“I Attract Dumb $hit”

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For some reason
Life is being cruel to me
It keeps laughing at me
As if it is playing
Several simultaneous tricks on me
And
It is overwhelming me
Since
It continues to
Test my patience
Test my integrity
Test everything
That is me
To see if I will come out
My character
And
Go bat $hit crazy on everybody
And
How I know this
Is because
I really believe
Life taped a magnet to me
In fact my left
And
Right @ss cheek
Where it arches
To be specific
Because for as long as I
Could remember
I have noticed dumb $hit
Keeps following me
Forthemostpart
It is always
Dumb people with dumb ideas
Dumb people with crazy ideas
Dumb people in general
It is so upsetting
It is very confusing
It is beyond tiresome
I need peace
Please help me
Please
You know
The only good thing
I learned from encounters
I have learned it
A long time ago
Not waste energy
Arguing with dumb people
Because
Dumb people do not have common sense
And
You would lose many brain cells
Quickly
Trying to figure out their nonsense
And
That’s drama I do not need
So instead
I think of strategies
Take precautions
In increasing a buffer
Between them and me
Of course
It is frustrating
Each and everyday
A new problem arises
In my attempt to avoid them
I know nothing is
100 percent
But I am trying
Using my best
Ignoring tactics
Walking away fast
Out pacing them
Putting them in their place
Shutting them down immediately
Before they start in on their rants
I mad dash to my car
Making it to the car
Just before they can put
Their key in the engican
I am burning rubber
Out the parking lot
Speeding through a yellow light
As it is changes to red
So they can not catch me
Sitting at the light
I can not be caught
I do not need them to
Motion for me to pull over
Or
Rolldown my window to talk
And
Funny enough
That was not an extreme measure
The extreme came when
I bought Raid extra strength
Yes
The roach wasp ant killer
To carry with me
Hoping it would kill dumb people
But
They seem to have adapted
They like the scent
They are coming with a vengeance
Bothering me even more
Than the regular these days
Boy
I need a stronger repellant
A stronger poison
Something industrial
To spray around me
So they will run the other way
So
I ask any poison control specialist
Please develop a solution
For my infestation
I am tired of being surrounded
By total ignorance
Yours truly
Someone ready to get rid
Of unwanted pestering company
In smoke or liquid form
Please
No preference
Just deliverance

Yellowbonewonda

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“Deadly Entrapment”

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I miss everything about you
When you are gone
Even five seconds is too long
Do you know
How I feel about you
I feel lost without you
And
I hear a white noise effect
All around me
When you are not next me
It is so noisy
So much in fact deafening
My life is a wreck
Without you
I want to tear my hair out
By the fist fulls
In clumps maybe
Why don’t you
Come rescue me
You and only you
Can help me
Do you not know
You are my paradise
So please come now
Your presence is so comforting
When I am with you
Your kisses are like butterflies
Tickling my skin
Everso gently
And
Your hugs are so snuggly
I feel safe in your arms
Inside your embrace
Everything is peaceful
I can not get enough of you
You are a drug that is so addictive
I can not go even a minute
Or
I will have withdrawal symptoms
Heavily
Without you
So please never leave me
Stay forever
Through eternity
You are the connection
To my sanity

Yellowbonewonda

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“Jump Off”

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Get on my level
Or
Get out my way
I am not kidding
I am not playing
Your game
Or
Messing up my life
For anyone
Anyday
I got moves to make

Yellowbonewonda

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“Money Problems”

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With or without money
If you do not have
Direction
Grounding
And
Plans worked out
For your future
You will not benefit
From an abundance of money
In your bank account
Because
Money does not change a person
For the better
If the person is already screwed up
Before receiving it
It is just what it is
Screwed up people with
Mo money Mo problems
And
People with their hand out
Mass spending
No investing
Being ignorant
Buying dumb $hit
See in this society
It is two different kinds of people
There are
The broke
And
The rich
Either they are
Content in life
Or
Miserable in life
With or without money
Does not determine happiness
Because
Money is an object
It does not talk
It does not listen
It does not comfort you
It only buys things
It comes
And
It goes
It has no attachment
To its owner
It is like a feather
In a breeze
Blowing wherever it pleases
At any moment
And
People need to realize
Money is a tool
And
With all tools
You must use it for the right job
At the right time
So as to avoid damage
Or
Whatever it is being fixed
Is being fixed properly

Yellowbonewonda

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“Fraudulent Cases”

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Too many people have gotten lazy
Found complacency
In doing everyday things
And
Have settled into
Living a fraudulent life
Refusing to put in the work
Refusing to put in real effort
Finding shortcuts to shortcuts
Taking things from others
Even their life
Because of pride
Greed
Lust
Envy
Gluttony
Wrath
And
Sloth
They are weak minded
The immoral
The dishonorable
They have no common sense
Little to no common decency
A lost soul
Trying to show off
A life not theirs
Or
Earned
One that was stolen
Dirty souls
Is what I call them
They cause havoc
Harm
To everyone around them
They feel nothing
Take everything
They can
Because they wanted it
Without a thought

Yellowbonewonda

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“Weaponized And Ready”

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Eventhough
The strength of my voice
Only amounts to a whisper
My words are weaponized
They are missles
They leave my mouth
Unregrettablly
Ready to take down anyone
Who is willing to come
The wrong way
I tell you
I am not the one
I am
No one’s victim
Patsy
Chump
Dupe
Gull
Pigeon
Pushover
Sap
Sucker
Tool
That is not me
I am a gladiator
Fearless
Ready for battle
Anyday
So do not come for me
And
We both
Will have a good day

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Dead Living”

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To live
To breath
To exist without
Ambition
Motivation
Or
Direction
Is like being a dead person
Walking mindlessly
Going through the motions
From one point
To the next
Without any deviation
Acting as if
Being over stimulated
By anything
Or
Anyone
Is a bad thing
Not realizing
Humans were made to be social
It is hard to avoid
The longing
To be connected
To someone special

-Yellowbonewonda

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“There Are Plenty of Sinners”

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Good and evil
Comes in many forms
Yet there are
Too many believing saints
Can not be sinners
Because they have wings
Or
A man of the cloth
Speaking on a bible
Always understand
Not knowing
Some change it to fit
Their prospective
Teaching everything is a sin
If you had a choice
To kill the demon
Save a soul
Or
Run
Coward in a hole
Pretend nothing was going on
What would you choose
How could you judge
Or
Determine who needs your help
Do you not believe
Everyone at times fail
Looses a step at one point
Or
Two
The point is choosing to
Find balance
Challenge people
Who preach
And
Pretend
They know the gospel
But
Do not live the same

-Yellowbonewonda

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“All Glitter Is Not Gold”

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He is the master of
Agony
Pain
Destruction
And
Murderous intent
He is sneaky
He will twist
And
Turn you
Until you can not fight
So watch out
He is slick
He masquerades in the daylight
As an angel
But
What he truly is
Is the devil incarnate
Full of hate
He comes when you are happy
He comes when you are on track
He comes into your dreams
Throwing glitter
Casting rainbows
To put you at ease
As he whispers evil thoughts
In your ear
He wants you to fail
He wants you off balance
So you need to hold on tight
Keep on your feet
And
Fight
Do not let someone
Made of stone cold ice
With no feelings
With no heart
Be the master of you
Keep your eyes on the prize
Do not let it out of sight

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Getting On My Nerves”

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A serious
Chaotic
Involuntary
Action
Threading
Internally
Connecting
Nonintersecting
Electrical currents to go off in
Rapid
Variations
Everywhere in your body
Without warning
It can happen
Any time
Any place
Stopping you dead in your tracks
And
It is sad
To go to doctors these days
Because
Some rather fool you into believing
You are getting better
By over medicating
They are too eager
To mask your symptoms
With toxins
Than find another form of treatment
When you finally say you are feeling great
They stop giving you the masking drug
And
You notice it was
All joke
Your pain was just asleep
Now reawakened
And
Ready to come back
With a vengeance
Taking you to new levels
To finding untapped strength
To get through it

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Be Growth”

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Be still
Look
Listen
Feel
The environment around you
Adjust your past transgressions
Into something
That will not hinder future growth
Be strength
Be brave
Be vigilant
Be victorious
And
Stand for something
Find a solution
To solve the problem
That has been created
By this society
Lift your voice
To correct wrongdoings
In your presence
And
Only then change
Can begin

-Yellowbonewonda
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“Go With Hope”

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It is disheartening to witness
Skins with clean slates
Being broken
Stained
Or
Tarnished
And
Growing up
Dangerously damaged
With a past
That is never
In the past
Just a continuation
Into the present
Taking over their future
Making them runners
Running
From everything
From something
From someone
Even their shadow
And
It is unfortunate that
They would rather go any direction
Even if it is the wrong direction
To get away from it
It
Perhaps being
The idea of commitment
The sense of responsibility
The possibility of unconditional love
And
Yes
The concept of happiness
Because they rather be miserable
And
Punish theirselves for no reason
Other than fear of what
Can be
Would be
Or
Should be
And
It is the most despairing thing to watch
And
Being engulfed in helplessness
Is the worst
Because all they have to do is
Go with optimism
Instead of pessimism
And
Travel beyond their boundaries
Beyond the unknown
To experience
A different kind of life
What is missing from their life

-Yellowbonewonda
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“Fairytales Can Be My Reality”

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He told me fairytales
And
Made me believe them
Saying he wanted everything
In life
To start
And
To end with me
But instead
It was a game
He was playing
Undoubtedly
It may have took me some time
To realize
But
When I noticed
We were on different levels
Using totally different strategies
That
He was playing checkers
And
I was playing chess
And
I thought it was funny
He attempted to make me
Look foolish
For wanting something
With stability
A binding commitment
Spiritually
Legally connected
With a couple of children
In a house
Filled with
Laughter
Love
Unity
And
Understanding
Sadly
He lost
A Queen
I am off to the next
Wiser
Stronger
Open to my option
Of finding my king
And
Nothing less

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Inside Outside Must Match”

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Lured in by the physical attraction
And
Left when the outside
Conflicted with the inside
He was a zero
Trying to be a hero
A lemon that left
A tart face expression
On my face
My tastebuds said no more
My mind said run
Get away from here
And
Do not be in a hurry
To love the wrong person
Only because he says he loves you
He does not
He just bidding time
Wasting your time
Keeping you from mister right

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Dead To Rights”

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Set up by someone in my inner circle
My enemy had me dead to rights
I could not believe
The person I trusted
And
Gave my heart to
Spilled everything
My fears
My dreams
My secrets
Including my bra size
Nothing was off limits
It was crazy
He knew me more than I knew myself
And
Made it into a play book
Covering every angle to
My offensive
My defensive strategies
I had no way out
Alone
Angry
Disappointed
Betrayed
I figured I had nothing to lose
Back down for what
I am fighting until my last breath

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Sleeping Troubles”

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They do not live under my bed
Or
Hide out in my closet
There are no monsters
Chasing me throughout my dreams
And
I am not experiencing nightmares
That keeps me up at night
Nothing like that
I just do not sleep properly
And
It is an exhausting
Reaccuring situation
I would like to stop
I have done everything
Suggested
To finding a solution
To having a blissful night’s sleep
And
Before you start questioning me
With impractical nonsense
Know that
No
I do not have a good reason
To why I am restless at bedtime
Because usually
By my thought process
Dark room
Bed
Pillow
Plus
Plush blanket
Should equal
A good night sleep
Sleeping like a baby
Simple right
At last it does not
Starring at the ceiling
Tossing and turning
Frustrating sighs
Throughout the night
Then daylight comes
Which I hate
Because another night is lost

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Future Generations Of Murders”

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If children are taught
To have no tolerance
They mimic it in life
Causing a ripall effect
Of problems
We need to do better
Or
Future generations will have
No chance
To productive people
And
If you have not noticed
You need to take notice
On our current situation
It has worsened
We are no longer
Living in a society
Where people talk out their problems
Or
Fist fight
Shake hands
Acknowledge the beef being over
Instead people just turn
To deadly violence
This classic horror movie
Needs be over
Instead it is set as a rerun
Numbing everybody
Of the gore
Erasing
The feeling of empathy
Towards another
Creating emotionless humans
Thirsting for blood
Materialistic possessions
And
Power
Just killing each other over nothing
I wish they realize
All the stuff they kill a person for
Can not be taken with them
When they die

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Golden Hearts Exist”

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There are beautiful humans
In this world
With the purest of hearts
Who are eager to connect
And
Share what is inside their heart
Pure love
Hope
Rezilance
When it is needed most
After hope is lost
After disaster
Often tarnished
From lack of care
People with hearts
Made of gold
Rage through many storms
Time and time again
Showing their generosity to love
Providing nothing but reliability
A sense of stability
To all the people they touch
These are invisible heroes
Unnoticed
A rare species that needs
To be protected at all cost
Golden hearts exist
If you have meet one
You have been blessed

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Middle Ground Avoidance”

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I have learned
How to make things easy
By playing with a two sided coin
That never put me in the middle
It allows me
To listen to others
To speak my truth
To never waver indecisively
On important decisions
When I am needed
And
Before we get too far
To getting to know each other
Developing feelings
You must know
I keep
Far left
Or
Far right positioning
On certain matters
I do not play as a double agent
If I flip my coin
This is where I stand
And
Coins never choose the middle
I have been a winner in life
I have been a loser in life
I have played a hero
I have played a villain
I have thought very positively
I have thought very negatively
I have been a human
With emotions
I have been a human
Without emotions
I have been a friend
I have been a enemy
And
In every involvement
With any individual
I have allowed them to pick
Which side of the coin
They stay on
It is an equal opportunity type
Of thing
To equally win
Or
To equally lose
A good thing

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Fact Check Your Confusion”

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Creating animosity
That was never meant to be there
Causing a strong relationship
To hang by a thread
A guilty conscience
Will take you there
And
Sturdy bridges can burn to ash
If there is no fact checking
Before taking it to full mass
People often jump conclusions
Way too fast
Overreacting to something
That is not a proven fact
My motto is
If your government name is not attached
To a documentation
Or
In a conversation
It has nothing to do with you
Keep on moving pass
It will definitely keep you
From looking like an jacka$$

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Half Empty Half Full Perspective”

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Do you still have motivation
A set dedication
To reach your ambition
You envisioned for your life
Since being introduced
Into the realm of responsibility
Of this cruel harsh world
Do you feel you are
Ahead of the eight ball
Or
Behind the eight ball
Have you accomplished everything
Fulfilled most things
Or
Just feel $hit out of luck
In any case
You should not be
Hating on anyone
If you are lost
It is not a good luck
So for the betterment of your life
You need to get back on track
There are no real shortcuts
In life
Your test
Your obstacle
Is yours
You and only you
Must get through
Or
Crash and burn
That is your choice too
Follow your dreams
Not anyone else’s
Stop cock blocking
Someone else’s life

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Censorship Of The Truth”

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There are plenty of words
In this world
That are hush hush
That I may say
And
I am not afraid to do so
I say what I say
But
Sadly I have so many people
That are afraid for me
They do not want me to
Express myself
Write it down
On paper
Or
Publish on the internet
For all to see
Because it would possibly
Get me
In trouble
In danger
Putting me on the radar of someone
Ignorant
And
Dangerous
That do not like what I say
These people around me
Are so afraid
That the negatively has them
Thinking too much
Thinking I could possibly
Get Arrested
Get Beatdown
Or
Get Killed
So as to silence me
Or
Scare me enough to
Censor my truth
But for what
Because what I speak of
Is harmless
It is about life
It calls out people to think
Before they act
It validates feelings
Being felt
Showing someone else has troubles
Like them
And
They are not alone
I am not inducing a revolution
Just self awareness
That everyone has problems
That there are people
That understands them
So how could I be hated on
For that

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Carefully Placed Steps”

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Falling through
The cold freezing ice
In the middle of the winter time
And
Drowning to my death
While trapped under a layer of ice
Is not my idea of an adventure
I want to go on at any time
You ask me to give you
The benefit of the doubt
Which I gave
But it seems like everytime
I give you an inch
You try to steal a mile
I ask
What reason do you have now
Why can you not show me
I am worth your time
I should not have to ask for
You to give me your respect
When I have already given you mine
This one sided attitude you have
Is causing you to run out of time
Because
I refuse to be forced
For the rest of my life
To tip toe around you as if
I was a scared child
I am a grown woman
Treat me as such
Or
Lose me
When I move to a warm temperature
In the Caribbean isles

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Would You Sell Your Soul”

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I have finally
Come to a conclusion
You must be following
The Reaper’s wishes
Because
You act as if you are
A maniac on
A mission impossible quest
Unorthodox
Unorganized
Avoiding all obstacles of
Simple common sense
Destroying everything
With a breath
Tell me am I correct
Did you sell your soul
And
Are you now
Under a seeking contract
To collect a certain amount
Of innocents
At Lucifer’s request
Or
Was it his minions
You only dealt with
I hope you
Do you realize
Once you are done
With all his beckoning
You too will be in the place
You sent souls
You helped capture
Burning continuously
In the unextinguishable hellfires
Forever to be Damned
Because of you selling out

-Yellowbonewonda

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“I Know Your Type “

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You know who you are
So please
Stop pretending
You are like the rest of us
Just because
You walk
You talk
And
You are here with us
It does not mean you belong
Here amongst us
When your soul is not
Occupying your body
When your blood
Flows only with deception
When your heart only beats
To the sound of hateful music
You know
You smell of a rotting stench
Like a decomposing corpse
Unaware that no one
Can breath in your presence
You are killing us slowly
Please return
Where the garbage man put you
You know that big massive dump
Tucked away from all of us
In the middle of nowhere
That is where you need to be
If you are soulless person

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Waiting for You”

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I do remember
What you told me
My friend
My love
My companion
Fear no longer
I will be there for you
I will get you through this
Yes
I am aware of the consquences
Of both of our souls
In limbo
That is why
I am looking
Listening
And
Prepared for when
I hear the sudden silence
Followed by thunder rumbling
Because I know
It is the sign that
A storm of massive destruction
Is brewing
Coming to destroy the world
We have known it to be
So when the confusion starts
And
The lost
And
The miserable wonder
Searching for their shattered pieces
I will be there
For you to gather your broken pieces
Before the winds come
From all directions
To sweep in to take them off
To places unknown
And
I refuse to let you be
One of those damaged people
So I will not let you down
I have your back
I promise this
From this day to infinity
I will love you
Protect you
Your missing pieces
Are mine
And
I got you
Or
We are both lost

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Checkered Flag Finish”

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Funny not until I found out
Where you really were
My mind was racing
With all kinds of thoughts
It felt like Negatively
Was on the prowl
Stalking me
Like a burglar
Preparing to steal
What was most precious to me
My sanity
My happy
My peace
My health
Everything I had of value
More precious
And
Very priceless
No jewel on the planet
Is even close to its worth
And
I should have known
When I refused to sale it
You would try anything
To get what you wanted
Believe me the first time
My naivness was my fault
I thought a clean slate
Was suppose to be given
To everyone
Being open
No judging
Used to be my code
Not until a few more people
Like you
Came through my life
Caution is my new motto
Intuition is my next
Because I know now
Deep down I already knew
What my heart refused
To see that thief in you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Mystical Beast”

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Have you ever thought about the end
Where you will spend eternity
It is not hard to decide
There are only two choices
After the last light has gone out
So tell me do you believe
You have enough good deeds
To be granted into paradise
Or
Do you not care
And
It is hell
You are looking forward to
I tell you
Procrastination should be
A deadly sin
Waiting until the last minute
I do not understand
That so many people wait
Until they are on their deathbed
Surrounded by darkness
With only a hint of light
To speak out
But of course it is too late
Their fate was sealed
When their spirit animal appeared
That mystical beast
A guide into the afterlife
Taking them off
After their last breath
Escapes their physical shell
That once bounded them to this life

-Yellowbonewonda

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“End Of Daylight”

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It should be a cutoff
At a certain age
That children
Stop being told
Sugarcoated lies about life
Like when the sun comes up
That nightmares
No longer exist
As if monsters
Take a break
And
Are bounded to
Stay under their beds
In their closet
Or
Disappear into the darkness
Because
They do not
Nightmares
And
Dreams
Both come for you
Eyes open
Eyes closed
It does not matter
You are either
Going to be chased
Or
Chase after them
That is life
And
Some children need
To be prepared for that reality
That neither
Dreams
Nor
Nightmares
Rest
Or
Sleep
They keep coming
As long as your imagination works
Your ambitions are big
You have a shinning disposition
That someone wants
To put out
It is up to you to figure out
If you will
Go with fear
Or
Go with strength
And
They need to be told
No one but them can win
Their fight

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Conflicting Feelings”

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It is between
A Rock
And
Hard place
Type of feeling
Where most stand
Tugging back and forth
With a gripping predicament
When making hard decisions
On whether or not
Being the bigger person
Is right
Or
Protecting yourself
Is better
Either way
Being an adult
It is confusing
Because as children
These decisions
Where made
By shaking hands
Hugging
Saying sorry
And
Going back to playing
But
As adults
We all
Live in our feelings
Bottling up
Unleashed aggression
Awaiting for the right occasion
To start ticking
Until explosion
Blasting everyone
Into oblivion
Leaving no one standing
Exposing every buried secret
Into the air everyone
Is breathing

-Yellowbonewonda

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