“Only Two Choices”

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Everyone thinks
By making plans
Guarantees
Their future
Nothing is
Promised
To anyone
In this
Group delusion
This can all end
Immediately
Causing us to
Drop dead
Where we stand
So don’t think
You’re special
Over another
Live your life
To the fullest
And be a good person
It’s a do
Or die situation
On countdown
And no one
Knows the end game
It is his gift
To give
On how long
He will put up
With the ignorance
Of people
Stop pretending
We have control
Of life
It’s an illusion
We live in a world
Of judgement
With simple choices
Live
Die
Love
Hate
There is no room
To play
In the middle
We are all puppets
Dancing
To the tune
Of two
Grand master gamers
Be aware
All your choices
Dictates who is
Your controller
Either you
Choose God or Satan
To be
The keeper
Of your soul
This will be
The most
Important decision
You’d make
So don’t order
Like you’re
Buying a Starbucks
This is for
Eternity
An Infinitant decision
Nothing to be
Taken lightly

-Yellowbonewonda

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“The Crazy Friend”

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Friends to
The end
A bestie
And definitely
Part of the family
Always borrowing
Your clothes
And eating
You out of
House and home
Being that
One person
In the group
That is bat shit
Crazy
Loud
A pain
In the ass
With every
Screw lose
In their body
Constantly
Talking alot
Of crap
To everybody
The best
Damn friend
To have
Having
Your back
When the
Time comes
For action
Up for anything
And everything
Down to party
Ready to jump
Into a fight
To defend you
With no explanation
Just instincts
And out of
Blind loyalty
It’s a love that
Is unconditional
No DNA needs
To bind them
It’s an
Unbreakable
Connection
Between them
That made
Friends into family

-Yellowbonewonda

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“You Damn Sheep”

I did not
Read the
Fine print
It was a
Clause in it
It states
They can
Abandon me
After
The millionth
Sheep
I am a restless
Soul
That can not sleep
My eyes are
At half mass
My body is weak
As I lay
In bed
I start to sink
Into an oblivion
Between the sheets
I toss
And turn
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Looking for
The sleeper sheep
To come
To me
So I can
Count them
And fall
Into deep
Sleep
But
They are
Nowhere
To be found
They refuse
To help me
They rather
Deal with
The easy peeps
That
Go down
By the tenth
Sheep
I begged them
Time and again
Not to abandon me
And save me
From this fate
Of restless nights
Running together
I don’t know
Today’s date
I need their
Patience
And
Help
I can not
Do it by myself
I need them
Yet those
Dirty little
Bastards rather
Steal from me
Taking my sanity
With my
Lack of
Sleep
I warn everyone
Don’t be
Like me
Read everything
They give
To you
It’s deception
In the hearts
Of
Lazy
Creepy Sheep
Who are
Picking and
Choosing who
Gets sleep

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Not Just Any Woman”

If that is
The only
Thing
You want
From me
The thing
Between my leg
Then that’s a problem
For me
I had wished
You would
See me
And
Love me
As much as
You want to
F**k me
I hate
All attention
Is on
My body
And you
Don’t see
My true beauty
It’s mesmerizing
Captivating
Enchanting
If you look
Past the
Throbbing
Sensation
Your penis
Is a thing
That needs
Controlling
When all
It is imagining
Wanting
And
Waiting
To be inside
Of something
Warming
For that
I will
Give you
One passage
To go through
Hell
And ask
For ice water
I need
More than that
To hold me
Console me
And
Fulfil me
I want
That
Thing
Beating inside
Of you
Your heart
Must live
For me
And die for me
If you lose me
I am unique
An original
One of a kind
Woman

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My brain
Is creative
My spirit
Is lively
It is a knockout
Combination
When you
Accept all
Of ME
It’s all
Or nothing
I come
With strings
To attach
To you
Making you
Apart of me
For a lifetime
Give me that
Stimulation
Fulfilment
I ask for
Love me
Or
Leave
I won’t settle
For you
There is someone
Somewhere
Out there
That is
Not you
That will
Love me
All of me
Without
Doubting it

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Need An Advocate For My Life”

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Do I keep
Walking
Or stand still
Until someone
Comes to
Find me
Waiting feels
Like a lifetime
And dying
Is an eternity
Either way
I risk
Being lost
It’s hell
In the middle of
Somewhere
Surrounded
By nothing
Wondering
Aimlessly
With
No direction
Just walking
In circles
Like I’m crazy
Looking
For something
That is rare
And hard to find
A piece
Of happiness
In the form
Of two pills
One states
Lie down
On my back
And die
The other
States
Stand tall
on my feet
And fight
To the death
If I have to
Either fate
By my hands
Are
Bad versus worst
Case scenario
I need
Something
More drastic
Taking all worries
Away
Of picking
The wrong one
So I’m
Giving it over
To a judger
A devil’s advocate
That is
Capable
Of weeding out
The ungrateful
And
The unworthy
With specific
Instructions
To give
My heart
To the one
Ready to die
For me
In order
To live
Forever
Up
In heaven
Beside me
With no
Fear
Deceit
Or
Heartache
To come
Home to

-Yellowbonewonda

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“I Value My Safety”

Why is it
That some people
Include me
In games
I don’t want
To play
Too many people
Putting me
In deadly situations
With riddles
That don’t
Make sense
And no
Plausible answers
To guess
I’m hanging
From
Death traps
I can not
Escape
There are no
Safety nets
To catch me
From sudden death

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I’m a guareenteed
Loser
In this game
When there
Are no
Rules
To keep me safe
I can not
Understand
Why there are
People
Happy at
Putting me
In danger
Because
They believe
My safety is
Not a value
To them
I am not
Put here
To be
Played with
Or
Entertainment
For people
That are
Unhappy
With their
Life

-Yellowbonewonda

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“My Limit Is Here”

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Keep trying me
I dare you
My heart is
Out of this
Stop testing me
You really
Want me to
Fail drastically
I have no more
Cheeks
To turn
I’m there
Now
I’m tired of
Deceitful
Trifling liars
Being around
Here
I am
No
Saint
By any means
It will be
A cold day
In hell
Before
I die
For anyone’s sins
I’m tired of
People taking
My kindness
For weakness
It was called
Tolerance
And it is
At the limit
You’ve
Done me wrong
You’ve voided
Your
Unconditional
Love status
That bridge
You had
It’s condemned now
And deadly
To travel
I am not
Your mother
A friend
Or your family
Don’t
Call me
I don’t want to
Smell your
Shit fragrance
I will never
Help you
If you’re stranded
I can’t stand you
I’m ready to
Snap back
And finish this
I’ve extended
My hand
I’m done
Being the
Better one
It’s time
For me to be selfish
I’m Saving my
Last fingers
To survive with
I just want
Peace
And to be
Left alone

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Getting Answers”

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I never
Hated someone
Or something
As much as I do
And
No one understand
Why I feel
The way I do
I won’t call
Them human
I’m calling
It out
To a showdown
At noon
Once it’s
Been crossed
Off
My list
It can
Move along
And
Go to
Whatever
HELL
It’s going to
I got others
To get to
I’m finishing
What everyone
Else
Started
To do
And banishing
The evil
That came
With you
I say
Satan be gone
Out my life
Today
And tomorrow
Forever
You are
Not welcomed
In my house
Or in my presence
And my heart
It’s not yours
There is
No forgetting
What you’ve done
Come hell
Or high water
I’m going
To go
Where you
Don’t want
Me
To go
I’m coming
With vengeance
And wrath
Is in tow
Both wanting
A piece
Of the action
To get at you
I’m looking for
What’s hiding
Inside you
You’re smelling
Like crap
And it’s
Powerful
You better
Be ready
To fight
To the death
Or tell me
The information
Needed to
Spare your life
No bullshitting
Around
I got things
To do

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Needing To Sleep”

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Shut down
Is in process
All systems
In failure
My Body
Is heavy
My eyes
Are closing
And all
My energy
Well it’s
Non-existent
Deep sleep is
In my future
Nothing
Will ever
Wake me
World War three
Maybe commencing
And I will
Sleep right
Through it
Waking me
After I’ve
Crashed and burned
Is like
Raising the dead
After cremation
I am a
Locked screen
In sleep mode
With
Multiple errors
And
Malfunctioning
Don’t call
Customer service
It will
Be a waste
Of your money
I will reboot
After resting
It’s my time
For hibernation
Good night
Sweet dreams
Don’t call
I won’t answer

-Yellowbonewonda

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“I Am Something To Savour “

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Give me
Your pain
Your love
Your trust
And part of
Your soul
I want you
To live
Your life
With me
Like a
Prisoner
On death row
That has
Requested
A last meal
That you’re
Ready to
Savour
Nice and slow
Every moment
Is a new memory
Pushing your senses
To overload
Touch
Taste
Smell
Hearing
Sight
Will playback
Within your soul
And when time
Starts
Ticking away
And
The bewitching hour
Comes
Count on your memories
To keep me close
So I can
Intertwine
In your soul
I’m there always
You can’t
Put me
On pause
Delete
Or even control
What is
Naturally between us
Is more
Deeper than love
Or the physical
From today
And
Every
Tomorrow
Until knocking
On death’s door
Just swim in
My essence
Find comfort in
My embrace
And drink
From the cup of
My love
That overflows
It became yours
Once
You figured out
My security code
To look beyond
My clothes
To the center
Of my core
My body
Craved more
Than what your
Dick could do
Inside my hole
It was something
More I needed
It had to
Be substantial
Satisfying
Quenching
My hunger
Beyond my tastebuds
I was
Feenin for
Real
Soul food
To make
Me full
And I refused
To settle for
Anything
Less than a
Hearty plate
Of special and
Real
I don’t
Eat dick
Casserole
From
Neighbors
Greeting me
To a new
Neighborhood

-Yellowbonewonda

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