“Situational Intolerance”

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What happened to your spirit
What broke you down so bad
Making you so
Hateful
Resentful
Disrespectful
To everyone around you

Where in your life
Did you lose yourself
That innocence
That kept you laughing
And shrugging off
The little stuff

Because right now
That stick
Up your a$$
Is causing some serious damage
Destruction that is making
This a detrimental situation

And I am tired of this
You constipated
Irritated
Miserable person
With your attitude always
Dailed up to ten
For no damn reason

This stuff you on
Got you doing
Some demented batshittyness
How can you live
With yourself
Being so difficult
What is your problem

After eight hours of your crap
You make me want
To commit myself
Just so I can be alone
In peace
Listening to silence

Your problems
No one can solve this
Even a mathematician

At the top of his class
Threw up his hands
Saying he did not
Want any part you

Unsolvable equation
That was his last statement
As he ran away
Saying lose his number

-Yellowbonewonda

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“First Task Get Up”

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I just
Need to take
One step
Then another
Then another
Until
I am able
To run again
Towards the
Destination
I need to
Get to
In my head
If only
I put
These legs
Over the edge
Of the bed
Stand up
Stretch
Walk to
The bathroom
Brush my teeth
Take a shower
Go to the closet
Get dressed
Begin the day
With breakfast
Go outside
Let the sun
Shine
On my face
Instead
I keep
Dreaming
I am not up
I am not
Out of bed
Because
It is
Too often
Now
I lay
In bed
Drifting along
This path
Limboing
In this life
Not living
Slowly dying
But
Not dead
Just
Hindering fate
Being my
Number one
Enemy
Trapped in
My own head
And it
Is sad
I keep
Hearing myself
Saying
That
I am
Playing with fire
Yet I can not
Get off
This emotional rollercoaster
Is not fun
Getting high
Only
To crash
And burn
Below
Finding yet
Another weakness
Instead
It comes
And goes
As it pleases
Leaving
Without a trace
Becoming another
Disappointment
Another
Day
I let
Get away
Waiting to
Begin
Another tomorrow
To try
To get motivated
And
Make more excuses
Why yesterday
Was not the day
Why today
Is not the day
To get up
Playing the same
Old record
Trapped in
My head
With no mojo
Because
It ran away
Again

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Until Your Last Breath”

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How am I
Suppose to help
If you are not
Willing to do
Anything
And
Everything
To save
Yourself
You rather die
Than tell
The truth
Okay
I say
Truth
Can be
Discussed later
Just
Give me
Simple information
So I can help
You escape
Or
Is it possible
You have fallen for
Your captors
Because
I am confused
I do not
Understand
Your silence
Why are you not
Yelling at
The top
Your lungs
Or
Whispering
In everyone’s ears
That come
Too readily
To your bed
To take you
By force
If you do
Nothing
Know
Nothing will
Come
For you
But misery
Helplessness
And
Imprisonment
You need
Play your cards
That you have
Been dealt
Play the
Empathy
Sympathy
Card
Play on their
Consciousness
Of guilt
Go the distance
Play on
Your enemy’s
Hate
Get him/her
Angry enough
To come after you
Yes it is
An unconventional
Rescue
But a rescue
At best
I just say
Play the whole
Damn deck
Until your
Last breath
It only takes
One person
To start
A blazing
Inferno
To get
Emergency Responders
To be dispatched
Use me
Use them
Use your enemy
To save you
Bringing this chaos
To an end
So you can get
Out of
This mess
Fight until
Your last breath

-Yellowbonewonda

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