“Stop Bothering Me”

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Do not tempt a beast
Or
A beast is what you get
Thank you
For you attention
At the end of this
This needs to be over
Before a massacre eludes
Making it hard
To being cordial at best
I do not need you
Lane changing
Coming into my rearview
Or
Veering in front of me
Let us make
This clear
This is
My lane
That is
Your lane
Let us get
To where we are going
Without confusion
Without roadblocks
Without incident
Failure to communicate
Is not my problem
With anyone
I say what
I mean
I do as I say
My middle ground
Is staying in my lane
Keeping my opinions
To myself
If I am not asked
It is not mine to give
The end of story
Curtain closes on this act
So here is my dilemma
I thought it was impossible
To have too many people
Not knowing me
Lying on me
But I was proven wrong
Every time
I let my guard down
To invite them in
Into the secret realm
Of where my peace
Is kept
Peace of mind
Peace of heart
Yeah yeah
That mumbo jumbo crap
You think is not for me
To keep
Then your thought process
Is on the fritz
You need to fix it quick
Before I correct you on it
See I am not about
Playing games with my
Mental
Physical
Emotional health
With anyone
Fix your life
Or
I will fix it for you
Just know
If I fix it
My tools are
Impractical
Inappropriate
Unbecoming of a lady
That now stands before you
That beast inside of me
Even I do not want
To meet
No one is ready to see
Not you
Not me
She is uncontrollable
She only knows predator instincts
Not forgiveness
Not mercy
No feelings
Of how you will end up
After the massacre is unleashed
So before I leave
Do you have
Any more questions
Question and answer
Session is now
Open for you
This is your chance

-Yellowbonewonda

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“What Da”

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I do not want
To come out my character
For no one
Especially you
But I will
My irritation
My annoyance
Of the sight of you
I deal with it
Well enough
That is my cross
To bare
But heed my urgency now
I am asking you to keep
This in mind
This is the end
Of the road for you
I can not take
Much more of you
I am warning you
I am cautioning you
This is a public service announcement
For you
And
Anyone like you
To leave me alone
Because
I could careless
Either way of your
Success
Or
Failure
It does not matter to me
My thing is
I did nothing
I do nothing
To nobody
Nobody can say
I have done anything
To them
I mind my own damn business
I stay in my lane
I know nothing
About nothing
I do not gossip
I do not question
I do not interact
In conversations
That do not include me
So
Why is it
$Hit still falls on me
I am not understanding
This concept
This crap of
Why this is happening
To me
This worthless nonsense
This $hit storm
That is taunting
That is following
That is chasing me
I do not give
Two $hits about
What you do
How you do it
When you do it
Where you do it
When it does not concern me
Just
Stop being mad
I refuse to be in the audience
Clapping in the crowd
For you
Get over it
Be glad
Another person is not being
Fake with you
Kissing your @ss
Laughing behind your back
That is not me
Do you
I do me
Live your life
You do not need me
To be your cheerleader
In this world
That is what your family
And
Friends
Are for
I am neither to you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Cautious Distrust”

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I do not live
In a fairytale
I am not
That little
Innocent girl
That gobbled up
The lies you once told
And
Continue to tell
I am a little wiser
Stronger
Experienced of the world
I know truth
Is actions
Not empty words
Thrown at me
So I am inclined
To doubt
Your intentions
Your motivations
I question
Everything
Anything
That involves you
I believe
In my heart
You are inspired
Purely by self-interest
Trying to gain
Some type of advantage
Over me
Your pursuit
To seek me out
Without regard for
The people involved
It is selfish
Reprehensible
Inexcusable
Repugnant of you
Because you are
Still mendacious
Fraudulent
Full of treachery
You live so dishonestly
Why can’t you
Act honorably
Your selfish reasons
Whatever
They maybe
Only push people away
Just
Tell the truth
Why are you
Really here
Do you want forgiveness
Do you want a relationship
Are you being pressured
What is it
That you want
Because the hair on my neck
Is standing at attention
Signaling I should be
Vigilantly watchful of you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“One And Done Masterpiece”

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I am an original
Without duplicates
They broke the mold
After creating me
Anyone else
That says
They act like me
Look like me
Could be me
Is a counterfeit
A liar
You will see
Here is my truth
I am not that person
That will stroke your ego
So eagerly
I am not your mother
Nor am I your babysitter
If you consider me
To be someone special
Someone that will be your forever
Your ride or die chick
The queen of your kingdom
The mother of your children
The person you do not want to hurt
The person you do not want to lose
Then make your decisions
Accordingly
But if you do not care about
My feelings
Hurting me
Disappointing me
Choosing that choice
To betray me
Will have you suffering
The consequences severely
By you losing a good woman
That wanted to love you
For eternity
You can play on your ignorance
Play to your vanity
That I may not leave
But you will be wrong
I will not put up with anyone
Disrespecting me
You have no excuse
You make your own destiny
You grew up from a child
Now an adult
So you should know
Right from wrong
Seriously
Deciphering what is
Real from fake
Remember me
Before you do something
That will end everything

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Situational Intolerance”

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What happened to your spirit
What broke you down so bad
Making you so
Hateful
Resentful
Disrespectful
To everyone around you

Where in your life
Did you lose yourself
That innocence
That kept you laughing
And shrugging off
The little stuff

Because right now
That stick
Up your a$$
Is causing some serious damage
Destruction that is making
This a detrimental situation

And I am tired of this
You constipated
Irritated
Miserable person
With your attitude always
Dailed up to ten
For no damn reason

This stuff you on
Got you doing
Some demented batshittyness
How can you live
With yourself
Being so difficult
What is your problem

After eight hours of your crap
You make me want
To commit myself
Just so I can be alone
In peace
Listening to silence

Your problems
No one can solve this
Even a mathematician

At the top of his class
Threw up his hands
Saying he did not
Want any part you

Unsolvable equation
That was his last statement
As he ran away
Saying lose his number

-Yellowbonewonda

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“The Civil Force”

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Responsible
For the prevention
Detection of crime
Maintenance
Of public order
Nowhere
Says
Fear
Consternation
Discomposure
Is part
That description
Yet
This is a
Combination of
Something
That is
Building up
Only to
Boil over
Into something
Most deadly
A legalized killer
Playing
Judge
Jury
Executioner
In the street
Of our community
Putting targets
On the chest
Of people
Killing anyone
That they deem
Not human
We all
Can do
Without this
Melancholy
We need protection
Not
Twitchiness
Embedded
In the DNA of
A police officer
A peace officer
A soldier of
Community
We need
Officers
Who have
A calm mind
A steady hand
Being a
People person
With training
To see everyone
As humans
Not bullseyes
Moving amongst
Our community
Having that abilty
To deal with
People
And
Be
A peace protector
Not someone
Part of
The tyranny
Looking for revenge
Instant justice
By riddling
Unarmed
People
In the streets
With bullets
Will be
A beginning
No one is
An animal
A carcass
Needing
Collecting
Made as a
Trophy
In anyone’s mind
Worn on someone’s chest
Placed in their record
As a legalized
Good shooting
It is
A Killing
A Murder
By any meaning
Guns should be
Last resort
Majority of
Situations
Can be
Have been
Solved
Without killing
Look at
The prison system
Full to capacity
Getting fuller
By the minute
How do you
Suppose
They
Got there
Alive
Breathing
They were
Arrested
Convicted
And
Imprisoned
Either
Receiving
Justice
Or
Injustice
By the system
But alive
Nonetheless
Living to
Fight
Within the system

-Yellowbonewonda

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“A Clown In Man Skin”

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Your reputation
Now
Precedes you
And
My premonition is
It will spread
Like wildfire
Burning
Down
Destroying
Everyone
That will come
In contact
With you
So I am
Doing a PSA
Fair warning
For all
Gathering
All the
Dictionaries
In the world
A highlighter
To mark all
The words
To call you
Put your face
To them
And
Below is
A beginning
A start to
Illustrate you
A manipulator
A heartbreaker
A fraud
A pretender
And
One word
I know
Will never
Be on
That list
King
That word
Will never
Describe you
You are a child
Trapped in
A man’s body
Playing games
With women’s
Minds
And
Emotions
In order
To destroy them
It is sad
You think
Karma
Will not come
For you
Knock on
Your door
To punish you
For all
The wrong
You have done
To everyone
Their justice
Will happen
For
Every woman
Child
That ever
Loved you
They will
See you
On your knees
Begging
For forgiveness

-Yellowbonewonda

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“There Is No Manual”

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Everyone
In this world
Has an inheritance
Of unlimited
Wealth
Beyond what
Money could buy
It is in the
Opportunities
We have
The passion
That fuels us
To chase dreams
And
Push
Our mind
To getting
Where we want
To be
In this life
And
To complete
This quest
For what
Is destined
To be
Your life
Know
It is after
You have
Opened
Your eyes
Taken
Your first breath
That you
Need to
Look towards
The stars
Claim what
Is yours
Realize that
They are yours
To take
No one can
Tell you
How far
How wide
You should
Travel
No one
Can tell you
How many
Dreams
You can have
Because
You can have
As many as
You want
As long as
You are
Willing to reach
For them
They are yours
To take
Make your own
Path
Write your
Own story
Use your heart
As a compass
Your spirit
As your strength
Fill your mind
With as much positivity
So when
You are
Faced with people
That want
To stand
In your way
Screaming at you
That you
Can not do it
Know it is
Their failure
Talking
Not yours
Push through
They do not
Have a manual
There is
No right
Or
Wrong
Directions
In your journey
To how you
Get there
Just get
There
Nonetheless

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Wondering Aimlessly”

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Besides
The obvious
To be
A better person
Than yesterday
And
To listen to
Your heart
Love yourself
Love thy neighbor
Help others
Who need help
What is the purpose
Of this life
Where are the directions
What is the payout
How do we know
We are doing
It right
Which way
Are we suppose
To go
Because
Everything
Is up
In the air
It has to be
Something more
To life
Than this
Craziness
We are moving
Around
Like roaches
Waiting for
The lights
To come on
To scatter
Rising to go
To work
Beat the traffic
Only to
Chase
The dollar bill
Because
That is what
Runs us
Food
Shelter
Fun
Responsibility
And
Oh yeah
Make sure
To pay our masters
What quality of life
Is this
What is beneath
This chaos
I see
People
Like me
Standing
At a crossroad
Confused
And
Debating
What is next
Wondering
If it is better
To take
The road
That is
Already paved
Or
Set off into
Uncharted territory
Finding something
Yet
To be
Discovered
Like
Christopher Columbus
We are
Small specks
Of grains
In this universe
Moving around
Like dust
Funneling
Through the years
We are
Coming and going
Born
Moving fast
Only to
Get older
And
Wither away
Then
Be replaced
By another
Creation
Over and over
Repeating
A vicious cycle
To wonder aimlessly
Hoping
To get it
Right
And
Find out
What is
The end game
To this madness

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Lost World”

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The time
I wish
We all
Could
Go back to
Was when
Children
Could be
Children
They stayed
Out of
Grown folks
Conversations
They played
Outside
Walked to
The corner store
For essentials
For the family
And
Rode their
Bikes
All over
The neighborhood
Without the
Fear of being
Kidnapped
Or
Murdered
A village
Is what
Looked out
For them
Big Mama
Was
Every old lady
That sat
On the window sill
Watching as
The children
Played
Stepping in
When things
Got hairy
First
Saying
Imma tell yo mama
Second
Spanking
Them
Then
Directing them
To go home
Where their mother
Was waiting
To spank
Them again
For embarrassing
Her
With their conduct
These are
The good old days
Missing from
Our communities
The forgotten
Powerful system
That was setup
Allowing neighbors
To be extended
Family
That cared for
One another
Giving parents
Relief
And
Support
To know
Their children
Were safe
On the streets
While they
Were playing
Tell me
Where did
This piece of
Mind
Go to
How did
This get shattered
Breaking up
A great system
Parents
And
Community
Working together

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Human Doormat”

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How
Can you
Continue through
Life
Being
Disrespected
Unappreciated
Taken advantaged of
Everyday of
Your life
Question
When did you
Sorry
Do not answer
That question
Because
I have realized
Maybe
You have not
Noticed
That you are
A human doormat
So
I need you to
Come with me
Let me
Show you
Look in
This mirror
Do you see
Your dignity
Do you see
You are
Floating around
In denial
And
To be clear
Not the river
It is
Your form of mind
Your perspectives
Are off
When you choose
To please
Everyone
In this world
Not seeing
Your worth
By
Allowing
Dirt to
Be wiped
On you
Allowing
People
To walk all
Over you
Do you understand
Nobody
Will care
About your
Feelings
Being hurt
Or
See that
It is
Physically
Emotionally
Mentally
Wearing you out
Your kindness
Is beautiful
But
It is
Your weakness
To them
That they are
Willing to
Kill slowly
It is
Every time
They use you
Please
Stop ignoring
This
You can be
Kind
But
Be smart
About it
You are
A person
With feelings
If you do not
Speak up
No one
Will respect
Them

-Yellowbonewonda

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“First Impressions”

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I forgot
Was it
Love at
First sight
When you
First saw me
What was
The exact
Words
That came
Into your mind
When you
Declared
To yourself
You had
To make
Me
Your woman
What day
Was it
I took
Your breath away
Made
Your heart
Stop beating
For just
A moment
And
Caused it
To restart
Again
As if a jolt
Of lightening
Shot right
Through it
Changing
Our life
For the better
Was it
After you
Noticed
That small breeze
Lifting my hair
Ever so
Gently
Into the air
Laying it
Across my face
Tinkling
My nose
Making me
Burst out
Into laughter
Causing
A milo second
Scene
That made
A lifetime
Of magic
For us
It had
To be hilarious
Watching me
Trying to regain
My composure
I know
You knew
Something
Because
You chased
Me down
To get my number
So I am
Curious
Now
I want
To know
How long
Did it
Take you
To know
In your
Heart
That you
Loved me
And
You wanted
To spend
The rest of
Your life
With me
I want
To remember it
From your
Perspective
What was
The lasting
Impression
That put
A permanent mark
On your soul
Making us
Be a made
Forever
Linked together item

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Faces Inside Shadows”

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When you are
Sprinting
From the shadows
Trying
To escape
Your nightmares
Who are you
Running from
What is
Haunting
Stalking
Causing that
Fear inside
Of you
I see
The panic
On you face
So
What faces are
Surrounding you
What skeletons are
In your closet
That are
Peeking out
Scaring you
Into hysterics
Making you
A raving maniac
That is
Incoherent
And
Gasping
For air
Is it
Your enemies
Is it
Your victims
Is it
Your conscious
Because
I know
It is
Not me
Tell me
What can
I do
To help
How can I
Protect you
From the demons
Chasing you
How can I be
The
Heroin
In your story
I want to
Comfort you
Love you
Give you
Peace
And
Security
Please
Talk to me
I can
Be your
Haven
Your freedom

-Yellowbonewonda

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“You Fighting Dirty For What”

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Some people
Get alot of
Gibberish
In their head
Inputted data
That causes
Alot of
Stupidity
Multiple errors
In decision-making
Situations
Too much
Unprocessed
Information
Hearing only
What they want
To hear
And
Trying to
Dictate
What
Another person
Deserves
Really
I ask you
What gives
Anyone
The right
To say
What anyone
Deserves
It is tragic
When people
Start a fight
That they are
Not meant
To be in
Doing too much
Being down right
Pitiful
And
Extra dirty
When another person
Is succeeding
To getting close
To their
Finish line
Why do
You need
To do anything
Deceive them
Knock them
Off course
Even
For a little bit
So you can
Get ahead
Do you
Not realize
No body is
In the same
Race
As you
Anyway

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Scent Of A Liar”

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Be happy
When I choose
Not to be
Around that
Stupidity
Rejoice
Know I am
Counting
My blessings
I am content
I take it
As a vacation
From a bad
Performance
That is
Continuously
Performed
Every time
I am there
In its presence
I find
Peace
In the separation
My piece of
Heaven
On Earth
The one
Rare occasion
For me
To relax
And
Not be
Entangled
Into
Madness
Or
Whatever
Madness
That is
Brought out
Of me
I take
My peace
Seriously
I do not
Let anyone
Change
The frequency
To what
They
Think it
Should be
I voice it
Nicely
Then
Aggressively
Asking
Please
Do not
Attempt
To sabotage me
Telling them
It will be
Dangerous
Awakening
The predator
Within me
Because
It is
Waiting
For me
To see red
So it can erase
All voice
Recognition
Inside my memory
Making sure
No one
Will be able
To talk
Sense into me
Please understand
I hate when
My hairs
Stand on end
Tingling
When my senses
Adjust
Into an
Observant
Suspicious
Hot headed
Powerful
Weaponized
Person
In ready mode
To attack
Anyone with
The scent
Of a liar
On them

-Yellowbonewonda

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“My Defenses Were Defeated”

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It was
A living
Hell
To be
In a
Freezing
Jail cell
All alone
With no heat
I was
Losing my sanity
I was
So far gone
Paranoia
And
Delusions
Came over me
As I began
Asking icesickles
To be friends
With me
So I would
Have someone
Or
Something to
Watch over me
And
Those silly
Thoughts of
Being rescued
Or
Being released
Became
The plot
To a nightmare
So to speak
Will I
Won’t I
I felt hopeless
I was filled
With negativity
There was
No escape
I had
To adjust
To this fate
Day in
Day out
Talking
Through the darkness
As if someone
Could hear me
Feeling
Discouraged
Because I had
No reponse
It was just ice
I was not stupid
But to my surprise
My cries were heard
My prince
Came for me
Crashed
Through the walls
Of my defenses
And
Took me
Into his arms
Pulling me
Into a warmth
I had ever felt
Before him
It wrapped
Around me
Like a blanket
Melting
Everything
Inside of me
Setting me
Free
As I listened
To him heartbeat
That was
So strong
And
Beating
For me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Have My Back”

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I have had
Enough lessons
This lifetime
So
Let us
Get straight
To the point
So we can get on
With our life
I want
To avoid
Confusion
So Listen carefully
I do not want
To confuse you
By the answers
I give
To the questions
You asked
You want
To know
What I will
Fight for
Well it
Depends if
I am a
Temporary
Or
Permanent
Fixture
In your life
Whether you are
Trustworthy
Honest
Dependable
I need to know
How you will
React
When the tide
Is high
The water
Is rising
That
You will not
Let me drown
In a watery grave
Alone
All by myself
I do not need
A coward
Saving
Their own skin
So tell me
The type
Of person
You are
I need
I want
To know
Right now
Where do I
Fit in your
Life
Will you be
By my side
Fighting
The good fight
Or will
I have
To fend
For myself
Because
The only
Person
I am looking
For is a
Lifetime
Not seasonal
I do not
Have time
To waste
Anyone
Not worthy
To be
Living inside
My heart
Step aside
I see potential
Behind you
That wants a chance
To be you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Body Speak You Listen”

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My body was
Overheating
I felt
Very helpless
It was like
A sahara desert
Had surrounded me
Heat was consuming
Ever part of me
My core temperature
Was boiling
Beyond capacity
I felt like
I was trapped
In an airtight
Container
Closed so tight
No steam
Could escape me
I could not
Calm down
My rage
It was taking over
Every part of me
I tried
To walk
It off
But each step
I took
Felt like
I was fighting
Against
An invisible hand
Constantly
Weighing me down
Making it hard
For me
To stand
Under the pressure
It was
Forcing
My head down
As if I was not
Worthy to rise
My legs were
Buckling
Thoughts kept
Repeating to me
It is better sit
Before becoming
One with the pavement
But my stubbornness
Was on Ten
Telling me
To keep walking
Get somewhere safe
To Rest
You can not
Stay here
Miserable
Sleepy
Nauseous
Drinking water
To settle
My stomach
And
Blasting
The A/C
On the
Lowest setting
In my face
Was freezing me
But I dare not
Turn it down
It was helping
Just a little
I kept whispering
To myself
You can
Do this
So
I bowed my head
Slightly
Squinted
My eyes
Keeping them
Wide enough
To see
My way through
The back streets
To get me
Home
So I can
Sleep off
This siege
Taking my body
Through changes
Sleep will be
My reset
On my
Perspective
Equilibrium
And
Energy
So I can
Start over
Full strength
And stronger

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Nameless And Dangerous”

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It has no name
That it
Goes by
But
We are
Summoning it
To emerge
From the depths
Of hell
And
It is
Something
To be reckon with
It is not playing
Any games
It is coming
Ferociously
For us
Through
A Toxic
Planted
Fertilized
Weed
Called
Greed
Fear
Hate
And
Ignorance
And
If it
Is not stopped
Or removed
Right now
It will
Creep in
Surround
Destroy
Everything
That once
Was beauty
Changing
Us completely
We must
Find a way
To stop
Destroy
Or control it
Because
Its’ airborn poison
Is rising
Into the air
We are
Breathing
And
It is seeping in
Our skin
And organs
Consuming us
Killing
Any or all means
To attempt
To change
For the better
Therefore
Handicapping
Future generations
From knowing
The true
Definition to
What is really humanity
I do not
Know when
I do not
Know how
But it is
Going to take
Over all of us
If we
Just stand by
Waiting for help
Instead of helping
Ourselves
To become better
Change
Cynical bastards
That are
Willing to
Kill humanity
And
Eradicate
Their poison from
The planet
And
Change
Our present
To a future
Where
The world
Sees humans
And
Not seperation of colors

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Masquerade Ball”

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You are
The only person
Responsible
For your life
If you keep
Being a victim
You will always
Be a victim
Stop
Sitting around
Giving names
To monsters
That haunt you in
Your nightmares
Because
You are
Only
Giving them
More power
To control you
In the daylight
Your
Mother
Your
Father
Your
Ex friend
Your
Ex lover
It is not
Them
That controls you
It is you
Take that control
Walk away
Save
Your life
Your sanity
Protect you
Use those keys
To unshackled
Those chains
Around your neck
And
Release yourself
From what holds
You back
By revealing
Your true self
And never
Wear that
Mask
Or
Those chains
Again
Enjoy looking
Seeing
And
Being
Your beautiful self
On your terms
Living your life

-Yellowbonewonda

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“All Or Nothing”

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Separately
Happiness
Is our own task
To secure
But
For a relationship
It must have room
To roam
Down a
Two way street
Where couples can
Meet in the middle
In order
To gain strength
And
Build a foundation
Over that love
They have
Therefore
Creating a
Bond like
No other
Because
Love can only
Go
So far
Then it will
Need to build
On consistency
To get
Further
Lack of appreciation
For one another
Lack of respect
Towards each other
Lack of motivation
To grow with each other
Will be
A constant
Downfall
A crash
And
Burn situation
There is no reason
To wait
Until the holidays
Or
Birthdays
To come
To express
Love towards
One another
There are
365 days in a year
And everyday
Should be a celebration
That you found
A Love
Like no other
I reiterate
People you need
Show it
Year-round
On a daily
365 days
That you
Love
Need
And
Want
To grow
With that someone
So you can
Find
Here on the Earth
Your piece
Of Heaven

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Living After Death”

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My blood turned
Cold as ice
As I watched
Their mouths move
But the words
They spoke
Did not make sense
Tears continued
To fill
My eyes
And
Flow down
My cheeks
As I looked upon
An empty shell
With no spirit
In it
You was gone
And
I could not
Belive it
Not
To have
Your smile
To comfort me
Your arms
Holding me in
Your warm embrace
And
Your breath
Tickling
My neck
As you whisper
Sweet nothings
In my ear
It is not right
I can not shake it
This heartbreak
I am feeling
Has no words
Because
Denial has
Taken a hold of me
Engulfing me
Into grief
And my life
Plays a new reality
I can not escape
I feel myself
Slipping away
As my legs
Go weak
My heartbeat is
Slowing down
Near to a flatline
I am close to death
But not close enough
To reach
Out to you
To bring you back
Death says
He does not
Want me
Yet
This is his design
For me
This is
My fate
For
You not
To be here
With me
And
For me
To Wait
For the
Next life
When we will
Meet
To fall in love
Again
So now
I say
See you later
Forever yours
My love
My mate

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Dreaming Of Your Embrace”

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It is a void
That fills me
When you go away
For so long
Each passing day
Feels like an eternity
I do not
Have the strength
To fight
To do simple tasks
In my day
And
When I do
It is a lonely chore
Eating
Sleeping
Without my
Best friend
Lover
Homie
Here
By my side
Shatters me into pieces
And I feel myself crumbling away
My breathing
Is laboring
My heartbeat
Is weakening
My attitude
Is changing
I miss being
Close to you
I long to
Melt into
Your warm embrace
And feel
Your tender kisses
Upon my neck
Something
I prepare myself
Each time for
By telling
My trembling legs
To give out
Only when you are holding me
So I can be pulled
Into your chest
And bring
Our heartbeats
Closer
So they can
Beat in unison
After being separated
For so long
While you have been away

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Desperately Seeking Sleep”

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Sleep is
Neither
A friend
Nor
Foe
To me
These days
But
I want it
To know
From me
I do not
Curse it
I do not
Hate it
I want it
And
I wish
It would
Tell me
Where
Do I stand
With it
I am so
Exhausted
I need it
And
I do not
Remember
When was
The last time
I had it
A solid
Well-resting
Hibernation
That would give
Me true life
A recharge
Of energy
That would get
Me on my way
To being productive
Instead
I feel like
I am
In quicksand
And every step
I make
I sink
Leaving me
Two choices
Sink quickly
Fighting
Or
Sink slowly
Waiting
I hate this
Inconsistently
It is causing
A crack
In my sanity
Letting
My reality
Slip through
My figures
Falling
Out my reach

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Tell Me How You Feel”

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Your game
Was good
You became
More than
A friend
You was family
I can not
Believe
All these years
You was
Pretending
To be my friend
To get close
In order
To deceive me
What did
I do
To make
You think
You needed
To destroy me
We shared
So much
Together
Emotions
Secrets
Laughter
Tears
So I am baffled
That it was
All faked
And
You waited
Until now
To creep up
As a coward
A thief in
The night
To steal
The remainder of
What was left
Of me
And
When I chose
To fight for it
To preserve it
To rebuild it
For someone
Not you
I saw the rage
In your eyes
As you plunged
Your blade
Into me
Giving me
No reason
Refusing
To tell me
What lead
To this
Brutality

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Our Dirty Secret”

I do not know
What to call you
Which do you prefer
Liar
Back stabber
Pathetic piece
Of $hit
Sorry I digressed
Let’s get
To the point
Quickly
You know
That deep
Dark secret
That one
That will
Ruin you
Bury you
Put shame
On your family name
The Out-and-out lie
You have been living
I know it
NOW
Granted it is
Your personal business
But you changed that
When you stepped
Into my life
And played with my toys
Without permission
You thought
I would not know
The difference
Or
Would not find out
What you have been doing
Do you not know
What is done in the dark
Will eventually
Come to the light
So you created
This problem
And I warn you
Making another
Wrong decision
That concerns me
Will be
The last thing
You do to me
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Because
Your secret will be
Blurted out
Through a bullhorn
To everyone
And
Anything
That has ears
Willing to listen
The damage is done
You have burnt
Down your bridge
With me
Your secret
Is mine
To tell
I got the receipts
The evidence
And
The patience
Waiting for you
To make your move
So I can end you
Like we were in
Mortal combat

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Trollers Trolling”

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It is not right
To send out
A dangerous
Unpredictable
Contagion
Then watch it
Multiply
Like a virus
Into a billion
Comments of hate
Clicking send
After you
Typed a bunch
Of hateful words
Is irresponsible
Why do you think
It is okay
To began
Armageddon
On someone’s
Life
Attacking them
For no reason
Monstrously
Spewing
Venomous hate
Stop hiding
Behind the
Computer screen
Watching your
Madness spin
Out of control
As other people
Chime in to
Brow beating
Demeaning
And
Stomping the person
You deemed weak
Burying them
Into the figurative
Dirt
With their clicks
All because you
Needed to
Release your hate
It is the
Cowardest way
To not care
About
What you say
And
Hurt
People you
Do not know
Stop
Pulling all
Of us into
Your self hate
Fix your life
Get some help
Tackle your demons
Leave everyone
To their own fate

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Familiar Surroundings”

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I want
To know
More about it
It does not
Frighten me
Threaten me
It intrigues me
A silhouette
That lingers
In my dreams
Standing
In the dark
In a corner
Teasing me
In a playful manner
Acting shy
But not afraid
Of me
It knows me
I am familiar
With its presence
So I do not know
Why it refuses
To come into
The light
I squint
To get
A better view
I walk closer
To touch it
I try to
Talk to it
But it moves
Further away
Out of my reach
Keeping silent
Drawing me into
The mystery
Of its existence
My curiousity
Continues to build
Its evasiveness has
Created ardent flames
Inside of me
I am yearning
For them
To be calmed
By this faceless
Companion
That has been
Enticing me
Into wanting
To hear
How the story of
Us began
How it knows me
Why does it hide
In the shadow
Of my dreams
And what does
It want from me
Besides my reminiscence
Of a familiar presence
That visits me
In my dreams
All through
The night

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Secrets Are Nuclear”

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It is no secret
Everyone knows
What is done
In the dark
Will eventually
Come to the light
Lies and Secrecy
Can cause
Complete devastation
The numbers
Are off the charts
Friendships
Relationships
Marriages
Nations
Broken
Lives taken
Because
You made the
Wrong choice
Causing a monumental
Defeat to any
Bleeding heart
That loves
Cares
And will experience
The crushing lost
My advice
Do not be dazzled
By a two sided coin
In front of you
That has
One side Fire
And the other Ice
Once you flip it
It is
An instant lost
On every toss
Avoid it
At any cost
Refuse to touch it
Back away
Leave it
Laying there
Because
The only outcome
Is the burning of
Sturdy bridges
And/Or
Freezing  solid
Someone’s heart
So are you 
So willing to walk
Around carrying
A nuclear device
That has too
Many variables
That can come forward
And set it off
Human nature
Will be your end
Eventually 
Everyone talks
Blowing up
Everything
Because of
Feelings being hurt
Not caring
If either
The innocent
Or
The wicked
Are
Caught 
In the middle
Of the blast
Of all the chaos

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Second Chance To Fail”

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You convinced me
To allow you to
Rewrite our story
And give you
Another chance
To play
The leading man
Seeking
His second chance
To change
What made us
Into a disater movie
You assured me
Not to worry
Because
You had
My back
My front
All sides
Of me
To catch me
So I would not
Fall to hard
On the pavement
You was so convincing
I believed
You wanted
To create
This love story
With me
Live in bliss
For the rest
Of our lives
Together as a family
But
This time
It was a record moment
When your
Signals
Started to go haywire
Causing me worry
All over again
Questioning if you
Were lying
Your words
And actions
Conflicted
And
You refuse
To give me clarity
You did not
Bother to talk
To me
You stopped
All communication
With no explanation
I do not
Know the reason
Why we cleaned
The slate
When it was
Within days
You crushed
Any and all dreams
We mentioned
We wanted
Creating
The second series
To another disater story

-Yellowbonewonda

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