“Times Up”

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We are in a countdown
There is a deadline
It is coming up
We do not know when
But
Why wait
Stop procrastinating
Life is short
We can only hope
For how much is left
Hopefully years
Conceivable months
Possibly days
Maybe hours
Prehaps minutes
Or
Mere Seconds
Until
Time is up
But
Why wait
For another day
When today is the day
To be
To do
YOU
It is up to you
Nobody else
You are
The creator
And
The mastermaind
Of your happiness
Life is only complicated
When you are not living it
It is too short
For it not to be a fulfillment
It can change
In less than 30 seconds
From being excitedly happy
To down right miserable
The thing is
Are you strong enough
To respond to it
By getting up
Or do you rather
Lay down and take it
Playing the victim
Always not showing up
Life stops for no one
But will
End for everyone
Either
Today
Or
Tomorrow
Everyone lives
Going against a clock
Ticking tocking
Ticking tocking
Then it just stops
Your gone
Another born
To do it again
Until their time is up

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Imminent Threat”

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I will never be trapped
My mind is fixated
As long as I have
Strong breathing
A heartbeat
Physical strength
Emotional
Mental stability
Courage
And
Determination
Inside of me
Whoever stands between
Me
And
It
I will wrestle
I will terminate
Any attempt
To discourage me
From getting where
I desire to be
No one will
Choke the life
Out of me
I reject ever attempt
To have that advantage
Over me
If that is your task
I promise
It will not be easy
To complete
I will keep reaching
I will find a way
I will not be held
Against my will
I will not have
Fear inside of me
Backing down
From this fight
Is not an option for me
Fighting to the death is
I rather die trying
Because I will not
Succumb to defeat
My life is mine
The Almighty gave it to me
It is only his to take

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Dreaming A Little Dream”

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I am not seeking advice
Only venting
You see
First
Let us get this out of the way
I do not have things on my mind
That keep me up at night
My mind is blank
As blank as can be
I just do not feel sleepy
I have tried everything
Hot epsom salt baths
Lavender incents burning
Sipping chamomile tea
Black out curtains
Putting me in
Pitch black darkness
Sleeping medications
Over-the-counter
And
Prescribed to me
Even
Counting damn sheep
I hate those little bastards
They keep running from me
I just concluded
I am part of an experiment
Called Team No Sleep
I toss and turn
Until the new daybreak
Getting exhausted from wanting
To sleep
I just want to dream
Of all the possibilities
Made for me
Believe me
It is not
Where rainbows
Raindrops
And
Dancing unicorns be
All that crap
Is not for me
My dream is being
Successful
Traveling the world
Having fun
With a family
Created by me
Well damn
I guess that is my
Rainbows
Raindrops
Dancing unicorns
Dream
For me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Mother Earth”

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Like ripples
In a pond
We have ripples
In the Earth
Are we acting
Are we ignoring
As if we are unaware of
The looming truth
When did people
Become untroubled
About the complexities
Of life
Not realizing simple truth
That the Earth’s
Entire ecosystem
Is out of wack
And
This system
Which brings us life
Sadly
It needs protecting
From us
Building
Cutting
Destroying
Everywhere
Everything
Is sentencing us
To death
It is time
To accept
Your part in this
To deny it
You are inviting death
To take us all
At once
We destroy it
We destroy us
So
We need to slowdown
Before all resources
Are tapped out
Let the Earth
Replenish
Key components
That we need to nourish
Every living being
And
Thing on this Earth
Because
Once it is gone
It is gone
No way to steal it
No way to buy it
This gift
That was giving
Will be the gift
That will stop giving
And
Go into
A hard reboot
To clear
All of us out

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Extinguish Domestic Terrorism”

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Can we all
Just get along
This would be a wonderful wish
To ask
And
To be granted
By a magical genie
Granting wishes
For these famous words
To come true
To connect on a level
Live and let live
In an environment of peace
But for some reason
We can not
Because we are stuck
In a continuum
A continuous sequence of events
That have greatly changed
But still mostly the same
Because of certain people
With their
Funky attitudes
That are in denial
And
Unable to accept
Facts
That people are different
Whether it be
Skin
Gender
Sexual preference
Or
Religious beliefs
I wish they come to grips
No one is leaving
And
They are holding us back
No matter how far
We have come
To get to this place
This big @ss elephant
In the middle of the room
Is still a sore subject
When approached
People get roudy
Ready to fight
Because conversations
Take on a life of their own
As people full of ignorance
Lose their damn mind
And
Step over a known line
They should not cross
To submerge theirselves
Into a pool of hate
Only to get what
They did not expect
People fighting back
Because the intolerance of
Speaking out of turn
Saying things they should not
Behaving improperly
As if they did not
Have common sense
Is not in season
Anymore
It is a new dawn
We need to rise
Together to get pass
This disrespectful behavior
The cruelty
The savagery
The malfeasance
Of these home grown terrorist
Committing domestic terrorism
On us all
It is unscrupulous
It needs to be eradicated
Now

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Depends How You See It”

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This is our current status
We do not know
Where the people
In this world
Will end up
We only know
What is being
Put out in this world
As the only answer
To get a point across
Is confusion
And
It is not working
To many people on the offensive
To many people on the defensive
No middle ground
Causing
A retroactive human reaction
Get those that got you
But how does it give us
A solution
Everyone is fighting
No one is listening
Miscommunications
On everything
No one accepting apologizes
No one giving apologizes
After things have gone wrong
And
People said the wrong things
Granted
We all have
That burning inferno sensation
Deep down inside our bellies
That drives us close
To the edge of madness
But it is how we process
Those feelings
Really shows
The type of person
You are truly made of
Are you
A person
Who act out on their rage
With an eye for eye mentality
Acting like a barbarian
Beating your chest
Causing volatile riots
Being pulled away in handcuffs
Only to not be heard
Or
A person
Who controls their temper
Thinking of the consquences
Of their actions
Doing things civilized
Fighting for their rights
To be heard
Peacefully being seen
And
Understood
Gathering up the masses
Of people willing
To march along beside you
And
Cause a movement
For change
In the situation
Who would you rather be
A fifteen minute fame whore
Or
A movement leader
Making history

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Hugs Refresh Life”

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I was not paying attention
I got compliacent
I let my guard down
I was unaware
As it flanked me
From all directions
I had nowhere to run
It covered every chance
I had of egress
I had no way out
It was such
A strong presence
This invisible force
It caused me to stop
Dead in my tracks
I felt encircled
As it approached
At first it came slowly
Then it pounced
Engulfing me
Into its warmeth
Into a bear hug
Something I needed
Something that was missing
From my daily activities
Memories of blissfullnes
Being in the arms of
Someone I needed
Someone I loved
Who made me safe
Refilled my energy
Refreshed my purpose
Cleared my cache
Of useless data
That drained me
I always feel invigorated
By their love
Their hug is magic

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Secret Plans Of Disaster”

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They are making
Too many movements
Behind their backs
They are hiding something
Passing whatever
It is amongst themselves
Keeping it as a secret
They are not fighting
For peace
And
It is all written
In the private journals
Plans only exchanged
Between them
And
No one is paying attention
Something bigger is happening
We are only seeing fragments
Of what they have planned
But it is not enough evidence
For you to believe
That we are going
One by one
Two by two
To the slaughter
These professional manipulators
Mission is to find
Weak minded people
Willing to follow them
Blindly
Into any situation
Dangerous people
Who do not
Ask any questions
Just
Shoot reload
Shoot again
People
This society is in danger
It needs a swift kick
In the @ss
Face the realization
That there are
A great amount of people
Being weeded out
For a specific reason
And
No one is looking
At the bigger picture
These mindless zombies
Doing their bidding
Are just tools
Killing off potential
Great leaders
And
No one is seeing this
We need to stop believing
All this stuff out here
Is random coincidences
Stop believing in people
Saying the sky is green
Take your rose coloured
Glasses off
Look for yourself
Gather facts
Form an opinion
Instead of having
An opinion given to you
It is time
To wake up

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Calculated Actions To Get By”

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Her experiences
Validate
Her feelings
No one
Beside her
Can make decisions
For her
To coerce
To tempt
To force her
To get over it
It is in her due time
Not yours
And
If you do not
Take the time
To know her story
It is on your ignorance
To then speak on things
Which you have not
Experienced
It is insensitive
To people
That are hurting
To not be heard
By someone willing
To listen
This is why
She calculates
All her movements
In the way she
Talks to everyone
Real information
She gives about herself
It is only
For those
Whom she trusts
And
Her trust
Comes sparingly
In a very
Restricted manner
Those that got it
Got it by putting
In the hard work
By earning it
Because
She has been
Hiding
Her aches
Her pains
Her feelings
All of her life
Hiding them
So deep
That no one notices
The dread
The terror
The distress
Inside of her
Because when
They see her
All they see
Is her smiling
Throughout the day
Not noticing
That her pain
Has only
Laid peacefully
Around them
Only
Because she is
Good at hiding
Secrets of the
Fragmentation
Of her spirit
Of her mentality
The hardship of
What is her life
Is sensitive information
Not made for gossip

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Take My Friendship Seriously”

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Two caged birds
Learning to fly free
Found a friendship
That made us family
True friends
Fighting beside each other
Standing with each other
Sharing our secrets
Leaning on each other
In good and bad times
A friendship that should be
A union where
Truth is express
To each other’s face
Whether we like it
Or
Not
So why are you surprised
By my honesty
I disclosed
How my friendship worked
My disclaimer
Was this
With you
I will fight
Until the end
Of time
If you are justified
In your actions
And right
But
If you are wrong
You can not fault me
For stating
The obvious
When telling you
The real problem
Is you
That your
Rageful emotions
Is misplaced
That you need to
Face the truth
I am not a friend
Willing to
Puff you up
To fight
Because I want
To see you
At your best
I protect mines
I refuse to
Allow an injustice
Of you getting hurt
And
I will not let you
Act out of stupidity
I keep your best interest
At heart
Keeping you leveled headed
Is part of my job
So you can make
Better choices
Because
No matter what
I have your back
And
I will say things
You do not want
To hear
That no one else
Is willing to say
To you face
I refuse to be a cowardest
Being afraid
To make that choice
Putting you in a position
To fight over stupid stuff
Because I did not
Tell you
It was not right
My thing is
I believe
If fighting
Must be done
It will
Be our last resort
When a immanate threat
Is standing face to face
With us
With no way out
And
We have to
Fight for our life

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Communicable Diseases”

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When you do not care
They do not care
And
The risks are
Like bullets
Flying out of
A metaphoric
Machine gun
Harming everyone
You sleep with
It all starts
When you invite
A person
Into your temple
Not caring about
Their name
Family background
Sexual history
Or
If he/she
Will be there
In the morning
Do you understand
This kind of thinking
Only decreases
Your value
Desecrates
Your body
Shortens
Your life
Having sex with
Multiple partners
Do not make you
A man nor a woman
Only a coward
Unable to
Face your demons
When looking
In the mirror
If you hate
What you see
Fix it
Fix you
Do not cause
Unnecessary problems
Because
The ramifications
Of collecting
Frequent flyer miles
To the nearest clinic
Due to habitual
Wellness checks
Health scares
Is like
Russian roulette
With a condom
That is man made
It can get
Torn
Punchered
Left off
Leaving
You choosing
One of
Two paths
A death sentence
Or
A baby
Which
A majority
Of people
Out here are
Not capable of
Facing either
So stop with the
Disregarded
Common sense
Of what the world
Is really like
Sexual transmitted diseases
Sexual predators
Unwanted pregnancy
With strangers
It is a world
Which lacks self control
And
It is at its finest
As if people have
A death wish
Or
Two *ucks
About the outcome
Living in the moment
People can not be
Afraid to be alone
Or
So willing to lay on
Their back
Because they do not
Want to solve
The mental mystery of
What broke them
In the first place
People you only have
One life
Why cut it short
Off a dumb decision
Of having sex
With a stranger

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Movements Of Woman”

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If you was to think
What would
Move with grace
Majority of people
Would think of
It as being a woman
She is a very
Persuasive being
When using her charms
To influence
A person’s behavior
She would make you feel
A calming peace
Or
A state of agitation
It is in
Her beauty
Her strength
The control in her
Movements
Her power
Her ability
To direct attention
Without using her voice
It is a skill
Which has
Simplicity
Refinement
As she dance
To music that is
Inside her heart
Her fluidity is beyond
Physics
Her body
Moves like water
Curling
Arching
Becoming
Shapes comparable
To a majestic wave
Drawing closer to
The shore
It is breathtaking
To see
People looking on
Gasping in awe
As the highest
Climactic point
Begans to peak
And
Crash on cynics
Clobbering them
With astonishing force
Persuading them
Into questioning
How they should approach her
How they should love her
How they can win her
Be in her presence
So they can
Feel her embrace

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Time Infinite Life Is Not”

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Time may be unlimited
But life for us
Humans
It is not
We are born
At a specific time
Only to live
For an undetermined
Amount of time
Eventually to die
Ending our time
On Earth
So I wish
Some people would
Face their actions
Take responsibility
Clear their consciousness
Not go to
Their deathbed
Knowing
They are conveying
A false impression
Of themselves
No one ask
To be born
But when we are
We depend on
Rely on
Expect
The TWO
Bringing life
Into this world
To get their crap together
Whether
Together
In a relationship
One nightstand
Orgie
On a break
Friends with benefits
Not sure of the relationship
Who cares
It does not matter
The creation of this
Little innocent creature
Does
The nature of life
Is to have growth
Through experiences
Maturity after
The stupidity of immaturity
When choosing
Or
Accidentally
Becoming parents
Because
Bringing new life
Into this crazy world
We live in
Even with
The stress
All the uncertainties
The dangers
This world has
This is not
The world’s problem
This problem
You created
You laid down
Deciding not to protect
Yourself
At the time
Not considering
Eventhough it
Felt so good
Did not mean
A baby was not impossible
To produce
You need a refresher
On sex education
If you did not have
The vision
The forethought
A child
Could be a possibility
After going at it
Without protection
That is not 100%
Prevention
Unless you are sterile
Then that is
A bullet dodged
But still
Why risk it
Only to wait
Until the baby is born
To deny it
Wasting precious time
Speaking falsely
Uttering untruth knowingly
You did
The deed
Get a DNA
End speculation
Because it is
Already
Too many secrets
Walking around
Breathing
Without answers
Because of continued
Shenanigans
Between immature parents
And
Their denial of
Their Olympic
Sex escapades events
In their youth

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Cautious Distrust”

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I do not live
In a fairytale
I am not
That little
Innocent girl
That gobbled up
The lies you once told
And
Continue to tell
I am a little wiser
Stronger
Experienced of the world
I know truth
Is actions
Not empty words
Thrown at me
So I am inclined
To doubt
Your intentions
Your motivations
I question
Everything
Anything
That involves you
I believe
In my heart
You are inspired
Purely by self-interest
Trying to gain
Some type of advantage
Over me
Your pursuit
To seek me out
Without regard for
The people involved
It is selfish
Reprehensible
Inexcusable
Repugnant of you
Because you are
Still mendacious
Fraudulent
Full of treachery
You live so dishonestly
Why can’t you
Act honorably
Your selfish reasons
Whatever
They maybe
Only push people away
Just
Tell the truth
Why are you
Really here
Do you want forgiveness
Do you want a relationship
Are you being pressured
What is it
That you want
Because the hair on my neck
Is standing at attention
Signaling I should be
Vigilantly watchful of you

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Circles Can Be Broken”

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Unless you want to
Short change yourself
Limit your potential
Know that
Nothing will ever
Disappear
Or
Stop coming
For you
Because you pretend
It is not there
It will always
Skulk
Prowl
Pussyfoot around inside
The darkest corners
Of your psyche
Like a lurch
Fumbling around
With toxins
Polluting
Your soul
Your mind
Your spirit
Until you confront it
Head on
Acknowledging
That it exist
Hiding
Or
Running from it
Only
Confines you
Inside a circle
That will continue
Circling you back
Until you tackle
The roadblock
You built
Your fears
Your tears
Your insecurities
Your self-doubt
Everything
You have chosen
To use as an excuse
To avoid
Living your life
Is by your choice
And
If you want
To get to other side
Use the tool
That will fit your hand
Use it
To knock down
The recurring situation
Your apprehensions
Your confusion
The invisible prison
In your mind
Fight for
Your life

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Playing A Fictitious Character”

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Veteran tricksters
Are always cheating
To get ahead
Creating false identities
To steal
Precious moments
That they can never feel
Or give to another person
Because they are not real
Being a good person
Never plays out right
We are usually
The last people
To finish the race
It is sorrowful
To lose by playing
By the rules
So
My questions are
How does it feel
For you to treat me
The way you do
How can you live
With yourself
Knowing
You do the things you do
You have been
The source of my tears
For years now
You have seen them
Flow down my cheeks
Only to puddle
Beneath my feet
I detest that
You put
That sadness
Inside of me
You pitiful
Pretender
Pretending
You do not see
I saw that smirk
When you turned
To leave
You thought
I did not see
But I did
It angers me
Knowing
Your plan
Was to break me
Into tiny little pieces
So small
No one could see
Me needing to be
Saved from
My endless questions
Why me
Why did I let you
See the better part of me
Why this
Why that
Analyzing
Everything
About me
Only to realize
It had nothing to do with me
Because
Ostentatious
Artificial people
Are already broken
And
Can never
Break me

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Clueless Prescribing”

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Ughhh
The struggle is real
My body is playing
With me
Pretending to be
A tortoise
Ponderously moving
As if it is trapped
In slow motion
I feel spacey
Why is it
No change that
What is happening
My eyelids are such weaklings
I am continuously fighting
To keep them open
Why do they keep closing
When I am
Instructing them
Not to
This poisonous drug
That flows throughout my system
Is forcing me to
Lose my footing
I am drifting in and out
Of consciousness
It feels as if
I am leap frogging
Through a mild delirium
My drug pusher
Umm I mean
My doctor
Keep prescribing
To my symptoms
Saying it
Would help me
Yet all I see is
This being just
Guess work
All the while
Putting me into
The governmental system of
Just drug them
With approval
It is ridiculous
That it boils down
To being
All about
The exchange of money
And
A false promise
Of taking away
Pain permanently
When did this life
Get so difficult
With all this legalized
Drug pushing

-Yellowbonewonda

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“You Sorry Excuse”

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My annoyance
My displeasure
My hostility
Starts
To bubble and boil
Inside of me
When
A liar
A fabricator
A deceiver
Has the nerve
To spew their venom
On an innocent
I do not
Give a flying *uck
Whatever their excuse
When they are
So eager
And
Willing to muddle
People’s reputation
Just because
They feel like it
They deserve
The karma they get
After the tables
Have turned
After the spotlight
Is shined
Into their face
I hope they
Get mad
Get Infuriated
Rage out of control
Losing their cool
So everyone can see
Their real
FACE
I bet it will
Feel like
Shooting daggers
To their chest
Once they hear
Everyone’s else truth
What they see
That lies beneath
A liars false face

-Yellowbonewonda

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“We Are Our Rescue”

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We found love
In the middle
Of a two lane highway
Both swerving to avoid it
Only to collide
Into a ditch
Gas leaking
Fires ignited
Explosions all around us
Death is
Creeping towards us
Blocking our egress
Pushing us
To the center
Where love is
Waiting patiently for us
To accept it
Which choice
Is best
Which choice
Is our salvation
Which choice
Which choice
It is all confusion
To love
To die
Either or
There is
No way out
We can
Work as a team
We can be
Individuals
We need to agree
So precious time
Will not be lost
To find a way out
Because there is no one
Coming to the rescue
So it has to be
Our choice
Live together
Die together
Live apart
Die apart
There is no
In between with
Either choice
So we need
To realize
What we want

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Your Weakness My Strength”

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Heed my warning
Do not tease
Do not agitate
Do not feed
Because that will tempt it
To come close
To see something
Very seductive
Freedom beyond the gates
Some people
See this
As weakness
Asking for help
But for me
It is strength
In this situation
Because I want
To hold back
My devilish intent
My rage
My unemotionality
To give mercy
To people I know
That do not deserve it
Yes it is my dilemma
But if released
It is everyone’s fate
So
If you want to avoid
The massacre
Then please help
Keep this beast restrained
It can not reach
The chained
Charcoal rusted gates
It will be devastating
For us all
We must
Contain it from the world
Away from everyone
Leaving it
Trapped below
The surface
It is best
My pleaing
Is not just for you
It is for me too
My soul can be lost
Come with me
To the last stand
Protecting the gates
This is the last obstacle
To maintaining peace
It has a hunger
To escape
Capture me
Takeover
Live inside of me
Only to
Control
And
Force me
Out of consciousness
Unaware my surroundings
Into a blind rampage
Destroying everything
Only because
No one believed me
When I said
You play with the beast
The beast will eat

-Yellowbonewonda

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“One And Done Masterpiece”

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I am an original
Without duplicates
They broke the mold
After creating me
Anyone else
That says
They act like me
Look like me
Could be me
Is a counterfeit
A liar
You will see
Here is my truth
I am not that person
That will stroke your ego
So eagerly
I am not your mother
Nor am I your babysitter
If you consider me
To be someone special
Someone that will be your forever
Your ride or die chick
The queen of your kingdom
The mother of your children
The person you do not want to hurt
The person you do not want to lose
Then make your decisions
Accordingly
But if you do not care about
My feelings
Hurting me
Disappointing me
Choosing that choice
To betray me
Will have you suffering
The consequences severely
By you losing a good woman
That wanted to love you
For eternity
You can play on your ignorance
Play to your vanity
That I may not leave
But you will be wrong
I will not put up with anyone
Disrespecting me
You have no excuse
You make your own destiny
You grew up from a child
Now an adult
So you should know
Right from wrong
Seriously
Deciphering what is
Real from fake
Remember me
Before you do something
That will end everything

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Fool For You”

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Making sure
To be in the present
Living life in the moment
Being open to keeping
A lover’s happiness
A lover’s paradise
It is a world
Of possibilities
Two lovers
Sharing together
Keeping the fires
In a relationship
Flourishing
Blossoming
Into something beautiful
Something no one
Could have imagined
This is something
I wish for
A partnership
That will last forever
But
If it is not
What you are feeling
Only lust and nothing else
Growing
Then why is it necessary
For me to be a fool falling
Head over heels
In love with you hard
Expecting more from you
When screwing is what
You want to be doing
All the time
Wasting precious moments
Of me finding
A king wanting
To share his kingdom
And heart with me
So please stop just
Putting images of
A life intertwining
A family multiplying
For you to lie to
My heart
My mind
My spirit
That is cruelty
At the highest form
Against me
And that is your
Malfunction
Your problem
If you do not want
Real love
A good woman
To be with
Comforting
And loving you
Unconditionally
Until our days
Ending of natural causes
Departing us

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Doubled-Edged Sword”

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Sadly on their part
A friendship lost
A few people could not
Handle it
A few people got lost
Along the way
But what
They can never say
Damn that chick was fake
She was a liar
That was not me
My thing is
Weakness is pretending
To be someone else
So I present to you
A double-edged sword
Truth and honesty
I speak it
Precisely on a regular
When I am asked
I never volunteer it
It is not my task
To call out everyone
Or put them on blast
But fair warning
Truth you want
Truth you get
I do not waver
Just because your feelings
May crack
And splinter into pieces
It is not cruelty
To be exact
Just because
You are not use to it
Do not shoot the messenger
You came to me
You asked
It is
From my perspective
From the information
Gathered
From what you said
It came out your mouth
You said you did it
Why are you so mad
Stop being angry
That I did not agree
Or stroked your ego
Saying
There there
You hate me
I can live with that
I have no regrets
Wrong is wrong
Right is right
Like they say
Truth hurts
Those not willing
To hear it
Will bite the dust

-Yellowbonewonda

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“Situational Intolerance”

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What happened to your spirit
What broke you down so bad
Making you so
Hateful
Resentful
Disrespectful
To everyone around you

Where in your life
Did you lose yourself
That innocence
That kept you laughing
And shrugging off
The little stuff

Because right now
That stick
Up your a$$
Is causing some serious damage
Destruction that is making
This a detrimental situation

And I am tired of this
You constipated
Irritated
Miserable person
With your attitude always
Dailed up to ten
For no damn reason

This stuff you on
Got you doing
Some demented batshittyness
How can you live
With yourself
Being so difficult
What is your problem

After eight hours of your crap
You make me want
To commit myself
Just so I can be alone
In peace
Listening to silence

Your problems
No one can solve this
Even a mathematician

At the top of his class
Threw up his hands
Saying he did not
Want any part you

Unsolvable equation
That was his last statement
As he ran away
Saying lose his number

-Yellowbonewonda

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