“Cautious Distrust”

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I do not live
In a fairytale
I am not
That little
Innocent girl
That gobbled up
The lies you once told
And
Continue to tell
I am a little wiser
Stronger
Experienced of the world
I know truth
Is actions
Not empty words
Thrown at me
So I am inclined
To doubt
Your intentions
Your motivations
I question
Everything
Anything
That involves you
I believe
In my heart
You are inspired
Purely by self-interest
Trying to gain
Some type of advantage
Over me
Your pursuit
To seek me out
Without regard for
The people involved
It is selfish
Reprehensible
Inexcusable
Repugnant of you
Because you are
Still mendacious
Fraudulent
Full of treachery
You live so dishonestly
Why can’t you
Act honorably
Your selfish reasons
Whatever
They maybe
Only push people away
Just
Tell the truth
Why are you
Really here
Do you want forgiveness
Do you want a relationship
Are you being pressured
What is it
That you want
Because the hair on my neck
Is standing at attention
Signaling I should be
Vigilantly watchful of you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Dehydrated Damaged Systems”

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These days
They are
Not using
Conventional
Weapons
Guns
Knives
Bombs
To cause harm
They are
Doing it
By sucking
The life
Out of
A room
Wherever
They go
These
Unpredictable
Killers
Individuals
Who are pitting
People
Against
Each other
Using their
Weapon of choice
Hateful words
To fuel
Their destructive power
And
Their egocentric
Tendency
To think of
Themselves
As invulnerable
The self centered
Narcissistic
Attitude
They present is
A slow acting
Painful
Deadly
Poison
Dispersed in
The air
For everyone to
Inhaled
Only to sip
Into weak systems
Getting into
Their bloodstream
And
Shutting down
Vital systems
Governments
Communities
Nuclear families
Destroyed
By one
Uttered sentence
Of hate
Forming
A creation of
Infected
Damaged
Destructive
Minions
Who are
Causing
An uprising
Provoking
Mass devastation
Disconnecting
Our humanity
Our compassion
Our tolerance
Towards
One another
Dividing us
Enough
So we can not
Help
Each other

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Vicious Intent”

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Evil
Has been
Taking control
Of people’s minds
Since the beginning
Of existence
It tapers off
When people
Fight it
Then
It builds up
With strength
When people
Become compliacent
Growing into
A widespread
Rampant epidemic
Like a
Deadly virus
That kills
So fast
Pushing us
So close to
Worldwide
Annihilation
Where
Nothing
Or
No one
Will be
Standing
Bodies everywhere
No one living
Total destruction
Of all human existence
Because of
Sadistic humans
Thinking up
Remorseless ways
Of killing
Everybody
That does not
Fit into
Their agenda
Can anyone
Else
See this
Where things
Are going
Hate has
Created
Unlimited villians
People killing
Over stupid
$hit
Because of
Weakness
No conscious
Heartless intentions
Of madness
I wish
These twisted
People
Would
Live
Let live
And
Mind their
Own damn
Business
And
Not put in
Their two cents
About Someone
Else’s life
Unless it is
Needed
Building up
Not
Destroying
I wish
All could agree
To this
A world of
Peace

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Scent Of A Liar”

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Be happy
When I choose
Not to be
Around that
Stupidity
Rejoice
Know I am
Counting
My blessings
I am content
I take it
As a vacation
From a bad
Performance
That is
Continuously
Performed
Every time
I am there
In its presence
I find
Peace
In the separation
My piece of
Heaven
On Earth
The one
Rare occasion
For me
To relax
And
Not be
Entangled
Into
Madness
Or
Whatever
Madness
That is
Brought out
Of me
I take
My peace
Seriously
I do not
Let anyone
Change
The frequency
To what
They
Think it
Should be
I voice it
Nicely
Then
Aggressively
Asking
Please
Do not
Attempt
To sabotage me
Telling them
It will be
Dangerous
Awakening
The predator
Within me
Because
It is
Waiting
For me
To see red
So it can erase
All voice
Recognition
Inside my memory
Making sure
No one
Will be able
To talk
Sense into me
Please understand
I hate when
My hairs
Stand on end
Tingling
When my senses
Adjust
Into an
Observant
Suspicious
Hot headed
Powerful
Weaponized
Person
In ready mode
To attack
Anyone with
The scent
Of a liar
On them

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Until Your Last Breath”

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How am I
Suppose to help
If you are not
Willing to do
Anything
And
Everything
To save
Yourself
You rather die
Than tell
The truth
Okay
I say
Truth
Can be
Discussed later
Just
Give me
Simple information
So I can help
You escape
Or
Is it possible
You have fallen for
Your captors
Because
I am confused
I do not
Understand
Your silence
Why are you not
Yelling at
The top
Your lungs
Or
Whispering
In everyone’s ears
That come
Too readily
To your bed
To take you
By force
If you do
Nothing
Know
Nothing will
Come
For you
But misery
Helplessness
And
Imprisonment
You need
Play your cards
That you have
Been dealt
Play the
Empathy
Sympathy
Card
Play on their
Consciousness
Of guilt
Go the distance
Play on
Your enemy’s
Hate
Get him/her
Angry enough
To come after you
Yes it is
An unconventional
Rescue
But a rescue
At best
I just say
Play the whole
Damn deck
Until your
Last breath
It only takes
One person
To start
A blazing
Inferno
To get
Emergency Responders
To be dispatched
Use me
Use them
Use your enemy
To save you
Bringing this chaos
To an end
So you can get
Out of
This mess
Fight until
Your last breath

-Yellowbonewonda

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“A Door To Dreams”

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Evil
Speaks in
Deafening whispers
All around you
Calling you
A failure
To discourage you
Banking on
Your weakness
To defeat you
Tempting you
To give up
Lay down
And become
A captive
Of your circumstances
Ignore them
Look
For that door
That was
Built for you
It has
A glowing light
Behind it
Open it
Escape
The prison
Taste the freedom
And the power
Be that master
And commander
That has
Always been inside
Of you
Fight
Never
Give up
Before trying
Be better
Than what
You were today
See your
Dreams as directions
And begin living
For you
Being what
You was born
To be

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Trollers Trolling”

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It is not right
To send out
A dangerous
Unpredictable
Contagion
Then watch it
Multiply
Like a virus
Into a billion
Comments of hate
Clicking send
After you
Typed a bunch
Of hateful words
Is irresponsible
Why do you think
It is okay
To began
Armageddon
On someone’s
Life
Attacking them
For no reason
Monstrously
Spewing
Venomous hate
Stop hiding
Behind the
Computer screen
Watching your
Madness spin
Out of control
As other people
Chime in to
Brow beating
Demeaning
And
Stomping the person
You deemed weak
Burying them
Into the figurative
Dirt
With their clicks
All because you
Needed to
Release your hate
It is the
Cowardest way
To not care
About
What you say
And
Hurt
People you
Do not know
Stop
Pulling all
Of us into
Your self hate
Fix your life
Get some help
Tackle your demons
Leave everyone
To their own fate

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Second Chance To Fail”

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You convinced me
To allow you to
Rewrite our story
And give you
Another chance
To play
The leading man
Seeking
His second chance
To change
What made us
Into a disater movie
You assured me
Not to worry
Because
You had
My back
My front
All sides
Of me
To catch me
So I would not
Fall to hard
On the pavement
You was so convincing
I believed
You wanted
To create
This love story
With me
Live in bliss
For the rest
Of our lives
Together as a family
But
This time
It was a record moment
When your
Signals
Started to go haywire
Causing me worry
All over again
Questioning if you
Were lying
Your words
And actions
Conflicted
And
You refuse
To give me clarity
You did not
Bother to talk
To me
You stopped
All communication
With no explanation
I do not
Know the reason
Why we cleaned
The slate
When it was
Within days
You crushed
Any and all dreams
We mentioned
We wanted
Creating
The second series
To another disater story

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Heartless Relations”

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I finally
Discovered
How this
Relationship
Collapsed
Why coldness
Fills the inside
Of my heart
And now
How to warm it
Even after
The heartache
You put me through
I am not
Completely broken
My memories
Helped me
To see
The truth
About you
They came with
Such forcefulness
Flooding back
To tell me
A story
Our life
Played
On a big screen
In my head
As a movie
At first
It was
Too fast
But it eventually
Slowed down
Showing me
In great detail
What you did
To me
And
How you tried
To leave
Me broken
It began
By you telling
One lie
Then another lie
Building
And creating
A life
On a crooked foundation
Topped with
A house of cards
That was
Ready to crumble
At any moment
It was not
My fault
You could not
Tell the truth
I loved you
I will not
Regret it
I meant it
I was in it
It is your loss
When we
Could have
Had a beautiful
Story

-Yellowbonewonda

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“You Slither You Die”

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The good
That may be
In you
I do not see it
Or pretend to
I am not deaf
Blind
And/or dense
To let you
Gain entrance
Once again
Into the garden
I created
For myself
So stop thinking
I am weak
From your
Attacks
I still
Have plenty
Fight in me
I am ready
To fight
To the death
Coral snakes
Copperheads
Cottonmouths
And
Rattlesnakes
Beware
I see you
Surrounding me
Getting ready
To attack
And
Kill me
With your
Venomous bite
Do not think
I do not
See you
Trying to
Slither up
The side
Of my gate
You have no
Good intentions
It is against
Your nature
To do anything
That is right
You do not
Own
Or
Be in possession of
A conscious bone
In your body
To give you
A backbone
To stand on
Your own
Two feet
So your
Audacity
Impertinence
And the gall
You have
To knock
At my gate
Will go unanswered
I will
Let the hunters
Chasing you
Take you to
The hell
You are willing
To take me
If I trust
You again
After you
Caused so much
Heartache
And
Death
I refuse
And
Will not
Give you
Another chance

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Calling Out Bull Crap”

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Some people see
In black and white
While I see
In color
And the way
You look at me
Just
Keep looking on
Like a big dumby
I am glad
You have lowered
Your expectations
Of me
You are
Unaware
I am
Aware of you
And
Your intentions
You
Not
Understanding
I have always
Been
Paying attention
Your Bull crap
I peeped
Long ago
Since day one
I saw you
I smelled it
On you
It’s on every
Part of you
Your stench
Is consuming
You can not
Hide from it
You can not
Blend in a crowd
Or pass it on
As a new perfume
You are trying
And
I will not
Ignore it by
Tiptoeing around it
The smell
You are giving
I am calling
You out on it
There is no
Way to
Defend it
You and
All your
Friends
Are tagged
And
I am coming
You will not be
Immune to
My tongue lashing
I am ready
And not holding
Back the punches
It is not in
My nature
To backdown
From this challenge
I am cleaning up
The area around me
Taking out people
That are phony
That are saying
They are going
To help
But helping
Up to a point
That they think
You deserve it
Giving less
Than
Human decency
Or treating
You like a human
But asking you
For everything
To be given
Blindly
Without
Giving answers
To questions
That needs
Answering
You are
Just a
Sorry excuse
So stop
Lying

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Transparency Is Best”

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Do not
Let your lies
Become too
Comfortable
It attaches to
Your breathing
Something
That is an automatic
Response
From birth
Telling the
Truth
Is better
Than lying
If you do not
Want to see
Disappointment
In the eyes
Of loved ones
That believed
In you
And gave you
Space in their heart
Do not hold back
On your truth
When you are
Searching for
A lifetime
With someone
Who will complete
And love
You
Until
Death do you part
Place your
Cards on the table
And represent
Yourself
Be
Truthful
Transparent
And give
One hundred percent
To someone
That needs that
To open up
Their padlocked gate
Do not make
Promises you
Can not keep
No one
In this world
Wants to be
Lied to
To their face
It’s hurtful
And
Disrespectful
To say in the least
To build your
Foundation
On lies and deceit
Do not be in
A relationship
If you’re not
Going to be
Yourself
The truth is
What everyone
Signs up for
In any relationship
The good
The bad
And the ugly
Is part of
This universe
But to face it
With someone
That loves
And knows
Your truth
Is a new freedom
Making it easier
To exist here
In this
Chaotic place

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Whirring Out Of Control”

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This is
Where
We live
Where
We will die
In a world
Full of greed
It is
A money making
Conglomerate
Making money
At any cost
Set rules
Made by
The corrupt
Filling their
Pockets
Full of cash
Willing to
Risk
Everyone’s lives
By putting things
In food
That
No one
Can pronounce
And
Shelving
Pharmacies with
Legalized drugs
With side effects
Stating on
The warning label
It can kill
Harm
Or
Make you insane
And your body
Will never be
The same
Hooked on addictive
Properties in it
Just trust
It anyway
To save you
While you
Playing
A silent game
Of Russian roulette
How do you get
Balanced
When you’re
Unbalanced
Stumbling around
Falling
With nothing
To help
You stand
Up on your feet
When it is
Constantly moving
Shifting
And sliding
All over place
Today
What is bad
For you
Is now
Good for you
There is nothing
Safe
What kept people
For centuries
Alive
Is no good for us
We are dying
Much sooner
And it’s said
Our life is
For the better
I’m not sure
Is it

-Yellowbonewonda

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“My Limit Is Here”

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Keep trying me
I dare you
My heart is
Out of this
Stop testing me
You really
Want me to
Fail drastically
I have no more
Cheeks
To turn
I’m there
Now
I’m tired of
Deceitful
Trifling liars
Being around
Here
I am
No
Saint
By any means
It will be
A cold day
In hell
Before
I die
For anyone’s sins
I’m tired of
People taking
My kindness
For weakness
It was called
Tolerance
And it is
At the limit
You’ve
Done me wrong
You’ve voided
Your
Unconditional
Love status
That bridge
You had
It’s condemned now
And deadly
To travel
I am not
Your mother
A friend
Or your family
Don’t
Call me
I don’t want to
Smell your
Shit fragrance
I will never
Help you
If you’re stranded
I can’t stand you
I’m ready to
Snap back
And finish this
I’ve extended
My hand
I’m done
Being the
Better one
It’s time
For me to be selfish
I’m Saving my
Last fingers
To survive with
I just want
Peace
And to be
Left alone

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Crashing Below”

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I’m standing
Naked
And exposed
With no secrets
To hide
While everyone
Gauk at me
And shake
Their head
As I tell
My truth
I’m tired of
Being the
Leading lady
In this
Drama series
Full of hate
I’m sick
Of making
People believe
The lies
We are spoon
Feeding them
It’s cheap Caviar
In an expensive
Restaurant
We can’t pay
We are not
The perfect couple
We have not
Been happy
And in love
For some time
It’s only a front
For company
On special occasions
Or on family days
Packed with fun
I’m just tired
Of pretending
That
We have a home
When it’s
Only four walls
And furniture
It is
Empty with
No soul
I am no longer
Afraid
Of losing
This thing
We’ve built
With smoke screens
And mirrors
It’s time to let go
I’m not getting
Paid for
My skills
I’ve played
This character
Well enough
This award
Winning performance
As the good wife
It is played out
And I’m
Canceling
The show
I’ve been
Dangled
Off a
Condemned bridge
For far
Too long
I felt him
When he let go
Losing his grip
On my hand
My death
Was slow
I fell
On the rocks
And
My body
Split
In two
Yet that
Wasn’t my torture
It was when
He
Looked down
Stared back
And laughed
At me
Without a care
Where did
It all go wrong
When did you start
Hating me
I remembered
You loved me
You said
You saw
A life
Within me
But your actions
Said differently
My best friend
Became my enemy
And the murderer
That left me
Freezing
In the cold

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Who’s In Control”

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No one
Knows your life
Or the struggle
You make
On a daily
Just don’t lie
About it
Live your Truth
Don’t hide
Behind the lie
That you are
An independent woman
When you rely
On men to pay
Your bills
And give you gifts
Answer
One question
What would you do
If men
Did not
Paying
Would you even
Consider it
To take off
Your clothes
And prance for them
You say men
Don’t take advantage
Of a you
Because you’re
Your own boss
But all you’ve bossed
Is opening your mouth
And laying on your back
Any right
It’s your decision
You made
Your choice
But
Are you really
Being true
To yourself
When you’re the
Next act
Following someone else
Stripping
For tips
Why are not
Confident
In your brain
And your good sense
To make money
The right way
And be your own boss
In any event
It’s your decision
To live your life
You don’t
Have to answer
To me
It’s not my life

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Tunnel Vision”

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I do not
Need
To walk
In anyone
Else’s shoes
I will
Never be
A failure
I’m a winner
In my heart
Of hearts
I came
To my senses
I saw
What I was meant
To be
It’s not
Being with you
That person
Was a stranger
That possessed
My body
And corrupted
My soul
I cried
For days
To cleanse
Myself
When I wiped
My eyes
I was able
To see
The truth
For the
First time
I saw
With new sight
It was a
Vision of beauty
It was me
Smiling bright
I was
Without you
And my
Life was
All right
I promised myself
To never
Allow that image
To fade away
I finally
Had my strength
You made
Me weak
In the past
I could only see
Through
Tunnel vision
I got so far
Off track
I was
On a mission
Trying to prove
You wrong
Forgetting
Myself
Just for that
Short while
It felt like
An eternity
Walking
In your shoes
I was
Doing dumb shit
Mirroring you
Your stank
Attitude
And I allowed
Your anger to
Consume me
I was lost
Inside of you
I had to get out
I broke
The only rule
I had for myself
To always
Be true
Be me
And never
Be a duplicate

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Laid In Front Of You”

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Two glasses
On a table
Rotated to
Your point
Of view
It does not
Matter
Everyone else
Sees it as
Wrong
But you
Say it
Ain’t so
Your reasoning
Is warped
You will never
See
The truth
Even if
It was
Presented right
In front
Of you
My conclusion
Is I’m damned
In whatever
I do
I will never
Have the chance
To be
A part of
Your life
I’m forever
At arms length
Doubted
With no
Reason
To back it up
I’m feeling
Some type of way
Because you lied
You put me
In this position
Making me
Feel like
I’m the one
That is wrong
And blind
To the truth
I shouldn’t have
To defend myself
When I’ve
Committed no crime
Against you
You are the one
That let your
Past and enemies
Condemn me
Someone else
Made the decision
To hurt you
That was them
Not me
I’ve been here
Standing steadfast
Beside you
Never faltering
Real and confident
In every step
I made with you
I laid everything
About me
Out on the table
You should
Know me
My heart
My story
And my character
Nothing has
Ever changed
I’ve been the same
Person
I hate how
You say
You want
Someone real
But keep
Doing stupid
Things to offend me
Stop taking it
Out on me
I’ve never
Turned my back
Once on you
I was the one
That told you
You was family
And
Embraced you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Inexcusable Behaviour”

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I’ve recorded
And analyzed
Everything
Mentally
Never
Forgetting
The lies
That left
Your mouth
So easily
I won’t
Forget
That you lied
Straight to
My face
I remembered it
As if it
Was yesterday
So vividly
I can still
Taste
The hate
That spued from
Your mouth
You lacked
Self-respect
And all dignity
Your
Actions
Spoke
With fluidity
While slug
And sewage
Poured
Slowly
From all your
Crevices
Stinking up
The air
There was
No way
To breath
Around your
Poisonous
Toxicity
The habits
You’ve developed
From your past
Is hindering you
And
You’ve formed a
Very distinctive
Pelicular feature
That shields you
You are unable
To respect
Those good
To you
But today
My truth
Will be
Smacking you
I was born
With the capability
Of seeing
Truth
And
Bull shit
Around me
I treat
Your words as
Little Particles
Floating
In the air
About to plague
My environment
With a
Virus
With no cure
For me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Not In Line For You”

You said
You would
Need me
Want me
And
Love me
And only me
For life
But it wasn’t
The truth
Your sidechick
I guess
Had enough
Of you
Telling her
You would
Leave me
Divorce me
And make
Her your
New wife
You had
No intentions
In leaving
Her
Nor I
And that became
Your biggest mistake
You put
Your trust
In a scorned
Woman
With secrets
You kept
From me
And she got
Tired of
Your many excuses
She did
What she felt
Would make
Her happy
With one click
Destroying us
Sending
All the
Proof of
Your explicit
Relationship
Letters
Videos
Chats
In black
White
And color
Your cheating
Has costed
Us everything
It was
An ultimate kill
Killing us
Quickly

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I will not
Be the other woman
Waiting in line
For you
I gave you
All of me
You threw
It away
For a romp in
The hay
With someone
Otherthan me
Imploding
Everything
That mattered
Between us
There is
No way
To fixing
This mess
You created
Call her up
I know
She’s waiting for you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“My Enemy Of My Enemy”

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You live
With them
Everyday
Going to
Family events
Birthdays
Funerals
And
Holidays
You shouldn’t
Have to
Be afraid
Of what
They will
Do behind
Your back
But you are
You can’t
Trust them
As far as
You can throw
Them
It’s that
Heartbreaking
Saying
Who needs
Enemies
When you have
Family
No stranger can
Do worst
Than them
Than people
Closer to you
They know
You better
Than anyone
They are family
Your secrets
Are their ammunition
And they use
Them
Like bullets
Hitting you
In rapid
Fire sessions
Center mass
Shredding your heart
Into pieces
Guaranteeing no
Chance of rescuitation
All that’s
Needed to
Be done
Is to
Pronounce you
DOA
At the scene

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Grow Up Or Leave”

I’m not
That other
Woman that
You had
Last
In your bed
I can not
Be
In a relationship
With a man child
I’m grown
Looking for
A grown up
Relationship
I’m only
Accepting
To live
My life
With man
I don’t want
To have to
Break it down
Every time
We talk
As if you’re
My child
Your mother
Raised you
I should be
Reaping the benefits
Of her
Hard work
Giving you
Values
Morals
And
Common sense
Yet I’m talking
Slow and carefully
Pronouncing each word
Almost sounding
Them out
So you don’t
Get lost
Sit back
Listen to
A grown person
Speak
Learn
Something
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Before you
Bounce
A check
You can not cash
You are too
Busy trying
To over talk
Me
But you haven’t
Heard a word
I said
You’re in over
Your head
Too stubborn
Full of yourself
You are not seeing
Past your
Pride
Your ego is bruised
You are
Quick to fight
Ready for action
No talking
Or listening
To my side
You would rather
Have things
Get out of hand
Being a type of
Man
That will
Lose everything
Quicker than
A blink
Because you’re not
Noticing
I’m one step
From throwing
In the towel
Leaving
And not returning
Again
Don’t punish me
Because
You don’t like
My answers
I gave
To questions
That don’t
Make sense
You haven’t
Proved your case
In the least
I haven’t lied
I won’t
Admit to anything
Not the truth
Either believe me
Or leave me
I will not satisfy
Your rants
Grow up and
Stop acting
Like an a$$

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Leave The Drama On TV”

I try
To keep
My life
Simple
And
Easy
To the best
Of my ability
By keeping
The most important
People close
And near to me
That love me
Dearly
I do not care
For liars
Thieves
And
Drama queens
To surround me
I have that on
Cable TV
I can watch
It any time
I feel the need
For a drama series
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Granted
No one
Owes me
Anything
Only thing
I ask for
Is peace
And respect
And I will
Come easy
With an open
Mind
And clean ears
To hear
You speak
Just have something
To say to me
I will not wait
For a open mouth
With a voice
That is silent
I don’t need
Your deafening
Silence
Inside of me
My gift
I gave
I showed up
To something
Ill-prepared
And slapped
Together with
Crazy glue
You threw
That opportunity
In the garbage
So easily
All you had
To do
Is be Real
Lead with honesty
Speak your truth
Then
Give your love freely
It would have
Been
A start
To a new beginning

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Professional Liars”

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We all know
Those
Type
Of people
Those
Pathological liars
They have
Never told
A truth
In their life
Even if their
Life depended
On it
Lying is
First and
Second nature
To them
They do it
Like breathing
Every inhale
And exhale
They take
And make
They engulf
The world with
Their toxicity
Killing
Anything
And everything
That’s good
Around
And in you
Painfully
And slowly
But when
You finally
Back off
And distance
Yourself
Out of
Self preservation
People look
At you
As if you
Are the devil
In the family
Asking
How could you
Hold a grudge
Towards your blood
And saying
You should
Be the bigger person
Turn the other cheek
To get slapped
Again
Hell no
It’s not
That type
Of party
I’ve turned
Enough cheeks
Now I’m black
And blue
All over
I’m tired
Of being
The bigger person
I didn’t do
Anything
Horrible
I just walked away
And that was
Best for me
My story
Is now a happily
Ever after
I had enough
I could not waste
No more time
On them
That’s why
You see a
Cold as ice
Demeanor
Towards them
I’ve played
The fool
Too many times
I’m tired of
Being their victim
Giving too
Much rope
For them to
Hang me
So stop trying
To change my
Mind
To make a truce
Between us
It does not
Benefit me
In the least
After they’ve
Lied
Stole
And
Cheated me
And still
Give no apology

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Wear Your Crown”

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Why are you
So quick
To take off
Your crown
Get on your knees
And cater
To a man
That don’t see
Your worth
You are the
Creator of life
The backbone
To families
A queen
In your own right
Men
Will give
Their life
To protect you
Love you
To the ends
Of the Earth
Move mountains
To get to you
And marry you
To keep you
In their life
So why
Are you quick
Not carry
Yourself
With pride
And demand
To be treated
With respect
Be that
Lady
Woman
And
His future
Get that
Man
That
Can not breath
Without
You in his life
Instead you want
To be a
Fixture
In the background
As a mistress
A side piece
Getting paid
To #uck
You are
Doing the oldest
Profession
Pimping
Yourself out
To being
His personal hooker
On call
When he has
Time from his life
You’re primary
John
Is someone else’s
Husband
You should be ashamed
You lack substance
And self respect
It’s not ok
To settle
Being on call
To his every
Whim
You deserve
Something real
Your happiness
Your life
With your own
Husband
And
Family
You don’t need to
Accept anything
Less
So stop
Opening your legs
Just for
Temporary Loving
And get a man
That wants
And needs
You to be his wife

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Fountain Of Youth”

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I gave
My love
Freely
Being
Deaf
Blind
And
Stupid
All together
Misguided in the game
Of love
Giving too much
Too soon
Being all in
On love
Giving
One hundred percent
Before I knew
You better
You
Kept your distance
But reeled me in
While still remaining
To be a stranger
Refusing to give
Your entire heart
Or even a piece
Of it
Yet I still
Did not
See it as
A game
You were playing
I should have
Known better
I gave
My youth
To you
And you did not
Deserve it
You was
A taker
And not a giver
You loved
Bathing
In my tears
On a daily
Not caring
About your actions
You thrived on
Making me weaker
As you grew strong
While laughing
At my
Crippling demeanor
Now when
I looked
In the mirror
I see
Something that’s
Not me
A Weak
Broken
Woman
I had to finally
Face myself
The truth was
You was never
My hero
Just
Low level zero
That played me
I wish
I had noticed
It sooner
I was
Hell bent
Being in loving
With someone
I did not
Want to see
Anything clearer
I was denial
I have to
Stop searching
For love
In all the wrong places
Then blaming others
On my bad decisions
I stayed
Too long
In a situation
Where I was
Slowly dying
And recharging
Someone else’s
Power

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Only Truth Be Told”

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With me
Or against me
Take heed
To my warning
A lie is
A deal breaker
In any type
Of relationship
With me
It is not
Me
You are saving
With your lies
But yourself
Be truthful
To avoid a decision
That is mine
To make
I am not afraid to
Live without you
In my life
I will have
No regrets
Do not
Come to me
Without
Your truth
Come quickly
With your answers
When I ask questions
That matter to me
Say it
Without thinking
Too much
To save face
Your lies
Will never
Give me comfort
So do not
Make it
Your only excuse
To avoid
The disappointment
Upon my face
There is a greater
Price to pay
For every lie
You kill
What was ever good
Between us
And replacing it
With empty space
Dividing us
So much
We will never
Be able to
Find our way back
To each other’s
Embrace
You can not have
It both ways
Either you
Live alone
In a house
Full of lies
Or
With me
In Truth
It’s only one world
I can live in
And I know
You know
Which place
Do not put it
On me
When you let
Your cowardness
Help
Lead you into
Pushing my hand
And choosing
To leave
After I find out
What you
Could not
Say
To my face

-Yellowbonewonda

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“It’s On You”

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You give
Undeserving
People
Permission
To continue
Doing the
Same thing
Over
and over again
To you
They are not
The villain
In your heroic
Story
Of being the
Only good
Person
That shit
Just happens to
Everyone
Sees
What you’re
Too blind to see
You’re in love
With love
And if
It’s your choice
To continue
With the game
You are playing
You can not
Keep asking
To change the rules
A skunk
Is a skunk
You can not change
The smell
That it sprays on you
It’s just
Not going to happen
Either
Accept them
As is
A piece of
Foul smelling
Crap
Or keep it moving
You’re no longer
A victim
The only enemy
You truly have
Is the person
Standing on
The other
Side of the mirror
Looking back at you
The reflection
Can be scary
To look at
But you have
To confront
Those sad little
Psyches inside
Of you
If you
Continue
Down the road
Of self destruction
It’s your road
To travel
You can not
Keep blaming
People that use you
Once you’ve
Discovered
Their motives
Of taking everything
Away from you
Your choices are clear
Either stay
Or go
And
If you choose
To stay
Stop being angry
And pretending
That you are feed up
Every time
They disappoint you
You won’t leave
You rather have
Half or three fourths
Of a person
Than find
Someone better
For you
You love
That misery
Keeps your bed
Warm at night
To be with
A taker
A liar
And a cheater
Hmmm
The answer should
Be clear
NO
Right
Yet that is not
The answer
Everyone thought
You would choose
You do not
Want anything better
Than what
You already have
Now
And it is
Nothing

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Waiting For The Truth “

My bull shit reader
Is off the charts
With you
You’re in denial
If you think
You are
Honest
Caring
Or even part human
You lie so much
It’s like Niagara Falls
Cascading
Rapidly
On everyone
Below it
You don’t
Even see
How you are
Infecting everyone
With
Your virus

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So I’m going
To sit back
And watch
How long
It will take
For karma to
Catch up
With you
Exposing you
For
Who you are
A complusive liar
With no conscious
You’ve lived
In denial
For so long
Your actions
Have told
Many truths
You’re not equipped
To being
A good person
With morals
You lack
That understanding
So
Stop pretending
You’ve played
This role
For too long
Your retakes
Have ended
Your acting
Stinks
You lack
The tools
For an awarding
Performance
You can not understand
What is unfamiliar
To you
Being truthful
And honest
Your words are lies
Your heart is cold
Your actions are few
It’s just not in you
To be that person
So play
Your position
And stop pretending
You are not
Capable of emotions
It’s too complex
For you
Please come
To that realization
Then we can start
Again
And be able
To find
Some type of feeling

-Yellowbonewonda

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