“There Is No Manual”

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Everyone
In this world
Has an inheritance
Of unlimited
Wealth
Beyond what
Money could buy
It is in the
Opportunities
We have
The passion
That fuels us
To chase dreams
And
Push
Our mind
To getting
Where we want
To be
In this life
And
To complete
This quest
For what
Is destined
To be
Your life
Know
It is after
You have
Opened
Your eyes
Taken
Your first breath
That you
Need to
Look towards
The stars
Claim what
Is yours
Realize that
They are yours
To take
No one can
Tell you
How far
How wide
You should
Travel
No one
Can tell you
How many
Dreams
You can have
Because
You can have
As many as
You want
As long as
You are
Willing to reach
For them
They are yours
To take
Make your own
Path
Write your
Own story
Use your heart
As a compass
Your spirit
As your strength
Fill your mind
With as much positivity
So when
You are
Faced with people
That want
To stand
In your way
Screaming at you
That you
Can not do it
Know it is
Their failure
Talking
Not yours
Push through
They do not
Have a manual
There is
No right
Or
Wrong
Directions
In your journey
To how you
Get there
Just get
There
Nonetheless

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Permanent Death Scene”

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This lifetime
And
The next
Could have
Went by
I still
Would not
Have phantom
Any of
These thoughts
Into existance
Until
I stepped back
To replay
Everything
About our life
You took
My hand
Kissed my face
Took my love
Deceived me
Stabbed me
In the back
Then had
The nerve
To ask
Why I hated you
It was because
You was
Someone
I loved
Someone
I trusted
Someone
I thought
Would not
Could not
Ever
Betray me
Yet truth
Did not
Stay covered
Like you
Thought
It would
It caused me
To stumble
Right over it
Onto your plot
Exposing you
For what
You are
A liar
And
Now
You are saying
Baby baby baby
Please hear me
But I am
Not about
That life
All that
Is left
To be said
Is your services
As leading man
Is up
For grabs
You are
No longer
Needed
Or
Wanted
Here
And
Your character
Will be
Permanently
Killed off
With no ghost
Scenes
To resurrect you
You are now
An out of
Work actor
Time to
Start your
Auditions
Elsewhere

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Thin Line Of Trust”

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Do not make
A choice to
Omit caution
In your steps
Or
You will be
Reassessing
You life
After
Accidentally
Allowing
A Wolf
Dressed in
Sheep’s clothing
In your mix
Trusting blindly
On faith
Will get you
Stabbed
In the back
So
Stop taking
Shortcuts
Do not throw
Caution into
The wind
When it comes
To your trust
Your trust
Must be
Priceless
Not bought
Not sold
To sad cases
Or
Given freely
To those
Of the
Same bloodline
Because of
Obligation
If you want
To give
Your trust
To someone
Be careful
Choose wisely
Do not trust
Everyone
Because everyone
Is not worthy of
Your trust
And
If you still
Do hear this
Advice
Then I
Suggest you
Get your
Affairs in order
Because this
Will be
A quick
Yet
Gruesome death
Bones crushed
Blood splattered
All over
The place
Concrete covered
Like a painting
With no face
Because you
Did not understand
To protect
Yourself
And
Weed out
The ones
That do not
Have your
Best interests
In their heart
Be picky
Be cautious
Choose wisely
Because people
Are people
Some evil
Some not

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Have My Back”

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I have had
Enough lessons
This lifetime
So
Let us
Get straight
To the point
So we can get on
With our life
I want
To avoid
Confusion
So Listen carefully
I do not want
To confuse you
By the answers
I give
To the questions
You asked
You want
To know
What I will
Fight for
Well it
Depends if
I am a
Temporary
Or
Permanent
Fixture
In your life
Whether you are
Trustworthy
Honest
Dependable
I need to know
How you will
React
When the tide
Is high
The water
Is rising
That
You will not
Let me drown
In a watery grave
Alone
All by myself
I do not need
A coward
Saving
Their own skin
So tell me
The type
Of person
You are
I need
I want
To know
Right now
Where do I
Fit in your
Life
Will you be
By my side
Fighting
The good fight
Or will
I have
To fend
For myself
Because
The only
Person
I am looking
For is a
Lifetime
Not seasonal
I do not
Have time
To waste
Anyone
Not worthy
To be
Living inside
My heart
Step aside
I see potential
Behind you
That wants a chance
To be you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Empty Space”

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I do not know
What is beyond
The stars
In the distant skies
I just know
There is something
Out there bigger
Than me
And since
That is my truth
Believe that
Know that
My thoughts
Are also
The same
For any dude
That want
To hustle me
I want all
To understand
If you stand
In front of me
Running your game
It will be your
Downfall
I do not
Accept
Anyone
Into my bed
Without
Knowing
Observing
Seeing
The truth
In his actions
Because
Just words
Will never
Melt me
Into a
One nightstand
Sorry
Dick does not
Have that kind
Of power over me
And
For every dick
That walk by me
Know you are safe
I do not pounce
I am looking for
Substance
Intergrity
A man of his word
Not a dude
Eager to tell
Me what
I want to hear
And
What speaks
Volumes to me
Is your words
Being backed
By action
Otherwise
Words spoken
Alone
Will only fall
On deaf ears
Becoming
White noise
That will be directed
For deletion
Never to reach
My brain to
Be downloaded
Into memory
Forgotten words
A thing
That never happened
Something that will
Never have
An influence
On me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Give And Take”

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I can count
Only one time
You had the right
Not to trust me
That was
Before you
Met me
When you did not
Know me
So tell me
Now
What is
Your problem
With me
I have never
Deceived
Harmed
Or
Mistreated you
Ever
All of these years
I have known you
I stood by you
Listened to you
Encouraged you
To live your dreams
I even
Came as backup
Fighting beside you
Helping you
Kill your demons
When they were
Chasing you
Relentlessly
Through your
Nightmares
Into your reality
I thought then
You was no longer
My friend
You was
Family
My love
Was unconditional
My loyalty
Was unbreakable
So I ask again
Why do you not
Trust me
I am always
The only one left
Standing beside you
After everyone else
Has left you
So stop punishing me
For what they did
I do not
Deserve it
I deserve
Nothing less
Than what
I have
Given to you
Respect
Love
Trust
And
A place
In my family

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Trapped By Pain’s Games”

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More intimate
Than any
Of my relationships
It has been
Part of me
It knows me
Inside
And
Out
Pain
A sneaky
Cunning
Scheming
Devious
Deceitful
Unscrupulous
Son of a *itch
Has either
Been
My tormentor
Torturing me
Trying to break me
Into nothingness
Or
My lover
Loving on me
Caressing me
Sending me
Into ecstasy
Then causing
Me to cry
Afterwards
Because it
Walked out
Leaving me
For just
A moment
So I could
Panic
And
Think it
Is not coming back
It has been
Doing this
Continuously
Around the clock
Nonstop
My whole life
I can not
Escape from it
I have tried
Advoidance
Acceptance
Denial
Nothing has worked
I have
Noticed
It waits
When I feel
I am happy
It is gone
Then
It comes back
With a vengeance
Changing
Its face
And
Its strategy
To reenter
Into my life
Pain’s
Message to me
Is
It is not
Going anywhere
This burden
Will be
My baggage
That is not
Fully unpacked
Pouring out
Like
A bottomless pit
The contents
Are scattering
All around me
Boxing me in
So I can not
Move
It just
Wants me
To know
I can not
Run from it
It has me
And
Will not
Let go
NEVER

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Treat Me With Love”

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Do not
Make me
A victim
Like other
Girls
Before me
If you shatter
My heart
You will
Miss
The greatest
Experience
To feel
The love
Swimming
Within it
To be
Engulfed
Buried
And
Overwhelmed
In its beauty
Is something
That dreams
Are made of
And you
Will refuse
To wake
From it
My love
It will
Never
Kill
Hurt
Or
Leave you
If you
Take care
Of it
Carefully
It is
Simple
Do not
Use
Abuse
Or
Lie
To me
And
I will
Give you
Everything
In it
Being
Your lover
Your friend
Your homie
Standing along
Side of you
Locked and loaded
Ready to
Fight to
The death
Killing all
Demons
Coming for
You and I
With no hesitation
Just say
The words
I love you
And
Mean it
When you
Say them
To me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Ultimate Commitment”

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Marriage
Is not like
Underwear
That you can
Change
Once it
Gets dirty
Torn and raggly
Marriage
Is the
Ultimate level
Of commitment
With no
Games
Lies
Secrets
Between
Two people
Coming together
To be a unit
But some people
Forget to use
Their vows
As a
Guidance
To help them
To grow
And
Intertwine
Into each other
Although simple
It has complexity
In it
If you
Do not
Believe
And
Are not able
To live
These words
Whole heartedly
Then please
Do not
Say these words
Below this verse
To another
For better
For worse
For richer
For poorer
In sickness
In health
To love
To cherish
Till death
Us do part
This is a
Powerful promise
That should not
Be taken lightly
Loving
Someone
That is human
You will have
Fight for them
On a daily
Waking up
And choosing
Again
And
Again
Without
A doubt
To be together
Forever
Committing
Yourself
To having
Being
And
Raising
A family
Only together

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Missing The Warning Signs”

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They believe
Life can not
Get better
And
No one
Will understand them
Yet
They are not talking
When they need to
So they can get through
The struggles
That they are facing
Our teens
Are crying
Day and night
And
Our streets
Are the ones
Hugging
Consoling
And
Using them up
We need to stop this
And bring
Back the village
To help raise
And support
These children
So they
Can complete
Their journey
In becoming
Our future leaders
This society needs
Them 
It is a devastating
Dilemma
If we can
Not solve
This problem
Of why
Our future
Is dying
Preteens
And
Teens
Are hiding
Deadly secrets
Deep inside
Of them
Their minds
Are clouded
With confusion
They need
Someone to
Help them
To let go
Emotions
Trapped
Deep
Within
Them
So we
Have to
Be vigilant
Start paying
Attention
Get them
Talking
And be there
To hear them
Being a
Safe haven
To run to
The signs
Are there
In front
Of you
So stop
Chalking it
Up to hormones
And adolescence
These excuses
Are killing them
And its
By their own
Hands
They are taking
The precious life
Inside of them
When they
Can not deal
With life
And
All its complexity 

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Lying For No Reason”

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Let’s stop
Fighting
For this
Faded memory
Full of lies
And deception
I can see
Clearly now
Your cruel
Intentions
My brain
Is working
And piecing
Together
What my heart
Couldn’t
In the beginning
Now that
It is hurting
And
Close to empty
You was never
Into me
You used me
I get it
I am just
Another body
In a rubble
With other
Broken hearted
Women
You are a risk
To my sanity
Telling lies
For no reason
It’s a game
That’s life
Or death
For me
It’s affecting
My emotions
My nerves are shot
I’m going mental
With all
The petty
Head games
You are playing
Saying that
You love me
But deep down
You hate me
When you keep
Sending me
Through
A gauntlet
Of trained killers
Waiting
Ready to
Shoot me
In the
Head
Or
In my chest
Out of mercy

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Only Two Choices”

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Everyone thinks
By making plans
Guarantees
Their future
Nothing is
Promised
To anyone
In this
Group delusion
This can all end
Immediately
Causing us to
Drop dead
Where we stand
So don’t think
You’re special
Over another
Live your life
To the fullest
And be a good person
It’s a do
Or die situation
On countdown
And no one
Knows the end game
It is his gift
To give
On how long
He will put up
With the ignorance
Of people
Stop pretending
We have control
Of life
It’s an illusion
We live in a world
Of judgement
With simple choices
Live
Die
Love
Hate
There is no room
To play
In the middle
We are all puppets
Dancing
To the tune
Of two
Grand master gamers
Be aware
All your choices
Dictates who is
Your controller
Either you
Choose God or Satan
To be
The keeper
Of your soul
This will be
The most
Important decision
You’d make
So don’t order
Like you’re
Buying a Starbucks
This is for
Eternity
An Infinitant decision
Nothing to be
Taken lightly

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Need An Advocate For My Life”

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Do I keep
Walking
Or stand still
Until someone
Comes to
Find me
Waiting feels
Like a lifetime
And dying
Is an eternity
Either way
I risk
Being lost
It’s hell
In the middle of
Somewhere
Surrounded
By nothing
Wondering
Aimlessly
With
No direction
Just walking
In circles
Like I’m crazy
Looking
For something
That is rare
And hard to find
A piece
Of happiness
In the form
Of two pills
One states
Lie down
On my back
And die
The other
States
Stand tall
on my feet
And fight
To the death
If I have to
Either fate
By my hands
Are
Bad versus worst
Case scenario
I need
Something
More drastic
Taking all worries
Away
Of picking
The wrong one
So I’m
Giving it over
To a judger
A devil’s advocate
That is
Capable
Of weeding out
The ungrateful
And
The unworthy
With specific
Instructions
To give
My heart
To the one
Ready to die
For me
In order
To live
Forever
Up
In heaven
Beside me
With no
Fear
Deceit
Or
Heartache
To come
Home to

-Yellowbonewonda

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“I Value My Safety”

Why is it
That some people
Include me
In games
I don’t want
To play
Too many people
Putting me
In deadly situations
With riddles
That don’t
Make sense
And no
Plausible answers
To guess
I’m hanging
From
Death traps
I can not
Escape
There are no
Safety nets
To catch me
From sudden death

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I’m a guareenteed
Loser
In this game
When there
Are no
Rules
To keep me safe
I can not
Understand
Why there are
People
Happy at
Putting me
In danger
Because
They believe
My safety is
Not a value
To them
I am not
Put here
To be
Played with
Or
Entertainment
For people
That are
Unhappy
With their
Life

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Needing To Sleep”

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Shut down
Is in process
All systems
In failure
My Body
Is heavy
My eyes
Are closing
And all
My energy
Well it’s
Non-existent
Deep sleep is
In my future
Nothing
Will ever
Wake me
World War three
Maybe commencing
And I will
Sleep right
Through it
Waking me
After I’ve
Crashed and burned
Is like
Raising the dead
After cremation
I am a
Locked screen
In sleep mode
With
Multiple errors
And
Malfunctioning
Don’t call
Customer service
It will
Be a waste
Of your money
I will reboot
After resting
It’s my time
For hibernation
Good night
Sweet dreams
Don’t call
I won’t answer

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Island Of Our Own”

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All I ask
Is that you
Promise
Yourself
That you
Will surrender
Your stress
Lock it up
Keeping it
Away from
This happiness
With both
Want to share
The pain you
Had before me
Don’t give
It so
Much control
Just
Direct all
Your senses
And
Concentrate
On us
Let’s stay
In our world
Our own piece
Of heaven
In the center
Of a
Complicated world
No outside
Madness
Will ever
Enter
What
Is outside
Stays outside
Where it can’t
Hurt us
Never
Destroying
What we’ve grown
This kingdom
Is no kingdom
Without this bond
I will always
Be your refuge
And you will be mine
So
Let me
Be that
Barbed wire
Surrounding
Protecting
And
Keeping you
Mentally
And
Emotionally strong
Don’t worry
All trespasses
Will not enter
So relax
And let go
Leaving all
Your worries
Behind you
When you
Come across
This heavenly
Threshold
Where we
Have built
A strong foundation
I can guarantee
All our past
Sweat and tears
Will hold
It up
In any storm
No weathering
Or
Taking shelter
Anywhere else
We are home

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Laid In Front Of You”

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Two glasses
On a table
Rotated to
Your point
Of view
It does not
Matter
Everyone else
Sees it as
Wrong
But you
Say it
Ain’t so
Your reasoning
Is warped
You will never
See
The truth
Even if
It was
Presented right
In front
Of you
My conclusion
Is I’m damned
In whatever
I do
I will never
Have the chance
To be
A part of
Your life
I’m forever
At arms length
Doubted
With no
Reason
To back it up
I’m feeling
Some type of way
Because you lied
You put me
In this position
Making me
Feel like
I’m the one
That is wrong
And blind
To the truth
I shouldn’t have
To defend myself
When I’ve
Committed no crime
Against you
You are the one
That let your
Past and enemies
Condemn me
Someone else
Made the decision
To hurt you
That was them
Not me
I’ve been here
Standing steadfast
Beside you
Never faltering
Real and confident
In every step
I made with you
I laid everything
About me
Out on the table
You should
Know me
My heart
My story
And my character
Nothing has
Ever changed
I’ve been the same
Person
I hate how
You say
You want
Someone real
But keep
Doing stupid
Things to offend me
Stop taking it
Out on me
I’ve never
Turned my back
Once on you
I was the one
That told you
You was family
And
Embraced you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Inexcusable Behaviour”

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I’ve recorded
And analyzed
Everything
Mentally
Never
Forgetting
The lies
That left
Your mouth
So easily
I won’t
Forget
That you lied
Straight to
My face
I remembered it
As if it
Was yesterday
So vividly
I can still
Taste
The hate
That spued from
Your mouth
You lacked
Self-respect
And all dignity
Your
Actions
Spoke
With fluidity
While slug
And sewage
Poured
Slowly
From all your
Crevices
Stinking up
The air
There was
No way
To breath
Around your
Poisonous
Toxicity
The habits
You’ve developed
From your past
Is hindering you
And
You’ve formed a
Very distinctive
Pelicular feature
That shields you
You are unable
To respect
Those good
To you
But today
My truth
Will be
Smacking you
I was born
With the capability
Of seeing
Truth
And
Bull shit
Around me
I treat
Your words as
Little Particles
Floating
In the air
About to plague
My environment
With a
Virus
With no cure
For me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Not In Line For You”

You said
You would
Need me
Want me
And
Love me
And only me
For life
But it wasn’t
The truth
Your sidechick
I guess
Had enough
Of you
Telling her
You would
Leave me
Divorce me
And make
Her your
New wife
You had
No intentions
In leaving
Her
Nor I
And that became
Your biggest mistake
You put
Your trust
In a scorned
Woman
With secrets
You kept
From me
And she got
Tired of
Your many excuses
She did
What she felt
Would make
Her happy
With one click
Destroying us
Sending
All the
Proof of
Your explicit
Relationship
Letters
Videos
Chats
In black
White
And color
Your cheating
Has costed
Us everything
It was
An ultimate kill
Killing us
Quickly

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I will not
Be the other woman
Waiting in line
For you
I gave you
All of me
You threw
It away
For a romp in
The hay
With someone
Otherthan me
Imploding
Everything
That mattered
Between us
There is
No way
To fixing
This mess
You created
Call her up
I know
She’s waiting for you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“My Enemy Of My Enemy”

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You live
With them
Everyday
Going to
Family events
Birthdays
Funerals
And
Holidays
You shouldn’t
Have to
Be afraid
Of what
They will
Do behind
Your back
But you are
You can’t
Trust them
As far as
You can throw
Them
It’s that
Heartbreaking
Saying
Who needs
Enemies
When you have
Family
No stranger can
Do worst
Than them
Than people
Closer to you
They know
You better
Than anyone
They are family
Your secrets
Are their ammunition
And they use
Them
Like bullets
Hitting you
In rapid
Fire sessions
Center mass
Shredding your heart
Into pieces
Guaranteeing no
Chance of rescuitation
All that’s
Needed to
Be done
Is to
Pronounce you
DOA
At the scene

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Karma Will Get You”

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I feel
Every time
I’m around you
I’m dry drowning
In front of you
I can not depend
On you
To save me
If I do
I should
Give up now
Lay down
And let mother nature
End my pain
And
Devour me
It’s just
The realization
I’ve come to
I’ve realized you
Will never
Attempt to come
To my rescue
You’re a liar
Manipulator
A con artist
You lie
About everything
Telling everyone
The sky is gray
When everyone
Sees it’s blue
You have never
Told the truth
To save one life
Including yours
That’s why
You are dead inside
God forbid
If you ever
Said to anyone
I put it on my
Mother
Father
Brother
Sister
Daughter
Son
Life
Everyone would
Fall dead then
No one will
Survive your curse
On them
You would like it
Wouldn’t you
You’re delusional
If you believe
You’ve fooled
The world
Your obsession
With yourself
Is clear as
A sunny day
In June
You want what
You want
At any cost
Not caring
Who gets hurt
In the process
You have
No heart
To give
And
Compassion
Is a curse word
If anyone
Ask for it
From you
You are evil
You get kicks
And thrills
Out of
Tormenting
People
God
Does not like ugly
You will get yours
I don’t have
To do nothing
To you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Grow Up Or Leave”

I’m not
That other
Woman that
You had
Last
In your bed
I can not
Be
In a relationship
With a man child
I’m grown
Looking for
A grown up
Relationship
I’m only
Accepting
To live
My life
With man
I don’t want
To have to
Break it down
Every time
We talk
As if you’re
My child
Your mother
Raised you
I should be
Reaping the benefits
Of her
Hard work
Giving you
Values
Morals
And
Common sense
Yet I’m talking
Slow and carefully
Pronouncing each word
Almost sounding
Them out
So you don’t
Get lost
Sit back
Listen to
A grown person
Speak
Learn
Something
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Before you
Bounce
A check
You can not cash
You are too
Busy trying
To over talk
Me
But you haven’t
Heard a word
I said
You’re in over
Your head
Too stubborn
Full of yourself
You are not seeing
Past your
Pride
Your ego is bruised
You are
Quick to fight
Ready for action
No talking
Or listening
To my side
You would rather
Have things
Get out of hand
Being a type of
Man
That will
Lose everything
Quicker than
A blink
Because you’re not
Noticing
I’m one step
From throwing
In the towel
Leaving
And not returning
Again
Don’t punish me
Because
You don’t like
My answers
I gave
To questions
That don’t
Make sense
You haven’t
Proved your case
In the least
I haven’t lied
I won’t
Admit to anything
Not the truth
Either believe me
Or leave me
I will not satisfy
Your rants
Grow up and
Stop acting
Like an a$$

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Leave The Drama On TV”

I try
To keep
My life
Simple
And
Easy
To the best
Of my ability
By keeping
The most important
People close
And near to me
That love me
Dearly
I do not care
For liars
Thieves
And
Drama queens
To surround me
I have that on
Cable TV
I can watch
It any time
I feel the need
For a drama series
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Granted
No one
Owes me
Anything
Only thing
I ask for
Is peace
And respect
And I will
Come easy
With an open
Mind
And clean ears
To hear
You speak
Just have something
To say to me
I will not wait
For a open mouth
With a voice
That is silent
I don’t need
Your deafening
Silence
Inside of me
My gift
I gave
I showed up
To something
Ill-prepared
And slapped
Together with
Crazy glue
You threw
That opportunity
In the garbage
So easily
All you had
To do
Is be Real
Lead with honesty
Speak your truth
Then
Give your love freely
It would have
Been
A start
To a new beginning

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Waiting On Destiny”

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This feeling
I’m feeling
Is foreign
To me
I do not
Feel
Like
Me
It’s a stranger
With my face
In front of me
Staring through the
Mirror
Right
At me
I am
A million miles
Away from
Where I want
To be
In my dreams
In my reality
I’m
No where
But in space
Floating about
Aimlessly
My life is
Not
A Happy one
Not
A Sad one
Either
I’m
Just part
Of
An existence
Not yet
Able to
Reach my
Full potential
And being who
I need to be
My hand is raised
Like
I’m in class
Waiting on
The teacher
To count me
I’m one of those
People
Waiting on
Destiny
I’m in line
For greatness
And I’m not moving
Until I see
The path
I should take
To get me there
The almighty has
Blessed and engrained
Patience inside
Of me
So I will wait
On him
And only him
To guide me
I know it
Will be marvelous
A phenomenon
That all will
Want to see
I will be
His masterpiece
Being what
I should be
And
Not what I want
To be

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Fountain Of Youth”

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I gave
My love
Freely
Being
Deaf
Blind
And
Stupid
All together
Misguided in the game
Of love
Giving too much
Too soon
Being all in
On love
Giving
One hundred percent
Before I knew
You better
You
Kept your distance
But reeled me in
While still remaining
To be a stranger
Refusing to give
Your entire heart
Or even a piece
Of it
Yet I still
Did not
See it as
A game
You were playing
I should have
Known better
I gave
My youth
To you
And you did not
Deserve it
You was
A taker
And not a giver
You loved
Bathing
In my tears
On a daily
Not caring
About your actions
You thrived on
Making me weaker
As you grew strong
While laughing
At my
Crippling demeanor
Now when
I looked
In the mirror
I see
Something that’s
Not me
A Weak
Broken
Woman
I had to finally
Face myself
The truth was
You was never
My hero
Just
Low level zero
That played me
I wish
I had noticed
It sooner
I was
Hell bent
Being in loving
With someone
I did not
Want to see
Anything clearer
I was denial
I have to
Stop searching
For love
In all the wrong places
Then blaming others
On my bad decisions
I stayed
Too long
In a situation
Where I was
Slowly dying
And recharging
Someone else’s
Power

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Only Truth Be Told”

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With me
Or against me
Take heed
To my warning
A lie is
A deal breaker
In any type
Of relationship
With me
It is not
Me
You are saving
With your lies
But yourself
Be truthful
To avoid a decision
That is mine
To make
I am not afraid to
Live without you
In my life
I will have
No regrets
Do not
Come to me
Without
Your truth
Come quickly
With your answers
When I ask questions
That matter to me
Say it
Without thinking
Too much
To save face
Your lies
Will never
Give me comfort
So do not
Make it
Your only excuse
To avoid
The disappointment
Upon my face
There is a greater
Price to pay
For every lie
You kill
What was ever good
Between us
And replacing it
With empty space
Dividing us
So much
We will never
Be able to
Find our way back
To each other’s
Embrace
You can not have
It both ways
Either you
Live alone
In a house
Full of lies
Or
With me
In Truth
It’s only one world
I can live in
And I know
You know
Which place
Do not put it
On me
When you let
Your cowardness
Help
Lead you into
Pushing my hand
And choosing
To leave
After I find out
What you
Could not
Say
To my face

-Yellowbonewonda

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“It’s On You”

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You give
Undeserving
People
Permission
To continue
Doing the
Same thing
Over
and over again
To you
They are not
The villain
In your heroic
Story
Of being the
Only good
Person
That shit
Just happens to
Everyone
Sees
What you’re
Too blind to see
You’re in love
With love
And if
It’s your choice
To continue
With the game
You are playing
You can not
Keep asking
To change the rules
A skunk
Is a skunk
You can not change
The smell
That it sprays on you
It’s just
Not going to happen
Either
Accept them
As is
A piece of
Foul smelling
Crap
Or keep it moving
You’re no longer
A victim
The only enemy
You truly have
Is the person
Standing on
The other
Side of the mirror
Looking back at you
The reflection
Can be scary
To look at
But you have
To confront
Those sad little
Psyches inside
Of you
If you
Continue
Down the road
Of self destruction
It’s your road
To travel
You can not
Keep blaming
People that use you
Once you’ve
Discovered
Their motives
Of taking everything
Away from you
Your choices are clear
Either stay
Or go
And
If you choose
To stay
Stop being angry
And pretending
That you are feed up
Every time
They disappoint you
You won’t leave
You rather have
Half or three fourths
Of a person
Than find
Someone better
For you
You love
That misery
Keeps your bed
Warm at night
To be with
A taker
A liar
And a cheater
Hmmm
The answer should
Be clear
NO
Right
Yet that is not
The answer
Everyone thought
You would choose
You do not
Want anything better
Than what
You already have
Now
And it is
Nothing

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Waiting For The Truth “

My bull shit reader
Is off the charts
With you
You’re in denial
If you think
You are
Honest
Caring
Or even part human
You lie so much
It’s like Niagara Falls
Cascading
Rapidly
On everyone
Below it
You don’t
Even see
How you are
Infecting everyone
With
Your virus

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So I’m going
To sit back
And watch
How long
It will take
For karma to
Catch up
With you
Exposing you
For
Who you are
A complusive liar
With no conscious
You’ve lived
In denial
For so long
Your actions
Have told
Many truths
You’re not equipped
To being
A good person
With morals
You lack
That understanding
So
Stop pretending
You’ve played
This role
For too long
Your retakes
Have ended
Your acting
Stinks
You lack
The tools
For an awarding
Performance
You can not understand
What is unfamiliar
To you
Being truthful
And honest
Your words are lies
Your heart is cold
Your actions are few
It’s just not in you
To be that person
So play
Your position
And stop pretending
You are not
Capable of emotions
It’s too complex
For you
Please come
To that realization
Then we can start
Again
And be able
To find
Some type of feeling

-Yellowbonewonda

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