“Tell Me How You Feel”

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Your game
Was good
You became
More than
A friend
You was family
I can not
Believe
All these years
You was
Pretending
To be my friend
To get close
In order
To deceive me
What did
I do
To make
You think
You needed
To destroy me
We shared
So much
Together
Emotions
Secrets
Laughter
Tears
So I am baffled
That it was
All faked
And
You waited
Until now
To creep up
As a coward
A thief in
The night
To steal
The remainder of
What was left
Of me
And
When I chose
To fight for it
To preserve it
To rebuild it
For someone
Not you
I saw the rage
In your eyes
As you plunged
Your blade
Into me
Giving me
No reason
Refusing
To tell me
What lead
To this
Brutality

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Trapped By Pain’s Games”

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More intimate
Than any
Of my relationships
It has been
Part of me
It knows me
Inside
And
Out
Pain
A sneaky
Cunning
Scheming
Devious
Deceitful
Unscrupulous
Son of a *itch
Has either
Been
My tormentor
Torturing me
Trying to break me
Into nothingness
Or
My lover
Loving on me
Caressing me
Sending me
Into ecstasy
Then causing
Me to cry
Afterwards
Because it
Walked out
Leaving me
For just
A moment
So I could
Panic
And
Think it
Is not coming back
It has been
Doing this
Continuously
Around the clock
Nonstop
My whole life
I can not
Escape from it
I have tried
Advoidance
Acceptance
Denial
Nothing has worked
I have
Noticed
It waits
When I feel
I am happy
It is gone
Then
It comes back
With a vengeance
Changing
Its face
And
Its strategy
To reenter
Into my life
Pain’s
Message to me
Is
It is not
Going anywhere
This burden
Will be
My baggage
That is not
Fully unpacked
Pouring out
Like
A bottomless pit
The contents
Are scattering
All around me
Boxing me in
So I can not
Move
It just
Wants me
To know
I can not
Run from it
It has me
And
Will not
Let go
NEVER

-Yellowbonewonda

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“You Slither You Die”

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The good
That may be
In you
I do not see it
Or pretend to
I am not deaf
Blind
And/or dense
To let you
Gain entrance
Once again
Into the garden
I created
For myself
So stop thinking
I am weak
From your
Attacks
I still
Have plenty
Fight in me
I am ready
To fight
To the death
Coral snakes
Copperheads
Cottonmouths
And
Rattlesnakes
Beware
I see you
Surrounding me
Getting ready
To attack
And
Kill me
With your
Venomous bite
Do not think
I do not
See you
Trying to
Slither up
The side
Of my gate
You have no
Good intentions
It is against
Your nature
To do anything
That is right
You do not
Own
Or
Be in possession of
A conscious bone
In your body
To give you
A backbone
To stand on
Your own
Two feet
So your
Audacity
Impertinence
And the gall
You have
To knock
At my gate
Will go unanswered
I will
Let the hunters
Chasing you
Take you to
The hell
You are willing
To take me
If I trust
You again
After you
Caused so much
Heartache
And
Death
I refuse
And
Will not
Give you
Another chance

-Yellowbonewonda

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