“Have My Back”

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I have had
Enough lessons
This lifetime
So
Let us
Get straight
To the point
So we can get on
With our life
I want
To avoid
Confusion
So Listen carefully
I do not want
To confuse you
By the answers
I give
To the questions
You asked
You want
To know
What I will
Fight for
Well it
Depends if
I am a
Temporary
Or
Permanent
Fixture
In your life
Whether you are
Trustworthy
Honest
Dependable
I need to know
How you will
React
When the tide
Is high
The water
Is rising
That
You will not
Let me drown
In a watery grave
Alone
All by myself
I do not need
A coward
Saving
Their own skin
So tell me
The type
Of person
You are
I need
I want
To know
Right now
Where do I
Fit in your
Life
Will you be
By my side
Fighting
The good fight
Or will
I have
To fend
For myself
Because
The only
Person
I am looking
For is a
Lifetime
Not seasonal
I do not
Have time
To waste
Anyone
Not worthy
To be
Living inside
My heart
Step aside
I see potential
Behind you
That wants a chance
To be you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Crashing Below”

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I’m standing
Naked
And exposed
With no secrets
To hide
While everyone
Gauk at me
And shake
Their head
As I tell
My truth
I’m tired of
Being the
Leading lady
In this
Drama series
Full of hate
I’m sick
Of making
People believe
The lies
We are spoon
Feeding them
It’s cheap Caviar
In an expensive
Restaurant
We can’t pay
We are not
The perfect couple
We have not
Been happy
And in love
For some time
It’s only a front
For company
On special occasions
Or on family days
Packed with fun
I’m just tired
Of pretending
That
We have a home
When it’s
Only four walls
And furniture
It is
Empty with
No soul
I am no longer
Afraid
Of losing
This thing
We’ve built
With smoke screens
And mirrors
It’s time to let go
I’m not getting
Paid for
My skills
I’ve played
This character
Well enough
This award
Winning performance
As the good wife
It is played out
And I’m
Canceling
The show
I’ve been
Dangled
Off a
Condemned bridge
For far
Too long
I felt him
When he let go
Losing his grip
On my hand
My death
Was slow
I fell
On the rocks
And
My body
Split
In two
Yet that
Wasn’t my torture
It was when
He
Looked down
Stared back
And laughed
At me
Without a care
Where did
It all go wrong
When did you start
Hating me
I remembered
You loved me
You said
You saw
A life
Within me
But your actions
Said differently
My best friend
Became my enemy
And the murderer
That left me
Freezing
In the cold

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Only Truth Be Told”

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With me
Or against me
Take heed
To my warning
A lie is
A deal breaker
In any type
Of relationship
With me
It is not
Me
You are saving
With your lies
But yourself
Be truthful
To avoid a decision
That is mine
To make
I am not afraid to
Live without you
In my life
I will have
No regrets
Do not
Come to me
Without
Your truth
Come quickly
With your answers
When I ask questions
That matter to me
Say it
Without thinking
Too much
To save face
Your lies
Will never
Give me comfort
So do not
Make it
Your only excuse
To avoid
The disappointment
Upon my face
There is a greater
Price to pay
For every lie
You kill
What was ever good
Between us
And replacing it
With empty space
Dividing us
So much
We will never
Be able to
Find our way back
To each other’s
Embrace
You can not have
It both ways
Either you
Live alone
In a house
Full of lies
Or
With me
In Truth
It’s only one world
I can live in
And I know
You know
Which place
Do not put it
On me
When you let
Your cowardness
Help
Lead you into
Pushing my hand
And choosing
To leave
After I find out
What you
Could not
Say
To my face

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Waiting For The Truth “

My bull shit reader
Is off the charts
With you
You’re in denial
If you think
You are
Honest
Caring
Or even part human
You lie so much
It’s like Niagara Falls
Cascading
Rapidly
On everyone
Below it
You don’t
Even see
How you are
Infecting everyone
With
Your virus

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So I’m going
To sit back
And watch
How long
It will take
For karma to
Catch up
With you
Exposing you
For
Who you are
A complusive liar
With no conscious
You’ve lived
In denial
For so long
Your actions
Have told
Many truths
You’re not equipped
To being
A good person
With morals
You lack
That understanding
So
Stop pretending
You’ve played
This role
For too long
Your retakes
Have ended
Your acting
Stinks
You lack
The tools
For an awarding
Performance
You can not understand
What is unfamiliar
To you
Being truthful
And honest
Your words are lies
Your heart is cold
Your actions are few
It’s just not in you
To be that person
So play
Your position
And stop pretending
You are not
Capable of emotions
It’s too complex
For you
Please come
To that realization
Then we can start
Again
And be able
To find
Some type of feeling

-Yellowbonewonda

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