“Permanent Death Scene”

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This lifetime
And
The next
Could have
Went by
I still
Would not
Have phantom
Any of
These thoughts
Into existance
Until
I stepped back
To replay
Everything
About our life
You took
My hand
Kissed my face
Took my love
Deceived me
Stabbed me
In the back
Then had
The nerve
To ask
Why I hated you
It was because
You was
Someone
I loved
Someone
I trusted
Someone
I thought
Would not
Could not
Ever
Betray me
Yet truth
Did not
Stay covered
Like you
Thought
It would
It caused me
To stumble
Right over it
Onto your plot
Exposing you
For what
You are
A liar
And
Now
You are saying
Baby baby baby
Please hear me
But I am
Not about
That life
All that
Is left
To be said
Is your services
As leading man
Is up
For grabs
You are
No longer
Needed
Or
Wanted
Here
And
Your character
Will be
Permanently
Killed off
With no ghost
Scenes
To resurrect you
You are now
An out of
Work actor
Time to
Start your
Auditions
Elsewhere

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Your Beef Has No Seasoning”

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Gossiping
Whispering
Rumours
Start battles
That end up
Growing into
Century old wars
And
No one is
Giving answers
To Questions
Saying
We can not
Handle the truth
But what
We see is
Alot of
Collateral damage
Left in its place
They are
Killing off
People
Who were
Never enemies
In the first
Place
Because
Unchecked facts
Needed to
Spread
Like wildfire to
Feed
Hate
Insecurities
And
Doubt
So it could
Trigger
Fight
Or
Flight
Response
Inside of us
Do you not
See that
Think for
Yourself
Make decisions
Based on
What is in
Your chest
Use your
Common sense
It will
Always push you
To be
A better version
Of yourself
That will
Stop you
From getting
Hung up
On stupid
Childish beefs
Between someone
You never met
Check your facts
That is all
I ask
Do not season
A beef
That will
Never be
Yours to eat

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Nameless And Dangerous”

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It has no name
That it
Goes by
But
We are
Summoning it
To emerge
From the depths
Of hell
And
It is
Something
To be reckon with
It is not playing
Any games
It is coming
Ferociously
For us
Through
A Toxic
Planted
Fertilized
Weed
Called
Greed
Fear
Hate
And
Ignorance
And
If it
Is not stopped
Or removed
Right now
It will
Creep in
Surround
Destroy
Everything
That once
Was beauty
Changing
Us completely
We must
Find a way
To stop
Destroy
Or control it
Because
Its’ airborn poison
Is rising
Into the air
We are
Breathing
And
It is seeping in
Our skin
And organs
Consuming us
Killing
Any or all means
To attempt
To change
For the better
Therefore
Handicapping
Future generations
From knowing
The true
Definition to
What is really humanity
I do not
Know when
I do not
Know how
But it is
Going to take
Over all of us
If we
Just stand by
Waiting for help
Instead of helping
Ourselves
To become better
Change
Cynical bastards
That are
Willing to
Kill humanity
And
Eradicate
Their poison from
The planet
And
Change
Our present
To a future
Where
The world
Sees humans
And
Not seperation of colors

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Trollers Trolling”

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It is not right
To send out
A dangerous
Unpredictable
Contagion
Then watch it
Multiply
Like a virus
Into a billion
Comments of hate
Clicking send
After you
Typed a bunch
Of hateful words
Is irresponsible
Why do you think
It is okay
To began
Armageddon
On someone’s
Life
Attacking them
For no reason
Monstrously
Spewing
Venomous hate
Stop hiding
Behind the
Computer screen
Watching your
Madness spin
Out of control
As other people
Chime in to
Brow beating
Demeaning
And
Stomping the person
You deemed weak
Burying them
Into the figurative
Dirt
With their clicks
All because you
Needed to
Release your hate
It is the
Cowardest way
To not care
About
What you say
And
Hurt
People you
Do not know
Stop
Pulling all
Of us into
Your self hate
Fix your life
Get some help
Tackle your demons
Leave everyone
To their own fate

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Casting Deadly Spells”

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You have casted
A hate spell
To kill
By the trillions
And
Take
What is the good part
Of humanity
So no one
Can rebuild from
All your damage
There are
Too many
Stories
You tell
Where you play
The victim
In a fabled tale
Where the truth
Is avoided
You are
An evil
Narcissistic
Nefarious
Numskull
You are so
Full of yourself
You fill the air
With a toxic smell
Mutating most
Into mindless zombies
Ready to
Follow you
Into hell
And the rest
You kill
By the contact smell
It is a bleek
Damning future
If you continue
To act upon
Your creation
Of a living nightmare
By bringing
To the surface
All the hate
You want spreading
So we can live
In your hell
You are living

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Inanimate Object”

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I am not
To be treated
Like dirty laundry
You peel off
Tossing
Here and there
Without a care
After walking
Through the door
I do not belong
On the floor
To be stepped on
Each and every day
As you walk
From here to there
I do not want
To be kicked
Under the bed
Forgotten and
Gathering filth
That will
Never get cleaned
And definitely
I do not
Want to be
That guest sleeping
On the couch
That never leaves
Laying there
Day and night
Not contributing
Nothing
To the house
I would never
Treat you
Like an object
With no feelings
I deserve
The same
Respect
Stop thinking
You can
Wear
Damage
Throw away
Or replace me
Without it
Making me feel
You are not committing
A wicked act
Of total disrespect
My value
Should be clear
If you was not
Blind
I have been here
I had your back
But your old
Habits
Of taking
Good soul
And breaking
Them down
Has you
Salivating
Craving to do
Me some harm
I never deserved

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Lying For No Reason”

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Let’s stop
Fighting
For this
Faded memory
Full of lies
And deception
I can see
Clearly now
Your cruel
Intentions
My brain
Is working
And piecing
Together
What my heart
Couldn’t
In the beginning
Now that
It is hurting
And
Close to empty
You was never
Into me
You used me
I get it
I am just
Another body
In a rubble
With other
Broken hearted
Women
You are a risk
To my sanity
Telling lies
For no reason
It’s a game
That’s life
Or death
For me
It’s affecting
My emotions
My nerves are shot
I’m going mental
With all
The petty
Head games
You are playing
Saying that
You love me
But deep down
You hate me
When you keep
Sending me
Through
A gauntlet
Of trained killers
Waiting
Ready to
Shoot me
In the
Head
Or
In my chest
Out of mercy

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Only Two Choices”

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Everyone thinks
By making plans
Guarantees
Their future
Nothing is
Promised
To anyone
In this
Group delusion
This can all end
Immediately
Causing us to
Drop dead
Where we stand
So don’t think
You’re special
Over another
Live your life
To the fullest
And be a good person
It’s a do
Or die situation
On countdown
And no one
Knows the end game
It is his gift
To give
On how long
He will put up
With the ignorance
Of people
Stop pretending
We have control
Of life
It’s an illusion
We live in a world
Of judgement
With simple choices
Live
Die
Love
Hate
There is no room
To play
In the middle
We are all puppets
Dancing
To the tune
Of two
Grand master gamers
Be aware
All your choices
Dictates who is
Your controller
Either you
Choose God or Satan
To be
The keeper
Of your soul
This will be
The most
Important decision
You’d make
So don’t order
Like you’re
Buying a Starbucks
This is for
Eternity
An Infinitant decision
Nothing to be
Taken lightly

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Need An Advocate For My Life”

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Do I keep
Walking
Or stand still
Until someone
Comes to
Find me
Waiting feels
Like a lifetime
And dying
Is an eternity
Either way
I risk
Being lost
It’s hell
In the middle of
Somewhere
Surrounded
By nothing
Wondering
Aimlessly
With
No direction
Just walking
In circles
Like I’m crazy
Looking
For something
That is rare
And hard to find
A piece
Of happiness
In the form
Of two pills
One states
Lie down
On my back
And die
The other
States
Stand tall
on my feet
And fight
To the death
If I have to
Either fate
By my hands
Are
Bad versus worst
Case scenario
I need
Something
More drastic
Taking all worries
Away
Of picking
The wrong one
So I’m
Giving it over
To a judger
A devil’s advocate
That is
Capable
Of weeding out
The ungrateful
And
The unworthy
With specific
Instructions
To give
My heart
To the one
Ready to die
For me
In order
To live
Forever
Up
In heaven
Beside me
With no
Fear
Deceit
Or
Heartache
To come
Home to

-Yellowbonewonda

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“I Value My Safety”

Why is it
That some people
Include me
In games
I don’t want
To play
Too many people
Putting me
In deadly situations
With riddles
That don’t
Make sense
And no
Plausible answers
To guess
I’m hanging
From
Death traps
I can not
Escape
There are no
Safety nets
To catch me
From sudden death

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I’m a guareenteed
Loser
In this game
When there
Are no
Rules
To keep me safe
I can not
Understand
Why there are
People
Happy at
Putting me
In danger
Because
They believe
My safety is
Not a value
To them
I am not
Put here
To be
Played with
Or
Entertainment
For people
That are
Unhappy
With their
Life

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Island Of Our Own”

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All I ask
Is that you
Promise
Yourself
That you
Will surrender
Your stress
Lock it up
Keeping it
Away from
This happiness
With both
Want to share
The pain you
Had before me
Don’t give
It so
Much control
Just
Direct all
Your senses
And
Concentrate
On us
Let’s stay
In our world
Our own piece
Of heaven
In the center
Of a
Complicated world
No outside
Madness
Will ever
Enter
What
Is outside
Stays outside
Where it can’t
Hurt us
Never
Destroying
What we’ve grown
This kingdom
Is no kingdom
Without this bond
I will always
Be your refuge
And you will be mine
So
Let me
Be that
Barbed wire
Surrounding
Protecting
And
Keeping you
Mentally
And
Emotionally strong
Don’t worry
All trespasses
Will not enter
So relax
And let go
Leaving all
Your worries
Behind you
When you
Come across
This heavenly
Threshold
Where we
Have built
A strong foundation
I can guarantee
All our past
Sweat and tears
Will hold
It up
In any storm
No weathering
Or
Taking shelter
Anywhere else
We are home

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Laid In Front Of You”

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Two glasses
On a table
Rotated to
Your point
Of view
It does not
Matter
Everyone else
Sees it as
Wrong
But you
Say it
Ain’t so
Your reasoning
Is warped
You will never
See
The truth
Even if
It was
Presented right
In front
Of you
My conclusion
Is I’m damned
In whatever
I do
I will never
Have the chance
To be
A part of
Your life
I’m forever
At arms length
Doubted
With no
Reason
To back it up
I’m feeling
Some type of way
Because you lied
You put me
In this position
Making me
Feel like
I’m the one
That is wrong
And blind
To the truth
I shouldn’t have
To defend myself
When I’ve
Committed no crime
Against you
You are the one
That let your
Past and enemies
Condemn me
Someone else
Made the decision
To hurt you
That was them
Not me
I’ve been here
Standing steadfast
Beside you
Never faltering
Real and confident
In every step
I made with you
I laid everything
About me
Out on the table
You should
Know me
My heart
My story
And my character
Nothing has
Ever changed
I’ve been the same
Person
I hate how
You say
You want
Someone real
But keep
Doing stupid
Things to offend me
Stop taking it
Out on me
I’ve never
Turned my back
Once on you
I was the one
That told you
You was family
And
Embraced you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Inexcusable Behaviour”

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I’ve recorded
And analyzed
Everything
Mentally
Never
Forgetting
The lies
That left
Your mouth
So easily
I won’t
Forget
That you lied
Straight to
My face
I remembered it
As if it
Was yesterday
So vividly
I can still
Taste
The hate
That spued from
Your mouth
You lacked
Self-respect
And all dignity
Your
Actions
Spoke
With fluidity
While slug
And sewage
Poured
Slowly
From all your
Crevices
Stinking up
The air
There was
No way
To breath
Around your
Poisonous
Toxicity
The habits
You’ve developed
From your past
Is hindering you
And
You’ve formed a
Very distinctive
Pelicular feature
That shields you
You are unable
To respect
Those good
To you
But today
My truth
Will be
Smacking you
I was born
With the capability
Of seeing
Truth
And
Bull shit
Around me
I treat
Your words as
Little Particles
Floating
In the air
About to plague
My environment
With a
Virus
With no cure
For me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Not In Line For You”

You said
You would
Need me
Want me
And
Love me
And only me
For life
But it wasn’t
The truth
Your sidechick
I guess
Had enough
Of you
Telling her
You would
Leave me
Divorce me
And make
Her your
New wife
You had
No intentions
In leaving
Her
Nor I
And that became
Your biggest mistake
You put
Your trust
In a scorned
Woman
With secrets
You kept
From me
And she got
Tired of
Your many excuses
She did
What she felt
Would make
Her happy
With one click
Destroying us
Sending
All the
Proof of
Your explicit
Relationship
Letters
Videos
Chats
In black
White
And color
Your cheating
Has costed
Us everything
It was
An ultimate kill
Killing us
Quickly

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I will not
Be the other woman
Waiting in line
For you
I gave you
All of me
You threw
It away
For a romp in
The hay
With someone
Otherthan me
Imploding
Everything
That mattered
Between us
There is
No way
To fixing
This mess
You created
Call her up
I know
She’s waiting for you

-Yellowbonewonda

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