“My Brain A Deadly Weapon”

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The two
Deadliest people
The Assassin
That kills
For no reason
Other than money
The Bodyguard
That protects
Killing only
When provoked
When someone
Tries to
Assassinate
Their boss
While guarding them
Are inside
Of each person
Making them
The perfect weapon
To defend
Maim
Or
Kill
Anything
In its path
That cause harm
To its master
All feelings are
Locked away
In order
To think
With precision
So the hard
Decisions
Can be made
Without hesitation
After the brain
Has sensed danger
The only mission
Is to
Restore balance
At any cost
To guarantee
The heart
A fighting chance
To beat again
And
Love
Unconditionally
Without limits
I just say
As a warning
Do not
Wake up
The machine
Called the brain
I do not
Know what
It is capable of
But I know
Its agenda
Is to preserve
Love
So evil
Will not
Take over
And cause
Permanent blindness
Preventing
You to see
The good
In anybody

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Trapped By Pain’s Games”

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More intimate
Than any
Of my relationships
It has been
Part of me
It knows me
Inside
And
Out
Pain
A sneaky
Cunning
Scheming
Devious
Deceitful
Unscrupulous
Son of a *itch
Has either
Been
My tormentor
Torturing me
Trying to break me
Into nothingness
Or
My lover
Loving on me
Caressing me
Sending me
Into ecstasy
Then causing
Me to cry
Afterwards
Because it
Walked out
Leaving me
For just
A moment
So I could
Panic
And
Think it
Is not coming back
It has been
Doing this
Continuously
Around the clock
Nonstop
My whole life
I can not
Escape from it
I have tried
Advoidance
Acceptance
Denial
Nothing has worked
I have
Noticed
It waits
When I feel
I am happy
It is gone
Then
It comes back
With a vengeance
Changing
Its face
And
Its strategy
To reenter
Into my life
Pain’s
Message to me
Is
It is not
Going anywhere
This burden
Will be
My baggage
That is not
Fully unpacked
Pouring out
Like
A bottomless pit
The contents
Are scattering
All around me
Boxing me in
So I can not
Move
It just
Wants me
To know
I can not
Run from it
It has me
And
Will not
Let go
NEVER

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Settling For Toxins”

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Open
Your eyes
And see
That people
Are like
Barrels
Holding secrets
Within them
Just look
At the signs
On them
Warning you
About what
Is in them
The truth
Is in front
Of you
Telling you
About them
All you
Need to do
Is believe it
Or die
A slow death
After you
Consume it
It is a poison
With no antidote
So do not let
Your thirst
Kill you
Because you
Ignored
Everything
And
Created
A limitation
That now hinders
You from making
The five
More steps
To get
To your
Freedom
There is no
Need to
Settle
Or
Do anything
To get
A piece of
A little thing
At any cost
At losing everything
That is too big
Of a price
To pay
For anyone
To give over
Your soul
To someone
Undeserving

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Monsters Don’t Look Like Monsters”

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They did
Something
Daring
That we
Did not
Or
Could not
Imagine
They came
Out of hiding
Venturing
From under beds
Walking out
Of closets
Leaving
Dark alleyways
To come
Into the sunlight
To induce
Nightmares
During the daytime
They were
Tired of
Feeding off
Of just
Innocence
When they had
A full buffet
In front
Of them
To take
Away everything
Good in life
From people of
All ages
Men
Women
And
Children
No one can
Protect us
From monsters
That do not
Look like
Monsters
They have
Changed the game
Evolved
While we were
Complacent
Believing they
Would stay
In their place
We lowered our
Defenses
Now we are
Paying a price
By being haunting
Night
And
Day
Without
A safe
Haven
To go to
To hide
From all the monsters

-Yellowbonewonda

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“He Will Bleed You” Version 1

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False kings lie
In their crypt
Rottening
And
Other men
Fight for
Their throne
And
Power
So they can
Continue bringing
Their tyranny
To us
It was a lie
That began
And was
Told for centuries
By many kings
So many times
It became a
Collective delusion
As they tried
To kill
The true king’s
Legacy
After
He
Is and
Was
The only one
That brought truth
In existence
He walked
This land
Rose from death
And now lives
In the heavens
Above us
While leaving
This land to us
Making it
In abundance
To feed us
And
We are sitting
Idly by
Being selfish
And not protecting it
From mortal kings
Going to
War without
Purpose
Stop
Bowing down
And fighting
Blindly
Giving loyalty
Without question
Dying for a man
To keep
His riches
His kingdom
While using
His power
To reign
Over us
Giving obiendance
To such a man
That is
Not deserving
Of a pledge
Of allegiance
Since he
Is willing
To kill
The innocent
The ones
That are
Asking questions
Of Why
Are we doing this
And when can
We have
Our peace
And freedom

-Yellowbonewonda

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“He Will Bleed You” Version 2

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He was
The only one
That brought truth
In existence
He walked
This land
Was risen
From the dead
And is living
In the heavens
Above us
He left
This land
Not to one man
But to all
Of us
To provide
Food
In abundance
To feed us
But sadly
We are sitting
Idly by
Being selfish
Not protecting it
From mortal kings
Going to
War without
Purpose
I ask
Why are you
So willing to
Bow down
And fight
Blindly
Giving loyalty
Without question
Dying for a man
To keep
His kingdom
His riches
And increase
His power
To reign
Over us
Your obiendance
To a man
That is not God
Does not deserve
A pledge
Of allegiance
When he is
So willing
To kill
The innocent
The ones
Asking the hard
Questions
Of Why
Are we doing this
And when can
We have
Our peace
And freedom
These false kings
Have you noticed
Are piling up
Rottening
In a dark crypt
And
The throne
Keeps opening up
For more
To come behind them
Searching
To gain its power
So they can
Continue bringing
Their tyranny
To keep us
Binded
To a lie
Told for centuries
By many kings
Before them
So many times
It became a
Collective delusion
As they tried
And
Did not succeed
To defame
The true king’s
Legacy

-Yellowbonewonda

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“No Names Just Victims”

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Two cousins
Mischievous demons
Living
Waiting
For their
Moment
To fester
Inside of you
Trapping you
In a place
With no bars
Just a prison
Within yourself
Sadness
And
Madness
They are
Eager to
Break you down
To a whimpering mess
Giving you
No leniency
Once you are
In their grasp
They do not
Want you to
Catch your breath
Gain clarity
Think about
Consquences
Before you
Do something
You can not
Take back
They want
And
Need you
To blindly
Jump off
The cliff
So you
Must fight
Even when
You have
No fight left
If your hands are
Binded together
And you fear
You can not escape
You have to
Fight within
Your nightmare
If you want
To get back
To your dreams
Surround yourself
With people
That are
Able and willing to
To fight
Uphold
Protect
And
Defend
What is left of
Your mental state
So can
At least
Have a chance
To meet
The good cousins
Happiness
And
Hope
They will come
To rescue
If you let them
Releasing you
From
What was
A dreary
Soul-destroying
Bleak place
And
Give you
A new meaning
To your life

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Trapped In My Feelings”

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You continue
To put
Everyone
Above me
I do not remember
The last time
You said me
You loved me
Gone on a date
Taking me
To dinner
Dancing the night away
Then
Making love
Until we were
So spent
That we were
Left
In a love coma
It is
Been so long
That you
Have been looking
Right through me
I can not
Take this
Anymore
Masquerading
As if
We are happy
I am so tired
Of hearing
You tell me
I am
In my feelings
I am
In them
I stay
In them
Because of you
And
I have been
Wondering
Why
Am I here
In this house
In this life
With you
You do not
Appreciate me
I cook
I clean
I do everything
To keep
This family
Together
And everyday
You refuse to
Lift a finger
I am exhausted
Catering to
Your every whim
I am not
The hired help
You are not
Paying me
I am your lover
I am so angry
With you
I am
Tempted to
Choke you
Drain the life
Out of you
Then
Resuscitate you
So
I can ask you
How hell feels
And if
Your friends
Were there
Waiting for you
Since
The sun
And
The moon
Sets with them
Leaving me
In this darkness
Being
In love with
A man that
Does not
Love me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Treat Me With Love”

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Do not
Make me
A victim
Like other
Girls
Before me
If you shatter
My heart
You will
Miss
The greatest
Experience
To feel
The love
Swimming
Within it
To be
Engulfed
Buried
And
Overwhelmed
In its beauty
Is something
That dreams
Are made of
And you
Will refuse
To wake
From it
My love
It will
Never
Kill
Hurt
Or
Leave you
If you
Take care
Of it
Carefully
It is
Simple
Do not
Use
Abuse
Or
Lie
To me
And
I will
Give you
Everything
In it
Being
Your lover
Your friend
Your homie
Standing along
Side of you
Locked and loaded
Ready to
Fight to
The death
Killing all
Demons
Coming for
You and I
With no hesitation
Just say
The words
I love you
And
Mean it
When you
Say them
To me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Ultimate Commitment”

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Marriage
Is not like
Underwear
That you can
Change
Once it
Gets dirty
Torn and raggly
Marriage
Is the
Ultimate level
Of commitment
With no
Games
Lies
Secrets
Between
Two people
Coming together
To be a unit
But some people
Forget to use
Their vows
As a
Guidance
To help them
To grow
And
Intertwine
Into each other
Although simple
It has complexity
In it
If you
Do not
Believe
And
Are not able
To live
These words
Whole heartedly
Then please
Do not
Say these words
Below this verse
To another
For better
For worse
For richer
For poorer
In sickness
In health
To love
To cherish
Till death
Us do part
This is a
Powerful promise
That should not
Be taken lightly
Loving
Someone
That is human
You will have
Fight for them
On a daily
Waking up
And choosing
Again
And
Again
Without
A doubt
To be together
Forever
Committing
Yourself
To having
Being
And
Raising
A family
Only together

-Yellowbonewonda

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