“Out Of Focus”

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I must
Get my life
On track
Find a way
To use time
Effectively
Complete tasks
Meant to be done
In this lifetime
While avoiding
All head games
Society
Plays to
Deter me
I can not
Accept
A bunch of
Blurred lines
White glows
And
Light glares
To hinder me
I am tired of
Wondering
Blindly
And
Aimlessly
I have been
Working
So hard against
The clock
The moment
I took
My first breath
In this world
And
When that hourglass
Was placed
Vertically
I just want
A glimpse of
What my future
Will be
To give me
A little
Motivation
To fight
And
I need help
I have tried
To be stealthy
To be crafty
And even foxy
Peeking through
Metaphorical curtains
Climbing the
Tallest of buildings
So I could
Get a better
Vantage point
Any preferable
View to foresee
The challenges
That will
Come before me
But I can not
For the life
Of me
Focus my eyes
My 20/20 vision
It continues
To fail me
It is so
Hard to see
And
I need to know
So I can calculate
The distance
Between
Lack of motivation
Muddled with
Sadness
And
Progress
Mixed with
Happiness
Where both
Begins and ends
For me
So I can
Keep myself
On the side of
Success
And
Accomplishment
Before
The sands of time
Run out on me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Wash Over Me”

It was partially
My fault
I accept
That part
I kept
Breathing
New life
Into something
That was dead
It will never
Be the same
That pureness
That was inside
Of me
You stabbed
My heart
And left me
For dead
All
That was good
Inside of me
Has leaked out
Leaving nothing
Left inside
The reserve tanks
They are empty
Except for fumes
Now I sit here
Impatiently
Waiting to be
Lead to
The magical waterfall
That will cascade
Over my head
Cleansing
Everything
About me
Including the hell
You put me
Through
Away
Erasing all
The things
That was haunting me
And banish you
Out of my dreams
Renewing my
Memories
So I can
Get over
All the pain
And
Tears
You left me
Swimming in
Looking
For some
Form of proof
That Love
Is still attainable
And
Not another love
Folk tale
I do not
Want to believe
That I can not have
Or
Will not have
A true love
Before I am dead

-Yellowbonewonda

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