“A Clown In Man Skin”

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Your reputation
Now
Precedes you
And
My premonition is
It will spread
Like wildfire
Burning
Down
Destroying
Everyone
That will come
In contact
With you
So I am
Doing a PSA
Fair warning
For all
Gathering
All the
Dictionaries
In the world
A highlighter
To mark all
The words
To call you
Put your face
To them
And
Below is
A beginning
A start to
Illustrate you
A manipulator
A heartbreaker
A fraud
A pretender
And
One word
I know
Will never
Be on
That list
King
That word
Will never
Describe you
You are a child
Trapped in
A man’s body
Playing games
With women’s
Minds
And
Emotions
In order
To destroy them
It is sad
You think
Karma
Will not come
For you
Knock on
Your door
To punish you
For all
The wrong
You have done
To everyone
Their justice
Will happen
For
Every woman
Child
That ever
Loved you
They will
See you
On your knees
Begging
For forgiveness

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Body Speak You Listen”

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My body was
Overheating
I felt
Very helpless
It was like
A sahara desert
Had surrounded me
Heat was consuming
Ever part of me
My core temperature
Was boiling
Beyond capacity
I felt like
I was trapped
In an airtight
Container
Closed so tight
No steam
Could escape me
I could not
Calm down
My rage
It was taking over
Every part of me
I tried
To walk
It off
But each step
I took
Felt like
I was fighting
Against
An invisible hand
Constantly
Weighing me down
Making it hard
For me
To stand
Under the pressure
It was
Forcing
My head down
As if I was not
Worthy to rise
My legs were
Buckling
Thoughts kept
Repeating to me
It is better sit
Before becoming
One with the pavement
But my stubbornness
Was on Ten
Telling me
To keep walking
Get somewhere safe
To Rest
You can not
Stay here
Miserable
Sleepy
Nauseous
Drinking water
To settle
My stomach
And
Blasting
The A/C
On the
Lowest setting
In my face
Was freezing me
But I dare not
Turn it down
It was helping
Just a little
I kept whispering
To myself
You can
Do this
So
I bowed my head
Slightly
Squinted
My eyes
Keeping them
Wide enough
To see
My way through
The back streets
To get me
Home
So I can
Sleep off
This siege
Taking my body
Through changes
Sleep will be
My reset
On my
Perspective
Equilibrium
And
Energy
So I can
Start over
Full strength
And stronger

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Empty Space”

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I do not know
What is beyond
The stars
In the distant skies
I just know
There is something
Out there bigger
Than me
And since
That is my truth
Believe that
Know that
My thoughts
Are also
The same
For any dude
That want
To hustle me
I want all
To understand
If you stand
In front of me
Running your game
It will be your
Downfall
I do not
Accept
Anyone
Into my bed
Without
Knowing
Observing
Seeing
The truth
In his actions
Because
Just words
Will never
Melt me
Into a
One nightstand
Sorry
Dick does not
Have that kind
Of power over me
And
For every dick
That walk by me
Know you are safe
I do not pounce
I am looking for
Substance
Intergrity
A man of his word
Not a dude
Eager to tell
Me what
I want to hear
And
What speaks
Volumes to me
Is your words
Being backed
By action
Otherwise
Words spoken
Alone
Will only fall
On deaf ears
Becoming
White noise
That will be directed
For deletion
Never to reach
My brain to
Be downloaded
Into memory
Forgotten words
A thing
That never happened
Something that will
Never have
An influence
On me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“I Pass Player”

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Player
Player
Here is
My disclaimer
I refuse
To get played
By you
I do not want
In my future
To be
A scorned woman
Plotting vengeance
To get back
At you
I refuse to be
That kind of woman
Miserable because
Of you
I checked
My list
On things
To accomplish
In my life
My thoughts
My dreams
My bed
And it
Did not
Include you
So get it
Through both of
Your heads
I am not
Interested
Your charm
Your looks
Your existence
Does not
Peak my curiosity
I do not need
To get
To know you
To understand
The true you
So take
The games
You want
To play
The lies
You want
To tell
The thoughts
Of you squirming
Your way
Into my bed
And
Go somewhere else
With that
I refuse to
Give you
Any of
My time
My energy
My loving
So you can
Mistreat me
Like others
Before me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Choose Wisely”

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Just know
No one has
All the answers
How to get there
But trying will
Help you get closer
Choosing
To be a fighter
The one that
Takes Life’s games
And build
Something
Not pretty
Not perfect
But stable
Will win you
The game
Everytime
The rules
To the game
Is simple
Three different
Types of players
The cleaner
The builder
The sleeper
Must try to
Complete
Their plan
Being someone
They once dreamt
Of being
When they
Were little
Life’s
Only advice is
To pick your
Building blocks
Carefully
And
Choose your
Representation
Wisely
Not all players
In this game
Will get the job done
Effectively
The Cleaner
Sweeps
And
Packs up
Everything
They have learned
Through the years
Putting it
Away in storage
Coming short
Of his/her dream
Because of convenience
The builder
Seeks challenges
Ready to
Build
Nothing
Into something
Creating something
Wonderful
Being what
They dreamt
Of being
Making it reality
The sleeper
Is the laziest
Of the three
Blames everyone
For their
Short comings
Just laying down
Getting buried
Never attempting
To accomplish
Anything
Unless it is easy
Avoiding all hard work
Because they
Lack effort
Which one of these
Players you want
To represent you
And
What do you
Want to accomplish

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Secrets Are Nuclear”

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It is no secret
Everyone knows
What is done
In the dark
Will eventually
Come to the light
Lies and Secrecy
Can cause
Complete devastation
The numbers
Are off the charts
Friendships
Relationships
Marriages
Nations
Broken
Lives taken
Because
You made the
Wrong choice
Causing a monumental
Defeat to any
Bleeding heart
That loves
Cares
And will experience
The crushing lost
My advice
Do not be dazzled
By a two sided coin
In front of you
That has
One side Fire
And the other Ice
Once you flip it
It is
An instant lost
On every toss
Avoid it
At any cost
Refuse to touch it
Back away
Leave it
Laying there
Because
The only outcome
Is the burning of
Sturdy bridges
And/Or
Freezing  solid
Someone’s heart
So are you 
So willing to walk
Around carrying
A nuclear device
That has too
Many variables
That can come forward
And set it off
Human nature
Will be your end
Eventually 
Everyone talks
Blowing up
Everything
Because of
Feelings being hurt
Not caring
If either
The innocent
Or
The wicked
Are
Caught 
In the middle
Of the blast
Of all the chaos

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Second Chance To Fail”

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You convinced me
To allow you to
Rewrite our story
And give you
Another chance
To play
The leading man
Seeking
His second chance
To change
What made us
Into a disater movie
You assured me
Not to worry
Because
You had
My back
My front
All sides
Of me
To catch me
So I would not
Fall to hard
On the pavement
You was so convincing
I believed
You wanted
To create
This love story
With me
Live in bliss
For the rest
Of our lives
Together as a family
But
This time
It was a record moment
When your
Signals
Started to go haywire
Causing me worry
All over again
Questioning if you
Were lying
Your words
And actions
Conflicted
And
You refuse
To give me clarity
You did not
Bother to talk
To me
You stopped
All communication
With no explanation
I do not
Know the reason
Why we cleaned
The slate
When it was
Within days
You crushed
Any and all dreams
We mentioned
We wanted
Creating
The second series
To another disater story

-Yellowbonewonda

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“My Brain A Deadly Weapon”

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The two
Deadliest people
The Assassin
That kills
For no reason
Other than money
The Bodyguard
That protects
Killing only
When provoked
When someone
Tries to
Assassinate
Their boss
While guarding them
Are inside
Of each person
Making them
The perfect weapon
To defend
Maim
Or
Kill
Anything
In its path
That cause harm
To its master
All feelings are
Locked away
In order
To think
With precision
So the hard
Decisions
Can be made
Without hesitation
After the brain
Has sensed danger
The only mission
Is to
Restore balance
At any cost
To guarantee
The heart
A fighting chance
To beat again
And
Love
Unconditionally
Without limits
I just say
As a warning
Do not
Wake up
The machine
Called the brain
I do not
Know what
It is capable of
But I know
Its agenda
Is to preserve
Love
So evil
Will not
Take over
And cause
Permanent blindness
Preventing
You to see
The good
In anybody

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Trapped By Pain’s Games”

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More intimate
Than any
Of my relationships
It has been
Part of me
It knows me
Inside
And
Out
Pain
A sneaky
Cunning
Scheming
Devious
Deceitful
Unscrupulous
Son of a *itch
Has either
Been
My tormentor
Torturing me
Trying to break me
Into nothingness
Or
My lover
Loving on me
Caressing me
Sending me
Into ecstasy
Then causing
Me to cry
Afterwards
Because it
Walked out
Leaving me
For just
A moment
So I could
Panic
And
Think it
Is not coming back
It has been
Doing this
Continuously
Around the clock
Nonstop
My whole life
I can not
Escape from it
I have tried
Advoidance
Acceptance
Denial
Nothing has worked
I have
Noticed
It waits
When I feel
I am happy
It is gone
Then
It comes back
With a vengeance
Changing
Its face
And
Its strategy
To reenter
Into my life
Pain’s
Message to me
Is
It is not
Going anywhere
This burden
Will be
My baggage
That is not
Fully unpacked
Pouring out
Like
A bottomless pit
The contents
Are scattering
All around me
Boxing me in
So I can not
Move
It just
Wants me
To know
I can not
Run from it
It has me
And
Will not
Let go
NEVER

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Monsters Don’t Look Like Monsters”

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They did
Something
Daring
That we
Did not
Or
Could not
Imagine
They came
Out of hiding
Venturing
From under beds
Walking out
Of closets
Leaving
Dark alleyways
To come
Into the sunlight
To induce
Nightmares
During the daytime
They were
Tired of
Feeding off
Of just
Innocence
When they had
A full buffet
In front
Of them
To take
Away everything
Good in life
From people of
All ages
Men
Women
And
Children
No one can
Protect us
From monsters
That do not
Look like
Monsters
They have
Changed the game
Evolved
While we were
Complacent
Believing they
Would stay
In their place
We lowered our
Defenses
Now we are
Paying a price
By being haunting
Night
And
Day
Without
A safe
Haven
To go to
To hide
From all the monsters

-Yellowbonewonda

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“He Will Bleed You” Version 2

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He was
The only one
That brought truth
In existence
He walked
This land
Was risen
From the dead
And is living
In the heavens
Above us
He left
This land
Not to one man
But to all
Of us
To provide
Food
In abundance
To feed us
But sadly
We are sitting
Idly by
Being selfish
Not protecting it
From mortal kings
Going to
War without
Purpose
I ask
Why are you
So willing to
Bow down
And fight
Blindly
Giving loyalty
Without question
Dying for a man
To keep
His kingdom
His riches
And increase
His power
To reign
Over us
Your obiendance
To a man
That is not God
Does not deserve
A pledge
Of allegiance
When he is
So willing
To kill
The innocent
The ones
Asking the hard
Questions
Of Why
Are we doing this
And when can
We have
Our peace
And freedom
These false kings
Have you noticed
Are piling up
Rottening
In a dark crypt
And
The throne
Keeps opening up
For more
To come behind them
Searching
To gain its power
So they can
Continue bringing
Their tyranny
To keep us
Binded
To a lie
Told for centuries
By many kings
Before them
So many times
It became a
Collective delusion
As they tried
And
Did not succeed
To defame
The true king’s
Legacy

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Lying For No Reason”

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Let’s stop
Fighting
For this
Faded memory
Full of lies
And deception
I can see
Clearly now
Your cruel
Intentions
My brain
Is working
And piecing
Together
What my heart
Couldn’t
In the beginning
Now that
It is hurting
And
Close to empty
You was never
Into me
You used me
I get it
I am just
Another body
In a rubble
With other
Broken hearted
Women
You are a risk
To my sanity
Telling lies
For no reason
It’s a game
That’s life
Or death
For me
It’s affecting
My emotions
My nerves are shot
I’m going mental
With all
The petty
Head games
You are playing
Saying that
You love me
But deep down
You hate me
When you keep
Sending me
Through
A gauntlet
Of trained killers
Waiting
Ready to
Shoot me
In the
Head
Or
In my chest
Out of mercy

-Yellowbonewonda

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