“Stop Bothering Me”

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Do not tempt a beast
Or
A beast is what you get
Thank you
For you attention
At the end of this
This needs to be over
Before a massacre eludes
Making it hard
To being cordial at best
I do not need you
Lane changing
Coming into my rearview
Or
Veering in front of me
Let us make
This clear
This is
My lane
That is
Your lane
Let us get
To where we are going
Without confusion
Without roadblocks
Without incident
Failure to communicate
Is not my problem
With anyone
I say what
I mean
I do as I say
My middle ground
Is staying in my lane
Keeping my opinions
To myself
If I am not asked
It is not mine to give
The end of story
Curtain closes on this act
So here is my dilemma
I thought it was impossible
To have too many people
Not knowing me
Lying on me
But I was proven wrong
Every time
I let my guard down
To invite them in
Into the secret realm
Of where my peace
Is kept
Peace of mind
Peace of heart
Yeah yeah
That mumbo jumbo crap
You think is not for me
To keep
Then your thought process
Is on the fritz
You need to fix it quick
Before I correct you on it
See I am not about
Playing games with my
Mental
Physical
Emotional health
With anyone
Fix your life
Or
I will fix it for you
Just know
If I fix it
My tools are
Impractical
Inappropriate
Unbecoming of a lady
That now stands before you
That beast inside of me
Even I do not want
To meet
No one is ready to see
Not you
Not me
She is uncontrollable
She only knows predator instincts
Not forgiveness
Not mercy
No feelings
Of how you will end up
After the massacre is unleashed
So before I leave
Do you have
Any more questions
Question and answer
Session is now
Open for you
This is your chance

-Yellowbonewonda

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“What Da”

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I do not want
To come out my character
For no one
Especially you
But I will
My irritation
My annoyance
Of the sight of you
I deal with it
Well enough
That is my cross
To bare
But heed my urgency now
I am asking you to keep
This in mind
This is the end
Of the road for you
I can not take
Much more of you
I am warning you
I am cautioning you
This is a public service announcement
For you
And
Anyone like you
To leave me alone
Because
I could careless
Either way of your
Success
Or
Failure
It does not matter to me
My thing is
I did nothing
I do nothing
To nobody
Nobody can say
I have done anything
To them
I mind my own damn business
I stay in my lane
I know nothing
About nothing
I do not gossip
I do not question
I do not interact
In conversations
That do not include me
So
Why is it
$Hit still falls on me
I am not understanding
This concept
This crap of
Why this is happening
To me
This worthless nonsense
This $hit storm
That is taunting
That is following
That is chasing me
I do not give
Two $hits about
What you do
How you do it
When you do it
Where you do it
When it does not concern me
Just
Stop being mad
I refuse to be in the audience
Clapping in the crowd
For you
Get over it
Be glad
Another person is not being
Fake with you
Kissing your @ss
Laughing behind your back
That is not me
Do you
I do me
Live your life
You do not need me
To be your cheerleader
In this world
That is what your family
And
Friends
Are for
I am neither to you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“The Civil Force”

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Responsible
For the prevention
Detection of crime
Maintenance
Of public order
Nowhere
Says
Fear
Consternation
Discomposure
Is part
That description
Yet
This is a
Combination of
Something
That is
Building up
Only to
Boil over
Into something
Most deadly
A legalized killer
Playing
Judge
Jury
Executioner
In the street
Of our community
Putting targets
On the chest
Of people
Killing anyone
That they deem
Not human
We all
Can do
Without this
Melancholy
We need protection
Not
Twitchiness
Embedded
In the DNA of
A police officer
A peace officer
A soldier of
Community
We need
Officers
Who have
A calm mind
A steady hand
Being a
People person
With training
To see everyone
As humans
Not bullseyes
Moving amongst
Our community
Having that abilty
To deal with
People
And
Be
A peace protector
Not someone
Part of
The tyranny
Looking for revenge
Instant justice
By riddling
Unarmed
People
In the streets
With bullets
Will be
A beginning
No one is
An animal
A carcass
Needing
Collecting
Made as a
Trophy
In anyone’s mind
Worn on someone’s chest
Placed in their record
As a legalized
Good shooting
It is
A Killing
A Murder
By any meaning
Guns should be
Last resort
Majority of
Situations
Can be
Have been
Solved
Without killing
Look at
The prison system
Full to capacity
Getting fuller
By the minute
How do you
Suppose
They
Got there
Alive
Breathing
They were
Arrested
Convicted
And
Imprisoned
Either
Receiving
Justice
Or
Injustice
By the system
But alive
Nonetheless
Living to
Fight
Within the system

-Yellowbonewonda

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“There Is No Manual”

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Everyone
In this world
Has an inheritance
Of unlimited
Wealth
Beyond what
Money could buy
It is in the
Opportunities
We have
The passion
That fuels us
To chase dreams
And
Push
Our mind
To getting
Where we want
To be
In this life
And
To complete
This quest
For what
Is destined
To be
Your life
Know
It is after
You have
Opened
Your eyes
Taken
Your first breath
That you
Need to
Look towards
The stars
Claim what
Is yours
Realize that
They are yours
To take
No one can
Tell you
How far
How wide
You should
Travel
No one
Can tell you
How many
Dreams
You can have
Because
You can have
As many as
You want
As long as
You are
Willing to reach
For them
They are yours
To take
Make your own
Path
Write your
Own story
Use your heart
As a compass
Your spirit
As your strength
Fill your mind
With as much positivity
So when
You are
Faced with people
That want
To stand
In your way
Screaming at you
That you
Can not do it
Know it is
Their failure
Talking
Not yours
Push through
They do not
Have a manual
There is
No right
Or
Wrong
Directions
In your journey
To how you
Get there
Just get
There
Nonetheless

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Wondering Aimlessly”

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Besides
The obvious
To be
A better person
Than yesterday
And
To listen to
Your heart
Love yourself
Love thy neighbor
Help others
Who need help
What is the purpose
Of this life
Where are the directions
What is the payout
How do we know
We are doing
It right
Which way
Are we suppose
To go
Because
Everything
Is up
In the air
It has to be
Something more
To life
Than this
Craziness
We are moving
Around
Like roaches
Waiting for
The lights
To come on
To scatter
Rising to go
To work
Beat the traffic
Only to
Chase
The dollar bill
Because
That is what
Runs us
Food
Shelter
Fun
Responsibility
And
Oh yeah
Make sure
To pay our masters
What quality of life
Is this
What is beneath
This chaos
I see
People
Like me
Standing
At a crossroad
Confused
And
Debating
What is next
Wondering
If it is better
To take
The road
That is
Already paved
Or
Set off into
Uncharted territory
Finding something
Yet
To be
Discovered
Like
Christopher Columbus
We are
Small specks
Of grains
In this universe
Moving around
Like dust
Funneling
Through the years
We are
Coming and going
Born
Moving fast
Only to
Get older
And
Wither away
Then
Be replaced
By another
Creation
Over and over
Repeating
A vicious cycle
To wonder aimlessly
Hoping
To get it
Right
And
Find out
What is
The end game
To this madness

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Lost World”

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The time
I wish
We all
Could
Go back to
Was when
Children
Could be
Children
They stayed
Out of
Grown folks
Conversations
They played
Outside
Walked to
The corner store
For essentials
For the family
And
Rode their
Bikes
All over
The neighborhood
Without the
Fear of being
Kidnapped
Or
Murdered
A village
Is what
Looked out
For them
Big Mama
Was
Every old lady
That sat
On the window sill
Watching as
The children
Played
Stepping in
When things
Got hairy
First
Saying
Imma tell yo mama
Second
Spanking
Them
Then
Directing them
To go home
Where their mother
Was waiting
To spank
Them again
For embarrassing
Her
With their conduct
These are
The good old days
Missing from
Our communities
The forgotten
Powerful system
That was setup
Allowing neighbors
To be extended
Family
That cared for
One another
Giving parents
Relief
And
Support
To know
Their children
Were safe
On the streets
While they
Were playing
Tell me
Where did
This piece of
Mind
Go to
How did
This get shattered
Breaking up
A great system
Parents
And
Community
Working together

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Body Speak You Listen”

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My body was
Overheating
I felt
Very helpless
It was like
A sahara desert
Had surrounded me
Heat was consuming
Ever part of me
My core temperature
Was boiling
Beyond capacity
I felt like
I was trapped
In an airtight
Container
Closed so tight
No steam
Could escape me
I could not
Calm down
My rage
It was taking over
Every part of me
I tried
To walk
It off
But each step
I took
Felt like
I was fighting
Against
An invisible hand
Constantly
Weighing me down
Making it hard
For me
To stand
Under the pressure
It was
Forcing
My head down
As if I was not
Worthy to rise
My legs were
Buckling
Thoughts kept
Repeating to me
It is better sit
Before becoming
One with the pavement
But my stubbornness
Was on Ten
Telling me
To keep walking
Get somewhere safe
To Rest
You can not
Stay here
Miserable
Sleepy
Nauseous
Drinking water
To settle
My stomach
And
Blasting
The A/C
On the
Lowest setting
In my face
Was freezing me
But I dare not
Turn it down
It was helping
Just a little
I kept whispering
To myself
You can
Do this
So
I bowed my head
Slightly
Squinted
My eyes
Keeping them
Wide enough
To see
My way through
The back streets
To get me
Home
So I can
Sleep off
This siege
Taking my body
Through changes
Sleep will be
My reset
On my
Perspective
Equilibrium
And
Energy
So I can
Start over
Full strength
And stronger

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Masquerade Ball”

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You are
The only person
Responsible
For your life
If you keep
Being a victim
You will always
Be a victim
Stop
Sitting around
Giving names
To monsters
That haunt you in
Your nightmares
Because
You are
Only
Giving them
More power
To control you
In the daylight
Your
Mother
Your
Father
Your
Ex friend
Your
Ex lover
It is not
Them
That controls you
It is you
Take that control
Walk away
Save
Your life
Your sanity
Protect you
Use those keys
To unshackled
Those chains
Around your neck
And
Release yourself
From what holds
You back
By revealing
Your true self
And never
Wear that
Mask
Or
Those chains
Again
Enjoy looking
Seeing
And
Being
Your beautiful self
On your terms
Living your life

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Doomsday Scenario”

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It will be
A sneak attack
No one will be
Prepared
For the storm
That is brewing
It will be disguised
As a lovely sunny day
Calm breeze blowing
Full of happiness
Laughter
Jubilation
Underlined
With pure destruction
Boiling
Beneath the surface
It will be
A complete
Annihilation
Of the human race
In one day
And
It will be
Useless
To hide
Run
Or
Beg
For your life
To do
Things over
What was created
Will be erased
And
Mother Nature
Will erase
All of her worries
Making her slow death
Cease
While her defenses
Carry out
Armageddon
A date
Long ago
Set on her calendar
To seal our fate
To meet our maker
After we stopped
Thinking as if
She was a mother
That took care
Of us
Nurturing
Sheltering
And
Feeding us
All of our life
So
How could we be
So ungreatful
To our Mother

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Trollers Trolling”

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It is not right
To send out
A dangerous
Unpredictable
Contagion
Then watch it
Multiply
Like a virus
Into a billion
Comments of hate
Clicking send
After you
Typed a bunch
Of hateful words
Is irresponsible
Why do you think
It is okay
To began
Armageddon
On someone’s
Life
Attacking them
For no reason
Monstrously
Spewing
Venomous hate
Stop hiding
Behind the
Computer screen
Watching your
Madness spin
Out of control
As other people
Chime in to
Brow beating
Demeaning
And
Stomping the person
You deemed weak
Burying them
Into the figurative
Dirt
With their clicks
All because you
Needed to
Release your hate
It is the
Cowardest way
To not care
About
What you say
And
Hurt
People you
Do not know
Stop
Pulling all
Of us into
Your self hate
Fix your life
Get some help
Tackle your demons
Leave everyone
To their own fate

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Casting Deadly Spells”

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You have casted
A hate spell
To kill
By the trillions
And
Take
What is the good part
Of humanity
So no one
Can rebuild from
All your damage
There are
Too many
Stories
You tell
Where you play
The victim
In a fabled tale
Where the truth
Is avoided
You are
An evil
Narcissistic
Nefarious
Numskull
You are so
Full of yourself
You fill the air
With a toxic smell
Mutating most
Into mindless zombies
Ready to
Follow you
Into hell
And the rest
You kill
By the contact smell
It is a bleek
Damning future
If you continue
To act upon
Your creation
Of a living nightmare
By bringing
To the surface
All the hate
You want spreading
So we can live
In your hell
You are living

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Secrets Are Nuclear”

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It is no secret
Everyone knows
What is done
In the dark
Will eventually
Come to the light
Lies and Secrecy
Can cause
Complete devastation
The numbers
Are off the charts
Friendships
Relationships
Marriages
Nations
Broken
Lives taken
Because
You made the
Wrong choice
Causing a monumental
Defeat to any
Bleeding heart
That loves
Cares
And will experience
The crushing lost
My advice
Do not be dazzled
By a two sided coin
In front of you
That has
One side Fire
And the other Ice
Once you flip it
It is
An instant lost
On every toss
Avoid it
At any cost
Refuse to touch it
Back away
Leave it
Laying there
Because
The only outcome
Is the burning of
Sturdy bridges
And/Or
Freezing  solid
Someone’s heart
So are you 
So willing to walk
Around carrying
A nuclear device
That has too
Many variables
That can come forward
And set it off
Human nature
Will be your end
Eventually 
Everyone talks
Blowing up
Everything
Because of
Feelings being hurt
Not caring
If either
The innocent
Or
The wicked
Are
Caught 
In the middle
Of the blast
Of all the chaos

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Trapped By Pain’s Games”

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More intimate
Than any
Of my relationships
It has been
Part of me
It knows me
Inside
And
Out
Pain
A sneaky
Cunning
Scheming
Devious
Deceitful
Unscrupulous
Son of a *itch
Has either
Been
My tormentor
Torturing me
Trying to break me
Into nothingness
Or
My lover
Loving on me
Caressing me
Sending me
Into ecstasy
Then causing
Me to cry
Afterwards
Because it
Walked out
Leaving me
For just
A moment
So I could
Panic
And
Think it
Is not coming back
It has been
Doing this
Continuously
Around the clock
Nonstop
My whole life
I can not
Escape from it
I have tried
Advoidance
Acceptance
Denial
Nothing has worked
I have
Noticed
It waits
When I feel
I am happy
It is gone
Then
It comes back
With a vengeance
Changing
Its face
And
Its strategy
To reenter
Into my life
Pain’s
Message to me
Is
It is not
Going anywhere
This burden
Will be
My baggage
That is not
Fully unpacked
Pouring out
Like
A bottomless pit
The contents
Are scattering
All around me
Boxing me in
So I can not
Move
It just
Wants me
To know
I can not
Run from it
It has me
And
Will not
Let go
NEVER

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Monsters Don’t Look Like Monsters”

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They did
Something
Daring
That we
Did not
Or
Could not
Imagine
They came
Out of hiding
Venturing
From under beds
Walking out
Of closets
Leaving
Dark alleyways
To come
Into the sunlight
To induce
Nightmares
During the daytime
They were
Tired of
Feeding off
Of just
Innocence
When they had
A full buffet
In front
Of them
To take
Away everything
Good in life
From people of
All ages
Men
Women
And
Children
No one can
Protect us
From monsters
That do not
Look like
Monsters
They have
Changed the game
Evolved
While we were
Complacent
Believing they
Would stay
In their place
We lowered our
Defenses
Now we are
Paying a price
By being haunting
Night
And
Day
Without
A safe
Haven
To go to
To hide
From all the monsters

-Yellowbonewonda

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“He Will Bleed You” Version 2

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He was
The only one
That brought truth
In existence
He walked
This land
Was risen
From the dead
And is living
In the heavens
Above us
He left
This land
Not to one man
But to all
Of us
To provide
Food
In abundance
To feed us
But sadly
We are sitting
Idly by
Being selfish
Not protecting it
From mortal kings
Going to
War without
Purpose
I ask
Why are you
So willing to
Bow down
And fight
Blindly
Giving loyalty
Without question
Dying for a man
To keep
His kingdom
His riches
And increase
His power
To reign
Over us
Your obiendance
To a man
That is not God
Does not deserve
A pledge
Of allegiance
When he is
So willing
To kill
The innocent
The ones
Asking the hard
Questions
Of Why
Are we doing this
And when can
We have
Our peace
And freedom
These false kings
Have you noticed
Are piling up
Rottening
In a dark crypt
And
The throne
Keeps opening up
For more
To come behind them
Searching
To gain its power
So they can
Continue bringing
Their tyranny
To keep us
Binded
To a lie
Told for centuries
By many kings
Before them
So many times
It became a
Collective delusion
As they tried
And
Did not succeed
To defame
The true king’s
Legacy

-Yellowbonewonda

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“No Names Just Victims”

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Two cousins
Mischievous demons
Living
Waiting
For their
Moment
To fester
Inside of you
Trapping you
In a place
With no bars
Just a prison
Within yourself
Sadness
And
Madness
They are
Eager to
Break you down
To a whimpering mess
Giving you
No leniency
Once you are
In their grasp
They do not
Want you to
Catch your breath
Gain clarity
Think about
Consquences
Before you
Do something
You can not
Take back
They want
And
Need you
To blindly
Jump off
The cliff
So you
Must fight
Even when
You have
No fight left
If your hands are
Binded together
And you fear
You can not escape
You have to
Fight within
Your nightmare
If you want
To get back
To your dreams
Surround yourself
With people
That are
Able and willing to
To fight
Uphold
Protect
And
Defend
What is left of
Your mental state
So can
At least
Have a chance
To meet
The good cousins
Happiness
And
Hope
They will come
To rescue
If you let them
Releasing you
From
What was
A dreary
Soul-destroying
Bleak place
And
Give you
A new meaning
To your life

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Trapped In My Feelings”

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You continue
To put
Everyone
Above me
I do not remember
The last time
You said me
You loved me
Gone on a date
Taking me
To dinner
Dancing the night away
Then
Making love
Until we were
So spent
That we were
Left
In a love coma
It is
Been so long
That you
Have been looking
Right through me
I can not
Take this
Anymore
Masquerading
As if
We are happy
I am so tired
Of hearing
You tell me
I am
In my feelings
I am
In them
I stay
In them
Because of you
And
I have been
Wondering
Why
Am I here
In this house
In this life
With you
You do not
Appreciate me
I cook
I clean
I do everything
To keep
This family
Together
And everyday
You refuse to
Lift a finger
I am exhausted
Catering to
Your every whim
I am not
The hired help
You are not
Paying me
I am your lover
I am so angry
With you
I am
Tempted to
Choke you
Drain the life
Out of you
Then
Resuscitate you
So
I can ask you
How hell feels
And if
Your friends
Were there
Waiting for you
Since
The sun
And
The moon
Sets with them
Leaving me
In this darkness
Being
In love with
A man that
Does not
Love me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Treat Me With Love”

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Do not
Make me
A victim
Like other
Girls
Before me
If you shatter
My heart
You will
Miss
The greatest
Experience
To feel
The love
Swimming
Within it
To be
Engulfed
Buried
And
Overwhelmed
In its beauty
Is something
That dreams
Are made of
And you
Will refuse
To wake
From it
My love
It will
Never
Kill
Hurt
Or
Leave you
If you
Take care
Of it
Carefully
It is
Simple
Do not
Use
Abuse
Or
Lie
To me
And
I will
Give you
Everything
In it
Being
Your lover
Your friend
Your homie
Standing along
Side of you
Locked and loaded
Ready to
Fight to
The death
Killing all
Demons
Coming for
You and I
With no hesitation
Just say
The words
I love you
And
Mean it
When you
Say them
To me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Daytime/Nighttime Misery”

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It is usually
When sunlight
Peaks through
Everyone’s windows
Waking up
Those doing
The nine to five
Work creep
When they
May come
To me
I am
On their schedule
They do not care
If I sleep
Those sleep sheep
Assigned to me
Are some
Temperamental
Little bastards
They did
This to me
They come
When they come
Unbeknownst to me
So every night
I am fighting
And losing
Night time
To sleep
So I had
To adjust
To dozing
In the daytime
But like clockwork
Eyes close
Phone rings
I answer
Deliriously
My mind is
Jumbling up
Words
I can not
Speak
Nor
Think
I do not
Understand
The language
Anyone is
Speaking to me
It is like
Hearing
White noise
From a TV station
That has gone
To sleep
I have no
Comprehension
Of what is
Being asked
Of me
I am so tired
Of being tired
I beg you
Could you
Just let me
Sleep
I do not remember
Ever having
Eight hours
Of unirrupted sleep
I am not
A dayriser
I am
A night crawler
Now
So your timetable
Does not pertain
To me
Please do adjust
Your communication
With me
Do not call
Pop up
Or
Include me
In any
Daytime activities
I will be
Sleep

-Yellowbonewonda

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“I Stand By Truth”

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Do not tell
Me lies
Or
Lie about me
Saying I did
Anything
That I
Did not do
Keep me
Out of the
Black and white
Print
When I read
The morning
Paper
I only want
The facts
I am not
That person
Willing to
Bend over
And
Take it
Ingesting what
You are
Feeding me
Without
Putting up
A fight
Nor am I that
Type of person
To start
Crying
And
Saying
My feelings
Were hurt
I will defend
Myself
At any
And all cost
So do not
Include me
In any mess
Your gossiping
And
Half truths
I do not want
To hear it
Or be part
Of it
Just leave me
Out of
That nastiness
It is not
My business
So do not
Make it mine
Or you will
Be preparing
For a fight

-Yellowbonewonda

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“You Slither You Die”

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The good
That may be
In you
I do not see it
Or pretend to
I am not deaf
Blind
And/or dense
To let you
Gain entrance
Once again
Into the garden
I created
For myself
So stop thinking
I am weak
From your
Attacks
I still
Have plenty
Fight in me
I am ready
To fight
To the death
Coral snakes
Copperheads
Cottonmouths
And
Rattlesnakes
Beware
I see you
Surrounding me
Getting ready
To attack
And
Kill me
With your
Venomous bite
Do not think
I do not
See you
Trying to
Slither up
The side
Of my gate
You have no
Good intentions
It is against
Your nature
To do anything
That is right
You do not
Own
Or
Be in possession of
A conscious bone
In your body
To give you
A backbone
To stand on
Your own
Two feet
So your
Audacity
Impertinence
And the gall
You have
To knock
At my gate
Will go unanswered
I will
Let the hunters
Chasing you
Take you to
The hell
You are willing
To take me
If I trust
You again
After you
Caused so much
Heartache
And
Death
I refuse
And
Will not
Give you
Another chance

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Calling Out Bull Crap”

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Some people see
In black and white
While I see
In color
And the way
You look at me
Just
Keep looking on
Like a big dumby
I am glad
You have lowered
Your expectations
Of me
You are
Unaware
I am
Aware of you
And
Your intentions
You
Not
Understanding
I have always
Been
Paying attention
Your Bull crap
I peeped
Long ago
Since day one
I saw you
I smelled it
On you
It’s on every
Part of you
Your stench
Is consuming
You can not
Hide from it
You can not
Blend in a crowd
Or pass it on
As a new perfume
You are trying
And
I will not
Ignore it by
Tiptoeing around it
The smell
You are giving
I am calling
You out on it
There is no
Way to
Defend it
You and
All your
Friends
Are tagged
And
I am coming
You will not be
Immune to
My tongue lashing
I am ready
And not holding
Back the punches
It is not in
My nature
To backdown
From this challenge
I am cleaning up
The area around me
Taking out people
That are phony
That are saying
They are going
To help
But helping
Up to a point
That they think
You deserve it
Giving less
Than
Human decency
Or treating
You like a human
But asking you
For everything
To be given
Blindly
Without
Giving answers
To questions
That needs
Answering
You are
Just a
Sorry excuse
So stop
Lying

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Do The Leg Work”

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To trust
Believe
And
Take as gospel
Everything
That is
Told to you
Without
Questioning
Anything
About it
Then you are
Gullible
And
There should be
A law
In place
For your ignorance
Your stupidity
Should be a cause
For you to
Get arrested
Put in jail
For being
A moron
Nitwit
Halfwit
Whichever you
Prefer to be
Called
Being gunho
About something
You know nothing
About
Should be a crime
When you have
Access to so
Many books
To gathering
References to
Back up all that
You are passionate about
It wont be just mean words
Thrown at people
It would be facts
You gathered
You can back up
Anything you say in
Any argument
You are in
Because you
Did the research
And you can
Answer and speak
With intelligence
Because you know
All sides to
Your conclusions
You have to
Question
Intentions
Directed
Towards you
Even when
You know the person
Telling you
Is someone you admire
When it
Does not
Make sense
Do not
Just do it
Do not
Become a mindless
Sheep
Without a brain
Jumping in line
To be slaughtered
Questions will
Never
Kill you
And answers
Can free you
Up to hearing
The truth
And making
Better decisions
To handling the ignorance
Around you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Transparency Is Best”

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Do not
Let your lies
Become too
Comfortable
It attaches to
Your breathing
Something
That is an automatic
Response
From birth
Telling the
Truth
Is better
Than lying
If you do not
Want to see
Disappointment
In the eyes
Of loved ones
That believed
In you
And gave you
Space in their heart
Do not hold back
On your truth
When you are
Searching for
A lifetime
With someone
Who will complete
And love
You
Until
Death do you part
Place your
Cards on the table
And represent
Yourself
Be
Truthful
Transparent
And give
One hundred percent
To someone
That needs that
To open up
Their padlocked gate
Do not make
Promises you
Can not keep
No one
In this world
Wants to be
Lied to
To their face
It’s hurtful
And
Disrespectful
To say in the least
To build your
Foundation
On lies and deceit
Do not be in
A relationship
If you’re not
Going to be
Yourself
The truth is
What everyone
Signs up for
In any relationship
The good
The bad
And the ugly
Is part of
This universe
But to face it
With someone
That loves
And knows
Your truth
Is a new freedom
Making it easier
To exist here
In this
Chaotic place

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Whirring Out Of Control”

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This is
Where
We live
Where
We will die
In a world
Full of greed
It is
A money making
Conglomerate
Making money
At any cost
Set rules
Made by
The corrupt
Filling their
Pockets
Full of cash
Willing to
Risk
Everyone’s lives
By putting things
In food
That
No one
Can pronounce
And
Shelving
Pharmacies with
Legalized drugs
With side effects
Stating on
The warning label
It can kill
Harm
Or
Make you insane
And your body
Will never be
The same
Hooked on addictive
Properties in it
Just trust
It anyway
To save you
While you
Playing
A silent game
Of Russian roulette
How do you get
Balanced
When you’re
Unbalanced
Stumbling around
Falling
With nothing
To help
You stand
Up on your feet
When it is
Constantly moving
Shifting
And sliding
All over place
Today
What is bad
For you
Is now
Good for you
There is nothing
Safe
What kept people
For centuries
Alive
Is no good for us
We are dying
Much sooner
And it’s said
Our life is
For the better
I’m not sure
Is it

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Lying For No Reason”

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Let’s stop
Fighting
For this
Faded memory
Full of lies
And deception
I can see
Clearly now
Your cruel
Intentions
My brain
Is working
And piecing
Together
What my heart
Couldn’t
In the beginning
Now that
It is hurting
And
Close to empty
You was never
Into me
You used me
I get it
I am just
Another body
In a rubble
With other
Broken hearted
Women
You are a risk
To my sanity
Telling lies
For no reason
It’s a game
That’s life
Or death
For me
It’s affecting
My emotions
My nerves are shot
I’m going mental
With all
The petty
Head games
You are playing
Saying that
You love me
But deep down
You hate me
When you keep
Sending me
Through
A gauntlet
Of trained killers
Waiting
Ready to
Shoot me
In the
Head
Or
In my chest
Out of mercy

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Powerless Becoming Powerful”

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I guess
Grabbing them
By the pussy
Is the real slogan
To people
That got money
Or in power
It’s so many
Cases coming
To the light
Now
Of unwanted
Advances
And the invasion
Of personal boundaries
No one is respecting
Their position
To be a teacher
And teach
Those below them
To improve
Their skills
And grow
Beyond their potential
So they can reach
All their dreams
And desires
Instead
Bosses
And
Mentors are
Taking advantage
And invoking
Invisible clauses
Stating to have
Any dreams
You have to
Give over
All dignity
And power
To save
What you
Worked hard for
What is wrong
With people
In this society
Not thinking
Their actions
Will not have
Consquences
It’s not a
Me
Me
Society
And plenty
Of people
Are not buying it
They are
Tired of getting
Stepped on
And
Taken advantage of
And not using
Their voices
It’s a revolution
Developing
People wanting equality
And are demanding
To be respected
And not what’s
Between their legs
The day is here
No one is
Staying in the shadows
And
No more keeping
Silent
For these bastards and cowards

-Yellowbonewonda

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“The Crazy Friend”

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Friends to
The end
A bestie
And definitely
Part of the family
Always borrowing
Your clothes
And eating
You out of
House and home
Being that
One person
In the group
That is bat shit
Crazy
Loud
A pain
In the ass
With every
Screw lose
In their body
Constantly
Talking alot
Of crap
To everybody
The best
Damn friend
To have
Having
Your back
When the
Time comes
For action
Up for anything
And everything
Down to party
Ready to jump
Into a fight
To defend you
With no explanation
Just instincts
And out of
Blind loyalty
It’s a love that
Is unconditional
No DNA needs
To bind them
It’s an
Unbreakable
Connection
Between them
That made
Friends into family

-Yellowbonewonda

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“You Damn Sheep”

I did not
Read the
Fine print
It was a
Clause in it
It states
They can
Abandon me
After
The millionth
Sheep
I am a restless
Soul
That can not sleep
My eyes are
At half mass
My body is weak
As I lay
In bed
I start to sink
Into an oblivion
Between the sheets
I toss
And turn
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Looking for
The sleeper sheep
To come
To me
So I can
Count them
And fall
Into deep
Sleep
But
They are
Nowhere
To be found
They refuse
To help me
They rather
Deal with
The easy peeps
That
Go down
By the tenth
Sheep
I begged them
Time and again
Not to abandon me
And save me
From this fate
Of restless nights
Running together
I don’t know
Today’s date
I need their
Patience
And
Help
I can not
Do it by myself
I need them
Yet those
Dirty little
Bastards rather
Steal from me
Taking my sanity
With my
Lack of
Sleep
I warn everyone
Don’t be
Like me
Read everything
They give
To you
It’s deception
In the hearts
Of
Lazy
Creepy Sheep
Who are
Picking and
Choosing who
Gets sleep

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Need An Advocate For My Life”

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Do I keep
Walking
Or stand still
Until someone
Comes to
Find me
Waiting feels
Like a lifetime
And dying
Is an eternity
Either way
I risk
Being lost
It’s hell
In the middle of
Somewhere
Surrounded
By nothing
Wondering
Aimlessly
With
No direction
Just walking
In circles
Like I’m crazy
Looking
For something
That is rare
And hard to find
A piece
Of happiness
In the form
Of two pills
One states
Lie down
On my back
And die
The other
States
Stand tall
on my feet
And fight
To the death
If I have to
Either fate
By my hands
Are
Bad versus worst
Case scenario
I need
Something
More drastic
Taking all worries
Away
Of picking
The wrong one
So I’m
Giving it over
To a judger
A devil’s advocate
That is
Capable
Of weeding out
The ungrateful
And
The unworthy
With specific
Instructions
To give
My heart
To the one
Ready to die
For me
In order
To live
Forever
Up
In heaven
Beside me
With no
Fear
Deceit
Or
Heartache
To come
Home to

-Yellowbonewonda

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