“One And Done Masterpiece”

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I am an original
Without duplicates
They broke the mold
After creating me
Anyone else
That says
They act like me
Look like me
Could be me
Is a counterfeit
A liar
You will see
Here is my truth
I am not that person
That will stroke your ego
So eagerly
I am not your mother
Nor am I your babysitter
If you consider me
To be someone special
Someone that will be your forever
Your ride or die chick
The queen of your kingdom
The mother of your children
The person you do not want to hurt
The person you do not want to lose
Then make your decisions
Accordingly
But if you do not care about
My feelings
Hurting me
Disappointing me
Choosing that choice
To betray me
Will have you suffering
The consequences severely
By you losing a good woman
That wanted to love you
For eternity
You can play on your ignorance
Play to your vanity
That I may not leave
But you will be wrong
I will not put up with anyone
Disrespecting me
You have no excuse
You make your own destiny
You grew up from a child
Now an adult
So you should know
Right from wrong
Seriously
Deciphering what is
Real from fake
Remember me
Before you do something
That will end everything

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Situational Intolerance”

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What happened to your spirit
What broke you down so bad
Making you so
Hateful
Resentful
Disrespectful
To everyone around you

Where in your life
Did you lose yourself
That innocence
That kept you laughing
And shrugging off
The little stuff

Because right now
That stick
Up your a$$
Is causing some serious damage
Destruction that is making
This a detrimental situation

And I am tired of this
You constipated
Irritated
Miserable person
With your attitude always
Dailed up to ten
For no damn reason

This stuff you on
Got you doing
Some demented batshittyness
How can you live
With yourself
Being so difficult
What is your problem

After eight hours of your crap
You make me want
To commit myself
Just so I can be alone
In peace
Listening to silence

Your problems
No one can solve this
Even a mathematician

At the top of his class
Threw up his hands
Saying he did not
Want any part you

Unsolvable equation
That was his last statement
As he ran away
Saying lose his number

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Let The Beast Sleep”

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I have been
A mere
House cat
Domesticated
For a minute
But
That predator
That animal
That beast
That part of
My DNA
That makes
Me
A lioness
That was
Sleeping
Peacefully
Is almost
Out of
Hibernation
And
That energy
Once depleted
Is almost
Recharged
100%
I am almost
Ready
To be
Unplugged
Voraciously
Insatiable
Enthusiastic
To hunt
I am tired
Of people
Testing
Pushing me
In a direction
I have been
Avoiding
At all cost
To go there
Makes
A predator
Rise up
From the ashes
Creating
Something
That no one
Is ready
To meet
So
Stop pushing
Me
To the brink
Because
If my back
Is against
The wall
I will not think
I will attack
Before
You blink
And
It will be
Your fault
Because
I warned you
Nonetheless

-Yellowbonewonda

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“A Clown In Man Skin”

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Your reputation
Now
Precedes you
And
My premonition is
It will spread
Like wildfire
Burning
Down
Destroying
Everyone
That will come
In contact
With you
So I am
Doing a PSA
Fair warning
For all
Gathering
All the
Dictionaries
In the world
A highlighter
To mark all
The words
To call you
Put your face
To them
And
Below is
A beginning
A start to
Illustrate you
A manipulator
A heartbreaker
A fraud
A pretender
And
One word
I know
Will never
Be on
That list
King
That word
Will never
Describe you
You are a child
Trapped in
A man’s body
Playing games
With women’s
Minds
And
Emotions
In order
To destroy them
It is sad
You think
Karma
Will not come
For you
Knock on
Your door
To punish you
For all
The wrong
You have done
To everyone
Their justice
Will happen
For
Every woman
Child
That ever
Loved you
They will
See you
On your knees
Begging
For forgiveness

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Dehydrated Damaged Systems”

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These days
They are
Not using
Conventional
Weapons
Guns
Knives
Bombs
To cause harm
They are
Doing it
By sucking
The life
Out of
A room
Wherever
They go
These
Unpredictable
Killers
Individuals
Who are pitting
People
Against
Each other
Using their
Weapon of choice
Hateful words
To fuel
Their destructive power
And
Their egocentric
Tendency
To think of
Themselves
As invulnerable
The self centered
Narcissistic
Attitude
They present is
A slow acting
Painful
Deadly
Poison
Dispersed in
The air
For everyone to
Inhaled
Only to sip
Into weak systems
Getting into
Their bloodstream
And
Shutting down
Vital systems
Governments
Communities
Nuclear families
Destroyed
By one
Uttered sentence
Of hate
Forming
A creation of
Infected
Damaged
Destructive
Minions
Who are
Causing
An uprising
Provoking
Mass devastation
Disconnecting
Our humanity
Our compassion
Our tolerance
Towards
One another
Dividing us
Enough
So we can not
Help
Each other

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Silenced Screams”

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I am
Tired of
Screaming
At the top
Of my lungs
Going hoarse
Yelling
Stop
Pushing
Pulling
Beating
On me
Blaming me
For what
I have not
Done
Shaming me
For who
I am
I am not
An object
No one’s property
I am human
Hear me
See me
Respect
My space
I am
Here
To stay
Even if
I am
Frightened
Of what
You have
Planned for me
Understand
I was not
Born
To be
Your victim
To be terrorized
To be treated
Like nothing
I am not guilty
Of anything
Besides
Existing
Give me
A fair hearing
An opportunity
To use my freedom
Of speech
To fight
For my honor
So I can
Protect myself
My name
My spirit
My body
From being shackled
To your hate
Let me
Be heard
Not judged
By whatever
Image that
You assume
That is me
Because of
My gender
My color
My religion
Get to know
Me
Hear my story
Before assuming
I am a danger
I am not
A collective
I am
A individual
See me
As that

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Lost World”

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The time
I wish
We all
Could
Go back to
Was when
Children
Could be
Children
They stayed
Out of
Grown folks
Conversations
They played
Outside
Walked to
The corner store
For essentials
For the family
And
Rode their
Bikes
All over
The neighborhood
Without the
Fear of being
Kidnapped
Or
Murdered
A village
Is what
Looked out
For them
Big Mama
Was
Every old lady
That sat
On the window sill
Watching as
The children
Played
Stepping in
When things
Got hairy
First
Saying
Imma tell yo mama
Second
Spanking
Them
Then
Directing them
To go home
Where their mother
Was waiting
To spank
Them again
For embarrassing
Her
With their conduct
These are
The good old days
Missing from
Our communities
The forgotten
Powerful system
That was setup
Allowing neighbors
To be extended
Family
That cared for
One another
Giving parents
Relief
And
Support
To know
Their children
Were safe
On the streets
While they
Were playing
Tell me
Where did
This piece of
Mind
Go to
How did
This get shattered
Breaking up
A great system
Parents
And
Community
Working together

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Human Doormat”

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How
Can you
Continue through
Life
Being
Disrespected
Unappreciated
Taken advantaged of
Everyday of
Your life
Question
When did you
Sorry
Do not answer
That question
Because
I have realized
Maybe
You have not
Noticed
That you are
A human doormat
So
I need you to
Come with me
Let me
Show you
Look in
This mirror
Do you see
Your dignity
Do you see
You are
Floating around
In denial
And
To be clear
Not the river
It is
Your form of mind
Your perspectives
Are off
When you choose
To please
Everyone
In this world
Not seeing
Your worth
By
Allowing
Dirt to
Be wiped
On you
Allowing
People
To walk all
Over you
Do you understand
Nobody
Will care
About your
Feelings
Being hurt
Or
See that
It is
Physically
Emotionally
Mentally
Wearing you out
Your kindness
Is beautiful
But
It is
Your weakness
To them
That they are
Willing to
Kill slowly
It is
Every time
They use you
Please
Stop ignoring
This
You can be
Kind
But
Be smart
About it
You are
A person
With feelings
If you do not
Speak up
No one
Will respect
Them

-Yellowbonewonda

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“You Fighting Dirty For What”

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Some people
Get alot of
Gibberish
In their head
Inputted data
That causes
Alot of
Stupidity
Multiple errors
In decision-making
Situations
Too much
Unprocessed
Information
Hearing only
What they want
To hear
And
Trying to
Dictate
What
Another person
Deserves
Really
I ask you
What gives
Anyone
The right
To say
What anyone
Deserves
It is tragic
When people
Start a fight
That they are
Not meant
To be in
Doing too much
Being down right
Pitiful
And
Extra dirty
When another person
Is succeeding
To getting close
To their
Finish line
Why do
You need
To do anything
Deceive them
Knock them
Off course
Even
For a little bit
So you can
Get ahead
Do you
Not realize
No body is
In the same
Race
As you
Anyway

-Yellowbonewonda

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“All Kernels Are Not The Same”

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Usually
When I speak
Whatever words
That just happen
To be
At the tip
Of my tongue
Are the one’s
To be said
But when
I write
It is more
Difficult
I have
To create
Something
So awesome
That will be
A wonderful
Haunting
That is
Easily
Remembered
That
Triggers
Forgotten
Memories
Buried
Deep inside
Someone’s head
So I take
Several pauses
Sitting in silence
So I can hear
What is screaming
Inside of me
Wanting
To get
Out of me
Words
That are
Eagerly
Popping
To the surface
Trying to
Get
Written
On paper
Then scrambled
And
Mixed
A million
Times over
Until it feels
Just right
To publish
To the public
Leaving
A piece of
Me
With it
A sliver of
My soul
To be seen
On the internet

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Be Senior Captain Of Your Plane”

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Having
A little voice
In your head
Screaming
Yelling
Do something
Is frustrating
When you are
Barely holding
On to reality
As your anxiety
Increases
To a point
Of paralyzing
Your body
Stopping
Your mind
From getting
What it wants
For you
To grab
The controls
Pull
Push
Whatever
That can
Get the plane
To climb
To a higher
Altitude
So you can
Clear the mountains
In front
Of you
It is understandable
It is not
Easy
Flying
In a plane
With no pilot
You are scared
You are hesitant
You feel
Your body is
Not moving
And
Your eyes
Are not focused
Fixated
On the now
And
Not the later
Losing the hope
That things will
Get better
But when
Your options
Are only
Doom and gloom
You are either
Going to crash
Into
Those mountains
Or
Do a swan dive
Into
To the ground
Below
Because you
Ran out of fuel
Waiting too long
To make
A decision
So stop
Thinking about it
Just do
Live or die
Climb or fall
Get up
Or
Stay still
It is crunch time
At this moment
It is real
Be the pilot
Be in control
Of you
Pull up
Clear
Those obstacle
In front of you
And
Move on to
The next
Until you have
Solved
All of them
Becoming victorious
Over your
Fear
Of failure

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Thin Line Of Trust”

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Do not make
A choice to
Omit caution
In your steps
Or
You will be
Reassessing
You life
After
Accidentally
Allowing
A Wolf
Dressed in
Sheep’s clothing
In your mix
Trusting blindly
On faith
Will get you
Stabbed
In the back
So
Stop taking
Shortcuts
Do not throw
Caution into
The wind
When it comes
To your trust
Your trust
Must be
Priceless
Not bought
Not sold
To sad cases
Or
Given freely
To those
Of the
Same bloodline
Because of
Obligation
If you want
To give
Your trust
To someone
Be careful
Choose wisely
Do not trust
Everyone
Because everyone
Is not worthy of
Your trust
And
If you still
Do hear this
Advice
Then I
Suggest you
Get your
Affairs in order
Because this
Will be
A quick
Yet
Gruesome death
Bones crushed
Blood splattered
All over
The place
Concrete covered
Like a painting
With no face
Because you
Did not understand
To protect
Yourself
And
Weed out
The ones
That do not
Have your
Best interests
In their heart
Be picky
Be cautious
Choose wisely
Because people
Are people
Some evil
Some not

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Body Speak You Listen”

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My body was
Overheating
I felt
Very helpless
It was like
A sahara desert
Had surrounded me
Heat was consuming
Ever part of me
My core temperature
Was boiling
Beyond capacity
I felt like
I was trapped
In an airtight
Container
Closed so tight
No steam
Could escape me
I could not
Calm down
My rage
It was taking over
Every part of me
I tried
To walk
It off
But each step
I took
Felt like
I was fighting
Against
An invisible hand
Constantly
Weighing me down
Making it hard
For me
To stand
Under the pressure
It was
Forcing
My head down
As if I was not
Worthy to rise
My legs were
Buckling
Thoughts kept
Repeating to me
It is better sit
Before becoming
One with the pavement
But my stubbornness
Was on Ten
Telling me
To keep walking
Get somewhere safe
To Rest
You can not
Stay here
Miserable
Sleepy
Nauseous
Drinking water
To settle
My stomach
And
Blasting
The A/C
On the
Lowest setting
In my face
Was freezing me
But I dare not
Turn it down
It was helping
Just a little
I kept whispering
To myself
You can
Do this
So
I bowed my head
Slightly
Squinted
My eyes
Keeping them
Wide enough
To see
My way through
The back streets
To get me
Home
So I can
Sleep off
This siege
Taking my body
Through changes
Sleep will be
My reset
On my
Perspective
Equilibrium
And
Energy
So I can
Start over
Full strength
And stronger

-Yellowbonewonda

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“It Is You And Me”

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My love
We need
To recharge
Our selves
And
Our sanity
Reconnect on
What made us
Love
One another
We must
Erase all
Negative energy
That has depleted us
So I ask you
Accept my
Invitation
To paradise
Go with me
On a trip
Into seclusion
Allowing us to
Get away
Leave
This world
Behind
Where no electronics
Will disturb us
Where nobody
Will interrupt us
So we can
Live out
Our fantasies of
Finding estascy
While
Doing a full
Exploration
Of our bodies
Through
Heart pounding
Body sweating
Love making
Until we are
Exhausted
Falling into
Each other’s arms
Spooning until
We recover
Then doing it again
And again
For good measure
Making sure
We both have
Reached satisfaction

-Yellowbonewonda

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“We All Make Hard Decisions”

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We all
Have done
This dance
With life
Dancing between
Indecisiveness
And
We have been
Conditioned
To sike
Ourselves out
To get in
To not get in
The fight
For our life
Is always
The question
But it is
Left only
To you
To answer
So Stop
Making excuses
Your upbringing
And
Society
Does not define
You
It is what
Is inside of you
And if
It is fear
Of failure
Fear
Of obstacles
That may
Come your way
The reason
Why you
Can not make
A choice
I say
No choice is worst
Than bad choices
Any day
It is your choice
To go
With the current
Or
Go
Against the current
This
Back and forth
Standing
By the edge
Putting your
Right foot in
Right foot out
Left foot in
Left foot out
Is nothing
But you
Loosing your nerve
Just dive in
Move your legs
Move your arms
And
Fight
To the surface
Until you get air

-Yellowbonewonda

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“No Justice No Peace”

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The innocent
Is dead
Not able
To be
Cross examined
Their voice
Is speaking through
The evidence
And is silence
When it is thrown out
Ignored
Dismissed
Creating a gap
Losing the
Most important
Piece of the story
Making a dilemma
For any juror
Deliberating
To deliver
A sound
Educated decision
To the innocence
Or guilt
Of the defendant
I wish
They would stop
Making a mockery
Of the system
Using a trial
To make
The victim
The instigator
In their own death
If the evidence
Speaks for them
Let it
Justice is suppose
To be blind
Not
Completely blind
In its inability
To find
What is Just
This type of system is
Not based
On innocence or justice
It is power and money
And
Dirty well paid lawyers
Muddling up
The victim
Victimizing them
Through the system
Dodging
And
Throwing out
Evidence
That proves
Their client
Is guilty
DNA tossed out
Witnesses discredited
Video camera evidence
Is explained away
By saying
Do not
Believe your eyes
That is not
My client
Doing the crime
Stop all this madness
The defendant
Is guilty
It should be the end
Protect the many
Over the one
That is a danger
To our society

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Imagination Running Wild”

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When you are
Watching
Imagining
And
Looking through
Windows of
Friends
Family
Or
Celebrities
Houses
Out of envy
Do you see
The big picture
Do you notice
The stones
Thrown in the yard
The windows
Cracked
Almost broken
Did you see
What everyone else
Has tried
Before you
Grabbing
Small snippets
Of a life
That does not
Belong to them
They have
Jumped to
The same conclusion
Why them
Not me
Thinking
How pretty
How glamorous
How happy
They would be
If they could walk
In their shoes
Live their dream
But
Not realizing
What all of
You are
Doing
Is dreaming
No one can
Live
Or
Judge
Someone else’s
Life
Open your eyes
To see
That real people
Stand before you
With faults
Hiding secrets
Living
Their true story
To best
Of their ability
The money
The glamour
Is only part
Their story
One side
Of the truth
Not the complete
Reality
Of what
They experience
On a daily
Life
And
Death happens
To everyone
We will all
Share the same
Fate

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Sequels Are Needed”

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I am searching
And encouraging
For any fairy tale
Author
To tell me
The truth
I need to know
Before I waste
My life away
Waiting
For the person
That could be
Or will be
My everything
My heartbeat
My best friend
My companion
The One
That will love me
Through this life
Into eternity
How to keep them
Because ending
A story with
Happily ever after
Does not
Make it
The End
Of the story
It is no preparation
For the future
Where is
The next sequel
A continuance
Telling us
What happens
After marriage
Give us
The skinny
A percise record
Expressed accurately
In words or pictures
It does not matter
We need
It to survive
Through trials and
Tribulations
When
Friends
Family
Enemies
Or
Each other
Become part of
The equation
Because we all
Can not runaway
Into the forrest
And
Take refuge
In a fortress
With traps around
To ward off
Anyone
Wishing
To do harm
To our family
Please
Provide us guidance
And
Write the sequel

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Familiar Surroundings”

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I want
To know
More about it
It does not
Frighten me
Threaten me
It intrigues me
A silhouette
That lingers
In my dreams
Standing
In the dark
In a corner
Teasing me
In a playful manner
Acting shy
But not afraid
Of me
It knows me
I am familiar
With its presence
So I do not know
Why it refuses
To come into
The light
I squint
To get
A better view
I walk closer
To touch it
I try to
Talk to it
But it moves
Further away
Out of my reach
Keeping silent
Drawing me into
The mystery
Of its existence
My curiousity
Continues to build
Its evasiveness has
Created ardent flames
Inside of me
I am yearning
For them
To be calmed
By this faceless
Companion
That has been
Enticing me
Into wanting
To hear
How the story of
Us began
How it knows me
Why does it hide
In the shadow
Of my dreams
And what does
It want from me
Besides my reminiscence
Of a familiar presence
That visits me
In my dreams
All through
The night

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Loyalty Has Sisters”

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Loyalty has
Two loving sisters
To do his bidding
They love him
Dearly
Willing to act
On his behave
One good
One evil
They both
Defend and
Encourage him
When it comes
To the matter
Of the heart
That place intended
To be kept
For the trustworthy
Which
Believes
And
Defends anyone
As long as
They are honest
In their intentions
And is a friend
Worth keeping
So take that
In mind
When you choose
Your closest friends
Make sure they
Are taking on quality
Not quantity
Because
They must be
Capable of
Receiving
And
Giving
A priceless gift
That can not
Be bought
Or
Sold
Only given freely
Because those
Two sisters
Do not play games
And are watching
The good one
Will create
Guardian angels
Secret keepers
Ready
Willing
To stop
All enemies
Trying to hurt you
Without hesitation
And
The evil one
Will create hate
Mortal enemies
Seeking revenge
Being
A dangerous
Deadly
Deceitful
Killer
Holding
A double edged sword
Waiting to slice
Down anyone
Into pieces
When
Betrayal
Deception
Double-dealing
Is sensed
In its inner circle
So choose
Wisely
Loyalty is a precious
Commodity
And
His two sisters
Love him
And
Are watching you
Carefully

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Casting Deadly Spells”

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You have casted
A hate spell
To kill
By the trillions
And
Take
What is the good part
Of humanity
So no one
Can rebuild from
All your damage
There are
Too many
Stories
You tell
Where you play
The victim
In a fabled tale
Where the truth
Is avoided
You are
An evil
Narcissistic
Nefarious
Numskull
You are so
Full of yourself
You fill the air
With a toxic smell
Mutating most
Into mindless zombies
Ready to
Follow you
Into hell
And the rest
You kill
By the contact smell
It is a bleek
Damning future
If you continue
To act upon
Your creation
Of a living nightmare
By bringing
To the surface
All the hate
You want spreading
So we can live
In your hell
You are living

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Inanimate Object”

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I am not
To be treated
Like dirty laundry
You peel off
Tossing
Here and there
Without a care
After walking
Through the door
I do not belong
On the floor
To be stepped on
Each and every day
As you walk
From here to there
I do not want
To be kicked
Under the bed
Forgotten and
Gathering filth
That will
Never get cleaned
And definitely
I do not
Want to be
That guest sleeping
On the couch
That never leaves
Laying there
Day and night
Not contributing
Nothing
To the house
I would never
Treat you
Like an object
With no feelings
I deserve
The same
Respect
Stop thinking
You can
Wear
Damage
Throw away
Or replace me
Without it
Making me feel
You are not committing
A wicked act
Of total disrespect
My value
Should be clear
If you was not
Blind
I have been here
I had your back
But your old
Habits
Of taking
Good soul
And breaking
Them down
Has you
Salivating
Craving to do
Me some harm
I never deserved

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Heartless Relations”

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I finally
Discovered
How this
Relationship
Collapsed
Why coldness
Fills the inside
Of my heart
And now
How to warm it
Even after
The heartache
You put me through
I am not
Completely broken
My memories
Helped me
To see
The truth
About you
They came with
Such forcefulness
Flooding back
To tell me
A story
Our life
Played
On a big screen
In my head
As a movie
At first
It was
Too fast
But it eventually
Slowed down
Showing me
In great detail
What you did
To me
And
How you tried
To leave
Me broken
It began
By you telling
One lie
Then another lie
Building
And creating
A life
On a crooked foundation
Topped with
A house of cards
That was
Ready to crumble
At any moment
It was not
My fault
You could not
Tell the truth
I loved you
I will not
Regret it
I meant it
I was in it
It is your loss
When we
Could have
Had a beautiful
Story

-Yellowbonewonda

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“My Brain A Deadly Weapon”

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The two
Deadliest people
The Assassin
That kills
For no reason
Other than money
The Bodyguard
That protects
Killing only
When provoked
When someone
Tries to
Assassinate
Their boss
While guarding them
Are inside
Of each person
Making them
The perfect weapon
To defend
Maim
Or
Kill
Anything
In its path
That cause harm
To its master
All feelings are
Locked away
In order
To think
With precision
So the hard
Decisions
Can be made
Without hesitation
After the brain
Has sensed danger
The only mission
Is to
Restore balance
At any cost
To guarantee
The heart
A fighting chance
To beat again
And
Love
Unconditionally
Without limits
I just say
As a warning
Do not
Wake up
The machine
Called the brain
I do not
Know what
It is capable of
But I know
Its agenda
Is to preserve
Love
So evil
Will not
Take over
And cause
Permanent blindness
Preventing
You to see
The good
In anybody

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Trapped By Pain’s Games”

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More intimate
Than any
Of my relationships
It has been
Part of me
It knows me
Inside
And
Out
Pain
A sneaky
Cunning
Scheming
Devious
Deceitful
Unscrupulous
Son of a *itch
Has either
Been
My tormentor
Torturing me
Trying to break me
Into nothingness
Or
My lover
Loving on me
Caressing me
Sending me
Into ecstasy
Then causing
Me to cry
Afterwards
Because it
Walked out
Leaving me
For just
A moment
So I could
Panic
And
Think it
Is not coming back
It has been
Doing this
Continuously
Around the clock
Nonstop
My whole life
I can not
Escape from it
I have tried
Advoidance
Acceptance
Denial
Nothing has worked
I have
Noticed
It waits
When I feel
I am happy
It is gone
Then
It comes back
With a vengeance
Changing
Its face
And
Its strategy
To reenter
Into my life
Pain’s
Message to me
Is
It is not
Going anywhere
This burden
Will be
My baggage
That is not
Fully unpacked
Pouring out
Like
A bottomless pit
The contents
Are scattering
All around me
Boxing me in
So I can not
Move
It just
Wants me
To know
I can not
Run from it
It has me
And
Will not
Let go
NEVER

-Yellowbonewonda

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“No Names Just Victims”

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Two cousins
Mischievous demons
Living
Waiting
For their
Moment
To fester
Inside of you
Trapping you
In a place
With no bars
Just a prison
Within yourself
Sadness
And
Madness
They are
Eager to
Break you down
To a whimpering mess
Giving you
No leniency
Once you are
In their grasp
They do not
Want you to
Catch your breath
Gain clarity
Think about
Consquences
Before you
Do something
You can not
Take back
They want
And
Need you
To blindly
Jump off
The cliff
So you
Must fight
Even when
You have
No fight left
If your hands are
Binded together
And you fear
You can not escape
You have to
Fight within
Your nightmare
If you want
To get back
To your dreams
Surround yourself
With people
That are
Able and willing to
To fight
Uphold
Protect
And
Defend
What is left of
Your mental state
So can
At least
Have a chance
To meet
The good cousins
Happiness
And
Hope
They will come
To rescue
If you let them
Releasing you
From
What was
A dreary
Soul-destroying
Bleak place
And
Give you
A new meaning
To your life

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Treat Me With Love”

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Do not
Make me
A victim
Like other
Girls
Before me
If you shatter
My heart
You will
Miss
The greatest
Experience
To feel
The love
Swimming
Within it
To be
Engulfed
Buried
And
Overwhelmed
In its beauty
Is something
That dreams
Are made of
And you
Will refuse
To wake
From it
My love
It will
Never
Kill
Hurt
Or
Leave you
If you
Take care
Of it
Carefully
It is
Simple
Do not
Use
Abuse
Or
Lie
To me
And
I will
Give you
Everything
In it
Being
Your lover
Your friend
Your homie
Standing along
Side of you
Locked and loaded
Ready to
Fight to
The death
Killing all
Demons
Coming for
You and I
With no hesitation
Just say
The words
I love you
And
Mean it
When you
Say them
To me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Daytime/Nighttime Misery”

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It is usually
When sunlight
Peaks through
Everyone’s windows
Waking up
Those doing
The nine to five
Work creep
When they
May come
To me
I am
On their schedule
They do not care
If I sleep
Those sleep sheep
Assigned to me
Are some
Temperamental
Little bastards
They did
This to me
They come
When they come
Unbeknownst to me
So every night
I am fighting
And losing
Night time
To sleep
So I had
To adjust
To dozing
In the daytime
But like clockwork
Eyes close
Phone rings
I answer
Deliriously
My mind is
Jumbling up
Words
I can not
Speak
Nor
Think
I do not
Understand
The language
Anyone is
Speaking to me
It is like
Hearing
White noise
From a TV station
That has gone
To sleep
I have no
Comprehension
Of what is
Being asked
Of me
I am so tired
Of being tired
I beg you
Could you
Just let me
Sleep
I do not remember
Ever having
Eight hours
Of unirrupted sleep
I am not
A dayriser
I am
A night crawler
Now
So your timetable
Does not pertain
To me
Please do adjust
Your communication
With me
Do not call
Pop up
Or
Include me
In any
Daytime activities
I will be
Sleep

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Love Yourself First”

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Please
Do not make
Hasty decisions
To end
Your life
Listening to
Half wit
Ignorant
Low self esteem
People
Trying to
Intentionally
Hurt you
And
Drive you crazy
As long as
The air
You breath
Pass through
Your lungs
And
The blood
Inside of you
Is flowing
Keep that
Beautiful heart
Of yours
Fighting
For the
Truest of loves
That should be
The most important
Make it mandatory
To nurture
That love
It is the best love
Self love
And
No matter what
You are going through
You will
Know you are worthy
Of being here
Amoung the living
Let no negativity
From
Haters
Friends
Family
And
Enemies
Break you
Or persuade
You to take
That precious
Gift
Of life
From you
Your voice
Needs to be
The clearest beacon
Continually pushing
You to believe
In yourself
Encouraging you to
Stride for victory
Each day
To live out
Your dreams
To being
Happy
Healthy
And
The best
YOU
You can be

-Yellowbonewonda

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