“Stop Bothering Me”

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Do not tempt a beast
Or
A beast is what you get
Thank you
For you attention
At the end of this
This needs to be over
Before a massacre eludes
Making it hard
To being cordial at best
I do not need you
Lane changing
Coming into my rearview
Or
Veering in front of me
Let us make
This clear
This is
My lane
That is
Your lane
Let us get
To where we are going
Without confusion
Without roadblocks
Without incident
Failure to communicate
Is not my problem
With anyone
I say what
I mean
I do as I say
My middle ground
Is staying in my lane
Keeping my opinions
To myself
If I am not asked
It is not mine to give
The end of story
Curtain closes on this act
So here is my dilemma
I thought it was impossible
To have too many people
Not knowing me
Lying on me
But I was proven wrong
Every time
I let my guard down
To invite them in
Into the secret realm
Of where my peace
Is kept
Peace of mind
Peace of heart
Yeah yeah
That mumbo jumbo crap
You think is not for me
To keep
Then your thought process
Is on the fritz
You need to fix it quick
Before I correct you on it
See I am not about
Playing games with my
Mental
Physical
Emotional health
With anyone
Fix your life
Or
I will fix it for you
Just know
If I fix it
My tools are
Impractical
Inappropriate
Unbecoming of a lady
That now stands before you
That beast inside of me
Even I do not want
To meet
No one is ready to see
Not you
Not me
She is uncontrollable
She only knows predator instincts
Not forgiveness
Not mercy
No feelings
Of how you will end up
After the massacre is unleashed
So before I leave
Do you have
Any more questions
Question and answer
Session is now
Open for you
This is your chance

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Cautious Distrust”

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I do not live
In a fairytale
I am not
That little
Innocent girl
That gobbled up
The lies you once told
And
Continue to tell
I am a little wiser
Stronger
Experienced of the world
I know truth
Is actions
Not empty words
Thrown at me
So I am inclined
To doubt
Your intentions
Your motivations
I question
Everything
Anything
That involves you
I believe
In my heart
You are inspired
Purely by self-interest
Trying to gain
Some type of advantage
Over me
Your pursuit
To seek me out
Without regard for
The people involved
It is selfish
Reprehensible
Inexcusable
Repugnant of you
Because you are
Still mendacious
Fraudulent
Full of treachery
You live so dishonestly
Why can’t you
Act honorably
Your selfish reasons
Whatever
They maybe
Only push people away
Just
Tell the truth
Why are you
Really here
Do you want forgiveness
Do you want a relationship
Are you being pressured
What is it
That you want
Because the hair on my neck
Is standing at attention
Signaling I should be
Vigilantly watchful of you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“One And Done Masterpiece”

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I am an original
Without duplicates
They broke the mold
After creating me
Anyone else
That says
They act like me
Look like me
Could be me
Is a counterfeit
A liar
You will see
Here is my truth
I am not that person
That will stroke your ego
So eagerly
I am not your mother
Nor am I your babysitter
If you consider me
To be someone special
Someone that will be your forever
Your ride or die chick
The queen of your kingdom
The mother of your children
The person you do not want to hurt
The person you do not want to lose
Then make your decisions
Accordingly
But if you do not care about
My feelings
Hurting me
Disappointing me
Choosing that choice
To betray me
Will have you suffering
The consequences severely
By you losing a good woman
That wanted to love you
For eternity
You can play on your ignorance
Play to your vanity
That I may not leave
But you will be wrong
I will not put up with anyone
Disrespecting me
You have no excuse
You make your own destiny
You grew up from a child
Now an adult
So you should know
Right from wrong
Seriously
Deciphering what is
Real from fake
Remember me
Before you do something
That will end everything

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Situational Intolerance”

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What happened to your spirit
What broke you down so bad
Making you so
Hateful
Resentful
Disrespectful
To everyone around you

Where in your life
Did you lose yourself
That innocence
That kept you laughing
And shrugging off
The little stuff

Because right now
That stick
Up your a$$
Is causing some serious damage
Destruction that is making
This a detrimental situation

And I am tired of this
You constipated
Irritated
Miserable person
With your attitude always
Dailed up to ten
For no damn reason

This stuff you on
Got you doing
Some demented batshittyness
How can you live
With yourself
Being so difficult
What is your problem

After eight hours of your crap
You make me want
To commit myself
Just so I can be alone
In peace
Listening to silence

Your problems
No one can solve this
Even a mathematician

At the top of his class
Threw up his hands
Saying he did not
Want any part you

Unsolvable equation
That was his last statement
As he ran away
Saying lose his number

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Let The Beast Sleep”

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I have been
A mere
House cat
Domesticated
For a minute
But
That predator
That animal
That beast
That part of
My DNA
That makes
Me
A lioness
That was
Sleeping
Peacefully
Is almost
Out of
Hibernation
And
That energy
Once depleted
Is almost
Recharged
100%
I am almost
Ready
To be
Unplugged
Voraciously
Insatiable
Enthusiastic
To hunt
I am tired
Of people
Testing
Pushing me
In a direction
I have been
Avoiding
At all cost
To go there
Makes
A predator
Rise up
From the ashes
Creating
Something
That no one
Is ready
To meet
So
Stop pushing
Me
To the brink
Because
If my back
Is against
The wall
I will not think
I will attack
Before
You blink
And
It will be
Your fault
Because
I warned you
Nonetheless

-Yellowbonewonda

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“A Clown In Man Skin”

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Your reputation
Now
Precedes you
And
My premonition is
It will spread
Like wildfire
Burning
Down
Destroying
Everyone
That will come
In contact
With you
So I am
Doing a PSA
Fair warning
For all
Gathering
All the
Dictionaries
In the world
A highlighter
To mark all
The words
To call you
Put your face
To them
And
Below is
A beginning
A start to
Illustrate you
A manipulator
A heartbreaker
A fraud
A pretender
And
One word
I know
Will never
Be on
That list
King
That word
Will never
Describe you
You are a child
Trapped in
A man’s body
Playing games
With women’s
Minds
And
Emotions
In order
To destroy them
It is sad
You think
Karma
Will not come
For you
Knock on
Your door
To punish you
For all
The wrong
You have done
To everyone
Their justice
Will happen
For
Every woman
Child
That ever
Loved you
They will
See you
On your knees
Begging
For forgiveness

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Predator Paradise”

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No matter
What you
Think
What settings
You have set
Take more
Precautions
On what
You are posting
At least
Turn off your GPS
Because
It is not
Always
Friends
And
Family
Looking
At your
Postings on
Social media
Just know
Some parts of
Your life
Should remain
Private
You may not
Comprehend
This
But there
Are
Prying eyes
Out there
Looking
Over everything
You post
They want
To catch
You slipping
Hackers
Stalkers
Criminal minded
People
They are
Trying
To find
Their next victim
Stop making
It so easy
Do you not
See the world
We are
Living in
We have
Too many predators
Electronically savvy
That use
Social media
As a
Tracking system
Stalking your life
And
The people
In it
Getting
So close
They could
Reach out
And
Touch you
You can not be
So unguarded
So unfocused
So addicted
To social media
You post
Details
That should not
Be posted
The world
Does not need
To know
Everything about
You
Where you are going
Where you’ve been
Who you are meeting
What you are doing
Every moment
Of the day
Especially
Where your child
Is
Going to school
The activities
They are in
The friends
They play with
Evaluate
Your life
See what
Must be
Kept sacred
And
Off social media
Just stop
Socially
Relaxed
Being compliacent
In a world
That crazy
Unpredictable
People
Exist
With ill intentions
Searching
For a victim

-Yellowbonewonda

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“There Is No Manual”

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Everyone
In this world
Has an inheritance
Of unlimited
Wealth
Beyond what
Money could buy
It is in the
Opportunities
We have
The passion
That fuels us
To chase dreams
And
Push
Our mind
To getting
Where we want
To be
In this life
And
To complete
This quest
For what
Is destined
To be
Your life
Know
It is after
You have
Opened
Your eyes
Taken
Your first breath
That you
Need to
Look towards
The stars
Claim what
Is yours
Realize that
They are yours
To take
No one can
Tell you
How far
How wide
You should
Travel
No one
Can tell you
How many
Dreams
You can have
Because
You can have
As many as
You want
As long as
You are
Willing to reach
For them
They are yours
To take
Make your own
Path
Write your
Own story
Use your heart
As a compass
Your spirit
As your strength
Fill your mind
With as much positivity
So when
You are
Faced with people
That want
To stand
In your way
Screaming at you
That you
Can not do it
Know it is
Their failure
Talking
Not yours
Push through
They do not
Have a manual
There is
No right
Or
Wrong
Directions
In your journey
To how you
Get there
Just get
There
Nonetheless

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Silenced Screams”

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I am
Tired of
Screaming
At the top
Of my lungs
Going hoarse
Yelling
Stop
Pushing
Pulling
Beating
On me
Blaming me
For what
I have not
Done
Shaming me
For who
I am
I am not
An object
No one’s property
I am human
Hear me
See me
Respect
My space
I am
Here
To stay
Even if
I am
Frightened
Of what
You have
Planned for me
Understand
I was not
Born
To be
Your victim
To be terrorized
To be treated
Like nothing
I am not guilty
Of anything
Besides
Existing
Give me
A fair hearing
An opportunity
To use my freedom
Of speech
To fight
For my honor
So I can
Protect myself
My name
My spirit
My body
From being shackled
To your hate
Let me
Be heard
Not judged
By whatever
Image that
You assume
That is me
Because of
My gender
My color
My religion
Get to know
Me
Hear my story
Before assuming
I am a danger
I am not
A collective
I am
A individual
See me
As that

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Permanent Death Scene”

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This lifetime
And
The next
Could have
Went by
I still
Would not
Have phantom
Any of
These thoughts
Into existance
Until
I stepped back
To replay
Everything
About our life
You took
My hand
Kissed my face
Took my love
Deceived me
Stabbed me
In the back
Then had
The nerve
To ask
Why I hated you
It was because
You was
Someone
I loved
Someone
I trusted
Someone
I thought
Would not
Could not
Ever
Betray me
Yet truth
Did not
Stay covered
Like you
Thought
It would
It caused me
To stumble
Right over it
Onto your plot
Exposing you
For what
You are
A liar
And
Now
You are saying
Baby baby baby
Please hear me
But I am
Not about
That life
All that
Is left
To be said
Is your services
As leading man
Is up
For grabs
You are
No longer
Needed
Or
Wanted
Here
And
Your character
Will be
Permanently
Killed off
With no ghost
Scenes
To resurrect you
You are now
An out of
Work actor
Time to
Start your
Auditions
Elsewhere

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Human Doormat”

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How
Can you
Continue through
Life
Being
Disrespected
Unappreciated
Taken advantaged of
Everyday of
Your life
Question
When did you
Sorry
Do not answer
That question
Because
I have realized
Maybe
You have not
Noticed
That you are
A human doormat
So
I need you to
Come with me
Let me
Show you
Look in
This mirror
Do you see
Your dignity
Do you see
You are
Floating around
In denial
And
To be clear
Not the river
It is
Your form of mind
Your perspectives
Are off
When you choose
To please
Everyone
In this world
Not seeing
Your worth
By
Allowing
Dirt to
Be wiped
On you
Allowing
People
To walk all
Over you
Do you understand
Nobody
Will care
About your
Feelings
Being hurt
Or
See that
It is
Physically
Emotionally
Mentally
Wearing you out
Your kindness
Is beautiful
But
It is
Your weakness
To them
That they are
Willing to
Kill slowly
It is
Every time
They use you
Please
Stop ignoring
This
You can be
Kind
But
Be smart
About it
You are
A person
With feelings
If you do not
Speak up
No one
Will respect
Them

-Yellowbonewonda

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“First Impressions”

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I forgot
Was it
Love at
First sight
When you
First saw me
What was
The exact
Words
That came
Into your mind
When you
Declared
To yourself
You had
To make
Me
Your woman
What day
Was it
I took
Your breath away
Made
Your heart
Stop beating
For just
A moment
And
Caused it
To restart
Again
As if a jolt
Of lightening
Shot right
Through it
Changing
Our life
For the better
Was it
After you
Noticed
That small breeze
Lifting my hair
Ever so
Gently
Into the air
Laying it
Across my face
Tinkling
My nose
Making me
Burst out
Into laughter
Causing
A milo second
Scene
That made
A lifetime
Of magic
For us
It had
To be hilarious
Watching me
Trying to regain
My composure
I know
You knew
Something
Because
You chased
Me down
To get my number
So I am
Curious
Now
I want
To know
How long
Did it
Take you
To know
In your
Heart
That you
Loved me
And
You wanted
To spend
The rest of
Your life
With me
I want
To remember it
From your
Perspective
What was
The lasting
Impression
That put
A permanent mark
On your soul
Making us
Be a made
Forever
Linked together item

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Faces Inside Shadows”

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When you are
Sprinting
From the shadows
Trying
To escape
Your nightmares
Who are you
Running from
What is
Haunting
Stalking
Causing that
Fear inside
Of you
I see
The panic
On you face
So
What faces are
Surrounding you
What skeletons are
In your closet
That are
Peeking out
Scaring you
Into hysterics
Making you
A raving maniac
That is
Incoherent
And
Gasping
For air
Is it
Your enemies
Is it
Your victims
Is it
Your conscious
Because
I know
It is
Not me
Tell me
What can
I do
To help
How can I
Protect you
From the demons
Chasing you
How can I be
The
Heroin
In your story
I want to
Comfort you
Love you
Give you
Peace
And
Security
Please
Talk to me
I can
Be your
Haven
Your freedom

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Scent Of A Liar”

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Be happy
When I choose
Not to be
Around that
Stupidity
Rejoice
Know I am
Counting
My blessings
I am content
I take it
As a vacation
From a bad
Performance
That is
Continuously
Performed
Every time
I am there
In its presence
I find
Peace
In the separation
My piece of
Heaven
On Earth
The one
Rare occasion
For me
To relax
And
Not be
Entangled
Into
Madness
Or
Whatever
Madness
That is
Brought out
Of me
I take
My peace
Seriously
I do not
Let anyone
Change
The frequency
To what
They
Think it
Should be
I voice it
Nicely
Then
Aggressively
Asking
Please
Do not
Attempt
To sabotage me
Telling them
It will be
Dangerous
Awakening
The predator
Within me
Because
It is
Waiting
For me
To see red
So it can erase
All voice
Recognition
Inside my memory
Making sure
No one
Will be able
To talk
Sense into me
Please understand
I hate when
My hairs
Stand on end
Tingling
When my senses
Adjust
Into an
Observant
Suspicious
Hot headed
Powerful
Weaponized
Person
In ready mode
To attack
Anyone with
The scent
Of a liar
On them

-Yellowbonewonda

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“All Kernels Are Not The Same”

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Usually
When I speak
Whatever words
That just happen
To be
At the tip
Of my tongue
Are the one’s
To be said
But when
I write
It is more
Difficult
I have
To create
Something
So awesome
That will be
A wonderful
Haunting
That is
Easily
Remembered
That
Triggers
Forgotten
Memories
Buried
Deep inside
Someone’s head
So I take
Several pauses
Sitting in silence
So I can hear
What is screaming
Inside of me
Wanting
To get
Out of me
Words
That are
Eagerly
Popping
To the surface
Trying to
Get
Written
On paper
Then scrambled
And
Mixed
A million
Times over
Until it feels
Just right
To publish
To the public
Leaving
A piece of
Me
With it
A sliver of
My soul
To be seen
On the internet

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Be Senior Captain Of Your Plane”

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Having
A little voice
In your head
Screaming
Yelling
Do something
Is frustrating
When you are
Barely holding
On to reality
As your anxiety
Increases
To a point
Of paralyzing
Your body
Stopping
Your mind
From getting
What it wants
For you
To grab
The controls
Pull
Push
Whatever
That can
Get the plane
To climb
To a higher
Altitude
So you can
Clear the mountains
In front
Of you
It is understandable
It is not
Easy
Flying
In a plane
With no pilot
You are scared
You are hesitant
You feel
Your body is
Not moving
And
Your eyes
Are not focused
Fixated
On the now
And
Not the later
Losing the hope
That things will
Get better
But when
Your options
Are only
Doom and gloom
You are either
Going to crash
Into
Those mountains
Or
Do a swan dive
Into
To the ground
Below
Because you
Ran out of fuel
Waiting too long
To make
A decision
So stop
Thinking about it
Just do
Live or die
Climb or fall
Get up
Or
Stay still
It is crunch time
At this moment
It is real
Be the pilot
Be in control
Of you
Pull up
Clear
Those obstacle
In front of you
And
Move on to
The next
Until you have
Solved
All of them
Becoming victorious
Over your
Fear
Of failure

-Yellowbonewonda

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“First Task Get Up”

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I just
Need to take
One step
Then another
Then another
Until
I am able
To run again
Towards the
Destination
I need to
Get to
In my head
If only
I put
These legs
Over the edge
Of the bed
Stand up
Stretch
Walk to
The bathroom
Brush my teeth
Take a shower
Go to the closet
Get dressed
Begin the day
With breakfast
Go outside
Let the sun
Shine
On my face
Instead
I keep
Dreaming
I am not up
I am not
Out of bed
Because
It is
Too often
Now
I lay
In bed
Drifting along
This path
Limboing
In this life
Not living
Slowly dying
But
Not dead
Just
Hindering fate
Being my
Number one
Enemy
Trapped in
My own head
And it
Is sad
I keep
Hearing myself
Saying
That
I am
Playing with fire
Yet I can not
Get off
This emotional rollercoaster
Is not fun
Getting high
Only
To crash
And burn
Below
Finding yet
Another weakness
Instead
It comes
And goes
As it pleases
Leaving
Without a trace
Becoming another
Disappointment
Another
Day
I let
Get away
Waiting to
Begin
Another tomorrow
To try
To get motivated
And
Make more excuses
Why yesterday
Was not the day
Why today
Is not the day
To get up
Playing the same
Old record
Trapped in
My head
With no mojo
Because
It ran away
Again

-Yellowbonewonda

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“I Wear My Hats Proudly”

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I am told
My facial expressions
Are priceless
I wish
I could see
What
The person
In front
Of me
Is seeing
But maybe not
Because
People
Have told me
I come off
Mean
When I am
Not trying
To be
But
Anyway
That will not
Change me
Love me
Or
Hate me
It makes no
Difference
Because
I am
Who
I am
I can be
Harmless
I can be
Ruthless
When I open
My mouth
Sometimes
My roar
Comes out
Silent
Until
The volume
Is turned up
When my opinion
Is asked
I say
Friend
Or
Foe
Be cautious
When you step
Beyond
Those boundaries
My truth
Is not
For all
And a lie
You will not
Hear from me
I do not
Do fake
I do not hold
My tongue
For anyone
You ask
I answer
And
Be prepared
Expect my truth
If you want
A lie
Ask another
Because
I do not
Kiss
No one’s @ss
And
Hold their hand
When the
Truth is
What they need
To hear

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Your Beef Has No Seasoning”

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Gossiping
Whispering
Rumours
Start battles
That end up
Growing into
Century old wars
And
No one is
Giving answers
To Questions
Saying
We can not
Handle the truth
But what
We see is
Alot of
Collateral damage
Left in its place
They are
Killing off
People
Who were
Never enemies
In the first
Place
Because
Unchecked facts
Needed to
Spread
Like wildfire to
Feed
Hate
Insecurities
And
Doubt
So it could
Trigger
Fight
Or
Flight
Response
Inside of us
Do you not
See that
Think for
Yourself
Make decisions
Based on
What is in
Your chest
Use your
Common sense
It will
Always push you
To be
A better version
Of yourself
That will
Stop you
From getting
Hung up
On stupid
Childish beefs
Between someone
You never met
Check your facts
That is all
I ask
Do not season
A beef
That will
Never be
Yours to eat

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Based On Individuality”

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If you put
A label
On me
Without
Trying
To get to
Know me
It will be
Your lost
Not mine
Because
I am
More than
What you see
I am a
Acquired taste
Only a sensitive
Palate
Will understand me
My personality
My morals
My values
My attitude
I have
My reasons
Why
I have them
Come and sit down
Have a conversation
With me
And
Witness
First hand
So you
Can comprehend
The truth
I bring
I am not
An object
With a price tag
I am
A colorful person
Inside
My skin
And
I only wish
You look
Beyond it
See it
As a casing
That is just
Holding me
Together
THE END
Stopping your
Misjudgment of me
And/or
Hindering
Our Process
To progress
Into being
Something
More than
Strangers
Working
To be
Good friends

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Thin Line Of Trust”

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Do not make
A choice to
Omit caution
In your steps
Or
You will be
Reassessing
You life
After
Accidentally
Allowing
A Wolf
Dressed in
Sheep’s clothing
In your mix
Trusting blindly
On faith
Will get you
Stabbed
In the back
So
Stop taking
Shortcuts
Do not throw
Caution into
The wind
When it comes
To your trust
Your trust
Must be
Priceless
Not bought
Not sold
To sad cases
Or
Given freely
To those
Of the
Same bloodline
Because of
Obligation
If you want
To give
Your trust
To someone
Be careful
Choose wisely
Do not trust
Everyone
Because everyone
Is not worthy of
Your trust
And
If you still
Do hear this
Advice
Then I
Suggest you
Get your
Affairs in order
Because this
Will be
A quick
Yet
Gruesome death
Bones crushed
Blood splattered
All over
The place
Concrete covered
Like a painting
With no face
Because you
Did not understand
To protect
Yourself
And
Weed out
The ones
That do not
Have your
Best interests
In their heart
Be picky
Be cautious
Choose wisely
Because people
Are people
Some evil
Some not

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Following Directions”

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First
I want
To take
This moment
To applaud those
That have been
Getting it right
Following the
Compass
Installed in
Their chest
Loving
Living
Caring
About life
My only concern
Is those
Who have
Been rousing
Occasionally
Or
Constantly
A lot of
Chaos
Following bad
Instructions
Leading them
To think
Of ways
To commit
Mass destruction
Upon our race
Who follow
People
With no faith
Fueling
A rise
In anger
That express
Pure hate
Stinking up
The universe
Lining us up
To a terrible fate
A hell
On Earth
We can not
Escape
Unless we come
Together
And change
This fate
Unify humanity
To seeing humans
Not colors
Not enemies
Of the state
Stop killing
What you
Do not understand
Learn from past
Mistakes
Remember
Thou shalt
Not kill
Is universal
Rule to
All with
Common sense

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Sexy Illusions”

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Can you see
The frame of
References
Has become
So abstract
That the majority of
Society
Has gotten
Their perspectives
All twisted
And
Out of whack
Using
Man-made tools
To deconstruct
Or
Cover up
What was
An original
Masterpiece
He
Made no mistakes
He took his time
To create
Just that
And
It is a shame
People are
Altering his design
Through
Plastic surgery
And/or
Caked on makeup
Which
Only changes
Everyone to
Somewhat of
A copy cat
It is so sad
So many people
Think they
Do not need
To be theirself
There are so many
Natural beauties
This world
Is destroying that
Originally is good
And
Understand that
By changing
Your face
Your body
Does not fix
What is broken
Underneath that
Nothing
Is ever
Erased
Just covered up

-Yellowbonewonda

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“My Defenses Were Defeated”

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It was
A living
Hell
To be
In a
Freezing
Jail cell
All alone
With no heat
I was
Losing my sanity
I was
So far gone
Paranoia
And
Delusions
Came over me
As I began
Asking icesickles
To be friends
With me
So I would
Have someone
Or
Something to
Watch over me
And
Those silly
Thoughts of
Being rescued
Or
Being released
Became
The plot
To a nightmare
So to speak
Will I
Won’t I
I felt hopeless
I was filled
With negativity
There was
No escape
I had
To adjust
To this fate
Day in
Day out
Talking
Through the darkness
As if someone
Could hear me
Feeling
Discouraged
Because I had
No reponse
It was just ice
I was not stupid
But to my surprise
My cries were heard
My prince
Came for me
Crashed
Through the walls
Of my defenses
And
Took me
Into his arms
Pulling me
Into a warmth
I had ever felt
Before him
It wrapped
Around me
Like a blanket
Melting
Everything
Inside of me
Setting me
Free
As I listened
To him heartbeat
That was
So strong
And
Beating
For me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Empty Space”

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I do not know
What is beyond
The stars
In the distant skies
I just know
There is something
Out there bigger
Than me
And since
That is my truth
Believe that
Know that
My thoughts
Are also
The same
For any dude
That want
To hustle me
I want all
To understand
If you stand
In front of me
Running your game
It will be your
Downfall
I do not
Accept
Anyone
Into my bed
Without
Knowing
Observing
Seeing
The truth
In his actions
Because
Just words
Will never
Melt me
Into a
One nightstand
Sorry
Dick does not
Have that kind
Of power over me
And
For every dick
That walk by me
Know you are safe
I do not pounce
I am looking for
Substance
Intergrity
A man of his word
Not a dude
Eager to tell
Me what
I want to hear
And
What speaks
Volumes to me
Is your words
Being backed
By action
Otherwise
Words spoken
Alone
Will only fall
On deaf ears
Becoming
White noise
That will be directed
For deletion
Never to reach
My brain to
Be downloaded
Into memory
Forgotten words
A thing
That never happened
Something that will
Never have
An influence
On me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Masquerade Ball”

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You are
The only person
Responsible
For your life
If you keep
Being a victim
You will always
Be a victim
Stop
Sitting around
Giving names
To monsters
That haunt you in
Your nightmares
Because
You are
Only
Giving them
More power
To control you
In the daylight
Your
Mother
Your
Father
Your
Ex friend
Your
Ex lover
It is not
Them
That controls you
It is you
Take that control
Walk away
Save
Your life
Your sanity
Protect you
Use those keys
To unshackled
Those chains
Around your neck
And
Release yourself
From what holds
You back
By revealing
Your true self
And never
Wear that
Mask
Or
Those chains
Again
Enjoy looking
Seeing
And
Being
Your beautiful self
On your terms
Living your life

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Just A Couple Of Winks”

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It is
Much more
Stronger
More stubborn
Than the rest
Of my body
It pushes harder
Than ever
To move at
A fast pace
Refusing to
Give up
And rest
For a second
Or
Give a couple
Of winks
At best
To allow
My body to
Gain back
Its strength
So it
Can carry out
The attack
Orders
Refreshed
I just want
To give my
Best efforts
To get ahead
So I can
Reach my destiny
Set for me
But somehow
Communication
Between
My Mind
And
My Body
Are lost
All the begging
My body does
Asking to
Slow down
Falls on
Deaf ears
I feel my
Weakness
Is growing
At a very
Rapid pace
And if I
Make one more
Step
Exhaustion
Will come over me
Collapsing me
Where I stand
And there
I will fall
Into a deep sleep
Finally getting
My rest

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Good Verses Bad Boundaries”

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All in all
Pushing through
Boundaries
Is a way of life
I only wish
Everyone
Would use
Some good old
Common sense
And
Make better choices
In their life
Because
There are
Too many
Hard-headed people
In this world
That are doers
That do not think
To give any
Ounce of thought
To boundaries
Set to keep
This society
Civil at best
Either
They
Do not care
Or understand
Which choice is
A good choice
Which choice is
A bad choice
Which boundaries
That can be pushed
Past their limits
To gain success
Or
Which boundaries
That can not
Be pushed
And what
must stay
Stationary
In its place
So as to not
Lose freedom
Of life
By either being
Locked
In a cage
With either
A dude
Named Tiny
Or a dudette
Named Bertha
In a jail cell
For life
Or
Something worst
In a coffin
Six feet deep
Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
Thrown on top
End of life
Because of
A wrong decision
You can not
Take back

-Yellowbonewonda

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“All Or Nothing”

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Separately
Happiness
Is our own task
To secure
But
For a relationship
It must have room
To roam
Down a
Two way street
Where couples can
Meet in the middle
In order
To gain strength
And
Build a foundation
Over that love
They have
Therefore
Creating a
Bond like
No other
Because
Love can only
Go
So far
Then it will
Need to build
On consistency
To get
Further
Lack of appreciation
For one another
Lack of respect
Towards each other
Lack of motivation
To grow with each other
Will be
A constant
Downfall
A crash
And
Burn situation
There is no reason
To wait
Until the holidays
Or
Birthdays
To come
To express
Love towards
One another
There are
365 days in a year
And everyday
Should be a celebration
That you found
A Love
Like no other
I reiterate
People you need
Show it
Year-round
On a daily
365 days
That you
Love
Need
And
Want
To grow
With that someone
So you can
Find
Here on the Earth
Your piece
Of Heaven

-Yellowbonewonda

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