“Cautious Distrust”

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I do not live
In a fairytale
I am not
That little
Innocent girl
That gobbled up
The lies you once told
And
Continue to tell
I am a little wiser
Stronger
Experienced of the world
I know truth
Is actions
Not empty words
Thrown at me
So I am inclined
To doubt
Your intentions
Your motivations
I question
Everything
Anything
That involves you
I believe
In my heart
You are inspired
Purely by self-interest
Trying to gain
Some type of advantage
Over me
Your pursuit
To seek me out
Without regard for
The people involved
It is selfish
Reprehensible
Inexcusable
Repugnant of you
Because you are
Still mendacious
Fraudulent
Full of treachery
You live so dishonestly
Why can’t you
Act honorably
Your selfish reasons
Whatever
They maybe
Only push people away
Just
Tell the truth
Why are you
Really here
Do you want forgiveness
Do you want a relationship
Are you being pressured
What is it
That you want
Because the hair on my neck
Is standing at attention
Signaling I should be
Vigilantly watchful of you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Situational Intolerance”

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What happened to your spirit
What broke you down so bad
Making you so
Hateful
Resentful
Disrespectful
To everyone around you

Where in your life
Did you lose yourself
That innocence
That kept you laughing
And shrugging off
The little stuff

Because right now
That stick
Up your a$$
Is causing some serious damage
Destruction that is making
This a detrimental situation

And I am tired of this
You constipated
Irritated
Miserable person
With your attitude always
Dailed up to ten
For no damn reason

This stuff you on
Got you doing
Some demented batshittyness
How can you live
With yourself
Being so difficult
What is your problem

After eight hours of your crap
You make me want
To commit myself
Just so I can be alone
In peace
Listening to silence

Your problems
No one can solve this
Even a mathematician

At the top of his class
Threw up his hands
Saying he did not
Want any part you

Unsolvable equation
That was his last statement
As he ran away
Saying lose his number

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Inside The Situation”

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It is
Good
Versus
Evil
And
I am caught
In the middle
My instincts
Tell me
He has nothing
To lose
He believes
And knows
A body bag
Is waiting for him
And
NO
Hostage negotiator
Will manipulate him
Talking
Is done
And
He is ready
To take as many
Lives
With him
I saw it
When our eyes
Met
And I did not
See any good
Within him
I only saw
His cold
Dead eyes
With no soul
Starring
Through me
When he pulled
That gun on me
I am a hostage
Without a way out
I am either
Doomed
Or
Destined
To be killed
By my captive
Or maybe by
The people
Sent to rescue me
Adrenaline pumping
Their finger
On the trigger
Eager to end
The situation
I see
Death whispering
In their ear
Saying
Pull the trigger
Start the
Spray of bullets
They do not
Have names
On them
So he can
Step in
And
Grab the innocent
He is not picky

-Yellowbonewonda

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