“Stirring Up Echoes”

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Flabbergasted
And
Overwhelmed
By the viciousness
That hid behind your words
When you spoke
It was like venom spreading
Like a droughted wildfire
Burning completely through
Every fiber of my being
Where love was once attached
I witnessed
This catastrophic set of events
Form into something
So disastrous
As it could only be played
In slow motion
From an out of body experience
Agonizingly
It only took a few spoken versus
Uttered from you
And
It felt like death
With every word
You said
What love
You had for me
Disappeared
And
Turned into detest
Hatred even
Devastatingly
This was an unsightly monstrosity
It was Pure evil
That flowed throughout you
And
I could not understand
How could this be coming from someone
That said his world
Began
And
Ended with me
Only
An irrational person would
Destroy
Obliterate
Annihilate
Two lives
Which are linked together
Like this
Why would you want to turn it
Into a glorified mess
Fear
Insecurity
Imaginary scenarios
Of what if
What may never happen
Or
What might happen
Is an excuse
If you want to leave
Just do that
And
Leave me intact

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“I Have Limits”

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I do not pass judgement
Based on another person’s opinion
Of you
I give out clean slates
A chance
To win
Or
To lose
And
My open-mindedness
Is not ignorance
I base everything on
Behavior
Action
And
Reaction
That then
Dictates what is covered
By the blanket of blindness
Meaning
What I can let go
And
What I can not
Because
There are limits
There is a clause
In every
Family contract
Friend contract
Lover contract
A line
That can never be crossed
By you
By me
By anyone
And
If it is crossed
Believe me
There is no way coming back
You lie
You steal
You show no remorse
Towards the things
You have done
Makes you a risk
I am not willing to take
I refuse to have you in my space
In my presence
What is best for you and I
Is that you consider
Yourself erased
From anything that has anything
To do with my life
I want nothing to do with you
I have nothing to say to you
You do what you do
I do what I do
That is what it is
Separately living

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“What If It Was You”

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How many times does
It cross your mind
The agony of the suffering
Is it
When a commercial pop up
Between your favorite programs
When the donation telemarketer
Rings your phone
Or
When you see them standing
On the corner
Begging for change
Does it stop you in your tracks
Does your heart start to beat
Something called compassion
It saddens me
To see people turn their nose up
On the vulnerable
And
It is easy
To differentiate from
The scammers
And
The abandoned
Yes
Of course
It is a discomfort
A tender subject
Or
Maybe an irritation
But
What if it was you
Or
Your family member
Would your attitude change
To help the vulnerable
Because
It is so dismal
That plenty of people are
Willingly to ignore this epidemic
It is too many people
Living
Homeless
Without food
Without anything
Struggling to beat
The everso changing weather
And
The few that are willing to help
Are barely making a dent
They are a needle in a haystack
Because for every one of them
Thousands are still going without
Dying before they receive anything
Veterans
Mentally Ill
Runaways
Families who lost everything
In disasters
All are victims to this
And
Just because you think your
Situation is solid
Does not mean it is unbreakable
You too can be the one of many
Abandoned
Alone
Scared
Hungry
Dirty
Struggling to survive
On a daily
From life
And
From the people
Eager to harm
Bash
Kill them
Because it was funny
No one including the homeless
Had dreams to growing up
And
Being helpless

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“Wolves Are Hunting”

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Foolish
Unhinged
Mistaken
You can call me
All of that
But
I know
What I know
And
I know
They are
Searching
Tracking me
Hunting me
I can sense them
Their very presence
Has my hairs standing on end
Whenever they are close
In proximity
They follow my every movement
Hiding in the shadows
So I can not see them
My scent
My every breath
My heart beat
Draws them closer
And
Because you
Can not
Do not
Hear
Or
See them
You say I am paranoid
But
You wait until
The wolves are
Surrounding you
Scratching
Gnawing at your door
Trying to get in
And
Not be prepared
To escape
Or
To fight
You can be a prey
I will not
Nor
A captive to them
To neither
Man
Nor
Animal
No matter what
I will be ready for them

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“Snake Charmer Preacher”

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It is on Sunday
They put on their best
To con the congregation
Out of their hard earned money
Asking for their last dime
In fact even
The money to feed their children
Preaching giving is good
Everyone should donate
To a building fund
That never seems to add up
To being enough
To start the improvements
Of the crumbling unconditioned church
A scorcher in the summer
A freezer in the winter
And
The reason it never starts
It is because the funding
Is being used
Elsewhere
To build a bigger home
Buy a new car
Put their kids through private school
Put the first lady
In name brand clothing
To sit in the front of the church
While the congregation
Lives in the slums
Struggling
Living paycheck to paycheck
Something that does not bother them
Because
Monday through Saturday
They are living in the hills
Looking down on the people
That put them there
Raising glasses
To their good fortune
Taking from the less fortunate
So they can live in comfort
And
It is
Irrefutable
Indisputable
Unequivocal
If you do not see
That as being delusional
If you trust a snake charmer
To be in the pulpit
To preach to you the gospel
When he himself
Do not believe
In the the words he is saying
Or
Is giving back to the community
You are at fault
Because you must be selective
You need to open you eyes
See that
Snake charmers are amongst us
Not everyone toting a bible
Is anointed
Or
Should be trusted
Beware of those you
Give access to your soul

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“Ridiculous Heat Index”

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I had an abundance of heat
Overwhelm me
It felt like a rampant inferno
Engulfed me
I could not cool myself down
Internally
A major shutdown ensued
As my body’s natural cooling system
Went on the blink
All I could do was wish for
Some type of relief
Some rain
A little monsoon
Maybe
Or
A huge block of ice
So I could
Eat
Sit on
Lay on
Until the sun went down
Or
All the pain it inflicted on me
Subsided
And
There was no more
Bodyache
Headache
Double vision
Lightheadedness
Overexertion
You name it
Damn it
I can not
Take much more of this
It must stop
So mark this day
Today is the day
I am putting the sun
On notice
And
On the top of the most wanted
Number one to be exact
The enemy of the planet
Because it acted like a criminal
When it zapped me
Took all my energy
And
Left me dragging
Throughout the entire day
It devitalized
It enervated
And
Immobilized me
So much so
I could not take one more step
I was ready to
Lay down where I stood
So that I may recoup
Some of the energy
That it stole from me
The amount of heat
The sun is releasing is unbelievable
It felt as if
I was carrying
A lot of dead weight
This burden was so heavy
I would not wish it on anyone
Because
My body never felt this sluggish
Weakened
Defeated
Before this day
This heat index
Consumed me

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“Enough With The Sounds”

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I am trying not to listen
To the blood wrenching
High pitched incoherent rambling sounds
Coming from all
These delusional people
Who have only been educated
Either by
Online search engines like
Google
Yahoo
Explorer
Or
Listening to the wrong information system
Called the news
I just wish uneducated
Insensitive pricks
Stop
Speaking on subjects
They know nothing about
My suggestion is
If you have not experienced it
Have no extensive knowledge of it
Or
Communicated with people unlike yourself
Then STOP
Dropping two cents in the pot
That reads
Thank you for your donation
Green backs only
No change necessary
It is not a debate
Question and answer conversation
Only
A first hand education
Hands on experience event
To let you see
Through your own eyes
That the wedge between us
Can be easily fixed
If instead of insults
Violence
Death threats
We can find a solution
To live
Happy
Joyful
Peaceful
Until end of all days
Come take us all at once

Yellowbonewonda

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“Exhaustion Level Verified Overloaded”

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What
I really do not get
Is this plan to write a poem
This poem when my mental
And
Physical capability
Are both tapped out
Geez
I have to remember
To remove my hand
From the keyboard
Or
I am going to type
Incoherent crap
I am so tired
Exhausted
Overxerted to a point
You know
It is a quarter til ten
And
I wish I was already sleep
Hours ago
Because
I am running on pure fumes
This is the longest
I have spent on a poem
I did not want to write
The body
My body wants to sleep
I keep dosing in
And
Out of consciousness
After every other word
This editing is a $itch
It is rather sad
I am relying on spellcheck
Just mark this day
I really did not want to write
The majority of my comprehension
Is in a system error
Codes are covering the screen
Communication
In failure mode
Coordination
In failure mode
Attitude
In failure mode
Confusion
On high alert
Mind and body
In agreement
Emergency shutdown
All systems will be
In complete lockdown
Nobody need to call me tonight
I am out
5
4
Forget it
I am out

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“False Sense Of Security”

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You lock your doors
You bar your windows
Get a panic alarm
Surgerical attached to your @ss
Have a gun readily at your grasp
Doing all the precautions
To keep your illusions intact
Thinking 911 will get to you fast
Sadly
It is a false sense of security
You have
It is like glass
It will shatter
Into a million little pieces
Sharp shards will cut deeply
Bleeding you rapidly
Almost immediately
Because
It is what it is
When your time is up
Nothing will exempt you
From that fatal conclusion
After being met with
A criminal minded individual
Who wants to get to you
Take your money
Take your belongings
Take your life
At your job
At the bank
In your home
In your car
Inside a prison
Even the bodega at the corner
That always seemed safe
Only
Because you know the attendant
By his/her name
But at last
It is not
Because
It only takes one person
To see it as a challenge
Figure out a solution to
Break into a fortress
That has been built
Out of man made materials
In their mind it is
With time
Determination
Selfish unchecked restraint
That will get them
What they desire
And
I only hope your affairs
Are in order
Because if you are between that
And
Them
Guess what will happen
A you
Or
Them situation
With no guarantee
Who will be the victor

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“Close Lips Open Eyes”

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These streets will be covered
In the blood of the innocents
With all this confusion
Greed
Ignorance
And
Unawareness of the real situation
Going on
It is ridiculous
That no one has yet to find
A better solution to end
This age old human war
We have going on
This world is big enough
For all us to live in peace
Yet people’s eyes are welded shut
Believing violence
Is the only way
To getting what is not theirs
In the first place
This planet is on lease to us
Therefore
No human can own
And
If eyes do not open soon
To see what is coming
Next
We will all experience
The same outcome
A man made apocalypse
The demise of the human race
Just because we can not find
A way to get along
And
Stop the divisions
By color
By race
By religion
Or
By sex
We bleed the same blood
We breath the same air
We multiply the same way
And
We all will wither away
Once we are dead
So what of our differences
What are you really fighting for
Your ego
What nonsense
And
Not a good reason to kill
Another person’s child

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“Reminiscing”

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Over the years
We have wrote many books
And
Revised
And
Extended chapters together
I have seen you thriving
Passionate
Happy
Wishful
Blossoming from a princess
To becoming a Queen of a kingdom
And
I thought you had your world
At your grasp
Instead you threw it away
For a quarter of a man
A coward
A piece of road kill
That everyone else
Drove by
Never looking twice at it
But
For some reason you jumped out
Of your dreams
To roam
And
Rummage around in the gutter
With someone who loved living
Among trash
And
Showing no ambitions
Please love
Come sit down beside me
Reminisce with me
On the good old days
So you can see through my eyes
The beauty outside the shell
You have decided to crawl deep into
Remember you
And
Remember the last day
I saw you at your happiest
You gleamed
You sparkled
You was full of hope
Your smile lit up the room
Now it is a smile
Unrecognizable
Because
You have being faking it for so long
Not even you have noticed
But I do
Let that go
Take acknowledgement of it
It is not hiding anything
Your frustration
Or
Your sadness
Is still there
So
Recall for me
That last time you felt your heart
Beating to that rhythmic beat
That you danced so beautifully to
Come back to yourself
To that person I once knew
Was full of life
And
Happy

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“Yours Not Mine”

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I do not understand
I can not comprehend
How do I have a homing beacon
Tagged on my ass
It is not even mine to have
It belongs to someone else
Probably that dip $hit
Hiding over there
Snickering in the corner
Witnessing my stress
I just wish he/she would man up
Get out of that corner
And
Take this crap back
Because
It is their damn drama
To sort out
I am so tired of this stupid fest
I am not built to fight
Endless battles with dumb people
I am a destroyer
I only need the one shot
The rest is bullcrap
Because
Stupid do not understand
A real craftsmanship
Of pain and punishment

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“Put Your Words To Action”

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This is an observation
Maybe I am wrong
But
You know I am not
I believe that
All these years of struggles
Should have taught you major
Survival skills
But of course it has not
It is the same story
A different day
Bag of shit arrangement
You got down packed
And
This is simplest of things
People should be able to remember
But I guess it is not
So let me break it down
You continually keep diving in head first
Like you have no common sense
So let me tell you
Fire is hot
Do not keep jumping into it
You will get burnt up
Please stop
And
Yessssss
I know you are tired
I am tired too
Of you getting hurt
But
It is time
To speak on some truth
That no one has bothered to tell you
Maybe they are afraid
Maybe they love your agony
Maybe they just do not care
Either way I cannot be
Part of it
The blind leading the blind
When my eyes see fine
I love you
Not afraid of you
I care about you
These words are what I see
And
It is not pretty
So have a seat
This is an intervention
Done by love
Your world is in disarray
Not because of others
But because of you
Not making your own decisions
To get your life back on track
How long are you going to play victim
To your circumstance
You keep getting mad
Frustrated that life left
You behind
But it is your choice
You continue to do nothing
To help yourself advance
Can you not understand by
You steadily making excuses
To stay
Sticking your head in the sand
Hiding from the truth
Standing frozen in time
Is by your own doing
My only advice is for you to stop
Listening to the wrong advice
Listen to yourself
You know what is right
Do you not know
You are more powerful than you think
Just know
The mental prison you have built
For yourself
Is what it is
Yours
You need to realize
The people you think have the key
Does not
You have it
Release yourself
Taste freedom for yourself
With no one dictating
What you should
Or
Should not do
Live your life
Not the life someone says
Is your life

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“Birth Begins Your Choices”

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We get nine months
Maybe more or less developing
Picking out where our souls
Will be sent
And
Making choices
What gifts to accept
What gifts to deny
When birth to our parents
Yes
This can be a high-spirited
Joyful situation
Or
The beginning of
A life of recurring
Regrettable decisions
In a snap
Still decisions must be made
Questions need answering
So could you
Would you
Should you
Disreguard
Ignore
A destiny specifically designed
For you
Sent to you as a gift
With no strings attached
And
No COD to pay
Of course
You will not know
What it is
Or
Who it is from
Memories will be erased
When entering into the realm
Of your new existence
Just know
Only your name will be on it
With the simple words written
As such
It is not what you want
It is what you need
To conquer this world
Only one catch
You have to live your life
Being your true self
Honest
Dignified
With good human decency
At the helm of your existence
So
Would you keep it
Or
Would you do like most
Refuse it
Return it to sender
Without opening
And
Miss out being
Someone to be reckoned with
A confident
Beautiful leader inside and out
Leading the resistance
To get rid of the conforming system
Of carbon copy expendables
Easily readily replaceable people
Teaching all to be independent
Individuals
Who want to create a new reality
A life full of living
Not stressed
Depressed
And
Miserable
Where everything
And
Everybody deemed a nobody
Gets swept under the rug

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“A Pure Heart Has No Gray Area”

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They laugh
Because they are joyful
They love
Because hate does not engulf them
It is an anomaly
Yes
And
I am amazed
And
In awe that
These people still exist
How is it that
They can tell their mind
To take the backseat
Throughout their life
Allowing their heart to drive them
There is no doubt
I do praise them
For their faith
And
Having hope
I am all for it
And
I love the fact they are
Living by a
Right
Or
Wrong code
Without a gray area mentality
To fall into
Corrupting their judgment
And
Making them bitter
Like majority of the world
It is sad
Few people on this Earth
Do not understand it
Like I do
When I tell them
A specific person
Is a pure heart
Meaning is
It is a person who is in love
With love
Loves to share it
And
Sees the world different
As a bag full of opportunities
All at their fingertips
Ready and willing
To conquer all challenges head on
Until all challenges are complete

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“What Runs Down Your Back”

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I may be wrong
I may be paranoid
But
These few days
You have been different
towards me
I am getting a weird vibe
You seem to have lost alot of patience with me
I know this getting to know
Each other stage
Can be troubling
Trusting a stranger
Is a huge risk
A long process
And
Can draw up awkward feelings of vulnerability
Believe me
I do fully comprehend
How
Secrets
Skeletons
Demons
Hide
And
Wait
Only to come out when they are trapped
In a corner
Giving you a fight or flight response
And
What I am doing
Is what is best for me
I am making sure when they do come out
I will be safe
And
They are not going to attack me
So
I know it is hard
To speak your truth
I understand
But if you are planning
To be with me forever
I need to know the person
That wants to share
A roof
A name
And
Our bodies together
You have to understand
This beautiful garden
I have built
And
Continue to weed
Is not open to everybody
Only one special person may enter
And
Just because
You have interest in me
Does not grant you immediate access
Or
A free entry pass
You want to come in
Know you will need to answer
The toughest questions
Like others before you
And
If you refuse to answer
The exit
Is to the left of you
So if you are ready
We are almost done
This valuable information
You are give me
I want you to know
There is purpose in this extensive inquiry
I swear I am making it as quick
As I can
I am do my best to find a route
Most painless for you
I do not want you to get so sensitive
You go on the defensive
I only need to know
Before
We both catch strong feelings
What type of man are you
Do you consider yourself
To be a man or mouse
Because
If I am approached by danger
Will you be a protector
Protecting me as if I am an appendage
On your body
And
You had an accident
The doctor gave you the choice to amputate
You would be like hell no
Telling him you rather die than live without it
That is the type of love
And
Loyalty I crave
You defending my honor
Not you tucking your tail
Between your legs
Cowering off
Leaving me to defend for myself
It is not
The issue I am a weakling
I am not saying
Fight all my battles
I just want you to feel safe with you
And
Not caught with a right hook
To the face
A bullet/knife in my back
Or
Getting left for an angry mob
To kill me
See
What I am saying if you have an urge to run
Grab me my hand
My arm
My hair
My clothes
Damn it it does not matter to me
Dude if you see a problem
Send instant messages telepathically
You get out we get both out
Together
I am just saying TEAMWORK

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“Start Seeing Everything”

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It is hard seeing someone you love
Go through some dumb $hit
It is like watching a train
Derail itself
They are so hell bent
On destroying theirself
Covering their eyes
Avoiding what is real
In front of their face
So
Please listen
My friend
Comprehen
It is not because of jealousy
But out of love
And
Wanting better for you
I need you to find your joy and peace
So please continue reading
This is my long definition
Of staying to long
It is when everything and everyone
In the universe is telling you
And
Showing you
What you already know is the truth
You want to work it out
You are very comfortable
But all the while it’s killing you
From the inside out
Understand why
Your true friends
Keep trying to push you to go
Towards your light
Find your happiness
Find your truth
Change this situation
Start thinking
You would rather be alone
That do bad with a fool
Who does not value you
Come on love
Begin again to love yourself

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“Time To Bust The Bubble”

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When did this society
Get so screwed up
Because
These days children
Are living in an imaginary bubble
Of selfishness
Abusing authority
Abusing their parents
Creating chaos
Acting only on impulse
Instead of common sense
They have no self control
They have no self respect
They do not value anything
They do not understand
That their negative actions
Breed unfavorable consequences
And
There are plenty of people out here
That will not love them
But will beat them
Or
Kill them
Because
They are not taking their attitude
Their madness
It is time people stop being
A friend
And
Be a parent
Train them up
Or
Bury them six feet
The world is not what it is was
The neighborhood pitching in
It is a society feed up
And
No one is tolerating
Even little demon children
Breaking
Demolishing
Disrespecting $hit
So please correct your child
Before the police
A family member
Or
A stranger on the street
Does it

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“Your Trash My Treasure”

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Too many look at this world
As a sampling buffet
Pick
Pick
Picking over it
So much so
That when the next person comes by
To try
To buy
To own
Their sensory input stops them cold
Forcing them to get carried away
And
Imprint disgust in their skull
Grimy looks
Ratchet smell are visionary blocks
That halts a mind from seeing
The beauty in what someone else
Deemed a castaway
A lost cause
Garbage by their definition
Because
They did not see value in it
They convinced
And
Managed to stop you from looking twice
Just based only on the ugliness
And
The repugnance of the outer shell
Therefore including everyone
Into a massive wave of a passoverness
The passing by of a beautiful gem
That is trapped under
Only dirt and grime
I believe it is
A brainwashing effect
People seeing people
And
Everything as trash
Throwaways
Disposables
Possible expendables
Allowed
To rot
Decay
Decompose away into nothingness
On a pile
Giving it no chance
To be a nourishment for anyone else’s soul
Oh yes
It is
It is such a despairing tale
People treating each other
The same way as objects
That when broken
Instead of fixing
They treat him/her as a replaceable
Only to find out in the end
The treachery of their actions
And
A reaccuring reaction
To replace instead of fixing
It is not them
It is you
And
What is broken is inside of them
Not the ones they have thrown away

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“Bathe Clean”

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I was skeptical
I did not believe
I told myself
It was a ploy
A joke of some sort
What he was telling me
Was not possible
So for days I went back and forth
Until all doubts went away
Until my mind was settled
To take him on his offer
His invitation to his home
And
His exact words were
It would be paradise
A place of serenity
A place of peace
A present from him to me
With no string attached
To relax
To loosen up
Gather my strength back
And
Let me tell you
When I showed up
He showed out
Making me feel very special
And
I am forever thankful
Because when those doors opened
I was overwhelmed with pure happiness
His servants
Welcomed me
Took care of me
Catered to my every whim
As if I was a princess
It was a magnificent experience
I ate adequately
I stuffed my face
Until my belly was bursting
Then I was drawn
A marvelous bath
Of course for one
Because
It was not that type of party
I was excited
Overjoyed
I soaked until the water went cold
And
My soul was unburdened
The water were so cleansing
I was
Refreshed
Reborn
And
Ready to tackle
Anything
Or
Anyone
With
Empthy
Sympathy
And
Confidence
I was a new person
I found new strength
I was empowered

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“Dependancy Can Be Dangerous”

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Be cautious with all humans
Since
Humans are the most temperamental
Kind of beings
With feelings that change
As easy as the wind
I say to you please be careful
Do not be too dependent
On the wrong person
Because your dependancy
Can cost you everything
Including your life
If you do not recognize
That everyone does not have
Your best interest in mind
And
The only person hurting
Will be you
It is up to you to
Take care of you
Your heart
Your mental health
Because no one else
Will take that into account
It is your choice
To stay
Or
Go
Just
Beware if you stay
Because giving too much tolerance
To someone that does not appreciate it
Will have you accepting much more
Bullshit than necessary
Bringing you to a place
Where you will not even recognize yourself

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“I Also Go By Queen”

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I do not need a crown
To be called it
I know what I am
I am it by my own right
I do not need your approval
Because
When I was birth into this world
I became the embodiment of it
I am what I am
A Queen
One of many in this world
And
Proud to be one of them
So what you may think of me
Or
Bring your mouth to call me
It will never be true
I am most definitely
Will never be what you
Think you should name me
Out of your jealousy
Out of your anger
Out of your hate for anyone like me
So let’s get this straight
Any malicious derogatory synonym
Your mouth suddenly blurts out with
Including the most popular one
Bitch
Know
I will never be one
Because by all definitions it is
What it is
One of four
A female dog
A wolf
A fox
Or
An otter
With no mention of a woman
So when you call on me
Let it be known
I am a woman with a name
It is specifically for me
And
My birth certificate is proof of it
My mother has verified it
The government has it documented
And
That is all the convincing I need
So if you ever gather your words
To call me as such
Then welcome to the wrath of me
I will not permit
Such disrespect
You demeaning me
I will not allow
Any of that crap to define me
And
Who’s to blame me
For defending me
If the good men in this world
Are few
Correct me
If I am wrong
If none of this is true

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“Freedom From Lies”

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Where do you get off on being
So selfish
Deliberately
Hurting people that never
Harmed you in anyway
But loving you
In the right way
You know
Being honest with everybody
Is a way to free yourself
From everyone else
Who lies for no reason
Who is trying to escape
Their true self
Sadly
I think it is
Because they do not like theirself
After seeing
What a true heart sees
That reflection in their eyes
Is alarming
Because
They can
See through all your
Bull crap
And
Call you out on everything
That you lie about
And
Put you in your place
Almost immediately
Instant karma
Showing you the world
Is dying
For a reboot
Where honesty is the only law
Seen as a crime
Punished by a seclusion
To a remote island
Away from society

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“Having Foresight”

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We have so many people all around us
That are so willing to manipulate
Everybody
For only one reason
Out of curiosity
To see how long they can fool
Pull the wool
Pretend to be what they think
We want them to be
By
Lying constantly
Cheating often
Stealing everything
That is not nailed down
From us
Forcing us to carry
Second thoughts
Broken pieces
To the next relationship
Therefore
Creating another repetitive heartbreak sequel
Forcing our mind to trust nobody
And
To think everyone is a double agent
Who is playing both sides of
The line
Betrayal
And
Defeat
Because every time they speak
We are analyzing
The truth
And
Their actions
Like a forensic scientist
I say to solve this problem
Unleash the beast within you
To guard you from
The divertissement
The minor entertainment
Or
Diversion to stop you
From finding true happiness
And
Not to be cursed by their dishonesty
Or
Followed by zombies
Skeletons
Demons of your past
Or
Monsters that have corrupted your life
Do not be cut up
Do not be shattered
Do not ride or die for everybody
Or
Have love for somebody
Who does not know
How to love you
Truefully
Honestly
Unconditionally
Like the King/Queen you should be
In the eyes of the one
That says they loves you

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“Distorted Visions”

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The way evil is introduced to humans
Is slow then swift
First as a sneeze
Then as a communicable disease
Finally
Envolving into an airborne virus
Spreading rapidly
Turning pure souls
Into somewhat of an empty darkness
A plague of some sorts
That comes ti present gifts
To the wicked in alluring packaging
That are created by the devil’s minions
They are man made trappings
That razzle dazzle you
Sealed with the devil’s kiss
And
Therefore providing you all your wishes
Through
Money
Sex
Drugs
And
No conscious
To tell them
What is right or wrong
Just the idea
More is better
And
Better can get better
Even if killing is on the menu
Keeping up a disorted reality

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“Leap Or Stay”

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Question
Will you make a choice
To leap
Or
Will you freeze in fear
And
Stay behind
Losing every opportunity
Out there
For you to reach your destiny
There are only two options
And
There is no middle ground
It is either
Go
Or
Stay
So what will it be
The decision is up to you
Because
No man on this planet
Has the right to stop you
Except that reflection
In the mirror
Starring back at you
And
You must have an idea of
The person you want to be
What do you see
A fighter
Or
A coward
What kind of person are you
What life you want to live
Being a spectator
Or
An innovator

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“Are We To Be Hopeful Or Hopeless “

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Everyday is a rollarcoaster ride
With ups and downs
That loop me upside down
To a point
I feel like a freaking bat
It is just weird
It feels unsettling
Seeing this world
Like this
Everything is unhinging
At the seams
Without a seamstress
In sight
Or
They are not avaliable to correct
This devastation
This desecration
They say the damage has been done
Get another one
But no one can get another
Because we only get one life
I ponder
I try to remember
Was this world always like this
Or
Did we create it
And
It can not be my imagination
This is the truth being presented to me
I am looking at a different angle
And
My question is are we to be
Hopeful
Or
Hopeless
And
Is everyone ready
Or
Already given up
On this world
Being like this

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Thank You

I want to say I am grateful for you coming to my page and reading my poems. It is an honor to be appreciated for my work and to have your support.
Again thank you for your loyalty and you keep giving me hope.

Sincerely

Yellowbonewonda

“Pick A Direction For You”

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Your journey is a journey of one
You are born alone
And
Will die alone
Unless it is a major catastrophe
That will take us all at once
So
If no one has told you
I will
You need to be aware of
The people you keep
And
The people that slink
Around you
Because
There are so many unseen obstacles
Dangerous traps
And
Dangerous people
In your path
And
On both sides of you
Waiting at each juncture
To shoot bullets in your face
Throw knives in your back
Lie straight to your face
So take your time
Figuring out who will
Ride or die for you
Until then
From here to there
Move slowly
Find your footing
Step with caution
Go at your own pace
Avoid getting blown up
By a IED
Made by a frenemy
Or
A family member or two
And
Take down this notation
That
There is no hurry
There is no race
To run
Your prize is already yours
All you have to do is reach for it
And
No one can take it from you
Unless you give it to them
I say
To you pick a direction
And
Go with God
Father/Abba
“Most High”
Elohim
El-Shaddai
Yahweh
Jehovah
Adonai
Supreme being
Whomever you choose
Just go in peace
And
Get yours
The End
Let no one be your excuse

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