“Untitled Society”

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Cloaked in
An invisible field
No one notices
Are
Homeless people
And
Too many people
Are trapped
In the
Me
Myself
And
I
Headspace
Believing nothing
Could ever happen
Thinking life
Will spare
Them from
Seeing they have
False security
In materialistic things
And
Everything built
Friendships
Partnership
Reputations
Can be lost
And
You can be
Left on the streets
Nothing is guaranteed
Today
Or
Tomorrow
And life
Has an expiration date
So I do not
Understand
How this could happen
When they are
Dressed
In neon clothes
With flashing lights
Around their waist
Cupping their hands
Asking for help
You become
Heartless
Not feeling
Anything
But yourself
Do you not see
Our humanity meter
Is way into
The red
Because
Society
Does not
Give two &ucks
People should not
Become
Faceless
Because they
Live on the streets
Or passed by
Without
A second glance
Ignored
Turning
Your Head
To the sky
Or
To the ground
So you can
Avoid
Eye contact
Does not work
They are still
There
See the truth
If could be
You
Or
Someone close
To you
Fate

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Me Against Me”

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I am
All alone
Wading
Waiting
In the middle
Of an ocean
Full of feelings
I can not trust
Trying
To figure out
A mystery
Before I drown
And it is
Too late
I need to know
Who is
The traitor
Or traitors
Inside of me
My mind
My heart
Or
Both
My mind said
Do not believe
My heart
My heart said
Do not believe
My mind
They are
Both pointing
The finger
At each other
Who is lying
Who is telling
The truth
I do not know
Which to trust
I feel
They are both
Against me
Somehow
I am
At that point
Of taking
Extreme measures
And
Stop trusting
Either of them
Because neither are
Providing information
I have zero help
To help
Myself
Something needs
To give
I need
To get out
Of this mess
This bewilderment
And heartbreak
I feel
It is
Distorting everything
That was once
Felt like
Common sense
And
I am about
To be lost
My cracks are
Showing
I am slowly
Breaking apart

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Out Of Focus”

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I must
Get my life
On track
Find a way
To use time
Effectively
Complete tasks
Meant to be done
In this lifetime
While avoiding
All head games
Society
Plays to
Deter me
I can not
Accept
A bunch of
Blurred lines
White glows
And
Light glares
To hinder me
I am tired of
Wondering
Blindly
And
Aimlessly
I have been
Working
So hard against
The clock
The moment
I took
My first breath
In this world
And
When that hourglass
Was placed
Vertically
I just want
A glimpse of
What my future
Will be
To give me
A little
Motivation
To fight
And
I need help
I have tried
To be stealthy
To be crafty
And even foxy
Peeking through
Metaphorical curtains
Climbing the
Tallest of buildings
So I could
Get a better
Vantage point
Any preferable
View to foresee
The challenges
That will
Come before me
But I can not
For the life
Of me
Focus my eyes
My 20/20 vision
It continues
To fail me
It is so
Hard to see
And
I need to know
So I can calculate
The distance
Between
Lack of motivation
Muddled with
Sadness
And
Progress
Mixed with
Happiness
Where both
Begins and ends
For me
So I can
Keep myself
On the side of
Success
And
Accomplishment
Before
The sands of time
Run out on me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Wash Over Me”

It was partially
My fault
I accept
That part
I kept
Breathing
New life
Into something
That was dead
It will never
Be the same
That pureness
That was inside
Of me
You stabbed
My heart
And left me
For dead
All
That was good
Inside of me
Has leaked out
Leaving nothing
Left inside
The reserve tanks
They are empty
Except for fumes
Now I sit here
Impatiently
Waiting to be
Lead to
The magical waterfall
That will cascade
Over my head
Cleansing
Everything
About me
Including the hell
You put me
Through
Away
Erasing all
The things
That was haunting me
And banish you
Out of my dreams
Renewing my
Memories
So I can
Get over
All the pain
And
Tears
You left me
Swimming in
Looking
For some
Form of proof
That Love
Is still attainable
And
Not another love
Folk tale
I do not
Want to believe
That I can not have
Or
Will not have
A true love
Before I am dead

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Trapped By Pain’s Games”

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More intimate
Than any
Of my relationships
It has been
Part of me
It knows me
Inside
And
Out
Pain
A sneaky
Cunning
Scheming
Devious
Deceitful
Unscrupulous
Son of a *itch
Has either
Been
My tormentor
Torturing me
Trying to break me
Into nothingness
Or
My lover
Loving on me
Caressing me
Sending me
Into ecstasy
Then causing
Me to cry
Afterwards
Because it
Walked out
Leaving me
For just
A moment
So I could
Panic
And
Think it
Is not coming back
It has been
Doing this
Continuously
Around the clock
Nonstop
My whole life
I can not
Escape from it
I have tried
Advoidance
Acceptance
Denial
Nothing has worked
I have
Noticed
It waits
When I feel
I am happy
It is gone
Then
It comes back
With a vengeance
Changing
Its face
And
Its strategy
To reenter
Into my life
Pain’s
Message to me
Is
It is not
Going anywhere
This burden
Will be
My baggage
That is not
Fully unpacked
Pouring out
Like
A bottomless pit
The contents
Are scattering
All around me
Boxing me in
So I can not
Move
It just
Wants me
To know
I can not
Run from it
It has me
And
Will not
Let go
NEVER

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Missing The Warning Signs”

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They believe
Life can not
Get better
And
No one
Will understand them
Yet
They are not talking
When they need to
So they can get through
The struggles
That they are facing
Our teens
Are crying
Day and night
And
Our streets
Are the ones
Hugging
Consoling
And
Using them up
We need to stop this
And bring
Back the village
To help raise
And support
These children
So they
Can complete
Their journey
In becoming
Our future leaders
This society needs
Them 
It is a devastating
Dilemma
If we can
Not solve
This problem
Of why
Our future
Is dying
Preteens
And
Teens
Are hiding
Deadly secrets
Deep inside
Of them
Their minds
Are clouded
With confusion
They need
Someone to
Help them
To let go
Emotions
Trapped
Deep
Within
Them
So we
Have to
Be vigilant
Start paying
Attention
Get them
Talking
And be there
To hear them
Being a
Safe haven
To run to
The signs
Are there
In front
Of you
So stop
Chalking it
Up to hormones
And adolescence
These excuses
Are killing them
And its
By their own
Hands
They are taking
The precious life
Inside of them
When they
Can not deal
With life
And
All its complexity 

-Yellowbonewonda

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