“Cautious Distrust”

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I do not live
In a fairytale
I am not
That little
Innocent girl
That gobbled up
The lies you once told
And
Continue to tell
I am a little wiser
Stronger
Experienced of the world
I know truth
Is actions
Not empty words
Thrown at me
So I am inclined
To doubt
Your intentions
Your motivations
I question
Everything
Anything
That involves you
I believe
In my heart
You are inspired
Purely by self-interest
Trying to gain
Some type of advantage
Over me
Your pursuit
To seek me out
Without regard for
The people involved
It is selfish
Reprehensible
Inexcusable
Repugnant of you
Because you are
Still mendacious
Fraudulent
Full of treachery
You live so dishonestly
Why can’t you
Act honorably
Your selfish reasons
Whatever
They maybe
Only push people away
Just
Tell the truth
Why are you
Really here
Do you want forgiveness
Do you want a relationship
Are you being pressured
What is it
That you want
Because the hair on my neck
Is standing at attention
Signaling I should be
Vigilantly watchful of you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Calling Out Bull Crap”

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Some people see
In black and white
While I see
In color
And the way
You look at me
Just
Keep looking on
Like a big dumby
I am glad
You have lowered
Your expectations
Of me
You are
Unaware
I am
Aware of you
And
Your intentions
You
Not
Understanding
I have always
Been
Paying attention
Your Bull crap
I peeped
Long ago
Since day one
I saw you
I smelled it
On you
It’s on every
Part of you
Your stench
Is consuming
You can not
Hide from it
You can not
Blend in a crowd
Or pass it on
As a new perfume
You are trying
And
I will not
Ignore it by
Tiptoeing around it
The smell
You are giving
I am calling
You out on it
There is no
Way to
Defend it
You and
All your
Friends
Are tagged
And
I am coming
You will not be
Immune to
My tongue lashing
I am ready
And not holding
Back the punches
It is not in
My nature
To backdown
From this challenge
I am cleaning up
The area around me
Taking out people
That are phony
That are saying
They are going
To help
But helping
Up to a point
That they think
You deserve it
Giving less
Than
Human decency
Or treating
You like a human
But asking you
For everything
To be given
Blindly
Without
Giving answers
To questions
That needs
Answering
You are
Just a
Sorry excuse
So stop
Lying

-Yellowbonewonda

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