“First Task Get Up”

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I just
Need to take
One step
Then another
Then another
Until
I am able
To run again
Towards the
Destination
I need to
Get to
In my head
If only
I put
These legs
Over the edge
Of the bed
Stand up
Stretch
Walk to
The bathroom
Brush my teeth
Take a shower
Go to the closet
Get dressed
Begin the day
With breakfast
Go outside
Let the sun
Shine
On my face
Instead
I keep
Dreaming
I am not up
I am not
Out of bed
Because
It is
Too often
Now
I lay
In bed
Drifting along
This path
Limboing
In this life
Not living
Slowly dying
But
Not dead
Just
Hindering fate
Being my
Number one
Enemy
Trapped in
My own head
And it
Is sad
I keep
Hearing myself
Saying
That
I am
Playing with fire
Yet I can not
Get off
This emotional rollercoaster
Is not fun
Getting high
Only
To crash
And burn
Below
Finding yet
Another weakness
Instead
It comes
And goes
As it pleases
Leaving
Without a trace
Becoming another
Disappointment
Another
Day
I let
Get away
Waiting to
Begin
Another tomorrow
To try
To get motivated
And
Make more excuses
Why yesterday
Was not the day
Why today
Is not the day
To get up
Playing the same
Old record
Trapped in
My head
With no mojo
Because
It ran away
Again

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Masquerade Ball”

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You are
The only person
Responsible
For your life
If you keep
Being a victim
You will always
Be a victim
Stop
Sitting around
Giving names
To monsters
That haunt you in
Your nightmares
Because
You are
Only
Giving them
More power
To control you
In the daylight
Your
Mother
Your
Father
Your
Ex friend
Your
Ex lover
It is not
Them
That controls you
It is you
Take that control
Walk away
Save
Your life
Your sanity
Protect you
Use those keys
To unshackled
Those chains
Around your neck
And
Release yourself
From what holds
You back
By revealing
Your true self
And never
Wear that
Mask
Or
Those chains
Again
Enjoy looking
Seeing
And
Being
Your beautiful self
On your terms
Living your life

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Love Yourself First”

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Please
Do not make
Hasty decisions
To end
Your life
Listening to
Half wit
Ignorant
Low self esteem
People
Trying to
Intentionally
Hurt you
And
Drive you crazy
As long as
The air
You breath
Pass through
Your lungs
And
The blood
Inside of you
Is flowing
Keep that
Beautiful heart
Of yours
Fighting
For the
Truest of loves
That should be
The most important
Make it mandatory
To nurture
That love
It is the best love
Self love
And
No matter what
You are going through
You will
Know you are worthy
Of being here
Amoung the living
Let no negativity
From
Haters
Friends
Family
And
Enemies
Break you
Or persuade
You to take
That precious
Gift
Of life
From you
Your voice
Needs to be
The clearest beacon
Continually pushing
You to believe
In yourself
Encouraging you to
Stride for victory
Each day
To live out
Your dreams
To being
Happy
Healthy
And
The best
YOU
You can be

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Fear Holding You Back”

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Speak what
You need
Into existence
Breath life
Into your
Every desire
And watch it
Grow into
Something magnificent
Make your dreams
Become reality
Do things
You need to do
Say things
You need to say
Go places
You want to go
Work your butt off
Like no other
Be your own
Champion
Fight for
You
And
Your legacy
Because no one
Will do it
For you
Do not be
Afraid
To be honest
Honest to
The one person
That counts
That reflection
Of yourself
Staring back
At you
On the other
Side of the mirror
She/he is asking
You to love
Yourself
Before You
Give yourself
To another
Be it true
In a clear
Detailed manner
Leaving no room
For confusion
Or doubt
Because once
You love yourself
People will begin
To see all of you
And what you offer
To the world
Stop
Letting things
Go
By passing up
On perfect
Opportunities
It is no crime
To be selfish
Sometimes
It’s necessary
So you do not
Lose yourself
And forget
Your purpose
For living

-Yellowbonewonda

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