You stand
Up on your feet
When it is
Constantly moving
Shifting
And sliding
All over place
Today
What is bad
For you
Is now
Good for you
There is nothing
Safe
What kept people
For centuries
Alive
Is no good for us
We are dying
Much sooner
And it’s said
Our life is
For the better
I’m not sure
Is it

-Yellowbonewonda

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