“One And Done Masterpiece”

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I am an original
Without duplicates
They broke the mold
After creating me
Anyone else
That says
They act like me
Look like me
Could be me
Is a counterfeit
A liar
You will see
Here is my truth
I am not that person
That will stroke your ego
So eagerly
I am not your mother
Nor am I your babysitter
If you consider me
To be someone special
Someone that will be your forever
Your ride or die chick
The queen of your kingdom
The mother of your children
The person you do not want to hurt
The person you do not want to lose
Then make your decisions
Accordingly
But if you do not care about
My feelings
Hurting me
Disappointing me
Choosing that choice
To betray me
Will have you suffering
The consequences severely
By you losing a good woman
That wanted to love you
For eternity
You can play on your ignorance
Play to your vanity
That I may not leave
But you will be wrong
I will not put up with anyone
Disrespecting me
You have no excuse
You make your own destiny
You grew up from a child
Now an adult
So you should know
Right from wrong
Seriously
Deciphering what is
Real from fake
Remember me
Before you do something
That will end everything

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Situational Intolerance”

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What happened to your spirit
What broke you down so bad
Making you so
Hateful
Resentful
Disrespectful
To everyone around you

Where in your life
Did you lose yourself
That innocence
That kept you laughing
And shrugging off
The little stuff

Because right now
That stick
Up your a$$
Is causing some serious damage
Destruction that is making
This a detrimental situation

And I am tired of this
You constipated
Irritated
Miserable person
With your attitude always
Dailed up to ten
For no damn reason

This stuff you on
Got you doing
Some demented batshittyness
How can you live
With yourself
Being so difficult
What is your problem

After eight hours of your crap
You make me want
To commit myself
Just so I can be alone
In peace
Listening to silence

Your problems
No one can solve this
Even a mathematician

At the top of his class
Threw up his hands
Saying he did not
Want any part you

Unsolvable equation
That was his last statement
As he ran away
Saying lose his number

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Silenced Screams”

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I am
Tired of
Screaming
At the top
Of my lungs
Going hoarse
Yelling
Stop
Pushing
Pulling
Beating
On me
Blaming me
For what
I have not
Done
Shaming me
For who
I am
I am not
An object
No one’s property
I am human
Hear me
See me
Respect
My space
I am
Here
To stay
Even if
I am
Frightened
Of what
You have
Planned for me
Understand
I was not
Born
To be
Your victim
To be terrorized
To be treated
Like nothing
I am not guilty
Of anything
Besides
Existing
Give me
A fair hearing
An opportunity
To use my freedom
Of speech
To fight
For my honor
So I can
Protect myself
My name
My spirit
My body
From being shackled
To your hate
Let me
Be heard
Not judged
By whatever
Image that
You assume
That is me
Because of
My gender
My color
My religion
Get to know
Me
Hear my story
Before assuming
I am a danger
I am not
A collective
I am
A individual
See me
As that

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Be Senior Captain Of Your Plane”

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Having
A little voice
In your head
Screaming
Yelling
Do something
Is frustrating
When you are
Barely holding
On to reality
As your anxiety
Increases
To a point
Of paralyzing
Your body
Stopping
Your mind
From getting
What it wants
For you
To grab
The controls
Pull
Push
Whatever
That can
Get the plane
To climb
To a higher
Altitude
So you can
Clear the mountains
In front
Of you
It is understandable
It is not
Easy
Flying
In a plane
With no pilot
You are scared
You are hesitant
You feel
Your body is
Not moving
And
Your eyes
Are not focused
Fixated
On the now
And
Not the later
Losing the hope
That things will
Get better
But when
Your options
Are only
Doom and gloom
You are either
Going to crash
Into
Those mountains
Or
Do a swan dive
Into
To the ground
Below
Because you
Ran out of fuel
Waiting too long
To make
A decision
So stop
Thinking about it
Just do
Live or die
Climb or fall
Get up
Or
Stay still
It is crunch time
At this moment
It is real
Be the pilot
Be in control
Of you
Pull up
Clear
Those obstacle
In front of you
And
Move on to
The next
Until you have
Solved
All of them
Becoming victorious
Over your
Fear
Of failure

-Yellowbonewonda

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“You Slither You Die”

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The good
That may be
In you
I do not see it
Or pretend to
I am not deaf
Blind
And/or dense
To let you
Gain entrance
Once again
Into the garden
I created
For myself
So stop thinking
I am weak
From your
Attacks
I still
Have plenty
Fight in me
I am ready
To fight
To the death
Coral snakes
Copperheads
Cottonmouths
And
Rattlesnakes
Beware
I see you
Surrounding me
Getting ready
To attack
And
Kill me
With your
Venomous bite
Do not think
I do not
See you
Trying to
Slither up
The side
Of my gate
You have no
Good intentions
It is against
Your nature
To do anything
That is right
You do not
Own
Or
Be in possession of
A conscious bone
In your body
To give you
A backbone
To stand on
Your own
Two feet
So your
Audacity
Impertinence
And the gall
You have
To knock
At my gate
Will go unanswered
I will
Let the hunters
Chasing you
Take you to
The hell
You are willing
To take me
If I trust
You again
After you
Caused so much
Heartache
And
Death
I refuse
And
Will not
Give you
Another chance

-Yellowbonewonda

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