“Stop Bothering Me”

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Do not tempt a beast
Or
A beast is what you get
Thank you
For you attention
At the end of this
This needs to be over
Before a massacre eludes
Making it hard
To being cordial at best
I do not need you
Lane changing
Coming into my rearview
Or
Veering in front of me
Let us make
This clear
This is
My lane
That is
Your lane
Let us get
To where we are going
Without confusion
Without roadblocks
Without incident
Failure to communicate
Is not my problem
With anyone
I say what
I mean
I do as I say
My middle ground
Is staying in my lane
Keeping my opinions
To myself
If I am not asked
It is not mine to give
The end of story
Curtain closes on this act
So here is my dilemma
I thought it was impossible
To have too many people
Not knowing me
Lying on me
But I was proven wrong
Every time
I let my guard down
To invite them in
Into the secret realm
Of where my peace
Is kept
Peace of mind
Peace of heart
Yeah yeah
That mumbo jumbo crap
You think is not for me
To keep
Then your thought process
Is on the fritz
You need to fix it quick
Before I correct you on it
See I am not about
Playing games with my
Mental
Physical
Emotional health
With anyone
Fix your life
Or
I will fix it for you
Just know
If I fix it
My tools are
Impractical
Inappropriate
Unbecoming of a lady
That now stands before you
That beast inside of me
Even I do not want
To meet
No one is ready to see
Not you
Not me
She is uncontrollable
She only knows predator instincts
Not forgiveness
Not mercy
No feelings
Of how you will end up
After the massacre is unleashed
So before I leave
Do you have
Any more questions
Question and answer
Session is now
Open for you
This is your chance

-Yellowbonewonda

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“What Da”

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I do not want
To come out my character
For no one
Especially you
But I will
My irritation
My annoyance
Of the sight of you
I deal with it
Well enough
That is my cross
To bare
But heed my urgency now
I am asking you to keep
This in mind
This is the end
Of the road for you
I can not take
Much more of you
I am warning you
I am cautioning you
This is a public service announcement
For you
And
Anyone like you
To leave me alone
Because
I could careless
Either way of your
Success
Or
Failure
It does not matter to me
My thing is
I did nothing
I do nothing
To nobody
Nobody can say
I have done anything
To them
I mind my own damn business
I stay in my lane
I know nothing
About nothing
I do not gossip
I do not question
I do not interact
In conversations
That do not include me
So
Why is it
$Hit still falls on me
I am not understanding
This concept
This crap of
Why this is happening
To me
This worthless nonsense
This $hit storm
That is taunting
That is following
That is chasing me
I do not give
Two $hits about
What you do
How you do it
When you do it
Where you do it
When it does not concern me
Just
Stop being mad
I refuse to be in the audience
Clapping in the crowd
For you
Get over it
Be glad
Another person is not being
Fake with you
Kissing your @ss
Laughing behind your back
That is not me
Do you
I do me
Live your life
You do not need me
To be your cheerleader
In this world
That is what your family
And
Friends
Are for
I am neither to you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Cautious Distrust”

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I do not live
In a fairytale
I am not
That little
Innocent girl
That gobbled up
The lies you once told
And
Continue to tell
I am a little wiser
Stronger
Experienced of the world
I know truth
Is actions
Not empty words
Thrown at me
So I am inclined
To doubt
Your intentions
Your motivations
I question
Everything
Anything
That involves you
I believe
In my heart
You are inspired
Purely by self-interest
Trying to gain
Some type of advantage
Over me
Your pursuit
To seek me out
Without regard for
The people involved
It is selfish
Reprehensible
Inexcusable
Repugnant of you
Because you are
Still mendacious
Fraudulent
Full of treachery
You live so dishonestly
Why can’t you
Act honorably
Your selfish reasons
Whatever
They maybe
Only push people away
Just
Tell the truth
Why are you
Really here
Do you want forgiveness
Do you want a relationship
Are you being pressured
What is it
That you want
Because the hair on my neck
Is standing at attention
Signaling I should be
Vigilantly watchful of you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Situational Intolerance”

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What happened to your spirit
What broke you down so bad
Making you so
Hateful
Resentful
Disrespectful
To everyone around you

Where in your life
Did you lose yourself
That innocence
That kept you laughing
And shrugging off
The little stuff

Because right now
That stick
Up your a$$
Is causing some serious damage
Destruction that is making
This a detrimental situation

And I am tired of this
You constipated
Irritated
Miserable person
With your attitude always
Dailed up to ten
For no damn reason

This stuff you on
Got you doing
Some demented batshittyness
How can you live
With yourself
Being so difficult
What is your problem

After eight hours of your crap
You make me want
To commit myself
Just so I can be alone
In peace
Listening to silence

Your problems
No one can solve this
Even a mathematician

At the top of his class
Threw up his hands
Saying he did not
Want any part you

Unsolvable equation
That was his last statement
As he ran away
Saying lose his number

-Yellowbonewonda

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“The Civil Force”

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Responsible
For the prevention
Detection of crime
Maintenance
Of public order
Nowhere
Says
Fear
Consternation
Discomposure
Is part
That description
Yet
This is a
Combination of
Something
That is
Building up
Only to
Boil over
Into something
Most deadly
A legalized killer
Playing
Judge
Jury
Executioner
In the street
Of our community
Putting targets
On the chest
Of people
Killing anyone
That they deem
Not human
We all
Can do
Without this
Melancholy
We need protection
Not
Twitchiness
Embedded
In the DNA of
A police officer
A peace officer
A soldier of
Community
We need
Officers
Who have
A calm mind
A steady hand
Being a
People person
With training
To see everyone
As humans
Not bullseyes
Moving amongst
Our community
Having that abilty
To deal with
People
And
Be
A peace protector
Not someone
Part of
The tyranny
Looking for revenge
Instant justice
By riddling
Unarmed
People
In the streets
With bullets
Will be
A beginning
No one is
An animal
A carcass
Needing
Collecting
Made as a
Trophy
In anyone’s mind
Worn on someone’s chest
Placed in their record
As a legalized
Good shooting
It is
A Killing
A Murder
By any meaning
Guns should be
Last resort
Majority of
Situations
Can be
Have been
Solved
Without killing
Look at
The prison system
Full to capacity
Getting fuller
By the minute
How do you
Suppose
They
Got there
Alive
Breathing
They were
Arrested
Convicted
And
Imprisoned
Either
Receiving
Justice
Or
Injustice
By the system
But alive
Nonetheless
Living to
Fight
Within the system

-Yellowbonewonda

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“A Clown In Man Skin”

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Your reputation
Now
Precedes you
And
My premonition is
It will spread
Like wildfire
Burning
Down
Destroying
Everyone
That will come
In contact
With you
So I am
Doing a PSA
Fair warning
For all
Gathering
All the
Dictionaries
In the world
A highlighter
To mark all
The words
To call you
Put your face
To them
And
Below is
A beginning
A start to
Illustrate you
A manipulator
A heartbreaker
A fraud
A pretender
And
One word
I know
Will never
Be on
That list
King
That word
Will never
Describe you
You are a child
Trapped in
A man’s body
Playing games
With women’s
Minds
And
Emotions
In order
To destroy them
It is sad
You think
Karma
Will not come
For you
Knock on
Your door
To punish you
For all
The wrong
You have done
To everyone
Their justice
Will happen
For
Every woman
Child
That ever
Loved you
They will
See you
On your knees
Begging
For forgiveness

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Predator Paradise”

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No matter
What you
Think
What settings
You have set
Take more
Precautions
On what
You are posting
At least
Turn off your GPS
Because
It is not
Always
Friends
And
Family
Looking
At your
Postings on
Social media
Just know
Some parts of
Your life
Should remain
Private
You may not
Comprehend
This
But there
Are
Prying eyes
Out there
Looking
Over everything
You post
They want
To catch
You slipping
Hackers
Stalkers
Criminal minded
People
They are
Trying
To find
Their next victim
Stop making
It so easy
Do you not
See the world
We are
Living in
We have
Too many predators
Electronically savvy
That use
Social media
As a
Tracking system
Stalking your life
And
The people
In it
Getting
So close
They could
Reach out
And
Touch you
You can not be
So unguarded
So unfocused
So addicted
To social media
You post
Details
That should not
Be posted
The world
Does not need
To know
Everything about
You
Where you are going
Where you’ve been
Who you are meeting
What you are doing
Every moment
Of the day
Especially
Where your child
Is
Going to school
The activities
They are in
The friends
They play with
Evaluate
Your life
See what
Must be
Kept sacred
And
Off social media
Just stop
Socially
Relaxed
Being compliacent
In a world
That crazy
Unpredictable
People
Exist
With ill intentions
Searching
For a victim

-Yellowbonewonda

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“There Is No Manual”

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Everyone
In this world
Has an inheritance
Of unlimited
Wealth
Beyond what
Money could buy
It is in the
Opportunities
We have
The passion
That fuels us
To chase dreams
And
Push
Our mind
To getting
Where we want
To be
In this life
And
To complete
This quest
For what
Is destined
To be
Your life
Know
It is after
You have
Opened
Your eyes
Taken
Your first breath
That you
Need to
Look towards
The stars
Claim what
Is yours
Realize that
They are yours
To take
No one can
Tell you
How far
How wide
You should
Travel
No one
Can tell you
How many
Dreams
You can have
Because
You can have
As many as
You want
As long as
You are
Willing to reach
For them
They are yours
To take
Make your own
Path
Write your
Own story
Use your heart
As a compass
Your spirit
As your strength
Fill your mind
With as much positivity
So when
You are
Faced with people
That want
To stand
In your way
Screaming at you
That you
Can not do it
Know it is
Their failure
Talking
Not yours
Push through
They do not
Have a manual
There is
No right
Or
Wrong
Directions
In your journey
To how you
Get there
Just get
There
Nonetheless

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Vicious Intent”

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Evil
Has been
Taking control
Of people’s minds
Since the beginning
Of existence
It tapers off
When people
Fight it
Then
It builds up
With strength
When people
Become compliacent
Growing into
A widespread
Rampant epidemic
Like a
Deadly virus
That kills
So fast
Pushing us
So close to
Worldwide
Annihilation
Where
Nothing
Or
No one
Will be
Standing
Bodies everywhere
No one living
Total destruction
Of all human existence
Because of
Sadistic humans
Thinking up
Remorseless ways
Of killing
Everybody
That does not
Fit into
Their agenda
Can anyone
Else
See this
Where things
Are going
Hate has
Created
Unlimited villians
People killing
Over stupid
$hit
Because of
Weakness
No conscious
Heartless intentions
Of madness
I wish
These twisted
People
Would
Live
Let live
And
Mind their
Own damn
Business
And
Not put in
Their two cents
About Someone
Else’s life
Unless it is
Needed
Building up
Not
Destroying
I wish
All could agree
To this
A world of
Peace

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Wondering Aimlessly”

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Besides
The obvious
To be
A better person
Than yesterday
And
To listen to
Your heart
Love yourself
Love thy neighbor
Help others
Who need help
What is the purpose
Of this life
Where are the directions
What is the payout
How do we know
We are doing
It right
Which way
Are we suppose
To go
Because
Everything
Is up
In the air
It has to be
Something more
To life
Than this
Craziness
We are moving
Around
Like roaches
Waiting for
The lights
To come on
To scatter
Rising to go
To work
Beat the traffic
Only to
Chase
The dollar bill
Because
That is what
Runs us
Food
Shelter
Fun
Responsibility
And
Oh yeah
Make sure
To pay our masters
What quality of life
Is this
What is beneath
This chaos
I see
People
Like me
Standing
At a crossroad
Confused
And
Debating
What is next
Wondering
If it is better
To take
The road
That is
Already paved
Or
Set off into
Uncharted territory
Finding something
Yet
To be
Discovered
Like
Christopher Columbus
We are
Small specks
Of grains
In this universe
Moving around
Like dust
Funneling
Through the years
We are
Coming and going
Born
Moving fast
Only to
Get older
And
Wither away
Then
Be replaced
By another
Creation
Over and over
Repeating
A vicious cycle
To wonder aimlessly
Hoping
To get it
Right
And
Find out
What is
The end game
To this madness

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Lost World”

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The time
I wish
We all
Could
Go back to
Was when
Children
Could be
Children
They stayed
Out of
Grown folks
Conversations
They played
Outside
Walked to
The corner store
For essentials
For the family
And
Rode their
Bikes
All over
The neighborhood
Without the
Fear of being
Kidnapped
Or
Murdered
A village
Is what
Looked out
For them
Big Mama
Was
Every old lady
That sat
On the window sill
Watching as
The children
Played
Stepping in
When things
Got hairy
First
Saying
Imma tell yo mama
Second
Spanking
Them
Then
Directing them
To go home
Where their mother
Was waiting
To spank
Them again
For embarrassing
Her
With their conduct
These are
The good old days
Missing from
Our communities
The forgotten
Powerful system
That was setup
Allowing neighbors
To be extended
Family
That cared for
One another
Giving parents
Relief
And
Support
To know
Their children
Were safe
On the streets
While they
Were playing
Tell me
Where did
This piece of
Mind
Go to
How did
This get shattered
Breaking up
A great system
Parents
And
Community
Working together

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Human Doormat”

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How
Can you
Continue through
Life
Being
Disrespected
Unappreciated
Taken advantaged of
Everyday of
Your life
Question
When did you
Sorry
Do not answer
That question
Because
I have realized
Maybe
You have not
Noticed
That you are
A human doormat
So
I need you to
Come with me
Let me
Show you
Look in
This mirror
Do you see
Your dignity
Do you see
You are
Floating around
In denial
And
To be clear
Not the river
It is
Your form of mind
Your perspectives
Are off
When you choose
To please
Everyone
In this world
Not seeing
Your worth
By
Allowing
Dirt to
Be wiped
On you
Allowing
People
To walk all
Over you
Do you understand
Nobody
Will care
About your
Feelings
Being hurt
Or
See that
It is
Physically
Emotionally
Mentally
Wearing you out
Your kindness
Is beautiful
But
It is
Your weakness
To them
That they are
Willing to
Kill slowly
It is
Every time
They use you
Please
Stop ignoring
This
You can be
Kind
But
Be smart
About it
You are
A person
With feelings
If you do not
Speak up
No one
Will respect
Them

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Faces Inside Shadows”

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When you are
Sprinting
From the shadows
Trying
To escape
Your nightmares
Who are you
Running from
What is
Haunting
Stalking
Causing that
Fear inside
Of you
I see
The panic
On you face
So
What faces are
Surrounding you
What skeletons are
In your closet
That are
Peeking out
Scaring you
Into hysterics
Making you
A raving maniac
That is
Incoherent
And
Gasping
For air
Is it
Your enemies
Is it
Your victims
Is it
Your conscious
Because
I know
It is
Not me
Tell me
What can
I do
To help
How can I
Protect you
From the demons
Chasing you
How can I be
The
Heroin
In your story
I want to
Comfort you
Love you
Give you
Peace
And
Security
Please
Talk to me
I can
Be your
Haven
Your freedom

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Scent Of A Liar”

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Be happy
When I choose
Not to be
Around that
Stupidity
Rejoice
Know I am
Counting
My blessings
I am content
I take it
As a vacation
From a bad
Performance
That is
Continuously
Performed
Every time
I am there
In its presence
I find
Peace
In the separation
My piece of
Heaven
On Earth
The one
Rare occasion
For me
To relax
And
Not be
Entangled
Into
Madness
Or
Whatever
Madness
That is
Brought out
Of me
I take
My peace
Seriously
I do not
Let anyone
Change
The frequency
To what
They
Think it
Should be
I voice it
Nicely
Then
Aggressively
Asking
Please
Do not
Attempt
To sabotage me
Telling them
It will be
Dangerous
Awakening
The predator
Within me
Because
It is
Waiting
For me
To see red
So it can erase
All voice
Recognition
Inside my memory
Making sure
No one
Will be able
To talk
Sense into me
Please understand
I hate when
My hairs
Stand on end
Tingling
When my senses
Adjust
Into an
Observant
Suspicious
Hot headed
Powerful
Weaponized
Person
In ready mode
To attack
Anyone with
The scent
Of a liar
On them

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Emanating An Air Of Power”

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I am not
In awe
I can believe
Not many
Have said
To people
They never
Met
That they are
Magnifique
It is sad
We have
A dilemma
That some people
Need uplifting
A compliment
To get them
Started
On a journey
To where
They want
To be
But
Unbeknownst
To them
We are not
Their strength
What is
Their strength
Is
The sparkle
That glistens
In their eyes
That wrap
All over
Their skin
Flows
Smoothly out of
Their mouth
Poetic words
Once
They speak
Diamonds
In the rough
So to speak
Who walk around
On two feet
That are
Exsqiste
With great
Clarity
Overlooked
By people
Too much
In a hurry
To get nowhere
And
Everywhere
Missing everything
Of true beauty
That comes
Before them
Leaving the
Blessing
Within
The ash
And
Soot
On the
Very body
That
Exudes greatness
A quality
That is
Inside of them
A treasure
Hidden in
Plain sight
Needing
And
Waiting to be
Discovered
Polished
And
Cleaned
Then
Put on display
For the world
To see

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Based On Individuality”

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If you put
A label
On me
Without
Trying
To get to
Know me
It will be
Your lost
Not mine
Because
I am
More than
What you see
I am a
Acquired taste
Only a sensitive
Palate
Will understand me
My personality
My morals
My values
My attitude
I have
My reasons
Why
I have them
Come and sit down
Have a conversation
With me
And
Witness
First hand
So you
Can comprehend
The truth
I bring
I am not
An object
With a price tag
I am
A colorful person
Inside
My skin
And
I only wish
You look
Beyond it
See it
As a casing
That is just
Holding me
Together
THE END
Stopping your
Misjudgment of me
And/or
Hindering
Our Process
To progress
Into being
Something
More than
Strangers
Working
To be
Good friends

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Following Directions”

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First
I want
To take
This moment
To applaud those
That have been
Getting it right
Following the
Compass
Installed in
Their chest
Loving
Living
Caring
About life
My only concern
Is those
Who have
Been rousing
Occasionally
Or
Constantly
A lot of
Chaos
Following bad
Instructions
Leading them
To think
Of ways
To commit
Mass destruction
Upon our race
Who follow
People
With no faith
Fueling
A rise
In anger
That express
Pure hate
Stinking up
The universe
Lining us up
To a terrible fate
A hell
On Earth
We can not
Escape
Unless we come
Together
And change
This fate
Unify humanity
To seeing humans
Not colors
Not enemies
Of the state
Stop killing
What you
Do not understand
Learn from past
Mistakes
Remember
Thou shalt
Not kill
Is universal
Rule to
All with
Common sense

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Body Speak You Listen”

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My body was
Overheating
I felt
Very helpless
It was like
A sahara desert
Had surrounded me
Heat was consuming
Ever part of me
My core temperature
Was boiling
Beyond capacity
I felt like
I was trapped
In an airtight
Container
Closed so tight
No steam
Could escape me
I could not
Calm down
My rage
It was taking over
Every part of me
I tried
To walk
It off
But each step
I took
Felt like
I was fighting
Against
An invisible hand
Constantly
Weighing me down
Making it hard
For me
To stand
Under the pressure
It was
Forcing
My head down
As if I was not
Worthy to rise
My legs were
Buckling
Thoughts kept
Repeating to me
It is better sit
Before becoming
One with the pavement
But my stubbornness
Was on Ten
Telling me
To keep walking
Get somewhere safe
To Rest
You can not
Stay here
Miserable
Sleepy
Nauseous
Drinking water
To settle
My stomach
And
Blasting
The A/C
On the
Lowest setting
In my face
Was freezing me
But I dare not
Turn it down
It was helping
Just a little
I kept whispering
To myself
You can
Do this
So
I bowed my head
Slightly
Squinted
My eyes
Keeping them
Wide enough
To see
My way through
The back streets
To get me
Home
So I can
Sleep off
This siege
Taking my body
Through changes
Sleep will be
My reset
On my
Perspective
Equilibrium
And
Energy
So I can
Start over
Full strength
And stronger

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Nameless And Dangerous”

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It has no name
That it
Goes by
But
We are
Summoning it
To emerge
From the depths
Of hell
And
It is
Something
To be reckon with
It is not playing
Any games
It is coming
Ferociously
For us
Through
A Toxic
Planted
Fertilized
Weed
Called
Greed
Fear
Hate
And
Ignorance
And
If it
Is not stopped
Or removed
Right now
It will
Creep in
Surround
Destroy
Everything
That once
Was beauty
Changing
Us completely
We must
Find a way
To stop
Destroy
Or control it
Because
Its’ airborn poison
Is rising
Into the air
We are
Breathing
And
It is seeping in
Our skin
And organs
Consuming us
Killing
Any or all means
To attempt
To change
For the better
Therefore
Handicapping
Future generations
From knowing
The true
Definition to
What is really humanity
I do not
Know when
I do not
Know how
But it is
Going to take
Over all of us
If we
Just stand by
Waiting for help
Instead of helping
Ourselves
To become better
Change
Cynical bastards
That are
Willing to
Kill humanity
And
Eradicate
Their poison from
The planet
And
Change
Our present
To a future
Where
The world
Sees humans
And
Not seperation of colors

-Yellowbonewonda

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“We All Make Hard Decisions”

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We all
Have done
This dance
With life
Dancing between
Indecisiveness
And
We have been
Conditioned
To sike
Ourselves out
To get in
To not get in
The fight
For our life
Is always
The question
But it is
Left only
To you
To answer
So Stop
Making excuses
Your upbringing
And
Society
Does not define
You
It is what
Is inside of you
And if
It is fear
Of failure
Fear
Of obstacles
That may
Come your way
The reason
Why you
Can not make
A choice
I say
No choice is worst
Than bad choices
Any day
It is your choice
To go
With the current
Or
Go
Against the current
This
Back and forth
Standing
By the edge
Putting your
Right foot in
Right foot out
Left foot in
Left foot out
Is nothing
But you
Loosing your nerve
Just dive in
Move your legs
Move your arms
And
Fight
To the surface
Until you get air

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Desperately Seeking Sleep”

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Sleep is
Neither
A friend
Nor
Foe
To me
These days
But
I want it
To know
From me
I do not
Curse it
I do not
Hate it
I want it
And
I wish
It would
Tell me
Where
Do I stand
With it
I am so
Exhausted
I need it
And
I do not
Remember
When was
The last time
I had it
A solid
Well-resting
Hibernation
That would give
Me true life
A recharge
Of energy
That would get
Me on my way
To being productive
Instead
I feel like
I am
In quicksand
And every step
I make
I sink
Leaving me
Two choices
Sink quickly
Fighting
Or
Sink slowly
Waiting
I hate this
Inconsistently
It is causing
A crack
In my sanity
Letting
My reality
Slip through
My figures
Falling
Out my reach

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Doomsday Scenario”

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It will be
A sneak attack
No one will be
Prepared
For the storm
That is brewing
It will be disguised
As a lovely sunny day
Calm breeze blowing
Full of happiness
Laughter
Jubilation
Underlined
With pure destruction
Boiling
Beneath the surface
It will be
A complete
Annihilation
Of the human race
In one day
And
It will be
Useless
To hide
Run
Or
Beg
For your life
To do
Things over
What was created
Will be erased
And
Mother Nature
Will erase
All of her worries
Making her slow death
Cease
While her defenses
Carry out
Armageddon
A date
Long ago
Set on her calendar
To seal our fate
To meet our maker
After we stopped
Thinking as if
She was a mother
That took care
Of us
Nurturing
Sheltering
And
Feeding us
All of our life
So
How could we be
So ungreatful
To our Mother

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Trollers Trolling”

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It is not right
To send out
A dangerous
Unpredictable
Contagion
Then watch it
Multiply
Like a virus
Into a billion
Comments of hate
Clicking send
After you
Typed a bunch
Of hateful words
Is irresponsible
Why do you think
It is okay
To began
Armageddon
On someone’s
Life
Attacking them
For no reason
Monstrously
Spewing
Venomous hate
Stop hiding
Behind the
Computer screen
Watching your
Madness spin
Out of control
As other people
Chime in to
Brow beating
Demeaning
And
Stomping the person
You deemed weak
Burying them
Into the figurative
Dirt
With their clicks
All because you
Needed to
Release your hate
It is the
Cowardest way
To not care
About
What you say
And
Hurt
People you
Do not know
Stop
Pulling all
Of us into
Your self hate
Fix your life
Get some help
Tackle your demons
Leave everyone
To their own fate

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Imagination Running Wild”

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When you are
Watching
Imagining
And
Looking through
Windows of
Friends
Family
Or
Celebrities
Houses
Out of envy
Do you see
The big picture
Do you notice
The stones
Thrown in the yard
The windows
Cracked
Almost broken
Did you see
What everyone else
Has tried
Before you
Grabbing
Small snippets
Of a life
That does not
Belong to them
They have
Jumped to
The same conclusion
Why them
Not me
Thinking
How pretty
How glamorous
How happy
They would be
If they could walk
In their shoes
Live their dream
But
Not realizing
What all of
You are
Doing
Is dreaming
No one can
Live
Or
Judge
Someone else’s
Life
Open your eyes
To see
That real people
Stand before you
With faults
Hiding secrets
Living
Their true story
To best
Of their ability
The money
The glamour
Is only part
Their story
One side
Of the truth
Not the complete
Reality
Of what
They experience
On a daily
Life
And
Death happens
To everyone
We will all
Share the same
Fate

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Secrets Are Nuclear”

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It is no secret
Everyone knows
What is done
In the dark
Will eventually
Come to the light
Lies and Secrecy
Can cause
Complete devastation
The numbers
Are off the charts
Friendships
Relationships
Marriages
Nations
Broken
Lives taken
Because
You made the
Wrong choice
Causing a monumental
Defeat to any
Bleeding heart
That loves
Cares
And will experience
The crushing lost
My advice
Do not be dazzled
By a two sided coin
In front of you
That has
One side Fire
And the other Ice
Once you flip it
It is
An instant lost
On every toss
Avoid it
At any cost
Refuse to touch it
Back away
Leave it
Laying there
Because
The only outcome
Is the burning of
Sturdy bridges
And/Or
Freezing  solid
Someone’s heart
So are you 
So willing to walk
Around carrying
A nuclear device
That has too
Many variables
That can come forward
And set it off
Human nature
Will be your end
Eventually 
Everyone talks
Blowing up
Everything
Because of
Feelings being hurt
Not caring
If either
The innocent
Or
The wicked
Are
Caught 
In the middle
Of the blast
Of all the chaos

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Trapped By Pain’s Games”

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More intimate
Than any
Of my relationships
It has been
Part of me
It knows me
Inside
And
Out
Pain
A sneaky
Cunning
Scheming
Devious
Deceitful
Unscrupulous
Son of a *itch
Has either
Been
My tormentor
Torturing me
Trying to break me
Into nothingness
Or
My lover
Loving on me
Caressing me
Sending me
Into ecstasy
Then causing
Me to cry
Afterwards
Because it
Walked out
Leaving me
For just
A moment
So I could
Panic
And
Think it
Is not coming back
It has been
Doing this
Continuously
Around the clock
Nonstop
My whole life
I can not
Escape from it
I have tried
Advoidance
Acceptance
Denial
Nothing has worked
I have
Noticed
It waits
When I feel
I am happy
It is gone
Then
It comes back
With a vengeance
Changing
Its face
And
Its strategy
To reenter
Into my life
Pain’s
Message to me
Is
It is not
Going anywhere
This burden
Will be
My baggage
That is not
Fully unpacked
Pouring out
Like
A bottomless pit
The contents
Are scattering
All around me
Boxing me in
So I can not
Move
It just
Wants me
To know
I can not
Run from it
It has me
And
Will not
Let go
NEVER

-Yellowbonewonda

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“He Will Bleed You” Version 2

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He was
The only one
That brought truth
In existence
He walked
This land
Was risen
From the dead
And is living
In the heavens
Above us
He left
This land
Not to one man
But to all
Of us
To provide
Food
In abundance
To feed us
But sadly
We are sitting
Idly by
Being selfish
Not protecting it
From mortal kings
Going to
War without
Purpose
I ask
Why are you
So willing to
Bow down
And fight
Blindly
Giving loyalty
Without question
Dying for a man
To keep
His kingdom
His riches
And increase
His power
To reign
Over us
Your obiendance
To a man
That is not God
Does not deserve
A pledge
Of allegiance
When he is
So willing
To kill
The innocent
The ones
Asking the hard
Questions
Of Why
Are we doing this
And when can
We have
Our peace
And freedom
These false kings
Have you noticed
Are piling up
Rottening
In a dark crypt
And
The throne
Keeps opening up
For more
To come behind them
Searching
To gain its power
So they can
Continue bringing
Their tyranny
To keep us
Binded
To a lie
Told for centuries
By many kings
Before them
So many times
It became a
Collective delusion
As they tried
And
Did not succeed
To defame
The true king’s
Legacy

-Yellowbonewonda

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“No Names Just Victims”

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Two cousins
Mischievous demons
Living
Waiting
For their
Moment
To fester
Inside of you
Trapping you
In a place
With no bars
Just a prison
Within yourself
Sadness
And
Madness
They are
Eager to
Break you down
To a whimpering mess
Giving you
No leniency
Once you are
In their grasp
They do not
Want you to
Catch your breath
Gain clarity
Think about
Consquences
Before you
Do something
You can not
Take back
They want
And
Need you
To blindly
Jump off
The cliff
So you
Must fight
Even when
You have
No fight left
If your hands are
Binded together
And you fear
You can not escape
You have to
Fight within
Your nightmare
If you want
To get back
To your dreams
Surround yourself
With people
That are
Able and willing to
To fight
Uphold
Protect
And
Defend
What is left of
Your mental state
So can
At least
Have a chance
To meet
The good cousins
Happiness
And
Hope
They will come
To rescue
If you let them
Releasing you
From
What was
A dreary
Soul-destroying
Bleak place
And
Give you
A new meaning
To your life

-Yellowbonewonda

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“You Catch Me Then Keep Me Safe”

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I want
My soulmate
That’s only
For me
That will
Love
Cherish
And
Keep
My heart safe
Being that
Man
That will be
The man
That wants
To stay
Through better
And/or worst
I do believe
The way
You pursued me
Is the same
Way you
Should keep me
And if you
Are pretending
I will know
Soon enough
I do not need
My time wasted
By pretenders
Wanting
To be someone
Otherthan theirself
Trying to get
Into my pants
Then break my heart
By walking out
I just want one
Man
To be the man
Who is ready
To be loved
By me
And
Willing to love
Me back
That’s a man
I will do
Anything for
Rushing home
To be in his arms
Giving my
All to
As a queen
Should do
For her king
Every chance
I get
Just
Do not pretend
To be a gentleman
When you are not
Be that man
Before you
Knock on my door
And
Let that one
Show up
Throughout
Do not become
Comfortable
Complacent
And
Taking me
For granted
I refuse
To accept
Treat me
With respect
Tell me
You love me
And
Show me
Everyday
And
Definitely
Do not
Change up
From having me
Be your queen
To
Treating like
Something
You found
On the bottom
Of your shoe
That will be
My cue
To exit
Left
Out the door
Never to
Come back

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Do The Leg Work”

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To trust
Believe
And
Take as gospel
Everything
That is
Told to you
Without
Questioning
Anything
About it
Then you are
Gullible
And
There should be
A law
In place
For your ignorance
Your stupidity
Should be a cause
For you to
Get arrested
Put in jail
For being
A moron
Nitwit
Halfwit
Whichever you
Prefer to be
Called
Being gunho
About something
You know nothing
About
Should be a crime
When you have
Access to so
Many books
To gathering
References to
Back up all that
You are passionate about
It wont be just mean words
Thrown at people
It would be facts
You gathered
You can back up
Anything you say in
Any argument
You are in
Because you
Did the research
And you can
Answer and speak
With intelligence
Because you know
All sides to
Your conclusions
You have to
Question
Intentions
Directed
Towards you
Even when
You know the person
Telling you
Is someone you admire
When it
Does not
Make sense
Do not
Just do it
Do not
Become a mindless
Sheep
Without a brain
Jumping in line
To be slaughtered
Questions will
Never
Kill you
And answers
Can free you
Up to hearing
The truth
And making
Better decisions
To handling the ignorance
Around you

-Yellowbonewonda

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